Prepped For Love: BWWM Pregnancy Romance Novel (5 page)

Tammy couldn’t believe it. Stephanie Gardner was married? She was one of the most popular girls in Tammy’s year and one of the biggest sluts. Stephanie was famous for poaching boyfriends and bullying girls she considered “losers”.

“Really?” Tammy replied.

“Really… Hey… You might know her since she’s the head of the PTA,” Victor continued.

Tammy also choked on her croissant.
Stephanie Wagner
was the PTA head? Gross. Tammy wanted to be involved with the PTA but Stephanie was someone she considered a rival. Stephanie had mocked everything about Tammy when she was in school. She mocked Tammy’s braids and Tammy’s dark skin. She had bullied Tammy relentlessly but not specifically. Stephanie was just a plain mean girl and she dished it out to everyone. Tammy wondered if motherhood had changed her.

Before Tammy could reply, her phone rang. She wouldn’t have answered her phone except for the fact that it was Jabari calling. She let Victor know that it was her son before she picked up.

“Jabari, is everything okay?” Tammy asked it wasn’t difficult for Jabari to give her a call while he was out with his father.

Jabari’s tone of voice scared her.

Jabari spoke with a shaky voice, “No… Everything's not okay. Dad is… He’s getting mad. Mommy, he called you a slut and I think he’s drunk or high off something. Please… Can you come get me?”

“Do you feel safe where you are now?” Tammy clarified. She figured she would have to act fast and ditch this sort-of date with Victor.

“No,” Jabari whispered.

“Get out of that house. Head over to the convenience store and wait for me okay? Just get out and I’ll be there as soon as possible. I’m on my way,” Tammy said. Her son was in danger; Tammy was panicking.

Tammy hung up. She looked at Victor and began to apologize. Not only did she answer a call, she had to leave immediately after. It wasn’t a great look.

“You don’t have to say sorry. Go to your son. We’ll get a chance to continue this da… This conversation… some other day,” Victor said.

Tammy was grateful for his understanding. She dropped a ten dollar bill on the table and ran. When Tammy  entered her Audi, she floored it all the way to the convenience store near Randall’s house. She was glad that it wasn’t
too
far away from the coffee shop. She was even more happy that no cops caught her running two red lights. When she pulled up outside of the store, she saw Jabari standing right outside shaking like a leaf. Tammy didn’t know how he managed to get away from his father. As soon as he saw her, he leapt into the car.

Tammy wanted to ask him what happened, but she figured she should wait until she got home. If she was in her car while Jabari told her what the hell his father had done to him, she was afraid she would drive right over to Randall’s house and do something foolish. Tammy didn’t know if she could take Randall Combs. That was the last thing either of them needed.Tammy went through a McDonald’s drive-through and bought her son a drink and some french fries to soothe him a little bit more until they arrived home. She was sure Randall hadn’t stopped terrorizing him to make sure he got some food in his belly.

Once they were in the house, Tammy asked, “What the heck happened Jay?” she couldn’t hide how worried she was in her voice. Randall wasn’t above hurting people he claimed to love; Tammy was more than familiar with his willingness to inflict pain. Jabari heard his mother’s fear and he felt like it was his responsibility to calm her down. At the same time, he didn’t want to lie to his mother about what had happened. Tammy started to make dinner as Jabari forced himself to explain what went down.

Tammy was at least proud of Jabari for how he’d even handled arranging a meeting with his father. Although he was still naive in so many ways, he had a good head on his shoulders. Jabari had agreed to meet up with his father if and only if his father stopped drinking. Alcoholism had always been a big problem for Randall… But Jabari didn’t account for how much that man loved his booze. It was a mistake any eager thirteen year old could make. Jabari still wanted to see the good in his father. Randall had lied to Jabari and messaged him for weeks and weeks with false updates about how well quitting booze had gone for him. He pretended to attend AA meetings and everything. Two hours into hanging out with Jabari, he started to take swigs out of a bottle of spiced rum and he hadn’t stopped until nearly every drop was gone. Once drunk, Randall had regressed to his usual self. He dropped the pretense that he was a good man.

Jabari tried to keep a low profile in an attempt to escape Randall’s wrath. Randall started ranting about Tammy and speaking poorly of her parenting skills. Jabari was shocked; he’d never heard his mother say a bad word about Randall throughout his life (and she had plenty of reason to bad talk Jabari’s father.) Then Randall started ranting about what a stupid whore she was. He then told Jabari that he had to get himself some pussy so that he could become a “real man”. Jabari knew this was talk his mother wouldn’t approve of. She’d made it clear that sex was for adults, boy or girl, no one in her house would be
thinking
about sex as a thirteen year old. Randall made inappropriate comments to Jabari surrounding sex which he must have considered “tips”. As Tammy heard Jabari explain what happened, she felt herself becoming angrier and angrier. She wished that there were some way Randall could be out of her life forever… Barring anything illegal of course.

