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“Nothing, no one left their purse on the back of their chair,” I said.

“Are you kidding me?” Toya looked at me as if she was ticked off.

“What?” I asked, baffled.

“Viviana, I've taught you better than that. Why didn't you just find a mark and pick their pocket?”

“Because I didn't see any. There were mostly old and sickly looking people there,” I said.

“Duh! They're the ones with the money,” Toya said angrily.

“Don't tell me you ripped off the elderly,” I said, feeling that old people were off-limits. As much as I wanted to do what Toya did and be as good as she was, I just couldn't see myself taking money from old people.

“Damn right I did, and I made four hundred dollars,” Toya proudly boasted. We walked toward the Amtrak train station. “Look, girl. If you're going to hang with me you've got to be willing to do whatever it takes. I'm starting to think that you're not cut out for this. You're starting to make me think that you're just full of it!” Toya raised her voice at me and I didn't like it.

“So, what are you saying?” I stopped walking and decided to address the situation right then and there.

“What I'm saying is that you need to stop acting like a frightened dog in a thunderstorm. You need to step up to the freaking plate and take some swings.”

“I'm not afraid,” I said.

“I don't know. I think ever since that beat down you took on the bus, you've gotten cold feet.” Toya sneered.

“I don't believe you just said that to me.”

“Hey, I'm just calling it like I see it.”

“Well, you need to get your damn vision checked!”

“Then prove me wrong. When we get to the train station, I'm going to pick someone out that you should be able to get. If you don't do it, I'm going to beat you down for wasting my damn time!” Toya swerved her head from right to left disapprovingly.

“Whatever! You don't scare me, Toya,” I snarled, and walked ahead of her.

When Toya and I arrived at the Amtrak train station it was crowded with people who were waiting on the train. Some of them were asleep on seats with their luggage next to them, others were just standing around. Toya and I stood in a corner and took everything in.

“Look, right over there.” Toya quickly pointed.

“What?” I asked.

“The white girl holding the baby in her lap,” Toya said.

“She's just holding her sleeping baby,” I said, noticing the baby appeared to be between the ages of one and two years old.

“She's about to make her move on the guy sleeping next to her,” Toya said.

“No, she isn't. How do you know that? The guy is probably her father or something.”

“Just watch. She's using that baby to block the view of everyone else.” Sure enough, as we continued to watch, the young girl was able to slip her fingers inside the man's pocket and remove money. She was also able to slip off his watch.

“Oh, she's damn good,” Toya said, admiring the girl's work. Once the girl was done, she dropped the items into a nearby diaper bag and then moved away.

“See, Viviana, that's what I'm talking about. I can respect a girl like that. She's freaking fearless!” Toya became excited by what we'd both just witnessed. “Oh, wait a minute. I just spotted a perfect one. You see the guy over at the ticket booth.” Toya pointed the man out.

“Yeah, I see him,” I said, noticing he was a handsome Asian man wearing a black business suit.

“He's going to put his wallet in the inside pocket of his suit jacket,” Toya said.

“How do you know that?”

“Because I just saw him take it out of it.” We both watched as the man pulled out a money clip full of cash to pay for his ticket.

“Oh, yeah,” Toya whispered, “and he is carrying a wad of cash.” A vile smile formed on her face.

“I'm going to get this one. I want you to watch and pay close attention. Then I'm going to pick out someone for you. Obviously, the pickings here are pretty good if the white chick is hanging out and making her rounds.” Toya was in
the zone and nothing was going to keep her from victimizing the man at the ticket booth. I scanned the room for the location of the white girl and noticed her watching the same guy.

“Hey, I think—”

“Shhh,” Toya silenced me. “Just watch me work.” Toya moved away from me and approached the man. Someone had left a copy of a newspaper on a seat and Toya picked it up. The newspaper would conceal her hand when she slipped it inside the man's pocket. From my point of view I noticed that the white chick holding the baby had spotted Toya. I don't know how thieves can spot each other, but the white girl definitely knew Toya was going after the Asian guy.

“I think the white girl wants the same target Toya is after,” I mumbled to myself. I was about to warn Toya, but she'd gotten across the room rather quickly and was now standing directly behind the Asian man. As soon as he turned around he'd have no choice but to bump into her. I looked around again for the other thief in the room and noticed that she was talking to a police officer who had a black-and-brown German shepherd with him.

