Read Own Me (Romance on the Go) Online
Authors: Jenika Snow
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Erotica, #Paranormal, #Romantic Erotica
Chapter Two
“Oh, God,” I whispered, staring at each of them with a look I didn’t doubt was of horror. What was strange was the fact I wasn’t terrified of these men, not really. I was frightened of the idea of what they’d do to me, what they had planned, but it was also laced with excitement. Arousal was a hot poker inside my stomach, coiling tight and just waiting for the right stimulation to come to the surface and burn me alive.
I anticipated it on a deep, almost primal level.
“No, sweetness, God has nothing to do with what we have planned for you.” The one who spoke stepped forward. He was beefier than the rest. He was still impressive in height at over six feet, but the others had several inches on him. I looked at each of them, their clothing doing nothing to hide the raw power they exuded. “Focus on me, princess.” The one who spoke stepped closer. His muscles strained against the fabric of his shirt, and I hated my traitorous body for coming alive at the sight.
“You hate this, don’t you?” he asked, his body so close to me I could feel the icy tendrils of his arousal wrap around my body.
“Hate that I was taken against my will?”
He chuckled, but it wasn’t one of humor. “You came willingly.”
I doubted that, but I had no memory to back that up.
“You’re not a prisoner. On the contrary, you are our guest, our very
special
guest.” He ran his finger down the side of my neck, leaned in closer, and inhaled deeply. “We’ve been watching you, Athena, for a very long time. We’ve been waiting for the right moment to bring you here and give you what you’ve been dreaming of.”
How could they possibly know this was what I had fantasized about? I should have denied it even if that would have been a lie. The truth was I
did
want this, but I’d always been too ashamed to admit it to anyone. Admitting I wanted to be dominated, controlled … fed from by these supernatural creatures would have my kind seeing me as a blood whore. No, I’d always hidden what I wanted, because to me that was the safest route.
But looking at these men, these vampires, I wondered. Was I that transparent? Had even humans been able to see my desire for this powerful kind?
I took a moment to really look at the four men. They were all gorgeous, each one having an otherworldly appearance, a dangerously powerful aura about them. Two of them had black hair, and the other two had lighter hair. But what they all had was physiques that told they could crush a man with their bare hands if they saw fit.
I don’t know why, but that turned me on even more.
The one closest to me pulled back, his eyes focused on me, the color this startling, unearthly blue. We held each other’s stare for a moment, me not able to pull my attention away, and then he stepped back in line with the others. The one that had entered the room first took a step forward, the scent of him filling my head, making me feel drunk.
“Before we begin, I think it only proper to introduce ourselves.”
Before we begin?
That had my heart beating double-time now.
He shifted to the side and gestured to the only other man that had spoken to me, the one with the crazy blue eyes. “That is Eeron and his brother, Aram.” Both men kept their focus on me, their expressions emotionless.
“The dark-haired fellow is Ibrahim.” The one speaking turned back to me and grinned. “And I’m Boden.”
I knew I probably looked frenzied, crazed. This all felt like I’d been dropped into some kind of crazy
Twilight
episode, my fate unknown. They all stared at me like they expected me to respond kindly to their pleasantries, like they didn’t still have me strung up nude and exposed.
“Let me go.” I tried to make my voice harder, more demanding. I wanted to seem strong even if I felt anything but. None of them moved, nor showed emotion after I spoke. “This is wrong,” I whispered.
Boden took a step forward. “It would be wrong for mortals if you were unwilling.” He reached out and cupped one of my breasts, and I bit my lip, holding in the gasp that would have spilled forth. “We are immortals, predators. We don’t care for your mortal laws, and are not bound by them.” He slid his hand down my belly and cupped me between my thighs. “But you’re not unwilling, are you?”
I was wet, embarrassingly so, and with every stroke of his fingers through my sweetness, I couldn’t hold in the moans anymore. But within a matter of minutes he had his hand away from between my thighs, and took a step back. He smirked, brought his hand up, and licked off the slickness
that coated his fingers.