Jabari and Tammy spent the rest of the day together. Tammy didn’t want to leave her son’s side. Tammy was reading her brand new romance novel,
Soul Connection
, while Jabari tinkered with a solar powered toaster he was building. Later that evening, Tammy made dinner and comforted her son over a hot bowl of soup. She could tell Jabari was disappointed in his father. It wasn’t the first time and it probably wouldn’t be the last time.

He seemed to feel a little bit better after filling his tummy with her delicious lentil soup. It was the most complicated thing Tammy knew how to make. After Tammy’s meal with her son, she decided that she owed Victor a real explanation. It was rude to just get up and flee in the middle of a date without explaining the truth about what was going on. And although Tammy had yet to admit it to herself, she was looking for a listening ear too.

She called Victor up.

“Tammy… Is everything alright?” He asked. Victor seemed genuinely concerned.

Tammy replied, “Yes… Something came up with Jabari’s dad. I’m sorry I had to leave like that but when Randall gets crazy he doesn’t care who gets hurt.”

“Is your son alright?” Victor asked.

Tammy sighed and answered, “Yeah, he’s okay.”

Then Victor made a bold move that immediately cleared up the ambiguity in their relationship.

“Would you like to come over and finish up that coffee date? You seem like you could use someone to talk to and I hate to have conversations like this over the phone,” He asked. It was risky, but Victor couldn’t help himself. He couldn’t deny what he felt during their coffee date. He couldn’t deny how deeply he felt for this former student of his…

Slick move.
Tammy thought to herself. Although she was sure a part of Victor really did want to provide a listening ear, Tammy knew what a late evening invitation meant. Perhaps if Tammy was thinking about the consequences she wouldn’t have gone. But in that moment, all she cared about was getting thoughts of her malicious ex Randall out of her mind. Victor was sexy… and he was clearly attracted to her. It was strange to think they had technically met when she was still in highschool, but everything was different now. As long as no one found out, Tammy was free to do whatever she wanted with Victor Del Toro.

Tammy replied, “You know what… I think I’ll take you up on that offer. I’ll be over around 8:30.”

After hanging up the phone with Victor, Tammy felt skittish. What the hell had she just agreed to? She felt like an agitated teenager planning a clandestine hook up with her former teacher. She didn’t even want to tell her son what she was up to. If she told him she had a date, Jabari would be sure to ask her a ton of questions. Tammy tried to get ready without looking too dressed up. Jabari was far too involved in his engineering project to notice what was going on anyways. Tammy went into her bedroom and moisturized her skin from head to toe with pure cocoa butter. She then pulled on a soft blue sweater with black leggings and a pair of Frye riding boots. Tammy didn’t bother wearing much makeup, just a little bit of mascara to elongate her eyelashes.

She went downstairs to find that Jabari was still distracted by his project.

“Baby, I’m headed out for a bit to visit a friend. I’ll call Mrs. Jackson to let her know you’re home alone and if you need anything just pop right over there,” Tammy announced. Jabari barely looked up.

Mrs. Jackson was their old next door neighbor who had somehow managed to escape a reputation as the town gossip despite the fact that she knew everybody’s business. Tammy called Laura Jackson and let her know that she would be leaving the house for a few hours. Laura was more than happy to cast an eye on the house.

With everything in order, Tammy got in her car and drove to Victor Del Toro’s house. She still knew where it was from her days at Willowcrest. On the last day of her Spanish Literature class, she remembered traipsing to the old New England cottage for hot chocolate and donuts at Señor Del Toro’s house. His house was half way between Tammy’s and the prep school. Tammy couldn’t believe she still remembered exactly how to get there. It was like the directions were an immovable, programmed part of her memory. When she pulled into the driveway, Victor opened the door and stood on the porch.

Tammy got out of her car and greeted Victor. He seemed on edge; Tammy understood completely. A part of her was anxious too. There had been undeniable attraction between them since she’d set foot in his office, but neither of them knew whether acting on this attraction was a good idea. Victor led Tammy into his house.

“It’s just like I remember it,” Tammy said. Victor didn’t reply. Perhaps this was an awkward thing to say considering it hearkened back to the days when Tammy was Victor’s underage student.

Victor led Tammy to the couch and offered her a glass of wine. Once they had their wine, Victor sat next to Tammy on the couch. His physical closeness made Tammy feel safe. Considering autumn was upon them, his warmth and closeness was appreciated. His agenda was clear and Tammy wasn’t saying no. It had been so long since any man had taken an interest in her, far less one as attractive as Victor.