“Oh, my God!” I whispered. “She's pointing Toya out to the police.” I suddenly felt as if I were watching a movie. The cop focused in on Toya. The Asian man turned around and bumped into her, and with lightning-quick fingers Toya had slipped inside the man's suit pocket, lifted his wallet and hid it within the fold of the newspaper she was carrying. By the time the Asian man apologized for bumping into Toya, the cop and the K-9 were standing next to them. The police officer asked the man if he had any identification on him.
The poor man reached for his wallet and realized that it was missing. Toya, as swiftly as she could, turned and tried to get away.

“Excuse me, miss.” The cop tried to get her attention. Toya ignored him and kept moving, but in a panic started running. The cop unleashed the German shepherd, which immediately cornered her.

“Come get this dog!” Toya screamed as he continued to bark viciously at her. Toya coiled up the newspaper and raised her hand to swing at the dog. No sooner had her hand gone into the air, than the man's wallet came flying out. Busted.

I turned to search for the thief who'd snitched, but she had disappeared.

“Viviana!” Toya screamed as the cop spun her around and pressed her face against one of the walls.

“Oh, crap!” I mumbled. I was nervous and didn't know whether I should go to her or just take off. I decided to take off. I turned my back on Toya as she repeatedly called my name. I had no idea how she thought I'd be of any help. In my hastiness to get away I turned a corner and nearly tripped over the other thief. She was with a guy, who was holding the baby.

“This will be the only warning you'll get,” said the girl, who leaned in close to me and purposely spoke into my ear. “Don't ever come back to this side of town trying to take my money, or you'll end up in jail just like your friend.” I stood still, frozen like a statue. My mind was still trying to process everything that had just happened.

“If I were you I'd leave now,” said the girl.

I continued on my way and never once looked back.

ten

MAYA

As
my grandmother Esmeralda drove me back to her house she mentioned how overjoyed she was about my visiting her for a little while. Spending more time with all of her grandchildren was very important to her. When I was a little girl I was always at her house listening to her drone on about stories and events that I didn't particularly care about at the time. She took me and my siblings to church on Sunday and often signed us up for activities there. She had me in everything from performing Mexican folk dances at the church to Bible study for children. However, when I turned thirteen and was able to have a little more say in how I spent my time, the first thing I wanted to do was stop hanging out with my grandmother and relax with my friends. Sunday afternoons at the mall replaced Sundays at church, and it was easy to get out of seeing her on Saturday because all I had to say was, “I've got homework to do,” and that pretty much guaranteed that I didn't have to go visit. I wasn't lying a majority of the time. I did have homework to do, but not as much as I led my mother to believe. When I wasn't in school, I got out of
spending time with my grandmother by attending summer school or getting involved in some other community activity near my home. Once I'd turned sixteen and was able to work, my job with Keysha at the swimming pool was another perfect reason to keep from visiting.

It's not that I don't like my grandmother. I really do love her, it's just that she is so old-fashioned and loves tradition. I've heard her and my mother more often than not fussing about why my mom doesn't come around very often. My mother would always point out how hectic things were at the office, and how tiring it was to raise three children. Of course my grandmother Esmeralda felt that there was always time for
familia.
Speaking of family, my grandmother had two movies that she could watch over and over again and never tire of. Those films were
My Family,
starring Jimmy Smits, Edward James Olmos and Esai Morales, and
Forrest Gump
. The movie
My Family
came out in 1995 when I was only a year old and
Forrest Gump
came out in 1994, the year I was born. I once asked Keysha if her grandmother or mother had a movie that they watched all of the time.

“I don't know about my grandmother Rubylee,” Keysha had said. “But my mother, Justine, watched
Purple Rain
to the point that she knew all of the actors' lines.” I remembered laughing at that.

My grandmother Esmeralda wasn't a very tall woman, but she wasn't too short, either. She had long black hair that cascaded down her back, and skin as soft as rose petals. Deeper and more pronounced age lines had formed around her eyes, nose and lips since I'd last seen her. Her wisdom lines made her appear a little more Native American than
Mexican American. She was sixty-three and for the most part had stayed in decent shape. Although, my mother told me, after my grandfather's sudden passing it took a long time for Grandmother Esmeralda to get over his death, and she ended up losing too much weight. My grandfather passed away when I was just two years old, so I don't really remember him. I do recall hearing stories about him, but it had been so long that I didn't really remember any of them.

