Knight in Shining Alien?: Athrian Warriors Book One (10 page)

When the ache became stronger, she took a deep breath and gave a small whimper. Trying to tell him in actual words felt more than she was capable of in that moment. She felt as though he was boiling her down to a primal being, all feeling and animal lust.

Jarrek was talking dirty to her, letting her know what he was feeling and how good it was and she loved it. When he asked if he was hurting her, she wanted to laugh, but couldn't. She wanted him to go faster; she wanted to feel all of him in her. She needed it more than air. She tried to verbalize it, but wasn't honestly sure she could. All that would come out was, “No hurt, need more. Give all. Faster. Deeper. Need. Hurry.”

              Jarrek heard Hailey's answer and even understood all she did not say. Thanking the Goddess for the gift that was Hailey, he allowed the tight grip he had on himself to fall away. Allowing his instincts and Hailey's grunts, moans and breathless, “yes, yes, yes.” to be his guide. He gripped her shoulders and pulled her back on his cock faster and faster. She was a natural and seemed to follow his rhythm easily, squeezing his cock in a tight grip on the out stokes, pushing out on the in. They were one primal animal in the quest for fulfillment. Feeling the tingle start in his spine, he knew he was not going to last much longer.

Reaching under Hailey with his right hand, he rubbed her clit in tight hard circles. Keeping his grip on her left shoulder, he increased his pulls back, drilling his hips up to drive his cock a little deeper. Hailey's voice rose in volume and Jarrek began slapping at her clit. As soon as he felt the first tight squeeze on his cock from her orgasm, he grabbed her hips and pulled her back against him in fast tight thrusts. His last thought before letting his own orgasm swallow him whole, was he really loved Hailey's voice in orgasm and wondered if she would let him record it.

              Jarrek was the first to recover and slowly pulled free of Hailey's warm haven. He was reluctant to leave as she had felt so good, but he knew he needed to get his little bird cleaned up. Grabbing a few of the cloth napkins from the banquet on the table, he cleaned himself off and then did the same for Hailey, before lowering her gown. Tossing the napkins aside, Jarrek searched for another bottle of vishna. He was so very thirsty. Finding Hailey's panties, he stuffed them in the seam of his trousers, before continuing his search. Finally, he found a bottle and opened it up. Assuming that Hailey would be as thirsty as he was, he poured her a large glass, before drinking straight from the bottle. Walking over to his beautiful love, he helped her sit up straight and handed her the glass of vishna.

“I figured you were probably thirsty too.”

              Hailey grabbed the glass and quickly downed the contents. He was right. She felt as dry as the Sahara.
She still felt ready for more, though.

              “Come, my love. That idea of a quick nap before we begin our plans for war sounds wonderful.” Jarrek picked Hailey up in his arms, not quite ready to let her go he grabbed the last bottle of vishna and strode from the bridge, back to their quarters. Minutes later, he set Hailey down on her feet and began to strip completely. He wanted a quick cleansing before lying down with Hailey.

Striding towards the cleanser, he told Hailey, “Go ahead and strip little bird. I will be just a moment and then we can lie down.”

              Hailey hadn’t objected when Jarrek picked her up and carried her towards the room she was staying in with him. That electrical current was running through her body, but she still felt tired. A nap had sounded wonderful. Well, it had sounded wonderful until Jarrek set her on her feet and stripped bare. Both her pussy and mouth began to drool. The way his muscles bunched and shifted as he moved, was so tempting. It was as if all her favorite things rolled into one package, begging her to touch, taste and use him for her pleasure. When he began walking towards the bathroom, his ass flexing and looking so tasty, she had followed along like he was the pied piper.

He stepped into the shower like area and activated the red beams, tilting his head back with his eyes closed. Hailey just stood there and drooled over his body for a few moments, before reaching up to unclasp the pin at her shoulder. Letting her gown pool on the floor she stepped closer.

When the red beams turned white and before Jarrek could open his eyes, she stepped into the cleansing pod with him. Reaching up to run her hands along his chest, she couldn’t help but be awed but the contrasts in their skin. She thought that they complimented each other very well, his deep red, hers a light brown with a hint of olive.

Feeling his muscles jump and flex under her fingertips, amazed by how human-like he appeared. If his skin wasn’t red, with nipples almost black they were such a dark shade, he could have been mistaken for a native earth resident. She rubbed over his nipples, watching as they drew tight and elongated into a little nub. Leaning up on tiptoes, she licked at his nipples, giving him little bites with her teeth.

She continued, to rub her hands anywhere she could reach. His back, ribs, his flanks and ass. She touched all but the one place she knew he longed for her to touch. Bending down a little, she nibbled her way down his stomach, licking that line of eight pack muscles.

Feeling his hand cup the back of her head and press her tighter to his body, Hailey knew she had him right on the edge of taking over. Trying to keep him there would be the fun part. Finally taking his shaft in her hand, she marveled at the sheer size of it. She couldn’t wrap her fingers around the base and he was so long she wondered how she was going to swallow it all. She was willing to find out the answer though. Licking at the head and getting him lubricated with her saliva, Hailey licked up and down the length of his shaft. Squeezing the base of his cock, Hailey danced her hand up and down his shaft in a tight squeeze. Letting the saliva pool in her mouth for a moment, she then opened her mouth and sucked in the head of his cock.

Jarrek’s moan reached her ears, making need pool inside her pussy. Setting up a steady rhythm, keeping her hand at the base of his cock, she worked him deeper and deeper into her mouth. The taste of pre-cum had already hit her tongue, assuring her that Jarrek loved what she was doing to him. Once he reached the back of her throat, she took a deep breath through her nose and swallowed. Feeling his cock pop into her throat, she continued to push Jarrek’s cock as deep as it could go. His girth is what stopped her from talking all of him. He was just too wide for her small throat, so Hailey pulled back, took another deep breath and swallowed as much of his cock as she could. Raising her hand from the base, to where she could take him, she set up a steady pace and reveled in his growls of approval and “Yes little bird, swallow my cock.”, and “Oh, that feels so good.”

Hailey released the grip she had on his cock with her hand, and using all the saliva coating her fingers, used one to breach his back door. Jarrek clenched against her finger once, before allowing her entrance. Probing and finding his prostrate, Hailey used her finger to punch his button in fast strokes, finally causing Jarred to break. He grabbed her hair in a fist with one hand and leaning forward, Jarrek used her hair to hold her in place, while he fucked her mouth in the same rhythm she used to probe his prostrate repeatedly. “Jabir minka!” Jarrek cried. “Swallow me, baby. Take it!” Pushing forward one last time, Jarrek came in a long, plentiful burst. He was salty, spicy, and almost as tasty as his wine. Hailey drank him down and wanted more. Placing a kiss on the head, Hailey straightened and looked up at Jarrek.

Jarrek was blown away. Up to this point, he had initiated all touches or encounters with Hailey. This was the first time she had come to him and he felt honored she was opening up and choosing him. He was also having a hard time coming to grips with how well she had taken his cock. He knew that they were Corduva, but wow. She was perfect.

His heart swelling with the love he had for his beautiful Hailey, Jarrek cupped her face, bent down to place a tender kiss on her lips, and said, “I am so in love with you. You are perfection itself. Come lay with me little bird.”

Hailey blinked tears from her eyes, trying not to let Jarrek know how much his words broke her heart. A man could display such tender devotion to a woman when she has just blown his mind with a blowjob or sex.  They could almost be poetic.

Unfortunately, that condition rarely lasted past breakfast. More often, it was after a twenty-minute nap. That was okay. Hailey would take what Jarrek offered for the moment; certain she could contain her heartbreak when he changed his mind. He had already given her more than she had received in the past.

She would cherish his passion and tenderness and the uniqueness of this adventure and move on. Letting him snuggle her against his chest, feeling the kiss he placed in her hair, Hailey let sleep claim her.

Hailey was in dream heaven. It started with Jarrek's lips kissing a trail along her spine, his warm male body pressing hers into the mattress, surrounding her in heat and musk, his knee pushing between her legs and spreading her thighs apart.  Jarrek's large, warm hand squeezing her hip and pulling her hips up and back. As his long, hot and incredibly hard shaft poked her ass, Hailey pushed back against it.

“Hmm, feels good. Hope the alarm isn't about to go off, ruining the mood and preventing me from finally feeling your cock inside me.” Hailey murmured, praying that she was not forced to wake up before she could at least make love to Jarrek here without the consequences of bonding.

“No little bird, nothing will be allowed to interrupt us this time. I just want to make love to you before I go to fight Varill.” Jarrek said as he kissed her shoulder and pushed his cock, slowly into the sweetest pussy he had ever felt.

Goddess she was tight. Even though she was wet and he had been arousing her body while she napped, Jarrek could only push his cock inside her in small amounts, as to give her body time to adjust to his size. Her muscles were squeezing him even tighter than his armor had. Once he was fully seated in her warm pussy, Jarrek paused a moment to let her adjust and for him to get a grip on his desires. He wanted to last for Hailey. He wanted to enjoy the feel of her warm, wet depths. Listen to her breathless moans, cries and throaty growls of, “yes, more.”

