Authors: Carry Lowe
“How can I have a high opinion of you when you’re always fucking up? I’m tired of all the bullshit you’re always pulling. Don’t you think it’s time I got a break from your antics?”
“Like you’re the one to talk; you have skeletons in your closet too. How about the fact that you don’t even know whose baby you’re carrying?”
“Fuck you Mina, I hope you don’t think you can call me crying when Chance moves on from your old dried up pussy to someone younger
,” I yelled before storming from the room.
I really couldn’t believe she’d bring up something like that. She and Keya were so much alike. They were both spiteful manipulative bitches who were always saying the meanest
, most hurtful shit and then later they would expect forgiveness. I was tired of them and their shit. I had a lot on my own plate and it was time I focused on myself instead of worrying about everyone else and their problems.
Man when I fucked up
, did I fuck up big time. How could a moment of weakness lead to me getting this bitch pregnant when I’d fucked her plenty of other times before without any protection and she didn’t get knocked up?
I had broken up with Maria the day Daisy disappeared. At first she was very angry
at me and did nothing but cuss my ass out and try to fight me. Then one day, about a month before I went to Miami to get Daisy, Maria had called me up sounding calm and reasonable. She said she wanted me to stop by her crib so that she could talk to me about something important. I was a bit apprehensive but she didn’t sound like she was trying to pop off, so I said fuck it and went over to her house.
And boy did I make a huge mistake. She was so determined to get me back that she
had pulled out all the stops. She had prepared a mouthwatering meal of fried chicken, mashed potatoes, mac and cheese and spinach. All served while she was wearing a sexy little red lingerie set that left nothing to the imagination. And if that wasn’t enough, the bitch plied me with weed and alcohol until I was both too damn drunk and too damn stupid to think straight.
Not only did I fuck the conniving bitch, I fucked the bitch raw and now she had me by the balls and was being a total headache.
“I already told you I can’t come over there Maria,” I whispered in the phone. I was hiding in the bathroom with the water running so Daisy wouldn’t overhear me.
Maria had been blowing up my phone all night
, complaining that she wasn’t feeling well and that I should come take her some medicine. I knew the bitch was probably lying. She just wanted to get me at her house but I couldn’t get up and leave in the middle of the night without answering to Daisy.
“Nigga if you don’t get your ass over here right now
, I’m going to show up at that beautiful mansion that you bought for that bitch. We both know you don’t want that to happen,” she threatened. She was always threatening me with revealing her pregnancy to my girl but coming to my house was a new facet to her threat. I had bought a house for my family in Tyga’s neighborhood in New Jersey and as far as I knew Maria didn’t know my address. Unless she had been stalking me and with how crazy she had been acting lately, I wouldn’t put it past her.
fuck do you know where I live?” I growled in a low angry voice.
“Don’t worry about how I know, just remember that I do. And if I should show up over there and tell that trick what you’ve been keeping from her
, I’m sure she’d give you back that big diamond ring you gave her. So are you coming over or not?”
, I ain’t coming to your fucking house and just remember what I said before. If you even think about telling my girl that you’re pregnant I’ll permanently get rid of both you and the little bastard you’re carrying.” I hung up the phone on her ass.
When Maria had attacked Daisy in the parking lot of Target
, she had been trying to tell my girl that she was pregnant by me. Fortunately she hadn’t tried to reveal my secret again. But she had me bending over backwards just so she’d keep her mouth shut and I was getting really tired of it. I knew I was going to have to come clean to my fiancé but I just wasn’t looking forward to doing it because I knew she’d be mad as hell at me.
I turned off the tap and also flushed the toilet for good measure. If Daisy was awake
, I didn’t want her to suspect what I’d been up to.
When I climbed back in bed she was still sound asleep and I kissed her on the forehead. I didn’t know why Maria was trying to break up my happy home. My girl and I were finally in a good place in our relationship. We were enjoying decorating our new house and planning our wedding. I knew Mari
a’s pregnancy would just fuck everything up.
I don’t know how long I had been back to sleep
, when the screeching sound of a car alarm woke me up.
“What the hell is that noise?
” Daisy mumbled sleepily.
“I think it’s the alarm from one of our cars malfunctioning
,” I replied, getting out of bed and dragging on a pair of sweat pants bottom. “Go back to sleep. I’ll take care of it.”
Intuition was telling me that when I stepped outside I wasn’t going to find something as simple as a malfunctioning
car alarm, instead I was going to find that crazy trick fucking with our rides. That was why I was hoping Daisy would just go back to sleep so that I could just get rid of the psycho and she’d be none the wiser. The sound of our daughter’s cries coming from the baby monitor told me that her mother wouldn’t be going back to bed anytime soon. I guess the noise must have woken Makita too.
“Be careful babe, it could be someone trying to steal our cars
,” Daisy warned as I hurried from the room.
Just as I had thought
, Maria was the one messing with the cars. She was savagely swinging a tire iron at the vehicles like she was a home run hitting baseball player.
“What the fuck are you doing
, you crazy bitch!?” I yelled at her. Not only had she fucked up my ride but also Daisy’s.
“What does it look like
I’m doing?” She was breathing heavily from her exertion.
Gimme that.” I tried grabbing her weapon away from her but she started swinging on me. She even got in a good hit to my dome before I was able to pry it from her hands.
