Alluring Seduction (Bayou Stix) (9 page)

His cheeks flush as he says, “Sorry. I think the well is dry for now. Two major orgasms that close together is a lot for a man to come back from.”

I smirk, “Really? Am I too much for you, Jessie?”

“Hell no. But I’m not a machine.” His cheeks darken will a full on flush and he laughs.

“Oh, I’d say you are. You’re a sex machine. Sorry I wore your batteries down though.” Looking at his crotch, I smile and say, “I owe you one.”

Damned if his cock didn’t jerk from my comment. I feel great. But I also feel like I need to apologize… Shit.

He wraps a towel around his waist and walks into the bedroom before lying back in the bed and just watching me through the open door. He’s staring at me with his hands behind his head while lying in my bed. I’m still naked and I start to get self-conscious.

I grab a towel and wrap it around myself before walking into the bedroom and sitting near him on the bed.

“What? What’s going on in your head, Blue? I can see your brain working.”

“Um, I think I need to apologize. I’m sorry for jumping on your ass before. About the sex, I mean.” I fidget with the hem of the towel, but I keep my gaze on his eyes.

“Ok. But… I can hear the ‘but’, so spit it out.” His body tenses.

“Um, well… the thing is… what I mean. Shit. I don’t know what we’re doing, Jessie.” I throw my hands up.

I look down. I can’t stare into his eyes anymore. I don’t know what he wants. I know that for me, this is more than sex. I’ve fantasized about him for
years
, and the reality far surpasses even my wildest fantasies. But I have no idea what he wants and I have no idea if I trust him enough to even try anything other than this if that’s even what he wants.

“Blue. I don’t know. I’m not going to lie to you and tell you I know what I want. I have no idea. This,” he points from himself to me, “you and me, and whatever this is… it’s good.” He shrugs. “But, do I want to date you exclusively? I don’t know. I’d like to spend a little time with you and get to know you though.”

I raise my eyes. “How are we going to do that? I’m in L.A. You’re in Louisiana. And I’m not going to be your fuck buddy. I meant that. I don’t know if I want more from you, but I know I’m too good for that and deserve more than to just share your bed when you get a whim.” I’m staring into his face, challenging him, daring him to say something… but, I’m not sure what.

“You can come to Louisiana. