Room 212 (10 page)

“Shhhh.” I couldn’t resist taking my hand and gently grazing it over the hard length in his pants.

“Fuck it.”

He unbuttoned my shorts and watched them slide down my legs. His eyes widened when he saw I had on no panties. He smiled at me and bent his head in for another kiss. He slipped his fingers inside of me and gently coaxed me into a panting frenzy. I moaned his name and before I could start to beg he was on his knees and had one of my legs hooked over his shoulder. I had to remind myself of my promise to let myself go. He dipped his tongue in sweetly and I slowly begin to relax. Using his strong arms he brought my other leg around his shoulder, cupping my bottom, and slid me up against the wall, raising us both. I felt the heat begin to take shape and he walked us to my bedroom. His hands were on my back holding me up, his face buried between my legs. I towered above him and felt a rush of excitement.

Grabbing my wrists, he laid me gently on the bed, tongue still darting in and out of me.

“Do you want to come, Laura?” His eyes commanded me to answer.

“Yes… please, Seth.”

He put two fingers inside of me and twisted them upward, pulling them back toward him. I felt a huge rush of sensation and began gasping.

“Then come.”

“Oh, Oh, Oh, GOD!” The orgasm shook me to the bone. I bit my lip hard as the convulsions washed through me, trying to keep from screaming out further.

“Fuck, you are so beautiful.”

I was so grateful to him for what he had just done. I wasted no time undressing him. I removed his black tee, soccer shorts, and boxers within seconds. I pushed him down on my new mattress, grateful it had been delivered a day early. His eyes widened with excitement when I made my way down his chest, planting small kisses, stopping to appreciate every single inch of him. When I finally got to his long length, I was pretty intimidated with the job I had to do. I gave him a flirty smile and went in with everything I had. I was only able to get half of him in my mouth. I wet him with my tongue on all sides, gripping him from the bottom, suckling and teasing him on the top. He let out a huge gust of air and wrapped my hair around his fist, pushing me farther onto him. I purposely relaxed my throat, trying to take in more of him. I was so close to finally having all of him when he roughly grabbed the back of my head and brought me to his mouth.

“Please stop, you’re ruining me.”

“Pay back is hell.” I quickly made my way back down, cupping and licking his sac, thrusting it into my mouth, tasting him. Licking just below, I stuck my thumb just underneath his sac and pushed in with a small amount of pressure. I felt another gust of air and looked up to see his eyes surprised.

“You thought you were the only one with tricks, huh?” I smiled and gave him a few more minutes of undivided attention when he finally tossed me onto my back, pinning me with his arms. The wild look in his eyes confirmed he was just as ready for me.

“I don’t want to hurt you, but if you keep that up, I just might.”

“Stop talking.”

“Baby is impatient.”

“Very.”

He produced a condom out of thin air and I felt the familiar sting of his erection, along with the stretch of my insides. I quickly studied his reaction to me.

“God, it’s so good, so good,” he whispered. His smile represented one of ‘the cat who ate the canary’. I would never get enough.

“Do you feel good, baby?”

“I feel you, Seth, so much of you.”

After that, words fell away as he made love to me and resisted his release as long as he could. I didn’t care if we ever left my apartment again.

“What the hell?”

“I said dress for summer.”

“The park?”

“This is where we met.” I rolled my eyes at his romantic notion.

“This is where you brutally beat me with a Frisbee.”

“Speaking of which, I thought I would teach you how to play.”

“Uh, no. I don’t have an athletic bone in my body.”

“This isn’t even a sport. Well, it’s a stoner sport.”

“Well, there you have it. I don’t smoke pot.”

“Sad. Get your ass out of the car, Laura.”

“Fine, if I do this, you have to come and play with me tonight.”

“I have to work tomorrow.”

“Come on, just until midnight, Cinderella.”

“Fine.”

“You’re an easy sell.”

“I don’t want to stay away.”

I tucked my purse under the seat as I absorbed his words. The familiar pain in my chest was starting to throb again and I quickly felt my head warn me to ignore it.

“Don’t say things like that to me.”

“Things like what, the truth?” He had packed a small cooler and was eyeing me as he plucked it out of the trunk along with the Frisbee discs.

“You know why.”

“Okay, you’re a total bitch and I can’t stand you.”

“Better.”

He went through the simple rules of the game and I actually started to enjoy myself once I got the hang of it. As we walked from goal to goal he would grab my hand and encourage me with each shot I took. He was undeniably sweet, and I loved every minute of it.

“Okay, baby. Nice and easy. Are you using the putter disc?”

“Yes, I have it.”

“Okay, just flick your wrist and make sure your don’t have it til—”

“Seth, I got it.”

“Maybe I should do this one with you.” He was behind me in seconds and I felt myself lose my grip on the task at hand as he whispered in my ear and steadied my hand for the shot. It was an easy shot and I had no idea why he was helping me, but now it didn’t matter. His breath, his scent, his voice, it consumed me. When the Frisbee landed into the goal easily, I heard him whisper, “I don’t want to stay away.”

“Then don’t.” I turned and wrapped my arms around his waist. “Thank you for teaching me, it was fun. I would do it again.”

“Let’s go take a shower.”

His eyes roamed my sweat filled chest and neck and landed on my face. “Perfect. You are perfect.” He leaned in and took my lips with his, once again finding myself being kissed in a way unfit for public, and I didn’t give a damn. Seth was a man possessed by his own reasoning; he took what he wanted, when he wanted it. I loved that about him and loved being kissed by him. When he finally broke our kiss I scolded him playfully.

“You keep doing that.” I looked around to see if we had attracted any attention.

“And I’ll keep on doing it as long as you let me.”

“I’ll never stop letting you.” Oh shit, I was being nice now.