“Take your fucking hands off me!
” she screamed. “What type of nigga are you to be manhandling a woman while she’s pregnant with your baby?”
I shook my head in exhaustion. She was really wearing me out with the constant dramatics. I was far from being rough with the crazy bitch but leave it to
her psychotic brain to see things different than they actually were in reality. “Bitch just get the fuck off my property.”
“Not until your woman hears what I’ve got to say,” she yelled back.
I wasn’t in the mood for her or her games tonight so I picked her up in a bear hug and began walking towards where her car was parked.
She struggled and fought like a wild cat but she was no match for my size or
my determination. “Daisy, Daisy!” she started screaming my girls name at the top of her lungs. And I was pretty certain the entire neighborhood was awake by now.
“Bitch will you shut the fuck up
?” I snapped at her as I struggled while trying to push her in the car.
“What the hell is going on out here?” Daisy asked with a mingling of shock and anger on her face.
Her presence on the scene immediately had me shitting bricks.
our baby daddy
to get his fucking hands off me,” Maria replied.
“Hell no trick
, what the hell are you doing here? I…,” Daisy’s voice suddenly trailed off. “What the fuck do you mean by
our baby daddy
I was stuck on stupid as I powerlessly watched the train wreck that was about to happen.
“Oh Delco didn’t tell you?” The crazy bitch asked in fake surprise. “I’m currently three months pregnant with his baby.”
I felt my stomach plummet to the ground. I had wanted to be the one to tell Daisy but now the cat was out the bag and I was sure all hell was about to break loose.
But Daisy surprised me. There was only a momentary look of shock on her face before she effectively masked it. “Is that why you came all the way over here in the middle of the night? Just to tell me that you’re pregnant by Delco. Bitch get the fuck off my property.”
Maria ignored Daisy’s demand for her to leave along with the look of wrath o
n my fiancé’s face. “I know this couldn’t have been any shock to you because after all he’s a known cheater. He’d been cheating on me with you and now the tables have turned.”
“Bitch please, do not let me conveniently forget that you’re pregnant because I will whoop your ass if you don’t get the fuck out of here right now
,” Daisy gritted.
For once in her life Maria was smart enough to heed a warning. She hopped in her car, smirking at Daisy and I. “Payback is a motherfucker isn’t it?”
she asked then her eyes focused behind us, on our beautiful five bedroom home and those orbs held more than a glint of envy. “Let’s see how much you two will enjoy having me around for the rest of your lives,” she added as a parting remark. Then she waved at us with a smile as she reversed her car.
Maria’s car had barely started off down the driveway when Daisy pounced on me. A blow
to the jaw took me by surprise then it was followed by others as she screamed at me. “You lying cheating bastard. How could you do this to me?”
After a couple punches I was able to subdue her with a bear hug
, like the one I had given Maria earlier. “Calm down Daisy. Can’t you see this is what she wants?”
“I don’t care you fucking cheater!” She struggled in my arms.
“I didn’t cheat on you,” I explained. “This all happened before I came and got you in Miami.”
Once she realized that she couldn’t get away
, she quickly went on the offensive. She head butted me in the nose while bringing up her knee, catching me in the nuts. The move caused me to release her. Then I grabbed onto both of my injured organs as I doubled over on the ground in pain. My nose was gushing like a fountain and my balls were on fire.
“It may have happened before you came and got me but even if you’re not cheating you’re still a damn liar. You told me how much you missed me while I
was gone but you couldn’t have missed me too much because you were busy fucking that bitch. And to make matters worse, you must have known for months that she was pregnant and yet you didn’t say shit. So I want you out of my fucking house and out of my god damn life.” All of this was delivered in a voice filled with so much repressed rage it gave me chills.
After her speech, I heard her feet crunching on the gravel as she walked away from me and then I heard the front door slamming loudly like a death knell signaling the end of our relationship. I was still in too much pain to go after her now, plus I didn’t know what to say to fix things
. So I just laid there on the cold ground kicking myself for fucking up so royally.
ou sure you know what you’re doing?” I asked Trina as she flicked the point of the needle she had just filled with the heroin that she’d melted down using a spoon and a lighter. We were hiding out in the bathroom at work and were about to get high.
She chuckled. “I’ve been doing this for a minute now.”
Trina was my new BFF and just about the only trick at Glitter that I got along with. Even Crystal didn’t fuck with me anymore. She claimed that my attitude was too funky because I snapped at her all the time. But who could blame me. She’d be irritable too if every penny she was making was going into a too expensive habit and the high kept wearing off faster and faster. Plus dealing with the virus was taking its toll on my body. Not only had I lost a lot of weight, a bunch of my hair was falling out too. And I also had some ugly looking red sores on my pussy and even more in my mouth.
I couldn’t stand most bitches
, but Trina and I were getting along fabulously. And although at first I was standoffish towards her, once I learnt that we enjoyed some of the same vices and that she knew a nigga that offered the product at a better price than my supplier, she and I became fast friends.
She tied a
large elastic band around her arm before she chose a vein to inject; sucking some blood into the needle then allowing it to mix with the drugs before sending it back into her bloodstream.
A look of bliss washed over her face as she closed her eyes and licked her parched lips.
And I couldn’t wait to feel that too. It was the best part of getting high; the feeling of ecstasy when the drug begins to affect the synapses.