Sex and the Confession Box (3 page)

My face must be a complete mess. Father could I use your bathroom please, oh yes of course, he guided me to a wee room to the side of the kitchen into a lovely neat bathroom with a shower and sink that smelt of him God he smelt good I had a wee noisy round but couldn’t see any aftershave, then a look in the bathroom mirror made me gasp, oh! Shit, oh! No I haven’t been sitting like that the whole time. Pure black panda eyes and big streaks of black running down my cheeks I looked like a mix of a zebra crossing and a panda run over. I wiped of the crap under my eyes and with wipes I kept in my bag I patter my cheeks then applied powder and redid half my face I didn’t put lippy on to obvious and it felt rough to flirty or sexy and I was feeling  none of that. Out I came and he had the kettle on .Tea and whisky, he said the eight o clock mass will be on in an hour or so have to sound all sober. If I didn’t know any better I’d think you were and alcoholic father, no not close that takes real work and dedication and of course I’m joking one thing I have learned in this job you have to do what makes people comfortable, be a human being I’m not the almighty and I don’t prattle on like it otherwise I couldn’t reach anyone. Know Eileen will you join me for that brew, OK just black no milk or anything. Right so he said. As he poured the boiling water into the teapot I blurted out I’m a whore father, I should have picked a better perhaps safer time as he spilt half of the boiling water over the counter and his hand, oh God I’m so sorry he was all flustered as he run his hand under the cold water tap I wrapper the tea cloth around it and patted it and we both just stood there me holding his hand under the tea cloth and him holding mine on top I felt it my heartbeat in his hands and I didn’t want to look up into his eyes I wanted to stay in that moment ,everything had stopped as if all the beings in the universe where holding their breath, love had found love this is what it’s all about,
BUZZ. BUZZ.I jumped as did he, what’s that? Someone at the parish house door. OH! Should I leave? No he said almost shouting almost begging, stay IL not be a minute. He pulled the door behind him and went out into the long hallway to the front porch. I looked around and my head began to spin, what I am doing, what I am expecting, I’m tricking a man of god, a man of the cloth into my web of sin. Holy fuck I’m disgusting. I grabbed at my bags and ran out into the chapel down past the altar not daring to look back he might be coming trying to save me and I was damming him to hell. I could swear all the holy statues spat at me and even hissed get out, and I did and I ran and ran...

Eileen’ Story.

Doreen opened the door HI! John how are you ?Great thanks, how  are you Doreen .She put out her hand and guided him to the bedroom where all the dog dirty deeds take place .Well you’re looking for the ultimate
fantasy then John, yeah always wanted it, most men only dream of it said Doreen cosying up on the kingsize bed beside him stroking his leg so have you got the money honey for your dream come true I have aye but I want to see what I’m getting for my money you could bring in any one thing and I want I know what they look like? OK honey we’d never rip you off, I’m not saying you would it’s just I’ve heard stories. Wait one moment and I will get the girls who are about to rock your world. She closed the door behind sighing deeply and rolling her eyes she gently came down the stairs, he wants a look see, Ah! What a prick, bet he’s not a real one. Well what can we do he’s £400 for  an hour he’s not parting without till he’s sees what he’s getting come on then Kara let’s give the peeve a free look, what I have to go to yeah she said in a raspy pissed of voice, apparently this happens they come in all sweetness and nice and wont part with the cash till they see what they ,re getting for their doh! But I don’t blame him he could be getting a right ugly old slapper and once he’s paid how’s he going to get his money back? It’s not the point some come with no intention of ever staying they ask to see us and then say no but, look sais Susie IL tell you in a MO, put this on she said as she dragged me into the other bedroom with the sexy gear and costumes where, it was a scarlet satin dressing gown and tie it tight he’s getting a look but not a free be and don’t untie it if he asks to see your tits or your figure got it, ok, ok!!Opening the door it was as you could expect for a hookers bedroom, not that I ever gave that much thought until I knew I was going to be in one. The king-size bed had a big brass headboard with ornate crystal beads and a canopy above a mixture of gold and silver silk woven above the bead until it formed (find word).On the bed was golden satin sheet and at least six big pillows all different shapes and sizes. The man who had been standing by the window with the shades are kept presently drawn down for obvious reasons zoomed straight over to us. What a pair we looked a five foot 1 black beauty with a blonde weave and a five foot and a bit redhead wig of course.

