Authors: Sara Craven
out—not here, but at whatever hotel he was staying at and
telling him bluntly that she didn't believe he wanted to bury the
past.
She wanted to say, 'Whatever residue of bittern remains, let it
stay just between the two of us. If you must punish someone for
what happened, then punish me, not my family. My uncle only acted
as he did to protect me, because he loved me.' She tried to
imagine his reaction to her words. Tried, and failed. It was a
relief to see Alan's red Mini backing carefully into a space
between two far more opulent vehicles. She snatched up her bag
and wrap and flew downstairs just as the doorbell sounded,
calling, 'I'll get it,' to Mrs Fraser. Alan was smiling broadly
as she opened the door. He handed her a cellophane box. 'Happy
restaurant opening.' The box contained flowers freesias tied with
a bow of silver ribbon. She heard herself say, 'How lovely. No-
one's ever brought me flowers before.' Except once, her memory
reminded her relentlessly, and they were freesias too. Bought
from a street stall on your wedding day as you walked together to
the registrar's. She said, 'I'll put them in water.' Alan looked
surprised. 'You're supposed to wear them, I think.' 'But if you
do, they die almost at once, and it's such a shame.' She put the
box down gently. 'Do you mind if we leave at once, have our drink
in a pub after all? My cousin's having a cocktail party—
business and very boring. I don't really want us to be; caught up
in it.' He was disappointed, she could see that at once. It was
the first time he'd been to the house, and he'd obviously been
looking forward to seeing more of it than just the hall. She was
going to say something reassuring about
other times, when the drawing room door opened, and Celia said,
'Another guest? How lovely. Do come in.' Laura froze. Behind
Celia, towering head and shoulders above her was Jason. He was
smiling, but his eyes as they met Laura's were as bleak as
winter. Returning to this house had clearly revived memories for
him too, and she knew that Uncle Martin was fooling himself if he
thought the past could simply be brushed aside where this man was
concerned. That hard look told her more openly than words that
Jason had neither forgiven nor forgotten anything. She said
sharply, 'Actually, we're just going out.' 'Rubbish.' Celia
walked across the hall, smiling and holding out her hand. ' I
presume you must be Alan. Laura's told me such a lot about you,
and it's nice to meet you at last. But you surely don't intend to
run away without having just one little drink.' She linked her
arm through his, her smile widening. 'I've had to speak to Cousin
Laura before about keeping all the really attractive men to
herself.' 'Well—a whisky and soda would be marvellous,' Alan
accepted, trying not to sound too eager, and failing. Laura's
heart sank as she followed them into the drawing room. It was
something of a relief to find that the party was on the point of
breaking up. People had their last drinks in their hands, and
some were beginning to edge discreetly towards the door. Alan had
his drink, and was blossoming rapidly, as Celia led him round the
room introducing him to people. Laura, holding a dry sherry she
didn't want, had no desire to follow round the room in their
wake, so she stayed beside the french windows, watching the
evening sun dappling through the trees on to the smooth lawn. She
could hear her uncle's laugh booming out. He enjoyed socialising,
playing the expansive host, and she'd always found this rather
endearing. Now she was disconcerted and alarmed to find how
readily he'd adapted to this intolerable situation which had been
forced on them. If he was determined to look on Tristan
Construction as a potential saviour, Laura doubted whether he
would give the slightest credence to any further warnings she
might proffer. She would probably be accused of prejudice, she
thought wryly. 'You look anxious,' Jason said, and she jumped
violently. She'd been so lost in thought, she'd been totally
unaware of his approach across the room. 'Let me take that before
you spill it.' He removed the untouched glass from her hand and
put it down on one of the litter of small tables used on these
occasions. His hand brushed one of the floating sleeves of her
dress. 'What's this intended to be—a cloak of invisibility?' '
I f so, it clearly hasn't worked,' she said coolly, resisting an
impulse to wrench the fragile material out of his hand. 'And I'm
sure there are more important people in the room for you to talk
to than myself.' 'At the moment, I can't think of one.' He spoke
softly, but she was aware of the glint of anger in his eyes.
'You're very anxious to be rid of me.' 'Under the circumstances
that's hardly surprising,' she retorted. 'But not very
flattering. I don't think your beautiful cousin would be pleased
at your sabotaging her goodwill campaign. She's clearly gone to a
great deal of trouble,' he added, glancing round the room.
'Caswells must be in a deeper mess than I suspected.' Laura bit
her lip. T don't think there's anything very special about this
party,' she disclaimed. 'So Caswells push the boat out like this
for all their potential customers?' His brows lifted skeptically.
'How very extravagant. I hope they don't expect us to
reciprocate. I don't think the resources of the Swan Hotel could
cope.' She said expressionlessly, ' I don't suppose that's the
intention at all.' He looked at her, his mouth slanting
mockingly. 'I'm sure there's a world of hidden meaning behind
that innocent remark, but I'm not going to pursue it—at the
moment anyway. I think it would be safer if I just introduce you
to some people instead.' 'That's not necessary,' Laura said, more
sharply than she intended. ' I — I mean—I have a dinner date.
