Blissfully Undone (6 page)

“You bring it out in me, Jenny. I want to love you in so many different ways.”

He was getting far too serious. “Kelly is a lucky girl, Dan. I hope she knows that.”

Dan looked at her with a pained expression. He said nothing, but got up and walked to his bedroom, shutting the door quietly behind him. Jenny sat alone on the couch feeling sad.

She slowly picked up the game pieces and added a log to the fire before curling up on the couch to stare at it. Jenny watched with interest as it licked the edges of the log. The wood seemed impervious to the hot flames, but they were relentless. Eventually the log caught fire and began to burn bright. She looked at Dan’s door, then she got up and made herself another martini.

She sat next to the fireplace while sipping her drink. She wanted Dan; she couldn’t deny that. Even if it cost her everything, Jenny needed to be in his arms tonight. When she finished her martini, she got up and walked to his door.

Jenny knocked lightly on the wooden frame. “Dan?”

After a minute, he opened it. Dan stood before her in nothing but his boxers. “Jenny.”

She put her hands on his hairy chest and looked up into his dark brown eyes. “I… I’m willing to try.”

Dan smiled as he took her hand and led her to the bed. She lay down, feeling both nervous and exhilarated. He joined her and started running his hands over her skin. “Tonight your body will know what it means to be loved.” He slowly took off each piece of clothing, lightly kissing the exposed flesh.

When he had her completely naked, she turned the tables and undressed him. Jenny pulled off his boxers and then tenderly kissed the head of his rigid cock. It was exciting to think that it would be deep inside her soon.

“Lie down on your back,” he told her. Jenny was grateful that he wanted a little foreplay first. Dan began by massaging her feet. He took his time, lovingly caressing every part of her body, pulling the tension out and replacing it with anticipation. Dan spent more than an hour loving her body with his hands. Jenny had never felt so pampered or relaxed.

Then he leaned over her and pressed his lips against hers. She knew it was time. Dan fumbled through the drawer on the side table. He placed a dollop of gel in her hand and then directed it to his hard penis. Jenny rubbed it over his shaft, making sure every inch of it was covered in the slippery lubricant.

When she finished, he asked her to roll over onto her stomach and spread her legs. Jenny felt the cold gel slide down between her buttocks. Dan massaged her anus and then gently pushed his finger inside to spread the lubricant further. He fingered her ass for several minutes, helping her taut muscles to relax. When he felt she was ready, he said, “Get on your hands and knees, Jenny. I want to make love to you.”

Jenny’s breath increased as she presented herself to him. She felt the bed shift and he moved up to her, placing his hands on her hips. “There’s no rushing this. I am going to be gentle with you.”

She looked back at him, struck by how handsome Dan looked getting ready to mount her. Jenny groaned in anticipation, her body hungering for him. She
needed
to meld with Dan.

He placed his cock against her puckered hole. She held her breath as Dan began pressing against it. “You have to breathe, Jenny.”

She laughed nervously. “Guess I’m a little scared.”

“Don’t be. Rock back on my dick, I will follow your lead.”

Jenny pushed against his large head, unsure how her body was ever going to take all of him. Dan’s fingers moved down to her clit and he began stroking her as she rocked against his hard cock. The hotter her clit became, the more she needed to feel his shaft inside her. She started pushing with more determination and felt her muscles start to give. Suddenly, the entire head slipped in. She stopped, startled by the feeling of fullness.

“Give your body time,” he murmured, running his hands over her back.

It hadn’t hurt like she expected and the excitement of knowing Dan was inside her spurred her on. Jenny began rocking against his shaft, wanting to feel more of him. He placed both hands on her waist and moved in unison with her as if they’d been lovers for years. Each gentle thrust drove him deeper inside her. Jenny started moaning, taking pleasure in the fullness and resistance. It reminded her of having sex for the first time when everything was new and exhilarating.

Dan made a low guttural sound as his cock pushed fully into her depths. His pleasure thrilled her. She almost made the mistake of crying out, “I love you,” and had to bite her tongue.

“You’re so tight, Jenny. It’s unreal.”

She purred, “You feel good inside me, so good…”

He stopped for a moment. “Kiss me.” She turned her head and they kissed with his cock pushed deep inside her. Her juices flowed as her body responded to the intimacy of it. Dan put his hands on her hips and slowly pushed in and out of her. It definitely felt different from vaginal penetration, but she liked the sensation and the feeling of being totally possessed by him. In this moment, she was
his
.

Dan’s thrusts became longer and faster as her body conformed to his cock. “Yes, Dan, take me. Take all of me,” she moaned.

He growled under his breath, “I don’t want to come yet. I want this to last.” Dan slowed down and reached between her legs, playing with her clit again. Jenny surprised herself by joining her fingers with his. Together they teased her clit. She couldn’t believe how much Dan had changed her in such a short amount of time. She felt like a different woman now.

Jenny started moaning when the familiar heat began to build in her core. It must have been too much for Dan, because he stopped what he was doing and went back to stroking her with his cock, his thrusts fast and deep. “Jenny, I can’t hold on any longer. I’m about to lose it.”

“Come inside me, Dan. I
need
you to,” she moaned.

His cock seemed to expand just before Dan cried out and his hot come erupted inside her. With all the extra nerve endings inside her ass, she could actually feel the warmth of his ejaculation. She loved the feeling of connection as he came.

After the last shudder of his orgasm, he lowered them both on the bed, turning her to the side with his cock still wedged inside her. He took his fingers and expertly teased her receptive button. In no time, she was squirming. “I want you to come for me,” he growled in her ear.