Finally, he was about to experience what no Athrian had experienced in over five thousand years. He was going to be Corduva to the most beautiful creature the Goddess had ever created. He was trembling. A one thousand four hundred year old hardened warrior, actually trembling at the idea of bonding Hailey. Desire jumbled together with the profound knowledge that he was looking at his people's hope. The possible rebirth of his species. That where one Cordisa was found, many others could be as well.

The soft, silken heat of Hailey pulsed around him and she began to push back against him. Taking the hint that she was ready to feel him move, he slid his cock back out, leaving only the tip, before reversing his thrust and sliding as deep as he could go. Several slow strokes, to assure his self that she was ready; he picked up his pace and moved his hips in different angles, looking for the spots that pleased Hailey the most.

Gritting his teeth against coming before Hailey, he began varying his strokes from the slowest, gentle glide in and out, to really powerful and deep. Using the strokes to learn what Hailey loved the most. He slowed down a little, just enough to spread his legs for better balance and to lean forward and grabbing a pillow, using it to keep her hips tilted at the angle she loved. Using his grip on her hip, he helped tilt her hips up and back even further. This caused Hailey to scream in pleasure, making her pussy to clamp down so hard on his cock, he actually faltered in his stroke for a moment. She held his cock immobile for a heartbeat, before she relaxed enough for him to continue.

Knowing that they were both on the brink of ecstasy, Jarrek put one hand on the mattress next to Hailey's head and one just brushing the side of her breast until he was holding his body just above her in a push-up. Jarrek leaned forward, kissing her shoulders and neck, while continuing to hit the mouth of her womb and listen to her beg and plead for harder, faster, and more. Hailey's pussy began to flutter and contract on his cock and he knew she was about to come.

Lifting his hand from next to her breast, Jarrek brushed Hailey's hair off the nape of her neck. Instead of resting his hand against her breast again, Jarrek cupped her breast and pinched her nipple at the same time he placed a brief kiss to her nape, before he opened his mouth wide and clamped his lips to her neck. Jarrek pushed as deep into her womb as he could when Hailey began screaming her orgasm, and let himself follow her over.

The moment the first jet of his seed entered her body, his symbiot and life's essence pierced Hailey's spinal cord. Releasing half of its self, it traveled up the spinal column, past the medulla to rest in the cerebellum. It would continue to grow over time, but would bond their life forces within hours. Then it would spread throughout the brain learning all of her past and present. Her secrets, fears and dreams once absorbed by the symbiot would then give her all of his hopes, dreams, fears and life experiences, as he absorbed the information from hers. Within a week, they would be in harmony with one another.

Hailey could pinpoint the exact moment she realized she wasn't dreaming about Jarrek making love to her, but that he really was making love to her. The moment he tilted her hips up and hit her bundle of nerves, she knew and screamed. She screamed in part because, damn it felt good. She felt as though the top of her head was going to explode with the pleasure and that electrical current was working triple overtime on her system.

The other reason for her scream was she had just lost the right to choose. Damn vishna! Worse than freaking tequila. When he said it would loosen her inhibitions, she didn't think that meant she would throw herself at him like a broke hooker who found her Pretty Woman moment. She thought it meant that she would feel drunk, want to dance and then strip off her clothes.

Yes, she loved the way he made her feel. She would even admit that deep inside, past her insecurities, she wanted him forever and was thrilled that he had taken the choice away from her. However, that was way down deep and she was nowhere ready to believe he meant forever or that he would always continue to treat her the way he had treated her over the last few days. You just can't fall in love that fast. No matter what people wanted to believe, love happened over time. Lust comes first, and then friendship and love build up over months of working and living side by side. Through laughter, adversity, and even sorrow you got to know a person inside and out. She and Jarrek have had a lot of adversity, even a little sorrow. Where was the laughter, and late night talks? The dinner dates together. Hell, he always woke before her so she didn't even know if he snored or hogged all the covers. How he treated her in front of his men won him a great many points. Even when she was tossing snarky comments and sassing at him, he either didn't get it or thought her sexy.

The way that he worshiped her body was amazing. He had never let her feel as though she were too fat, or that she needed to change anything about herself. Every part of her body had been touched with hands, lips or cock. She flushed a little in remembrance of what he had done to her in the conference room. She had never let anyone back there. Well, to be fair, no one had ever asked, but still. She hadn't given Jarrek a single objection and he had just finished spanking her ass! Even that had felt so wonderful she wanted more. She was squirming all over that table, so turned on she became inarticulate.