We'll be leaving at any moment.' T don't think so,' he said
smoothly. 'Your date is well into his second drink, and having a
whale of a time. I hope they'll hold the table for you wherever
you're going.' He put a hand under her elbow. 'Now come and meet
Robert Leng and the others.' She hung back, staring up at him
with hostile eyes. 'Just how do you intend to introduce me—as
your exwife? I presume they all know you're divorced.' 'Robert
does.' His eyes narrowed as he looked down at her. ' I don't know
about the others, and it doesn't really concern me.' 'Another of
your little secrets, in other words,' she said bitterly. 'How is
it that you actually took this Robert Leng into your confidence?'
'He's an old friend,' he said harshly. 'And he was my father's
deputy for many years.' 'Until you walked in and took over?'
Laura raised her eyebrows. 'That must have been a strain on the
friendship, surely. And how did your board react to having a
complete amateur in the seat of power? Or are you just a
figurehead?' 'On the contrary,' he said too-pleasantly. T happen
to be a qualified architect.' 'Another little detail you forgot
to mention.' Her breasts rose and fell as she drew a deep, stormy
breath.
'So what was the painting? Just a tempora aberration?' ' I f you
like,' he drawled. 'You sound aggrieved, Laura. Should I have
told you I was the heir to Tristan Construction after all? Would
it have made you readier to turn a blind eye to my—marital
failings perhaps?' There was a loaded pause, then she said
huskily, 'That's a swinish thing to say. There were no
circumstances—none—under which I would have stayed married to
you, and you know it.' 'Of course not,' he said softly. ' I was
the mercenary one, of course, the one with an eye to the main
chance. I'd almost forgotten that.' ' I thought you remembered
everything.' She was beginning to tremble again, her fingers
curling defensively into her palms. ' I suspect that, like you,
my sweet ex-wife, I have a selective memory.' He gave a slight
shrug. ' I f you only want to recall what a bastard I
was—that's your prerogative. But I'm entitled to my own
reminiscences— and they're rather different. For instance, I
remember how inhibited you were in bed, just at first, and how
passionate you soon became. I remember how you used to wake me by
biting my shoulder when you wanted to make love.' His swift grin
taunted her unbearably. 'In fact I used to pretend to be asleep
because it was so fantastic to feel you moving against me,
wanting me.' Bright spots of colour burned in her face. She had
to fight to hang on to her control. She said coolly, T was a
naive child, Jason. Of course you could turn me on. But if I'd
been older and wiser, I'd have probably realised that a superb
lover was all you were—that you failed every other requirement
as a husband.' Just for a moment, something flickered in his
face, but he said lightly enough, 'Better luck next time,
darling. I hope you have something better in mind than the
current boyfriend.'
She glared at him. 'You know nothing about him,' she began.
'Except that he's a loser,' he came back at her remorselessly. T
don't need to know anything else. Nor should you.' From behind
him, Celia exclaimed, 'So there you are, hiding in this corner. I
must say you both look very serious,' she added with a giggle,
but the look she shot Laura was far from amiable. Jason turned
towards her, shrugging lightly, his gaze skimming smilingly over
the charming picture she presented. 'Just talking over old
times,' he said. 'That can be a serious business.' Celia pouted
charmingly, sliding her arm proprietorially through his. ' I ' l
l have to take your word for that.' Laura moved towards Alan, who
had followed Celia over. 'Isn't it time we were going?' she
suggested quietly. 'Going where?' Celia had ears like radar
screens on occasion. 'I'm attending the opening of a new
restaurant in town, and I'm taking Laura as my guest.' Alan
sounded pompous suddenly. 'How absolutely super.' Celia's eyes
widened ingenuously. 'Are you only allowed to take one guest?
I've never actually been to a restaurant opening.' She made it
sound as if a lifetime ambition had been thwarted, Laura thought
wearily. She said, 'As a matter of fact, Jt's part of Alan's
job—not just a joyride.' 'Oh, but it would be such fun.' Celia
smiled appealingly at Alan. 'Jason, darling, don't you agree?' He
looked faintly amused. 'You can't freeload on someone else's
party, my child. If you want to be taken to dinner, we can eat at
the hotel.' 'But we could pay for our meal, couldn't we, Alan?
And whatever the food is like, it has to be better than the Swan
Hotel. Tinned soup, and frozen vegetables,' she added with an
artistic shiver. Laura's hps tightened. Celia was no gourmet. She
was quoting a recent column of Alan's in The Echo, which had
criticised the standard of cooking in both the town's hotels, and
Alan was looking suitably gratified. 'Of course it would be all
right,' he said largely. 'My invitation doesn't specify any
actual number, and it's publicity they want, after all, so the
more the merrier. I ' l l say you're with me.' 'Which will make
everything quite all right,' Jason murmured sardonically. Laura
flinched inwardly, but Alan was totally oblivious, visibly
swelling with pleasure and importance. The evening was steadily
becoming more horrendous, she thought, wondering if she could
invent a last minute headache—a fainting spell—a tumour on
the brain. 'Then it's all settled,' Celia said gaily. ' I do love
surprises, don't you?' It wasn't clear whether she was addressing
anyone in particular and no-one answered. No, Laura thought, as
Alan helped her on with her wrap. I don't like surprises, and
today I've had more than enough already. It was small consolation
to know that Jason probably disliked this new turn of events just
as much as she did. She thought, 'But it's only for this evening.
Just for one evening. If I can get through this, I need never see
him again.' And found, with shock, that was no real consolation
either.
THEY'D travelled about half a mile, when Alan said, 'You're very