“Did you know that your grandfather was as handsome as Jimmy Smits?” asked my grandmother as we exited the highway. I knew she wanted me to act as if I was unfamiliar with the actor, so she could bring up the movie
My Family
.

“Jimmy who?” I just played along with her.

“Jimmy Smits. Oh, let me tell you. Your grandfather was the best husband and father in the world. When I met him in the 1960s, all the girls in the neighborhood were after him. They would do such silly things to get his attention. They'd walk past him when he came out onto the front porch of his home and blow kisses at him. When I'd see him at our high school dances, all of my girlfriends would argue over who was going to make him their guy. My friends and I were only sophomores at the time and he was a junior. So for us to be able to snag an upperclassman was big stuff.” I knew I'd heard this story before, but for some reason I was so much more interested in it now than I'd ever been before.

“So, how did you get him?” I asked, because I truly didn't remember.

“Oh, come on, Maya. I know I've told you this story a thousand times, at least.” Grandmother Esmeralda smiled.
The deep lines around the corners of her eyes were really pronounced when she smiled.

“Well, you need to tell it to me one thousand and one times,” I said.

“Well, while all of my girlfriends were busy chasing him, I completely ignored him,” she explained. “It wasn't like I was ugly or anything, and in fact I had plenty of young fellas interested in dating me. But my father and your great-grandfather was very, very strict. There was no way that his daughter was going to get mixed up with some smooth-talking boy.” Grandmother Esmeralda laughed before she continued on with her story. “Anyway, when I was in my third year of high school and your grandfather was in his last year, he started paying attention to me. He tried to make me swoon with his pretty hair and dreamy eyes, but I fought him off. But believe me, it wasn't easy.”

“So why did you hold back? Why didn't you just go for it? I've always heard that the 1960s were when kids were saying stuff like, ‘Make love and don't drop bombs,'” I said.

“True, there were a lot of things going on, but I respected my father. There was no way that I was going to go against his wishes. I was a good Catholic girl,” she explained.

“I'm so glad I wasn't dating back then. I would've just died,” I said jokingly.

“You would've survived just fine. You'd have good morals and values,” Grandmother Esmeralda said. In the back of my mind I was like,
Whatever!
I thought she was done telling her story, but she continued.

“So I ignored him as much as I could. Then he graduated from high school and I was heartbroken.”

“Heartbroken?” I laughed. “You weren't even dating the guy,” I said, wondering how she could've been so upset.

“He and I had our moments, Maya,” she whispered.

“What?” I asked because I didn't hear her.

“We held hands and kissed a few times, in secret, of course,” she reluctantly admitted. “So you
did
go against your father?” I asked, looking for clarification.

“Holding someone's hand and kissing them under a tree in the park is hardly criminal,” she said, downplaying those early intimate moments. My intuition told me that much more than a kiss and a hug happened between them, but I wasn't about to go there with my grandmother.

“Okay, so there was some type of spark between you two,” I said.

“Yes there was, and when he graduated I felt as if my world had fallen apart. I cried for days.”

“Why? He still lived in the neighborhood, right?” I asked.

“No. You really don't remember me telling you this story, do you?” She glanced over at me just before she made another turn.

“No, I don't.”

“Your grandfather was drafted into the army and sent off to the war in Vietnam in 1965.”

“Oh, yeah, I forgot about that,” I said, recalling several old photos I'd seen of him in uniform.

“He asked me to write to him and I did. I wrote him letters every day when he was in training at a military base in North Carolina. He'd write back just as often telling me that the training was actually sort of fun and that he was looking
forward to serving his country. He was eighteen and young. He didn't really know what he was in for, and neither did the other men. When they shipped him off to Vietnam I didn't get a letter from him until he'd arrived over there. He asked me to send a photo of myself so he could think about me when all hell was breaking loose. By that point he hadn't seen any combat yet and his letters were still rather cheery and upbeat. However, here at home all we saw were horrible images from the war. I sent him a nice picture and my crucifix, which I got from the priest at Our Lady of Guadalupe Church when I was a little girl. The priest had blessed it and told me it would protect me always. I felt that it would help protect your grandfather, Miguel, so I sent it to him.”

“Was it this one?” I asked, noticing the crucifix dangling from her rearview mirror.

“No. I buried it with your grandfather.” Grandmother Esmeralda's voice trailed off, and I knew immediately that even after all of the years that had come to pass she still missed my grandfather.