I found his attitude very arrogant, but it also turned me on. Maybe it was my helplessness that made me feel so aroused around them? Hell, maybe it was because there were four of them and they screamed dominance, and that this was one of my fantasies personified. Whatever it was, I didn’t think what I had to say, if I could have said anything coherent, held much weight.
Boden took another step forward until he was close enough his lips were a hairsbreadth away from mine.
“You are ours, sweet Athena. You are ours to do with as we please.” He ran his tongue out and licked my bottom lip. “Tell me you want to go. Tell me you haven’t ached for what we can give you, that you haven’t thought about it more times than you can even count.” His gaze dipped down to my lips, and I licked them involuntarily, tasting him on me. “Lie to us and say you don’t want this, even though we can smell the arousal coming off of you.”
“I…” I didn’t know what to say.
“You just need to say you want this. Give into us, submit to us, and we’ll give you everything you’ve wanted.” He had his hands on my hips, and I shivered from the contact. “Let us dominate you in the way only our kind can.” I found myself nodding, and before I could say anything he had his lips slanted against mine. I moaned at the instant electricity that slammed into me. I closed my eyes when I felt his tongue sweep along the seam of my mouth, demanding access. I opened, tasting him, needing him.
He kissed me for several seconds but then pulled away far too soon. “Give in to us, Athena.” His whispered words tickled my lips.
Did I honestly want this? Did I want to be their “prisoner” and submit to them fully? The thoughts bombarded me in rapid succession. Did I want to let my inhibitions go to four vampires? I felt the world tilt and my arousal heighten.
“Tell us what you crave. Tell us what you want and we’ll give it to you and more.”
I knew if I agreed to this, submitted to them, there would be no going back.
Chapter Three
I knew what I wanted, knew that if I didn’t let myself feel this one surrender, I would regret it for the rest of my life. Maybe they didn’t really “take me”. Maybe they were saving me, letting me be who I wanted to be? And then I made up my mind, threw caution and nervousness to the wind, and decided that I was just going to embrace this.
“I want this,” I whispered, not sure at first if they’d heard me, but my thoughts vanished when he leaned forward and took my mouth with his. He ran his tongue along his lips and reached behind me to spear his fingers through my hair, tilting my head back further. He deepened the kiss that way and pressed himself closer to me. I felt his hard cock press against my belly, realized how huge he was, and a twinge of fear and anticipation filled me.
“I want to hear you say it again. I want you to say you’ll submit to us, that you want us to show you what it is like to be with one of our kind.” Boden stepped back then, and I watched in fascination as the four of them started to unbutton their pants. I swear I could feel my heart beating in my ears and at the base of my throat. My hands were clenched into tight fists, and sweat lined the valley between my breasts.
Once their pants were undone and pushed down enough they had their dicks out, all I could do was stare. I knew my eyes were wide, knew I probably looked shocked as hell. The cocks revealed rivaled any I had ever seen before and were so thick and long I couldn’t help but clench my thighs together. I swallowed my emotions, wondering how it would feel to have those monster cocks in my pussy.
For a second, I couldn’t find my voice, couldn’t even think enough to make a coherent sentence. But finally, I cleared my throat and looked at Boden. “I want it. I want to know what it’s like.”
I swear the temperature in the room dropped, the chills racing along my limbs testifying to that. They made these deep sounds from their throats, ones that seemed like primal animals had been released. Boden stepped up to me and ran his tongue up my throat. Hot tendrils of desire spiked through me, and I shivered, trying to keep my eyes open has pleasure swamped me. He started to suck at my flesh, right at my pulse, and moved his hands over my hips and around to my ass. He cupped my bottom, giving it a hard squeeze until the pain and pleasure coalesced as one, and for a second I didn’t know if I’d last the night.
With his mouth still on my neck, he curled his hips toward me, and I felt the hard length of him rub along my slit. With his pants lowered and his dick exposed, his hard length fit perfectly against my bare slit. I was so wet, so soaked that his cock slipped easily between my folds.
I started to rub myself on his cock as best I could and realized I was so close to coming it would only take a few more bumps and grinds and I would explode. As if Boden realized this he nipped my neck, the sharp sting adding to my pleasure, and stepped away. He was on his knees in front of me before I could even inhale. I looked down and watched as he untied one of my ankles and brought my leg over his shoulder. I was spread for him obscenely, but that just seemed to make the situation even hotter. His moist breath teased my cunt, and I wanted to press myself against him. His big hand on my inner thigh stopped any movements I might have had.
“Hold still. Submit.”
He started to lap at my pussy like a madman. He took his thumbs and pulled my labia apart while his mouth suctioned to my clit with fervor. I could see my engorged clit stand out and felt slightly embarrassed over the fact. As if he knew where my thoughts were, he ran his tongue over the bundle of nerve endings and then ever-so-slowly pulled away so only a light string of his saliva followed. I wouldn’t have thought I’d find that kind of sight erotic, but seeing it made my belly tingle with need.
I groaned and glanced at the other three men right in front of me. They held their cocks in hand, stroking themselves quickly, their gazes riveted to what Boden was doing to me.
Eeron flicked his gaze to mine and slowly smirked. “Do you like Boden sucking at that pretty cunt? Do you like it when we watch, baby?”
I nodded, no need to even lie. His explicit words sparked my pleasure even higher. Eeron stepped forward and took a strand of my hair, running it between his fingers. His mouth was slightly open, and I noticed his fangs, those piercing twin points, and a fresh gush of moisture trickled from my pussy. Boden groaned, which caused delicious vibrations to travel through my clit. Eeron latched his mouth onto mine and started flicking his tongue against mine, his fangs a sharp reminder of how dangerous he was. His kiss was more aggressive, wilder than Boden’s.
Boden skimmed his hand over my belly, and he splayed his fingers over my flesh as he applied some pressure to my pussy. I hadn’t realized until now how hard I had been thrusting my hips forward, pressing my sopping wet cunt against his mouth. As Eeron kissed me, I felt a hot, wet tongue slide along one of my nipples. I gasped, but Eeron cupped the back of my neck, his fingers digging into my flesh, and kept our mouths fused.
Eeron broke the kiss after an agonizing erotic minute and moved behind me. He brushed my hair off my neck and started kissing my shoulder. I glanced over and saw Aram licking my nipple while he looked up at me. His pink tongue came out and ran a circle around my areola, and his teeth followed by grabbing the engorged bud between them and biting down gently. The sight was erotic and had me arching my chest into his mouth, needing more, wanting all he had to give.
I gasped and tilted my head back. I closed my eyes, absorbing the multitude of sensations. Just when I thought I would come, they all backed off on their ministrations. It was frustrating, but I realized when they renewed their efforts, my arousal grew even hotter, stronger. I stared at Ibrahim, the only vampire yet to touch me. He was still stroking his cock while he had his other hand cupping his balls.
“Oh, God, I’m so close,” I whispered, my sight on the monstrous flesh hard and pointing toward me in Ibrahim’s palm. My breathing was so erratic I thought I would pass out.
Ibrahim stepped forward then, maybe unable to control himself any longer, and cupped the breast getting no attention. He was surprisingly gentle with his caress, but I wasn’t fooled. He dipped his head and started sucking on my nipple, just as Aram did with the other. The dual sensations bombarded me, and I couldn’t hold off any longer. My knees buckled as my climax claimed me. I thought they would all move away from me after I got off, but they didn’t. They renewed their efforts.
I threw my head back and groaned loudly, the pleasure so intense. I thrashed my head back and forth as the most intense orgasm I’d ever experienced nearly paralyzed me. I felt my pussy get so wet, and Boden sucked at me harder. The sound of deep male grunts and slippery flesh echoed throughout the room. When the pleasure descended, all I could do was hang my head and urge my heart to slow to a more normal beat.
That was an impossible feat.
They finally moved away from me, but I felt more disappointment than relief. I felt the air chill my overheated skin and wondered if I would survive the rest of the night.
As if he read my mind, Boden spoke gruffly. “We’ve only just begun, Athena.”