“Ready, baby?” He grabbed my hand and managed to carry the cooler and discs back to the car, despite my request to help.

We stopped at my house for some clothes and headed to his to take our shower. He made love to me in the shower and then shampooed my hair.

“You have a thing for hair, huh?”

“I have a thing for your hair. It’s the first thing I noticed at the park. You were so beautiful. Then I saw your legs. Then I threw a Frisbee right at your head.” His laughter echoed in the shower and I punched his chest.

“I knew that damn Frisbee wasn’t an accident.”

“Well, smacking you in the mouth was.”

“Idiot. So how did you end up at my bar?”

“Truth? It was a freak accident. At the park I thought you were too bitchy to pursue and then my buddy wanted to go for drinks, we ended up there. That’s when I knew I had to try again.”

“Awww, and to think I could have missed your penis by being such a bitch.”

“Stop with the penis shit. Don’t make this less…” There was a warning in his voice, but gentleness in his eyes.

I shut my mouth immediately, not wanting to argue with him about it. The feelings were real, the attraction was intense, and the sex was phenomenal.

We got ready for the night out and I handed him the flyer when he asked me where we were going.

“The Circus?”

“It’s a rave, you dope.”

“These things don’t start until midnight.”

“My brother starts to DJ at ten and he is worth it.”

“Yeah, he really is good.”

“Then we agree.”

“We do.”

When we had navigated our way through the back roads leading to The Circus, we found easy parking. I immediately found Dave and grabbed two X pills from him and popped one on the spot. I held my hand out to Seth who closed it in response.

“I have to work tomorrow.”

“And you are twenty-three not fifty, so have fun with me. Pleeaassee, one night? I’ve been a good girl for you.”

“I never asked you to.”

“I wanted to.” I gave him my best sincere smile, whatever the hell that might look like. I had no idea. This was the first time I had ever been completely myself with a guy and honest about everything I was feeling. He placed the pill in his mouth and I instantly felt guilty.

“If I tell you I’m sorry in advance for the hell your life is going to be tomorrow, will you forgive me now?”

“I will never do anything I don’t want to, Laura. I want to be with you, here, tonight.” He rubbed both of my bare shoulders. I was in a long, backless halter dress with a black and white retro flower print. He looked beautiful in a simple black tee and jeans. His hair was getting longer and there was more of a curl to it. I made my first request as his, whatever I was.

“Please don’t cut your hair. I want to see more curls.”

“Really?”

“Just asking, you don’t have to.”

“For you I will.”

I walked away, giving him a one minute hand gesture. I walked over to Dave and made a request. He said he would get it in at some point and I told him we had to leave in a few hours. We brought a backpack full of water bottles and got ready for our X to hit. We sat on the grass and watched them fully erect The Circus tent and finish testing the lights. Dave was setting up in the main tent and there were smaller ones going up around the sides as well.

Raves were always put on by an elite group; there was nothing commercial about it. It was brought to you by club kids, for club kids. Invitations were scarce, due to the possibility the police would catch wind. They were often held at undesignated locations and you had to call the number on the flyers to get last minute locations. Being busted at a rave was serious shit. Most everyone there was on a drug or had drugs for sale, and with the abundance of the party goers still underage, it was a big deal. Still, they always managed to find a secluded location, in a field or on someone’s private property. It didn’t matter as long as there were three things: drugs, music, and a place to dance. I heard Dave’s set start and I immediately felt whatever tension in my body come to an ease. I turned to Seth, excited, and his eyes were on me.

“I feel like I’ve known you a long time. I already feel close to you.”

“Oh? Confessions of love already? Is the X hitting hard? I don’t feel shit yet.”

“God, the assholes you must have dated.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to imply. Well I did, but I’m not used to hearing stuff like that. You’re right.”

“You don’t think you deserve to be treated well?”

“Seth, I’m not the same way to other people that I am with you. The bitch you met in the park is my true nature.”

“So, why spare me?”

I had to think about my response, my penis jokes had grown old with him and I wanted to understand it myself.

“I’ll get back to you on that.” That’s all I had. I felt a rush hit me. I was instantly warm inside. I looked to him and saw it hit him as well. OH MY GOD. We began our descent the way any human does when they lose a piece of their brain: balls to the wall. We were immediately dancing. We got swept up quickly and realized the longer we danced, the more we had to fight for room. The party was in full swing by the time we took our first break. I saw his pupils fully dilated and it tickled me to see him so out of control and loving it.

“Do you party, ya know, like this much?”

“Yes and no. I’ve been winding down the past year.”

“Me too, but tonight, I’m glad you’re doing this with me.”

He finished his bottled water and gave me a ‘me too’ nod. He was in the zone and it really did a wonder on my ticklish side. I laughed at him when we got back onto the dance floor. The lights, the smoke, it was all so overwhelming. I took a mental picture of Seth dancing. He was so good. I heard my song request come on and immediately got excited. I was just about to point it out to Seth when he wrapped his arms around me from behind. I felt a warm wave wash over me as he swept my hair from my neck and whispered the song’s words in my ear. His arms were wrapped tightly around me and I felt a lump form in my throat.

The feeling in my chest was so overwhelming and I let my happy tears fall freely. I turned to him and kissed him while the rest of the world flew by us in a blur. In our world it was only us and we held each other tightly as he made love to me with his mouth. I had never been so happy and I knew he was the reason. This was not my first trip down X road and I knew everything I was feeling was intensified by the drug, but it didn’t matter. Seth possessed my whole heart and I knew it would last far longer than the ecstasy.

“I will never lessen us again, Seth. Never,” I vowed to him at The Circus in our tent on the dance floor, surrounded by hundreds of people. I was in love for the first time in my life.