“You don't have to talk about this anymore if you don't want to,” I said, offering her a way out of the conversation.

“No. I need to tell you these stories as many times as necessary so that you remember them. It is the history of your family and it is very important and you must never forget it. Think about it, Maya. Had your grandfather not survived that war, your mother would've never been born and you wouldn't be sitting here with me.”

I took a hard swallow. I hadn't thought about it like that.

“I received a letter from him one day and, anyway, in one
of his letters he told me when he returned he wanted to get married and settle down.”

“How romantic,” I said as I allowed myself to get completely lost in the story.

“Oh, Maya, my dear child, just listen to me. It is true—getting letters in the mail from your grandfather had a certain romantic touch. In fact, as soon as a letter would arrive I'd rush up to my bedroom, shut the door and read it. I truly fell in love with him through the letters he wrote.”

“What did he say in them?” I asked.

“He talked about some of everything. His childhood, his deepest feelings, his hopes, his dreams. You name it. At least that's what he wrote about in the beginning, but the longer he stayed the more convinced he became that America wasn't doing anyone any good.”

“Why? From what I've learned in my history classes, whenever America goes to war the history books say that we're justified.”

“That's the problem with history books. You don't get to talk to the people who lived through it.” My grandmother sighed. “Miguel hated being over there because he had to go from village to village burning down the homes of people who were very poor. He said to me in one of his letters,

Esmeralda, you should see the sad look in their eyes. They've lost all hope. They're mostly simple farmers who have homes made out of grass and mud. I've seen and done horrible things. It is as if hell has risen up from beneath the earth and has chosen to go on a killing spree.

“When I think about those letters and those times, I get sad.”

“Wow,” I said solemnly.

“One letter in particular really made me angry and I loved him, all at the same time. He said,

My Dear Esmeralda, Today I cried like a motherless child. My unit had to go into a village after an air strike and saw horrible things. I saw things that I can't even put into words, but I will do my best to try to tell you why I am so incredibly heartbroken. Today I saw a little Vietnamese girl who was about nine years old. The skin on her torso had melted off from the heat of the explosions. She was running down the road toward me wearing only her underwear. Other men in my unit acted as if they didn't see the child. I guess it's the training we go through. We're not supposed to really get too involved. Our job is to find the enemy and take them out. But this little girl was frightened by everything that was going on. The only thing she wanted to do was flee from the noise. Something in my heart shattered when I saw her. I put down my weapons and got on my knees and held my arms out to her. When she ran to me and wrapped her arms around my neck, she refused to let me go. Finally she just cried and I cried with her. This damn war doesn't care about innocent children. I feel as if I'm killing my own brothers and it's not right.

“Miguel carried the little girl to the medic and forced him to help her,” Grandmother Esmeralda said.

“Oh, my God! What did you say to him after that?” I asked, feeling very sad.

“When I wrote him back I told him that he was a good man and would be a good father because of his caring heart. I also told him that I loved him and would be waiting for him whenever he came home.” We finally arrived at Grandmother Esmeralda's gray-stone styled home. Her home was old, but similar in style to the one I'd seen on reruns of
The Cosby Show
.

“Come on, let's go inside and I'll tell you more over a glass of sun tea,” said my grandmother. I gathered my belongings from the trunk and made my way up the concrete steps, through two sets of doors, and finally dropped my bags in the vestibule. To my immediate left there was a staircase that led to the upper level. To my right was the living room with a beautiful fireplace, and directly in front of me were the kitchen and the back porch.

“You can run those upstairs and place them inside your mother's old bedroom. I'll go pour us some tea. Come sit with me on the back porch when you're done.”

About fifteen minutes later, I was sitting next to my grandmother, drinking some of the most delicious tea I'd ever tasted. She'd also sliced a piece of her upside-down pineapple cake on a small saucer for me.

“Oh, my God! I haven't had a slice of your pineapple cake in ages,” I said, cutting into it with my fork. As soon as the morsel was in my mouth I felt my toes curling up.

“You should visit more often,” she said, taking a sip of her tea.

“Okay, so what happened next?” I asked.

“I graduated from high school and got a job as a clerk for the city,” she said.

“Where was Grandpa? Was he still at war?” I asked.

“Yes. He finally came home in the winter of 1967. He'd been wounded. He lost the lower half of his left leg. They gave him a prosthetic leg and physical therapy, and when he was well enough he was released.”

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