Hello stranger said Susie I’m Cherry, her working name and this sexy redhead is my bitch, so you hot for us? Yeah yeah I get you both right oh baby she said you do ,he grabbed his wallet out of his suit jacket whilst staring at us both eyes as big as the  coyote chasing the road runner in the cartoons. I looked at him he was really quite attractive up close why does he need to want to pay. He began to give the cash to Susie and she said oh no hot cakes you give that to Doreen us, ll just go and oil up for you and she will be right in.OK he said looking a little puzzled I was to. She closed the door, well at least he decent to look at and doesn’t smell, Why didn’t you take the money I asked as we headed down the stairs and On hearing us Doreen came out well, Susie nodded right she headed back into the bedroom and Susie got out her bag of tricks and said without looking at me, you don’t take the money you never take it if you can avoid it at all costs this way legally you were not paid for sex money between you and the punter did not exchange hands you she kept saying in a defiant way didn’t get paid for sex.!!Get it then the housie the brothel can have plausible denial that you were having sex they didn’t take money for sex but a massage and cannot be held responsible for what you another adult get up to if let’s say things get carried away let’s say. It keeps everyone safe with plausible denial! Wow you know your stuff, yeah well you have to if you don’t want to end up in jail or court or worse in your local apaers.Right you two are on, good luck hone she said as she squeezes my arm.We took of our gowns in the spare room and Susie walked in as though she owned the place, I just stood outside the door

OH! God why can’t this be the time the moment when you ride in on a cloud and save me from myself the mistake I’m about to make. Why can’t that guy you know the one, the one we build our love life’s dreams around the one who will save us come. The beautiful being who will ride in on a white horse horst us up up ever so gently and ride off into the sunset to that life we always thought we would have, that someday someday it would happen he would come. But he did,t and as always like most woman you come to this point ,no not all becoming whores,though in some small way we are all whores men and women. You flirt for that drink, he fixes your pipes for that handjob.The taxi guy gets a blowjob for his un paid fare. The husband of twenty five years gets away with that affair as you turn a blind eye. We all sell out some small some big. Today I sold me big time. Smiling with her eyes staring like what the hell are you doing, she took my hand and closed the door. I just stood there like now what, he came straight at me and just grabbed my tit so ruff so hard it was a reflex action I didn’t even know I’d done it before he  yelled out what the fuck?I slapped him across the face, what the hell you little bitch,Susie was between us, and she just kissed me me hard and long on the lips she prized open my mouth with her soft somewhat fucking strong tongue and began gently rubbing my tits,i responded with my eyes shut dead tight I kissed her I saw John my first love he was the best kisser I’d ever had I was kissing he r hard now my tongue licking her tongue so soft and wet her lips smooth like the tip of  guys cock that nice little soft bit of his foreskin you ease back gently before you take him. God she rubbed my breast so beautifully before I knew it I let out a shock gasp she had slipped of her teddy straps and the warm softness of her amazing enormous breast where rubbing of my hands, it was so automatic but so right I don’t know where it came from or even to this day what it was, but it was good, I touched them the first breast of another woman’s other than my own hers were hard and very erect, in my head I didn’t know what I was thinking doing it all happened so fast a mix of fear,excitment adrenaline and now lust, pure lust. I never thought about being with another woman never crossed my mind even when you go through the motions of watching the porn DVDs with your guy pretending oh! yeah I love it it gets me so hot, even when I’d tell him another girl god I always imagined another girl in fact mi imaging its one now  licking my nipples. I played with her nipples god  it felt so good not uncomfortable almost like this was the norm. Then shove I was back in reality street “John “the punter who I had totally forgot about had been watching the tow of us go at it and had been loving every bit of the show,thats what it was, he had stripped of and was now butt naked in the room with me and Susie. He had pushed me out of the way and was licking and sucking furiously at her amazing tits it was a sandwich for a second he was in the middle licking Susie’s tits whilst she groaned and trailed her tongue all around her lips stood behind him and looked down at myself Susie had unbuttoned my school girl shirt so I continued  where she left of and slipped of my shirt while Susie grabbed Johns throbbing hard cock like a tie and lead him gently but firmly by it to the bed he obeyed and then as he rubbed back and forth on his have to say rather quite amazing dick well over nine inches and thick not sausage thick better banana thick and it was oozing out the juices just a trickle of that jungle juice they do when you get them so hot. It was all happening so fast and I was still in the room I wasn’t thinking now, it was like instinct took over and god pure excitement and adrenaline rush. I slipped of the grey pleated school girl skirt and slowly walked over to the bed all the while Susie had been stripped totally naked by john (turns out they are all Johns) he looked up at me as I did a slow steady crawl unto the bed towards the end where Susie was sitting with John proud and erect right in front of her. He smiled a dirty smile at me,he,d got over my slapping him, I hadn’t even realised I had the wooden school cane in my hand, are you coming to punish me again?He,d taken my slap as part of a kinky foreplay, I said only if you don’t stay hard and then I’ll punish you dirty boy, who is this person I thought half looking round and it was me! Susie got down on her knees and began to lick up and down Johns amazing rock hard shaft, little flicks of her tongue gently and slowly then full force into her mouth and she began to you his cock as a pole dancing on it with her mouth mouth sucking so hard and faster, I thought we had to suck their cocks with the condoms on? Susie clearly didn’t follow the rules all the time or she just liked him.