She wanted to; she was desperate for it. “Yes, keep touching me just like that,” she whimpered. Jenny felt the building contractions, each one more powerful than the next until she couldn’t stand it any longer. The rhythmic heat between her legs transformed into waves of intense pleasure. Her back arched as she came, pushing herself against his body. When the last wave receded, Dan whispered, “I love you, Jenny.”

She remained silent, wanting to answer him but knowing she couldn’t. They were both taken. Ryan and Kelly deserved better than this. Their newfound love would ruin everything. Jenny closed her eyes. It was then that she realized what a fool she’d been. Having anal sex was just as intimate as vaginal sex. She had cheated on Ryan. There was no way around it.

She probably should have pulled away from Dan and gone to her own room, but she didn’t. It felt too good lying there in his arms. Jenny felt tears forming. How she wished they had met when they were single. He was perfect for her. Not only as a lover, but also as a friend. The thought of being loved like this every day made her want to weep with joy. But this wasn’t meant to be. They
hadn’t
met when they were unattached and their futures were set. All Jenny had was this small moment in time to love him.

She heard his soft breathing and realized Dan was asleep. His warm breath sent chills every time he breathed out. She stared into the darkness. Tomorrow she would tell Dan she wanted to make love to him—to make love properly. Even though this love affair had no chance of a future, she could hold onto the memories. It would have to be enough.

Jenny couldn’t wait to tell him in the morning. Dan would finally know that she returned his feelings. She was able to fall asleep soon after, excited about what tomorrow would bring.

Dan shook her on the shoulder and yelled, “Wake up!” She struggled to push out of her dream, but it was so nice she wanted to stay there. “Jenny, they’re coming!”

Her eyes popped open. She looked at Dan in confusion. “What are you talking about?”

“Listen,” he said earnestly.

She strained to listen and then she heard it, the far-off sound of an engine.
Not yet.
She glanced at Dan with a look of dread, not excitement.

“We have to get this cabin in order, make sure everything is in its proper place,” Dan told her, throwing on his jeans and looking around for his shirt.

Jenny quickly dressed and joined him in picking up the cabin. Neither spoke as they cleaned up the place, hiding any evidence of their affair. Jenny searched his room and found a pair of her panties under the bed. She scooped them up and ran to her room, throwing them in her suitcase. She grabbed the blankets off the couch and quickly made her bed.

She came out of her bedroom and saw that Dan was adding more logs to the fire. Jenny decided to lay out breakfast foods so it would look like they were in the middle of eating. He set the pot on the fire for coffee and then turned towards her. Dan looked at Jenny longingly, in as much shock as she was. Their time was over…

The bulldozer was getting close, the engine noise echoing through the small mountain valley. Jenny looked at Dan sadly. She wouldn’t get the chance to show him how she felt. He would never know that she felt the same way.
Maybe it’s for the best.

Jenny thought of Ryan. A good man with a serious drive to succeed. A man she once saw herself spending the rest of her life with. He was her college sweetheart. Suddenly, she wondered if she loved him enough. She was afraid she would forever compare the two and she already knew Ryan would come up short.

But then there was Kelly, her best friend for over three years. The two of them were inseparable, like long-lost sisters. Kelly didn’t deserve to be hurt. She could never know the terrible thing Jenny had done. If she ever learned of it, Jenny would lose Kelly forever.

Dan stared at her without saying a word. Life was about to return to ‘normal’ and Jenny wasn’t ready for it. She walked over to him. “Dan, there is something you need to know before they get here.”

“What? You want to pretend this never happened? I’m not sure I can, but if it’s what you want I’ll try.”

“No, Dan. The fact is…”

The roaring engine of the bulldozer sounded like it was right outside the door. Time was running out. Jenny told him, “I love you.”

Dan shook his head. It was obvious he hadn’t heard her over the noise. She yelled it again just as the engine of the bulldozer cut out. The words “I love you!” rang through the cabin loud and clear.

He looked stunned. From outside, Jenny heard the slam of a car door and then Ryan called out, “Hey, is anyone home?”

“You’re serious, Jenny?” Dan asked, looking as if he couldn’t quite believe her.

Jenny heard the worry in Kelly’s voice when she shouted from outside, “Are you guys okay in there?”

Dan grasped the back of her neck and kissed her passionately. Jenny returned his kiss, not wanting to let go. Finally, he broke the embrace just as Ryan and Kelly passed by the cabin window. “We have to tell them.”

She nodded her head as she watched the doorknob slowly turn. With tears in her eyes Jenny replied, “I know…”

Blissfully in Love

Jenny trembled as the cabin door opened. She instinctively clutched Dan’s sweaty hand and held on for dear life. This was it—they were about to ruin both their partners’ lives. The intense love she felt for Dan after being snowbound together was undeniable. She was convinced it was worth this awful moment.

Ryan entered first, concern clearly written on his face when he laid eyes on Jenny. “I’ve been so worried about you! Are you okay, Jen?” He rushed to her, ignoring the fact she was clasping Dan’s hand. When Ryan pulled her into his arms, she felt Dan let go…

Kelly, Jenny’s best friend, was right behind Ryan. “I haven’t been able to stop worrying. I had terrible dreams about you two up here.” She threw her arms around Dan and sobbed.

Jenny couldn’t help noticing that the two looked like the perfect pair, with their matching blond hair and sun-kissed skin.

Dan glanced at Jenny, his dark brown eyes communicating something she couldn’t discern. Did he still want to tell them? Was he tempted to change his mind after seeing Kelly again?