“So what happened with you and your ex,” Victor asked. This conversation hadn’t started off where Tammy had expected it, but it made sense considering how she’d left their date earlier. Tammy knew she would need wine before saying a word about Randall…

She took a huge swig. “Hm… Randall… He is the worst father ever to Jabari! I can’t really say anything to my son because that’s his dad, but Randall has proven himself to be good for nothing again and again. He’s a drinker… He’s a manipulator… Randall only cares about himself,” Tammy started.

Victor rested his hand on her thigh. “Why is Jabari still allowed with him?” Victor asked. It was a valid question.

Tammy nodded. “If I tried to take Randall to court, I would lose. This arrangement at least allows Jabari to decide for himself if he wants a relationship with his father. But Randall has caused my son nothing but pain… I hate that, I really do” Tammy replied.

Victor leaned in a bit closer and kissed Tammy on the neck. Goosebumps spread across her skin.

“I can see you just want your son to be happy…” Victor whispered.

This time, Tammy shifted her face and kissed Victor back on the lips. Holy shit. Everything that happened from the moment their lips touched felt like destiny in action. Victor’s lips were soft and warm. He kissed her back tenderly but firmly. Tammy reached her hand to the back of Victor’s neck and ran her hands through his soft brown hair as she kissed him. “Mmm,” he growled as he revved up the action and began to french kiss Tammy more passionately. As his tongue darted into her mouth, Tammy realized there was no way in hell she would leave his house without getting laid. This was meant to be. Tammy began to undo Victor’s belt buckle as she kissed him. She could feel his cock becoming tumescent in his pants. Tammy was thrilled to find out exactly what her old Spanish teacher was packing. The taboo of their entire encounter made Tammy feel even naughtier and sexier. It had been far too long since she’d had an experience like this.

Tammy released Victor’s cock from his pants. She got off the couch and got between his legs. That submissive position was one of Tammy’s favorites. There was something absolutely sexy about submitting to a man like Victor, letting him know that he could use your mouth whatever way he wanted. From her position on her knees, she caught a full view of what Victor was packing. Tammy shouldn’t have been so surprised. Victor had the biggest dick she had ever seen. Not only was it long, but it was wide and thick. It its erect state, it could hardly stand upright. His cock was heavy with arousal. Tammy marveled at Victor’s member as she gripped the base firmly. Tammy couldn’t believe she was rebelling again, doing the one thing she shouldn’t do: blow her former teacher. There was so much at risk…

She wrapped her lips around his bulging head and began to suck him off.

Victor groaned the moment Tammy’s lips touched his sensitive dick head. He threw his head back and spread his legs allow her greater access to her prize. Without using her hands, Tammy shoved the rest of Victor’s cock down her throat. It had been a long time but she was still well-equipped to give a damn good blow job. Her gag reflex was practically nonexistent and Tammy sucked dick with the passion of a young lover. Victor pulled her hair out of her face as she bobbed her head up and down his length. The sight of Tammy submitting completely to him by taking him deep down her throat caused his cock to stiffen even more.

Tammy deep throated Victor, letting the tip of his dick head caress the back of her throat. She began to use her slippery, spit covered fingers to massage his balls around in her palm. This nearly sent Victor over the edge too. He began to thrust his hips up into the beautiful dark skinned woman’s mouth. Tammy kept taking him deeper and deeper without gagging or complaining. She didn’t weaken her suction on his cock either.

Tammy sucked him off hard for a few minutes and just when Victor thought she had no more tricks up her sleeves, she took a lubricated finger and began to massage his perineum. That forbidden patch of flesh between a man’s balls and asshole was the key to unlocking male pleasure. Victor grunted again and she felt his balls go closer to his body as he neared his orgasm. Tammy took the lubricated finger and began to gently probe Victor’s backdoor entrance.  He didn’t stop her and in fact seem to enjoy the light backdoor action. The taboo nature of it all was too much to handle. Tammy slowly began to insert her finger into his asshole as she sucked him off. She took his cock deep into her mouth as her finger entered him from the back.

With this move, it didn’t take much for Victor to cum. He breathed heavily and then groaned as he released a thick load of sperm into Tammy’s mouth. “Ugnghh,” Victor grunted, closing his eyes and twisting his face up in unmistakable pleasure. Tammy swallowed every last drop of his creamy ejaculate and then pulled her head away to finally look Victor in the eye. She wanted to see that look of euphoria and satisfaction that overcomes a man when he’s had an outstanding blowjob. Victor looked completely satisfied as if Tammy had just announced that she was bringing peace on earth. Victor felt drained and content at the same time. After cumming that hard, Tammy expected Victor to be completely spent. But his libido had other plans; his sexual energy was still at an all time high and he wanted release again. Victor hadn’t expected himself to be able to stand up, much less fuck, but his cock remained rock hard. It was as if the thick member knew there was more business to attend to here.