It was hard not to the heat in the room the excitement the oozing of my juices tricking onto my now damp white lace g-sting, god no I don’t want this but I couldn’t stop it my body was in control not my mind. I kneeled behind Susie so he could reach over and play with my tits,come on naughty girl he said take on your bra for the teacher I did slowly and draped it around his neck Susie’s got back of the floor hosting herself on the bed, I could see her wet fanny now, it was bald pure bald I’d cast a glance at friends of course when we’d get changed going out but never so close and I could smell her, her sex her wanting it.She grabbed my tits and began to lick them turning her petite body in a curve round to me with her ass towards john. OH god I let out a heavenly breath and gripped the sheet I felt the trickle of my juice trickle slowly down from my cunt onto my inner thigh oh no stop, this is so good but no its wrong to like it, my body wasn’t listening, I opened my eyes and I saw that john who was wanking himself off with the biggest smile had in fact a bright yellow condom on the banana flavoured one I believe, just as I closed my eyes again loving how Susie tickled my nipples with her tongue like sweet butterfly kisses of eyelashes, and yes better than I have experienced with a guy maybe cause she was a woman and knew what we liked or the whole hot fucking crazy dirtiness of it all but my body was exploding in an orgasmic build-up of pure amazing bliss. Susie let out a gasp and stopped licking my nipples as john had grabbed her taunt firm ass cheeks and plunged his pulsating cock deep into her pussy and was going at an amazing pace he was fucking her so hard she had to put all hands onto the bed to steady herself as he ride her hard, she was so tiny I was sure she’d break as she groaned and screamed out to john fuck me you cunt fuck me hard I want you juices to shoot into me, fill me up she said, all the while I know felt very uncomfortably like the third wheel .what do I do should I leave it was like I was intruding then Susie looked  up at me slide underneath me lick my tits take those of she said looking at my wet stained panties, I took them of but they got stuck on the high heel is was wearing, I tried to shake them of but they were stuck fast, so trying and hoping no one noticed I slide under suss head first by mistake ,my brain began to take over and I was doing the thinking now and not my body and fucking the whole scene up ,it was a hard slide under not too much room and with john fucking her so hard I could barely get there without her head-butting me a few times. Now I was here I tried to lick her tits but it was grabbing them, I could hear john through his pants, go down on her you dirty whore,fuck why did he have to say that, hats what I am now this isn’t a sexy fun day, this is tow dirty whores.I just lay till Susie dived head first into my now weeping pussy and I bucked up my ass so fast I hit her full on with my cunt and hips it didn’t deter her she with a full open mouth just gobbled at my cunt no
soft licking now no teasing or caressing just pure eating at my pussy and I felt her teeth this I have to say was to weird it was rough and uncomfortable I tried to wiggle away but was wedged between her and john knees occasional banging of my head. Then thank fuck the cunt came, he came in a blaze of holy fuck yes oh fuck yes you dirty bitches ahhh!ahh!and Susie thankfully lifted her head and didn’t look at me rather through me as he slowly stopped coming to a full game over, I slid under Susie’s sweaty naked body and pulled myself up onto my knees Susie was still kneeling breathing hard and heavy, she had my cunt juices all around her mouth, he pulled out of her as an automatic Susie turned towards him took off the condom with hankies rolled it up and placed it in until now unseen waste paper basket then  he reached for the packet of baby wiped on the side and began cleaning his dick with a pile of them, he rubbed under his arms and give himself a once over his whole body wiping away all the sweat he had worked up and wiping away the taste and smell of us his guilt his shame. He changed at that moment we all did, I did without knowing why or how the whole atmosphere in the room was stagment.Susie got up and put on her rob I followed her lead realsing that was it and looking at the clock we had been in that room for a whole twenty eight minutes less than half the time he had paid for. He began to dress and Susie offered him use of the shower, he refused politely saying that if he didn’t get back to the back in time they may notice their band manage missing. She made small talk, like would he have lunch before he went back to work he certainly worked up and a appateite.yeah he said there’s a sandwich bar next to my bank ill grab something there. How did you enjoy your threesome, all I hoped for and more. He looked to me and said hey good role play I liked that slap at the start for a minute I thought you were serious till we all got going, well naughty school girls do have to punish the naughty professors too. Cool well thank you and he slid some money onto the table, you both earned that.I,l see myself out and he opened the door and on cue Doreen was at the bottom of the stairs waiting on him. Well now hope all satisfactory, oh yes thankyou.Ok well have a good day she said as she opened the door to the distant real world and out John stepped as though he’d been with his ole mum and walked down the straight back to his job, his wife.to life.