Just as she was going to ask Jarrek to stop, no matter how wonderful it all felt, he had changed his position and pinched her nipple, causing her to cry out with the pleasure. Trying to shake that off, long enough for her to get the word stop out, Jarrek had started hitting her g-spot with every single hard thrust.

She couldn't keep from begging for more, he had to keep giving her more, harder and faster. Jarrek had then clamped his mouth down over her neck. All the sensations at once- pinching her nipple, hitting her g-spot and sucking her neck caused her orgasm to throw her into another galaxy.

All she saw were stars, until the pain hit. Something pierced the back of her neck and she knew it was over. No going back, because he had just bonded her to him for life. Thank goodness, the pain was momentary. Hailey almost wanted to laugh, except she also wanted to cry.  She would have to catch her breath, before she could do both. It might be worth it if she kept getting such wonderful sex, but she never made that choice for herself. Only time would tell if they would make it.

Jarrek gently pulled from his beloved's body. He was not ready to leave the tight warm haven, but wanted to hold his mate in his arms while he caught his breath. He stretched out next to Hailey and then pulled her body over his chest. Letting her head lay against the heart that beat for her and their daughter. “My love. My little bird. My Cordisa Inca.” Kissing her hair and stroking his fingers up and down her spine. When Hailey lifted her head up to him and glared, with fire in her eyes, Jarrek paused and asked, “What is wrong my beloved?”

Hailey pushed against his chest and rolled out of his hold, pulling the crumbled sheets and using it to cover her body from his gaze. Pushing the hair out of her face, she told him exactly what was wrong.

“How can you ask what is wrong? You bonded me without my permission! You explained nothing of this process to me. I had to ask Sidhawk about it. I have told you repeatedly, that I am not your Cordisa and want to be taken back home. Do you care or consider my feelings? No. You did what you wanted. So like a man, dammit.” Hailey took a breath to calm down a little. She didn't know why she even bothered. Sidhawk made it seem like a forever deal. Jarrek started to speak up and she held her hand up for him to stop.

“Look. I am sorry. I like you Jarrek. You do things to my body and treat me like a goddess, but I don't know you. We haven't spent any real time together, just talking and learning about each other. I can't and won't be with someone who cannot consider my wants. I have been down that path and it leads to heartache and depression. Is there a way to undo the bond? I never got to ask.”

Jarrek felt as though she was shredding his soul with her words. The happiest moment of his, life and it had just been broken into a billion pieces. Tears rushed to his eyes, but he did his best to push them back as he said in a voice made gravelly from the suppressed emotions, “You hate me so much, little bird? I thought that you had chosen me when you followed me into the cleanser and initiated our love play. I thought you were as happy as I am that we had found one another in the googolplexes of stars and planets in the galaxies.  I am sorry that you do not find that I am good enough for you, but there is no way to undo the bond that is known to me.”

Jarrek stood up from the bed and straightened his shoulders. Going to the wall he dialed up another suit of armor; dressing he turned to her and gave a small bow and said, “I apologize Hailey, but I must attend to my duties at this time. I am neglecting my people. I will give you your space and will see if there is something that I can do to give you your freedom from me and dissolve our bond.”

Jarrek turned and strode from the room as fast as possible. He did not wish to unman himself by falling to his knees crying and begging her to love him as much as he loved her. Mayhap Loku could counsel him on where he had gone wrong. If there was anyone on this ship who knew everything about him, it would be his friend from boyhood and former lover. He also would not expect him to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall even now.

Hailey watched Jarrek leave and didn't miss the significance of his calling her by name. He rarely even used it. Preferring to call her Jabir minka or my little bird, which meant the same thing, but one she heard in English and the other in his language. It seemed to depend on how he said it to her. Hailey saw the stiffness in his gait when he walked out the door and hated that she had upset him. He would recover with time.

She knew that to most men, women were as interchangeable as batteries. He would find another woman that he could worship with his lips and hands and body. She ignored the fact that the idea of him with another woman squeezed her heart in a vise and made jealousy raise its big ugly head, curl her hands into fists for the fight and snarl a challenge.

Her heart already saw them as a couple. Her soul felt whole and complete when in his arms and presence, but too many times she had followed her heart and been crushed into the dirt. It was why she waited with Greg. Waiting until he proposed before she lowered her guard, and look how that ended. She had almost killed herself. She hadn't even told her momma just how close she had come.

If she could get the bond to break before it took hold, then she could escape before she gave any more of herself to Jarrek. If the bond couldn't be severed and Jarrek changed his mind, started asking her to lose weight or started criticizing her, than that would be the end of her. She would give in and just end it. He really had to find a way break it soon.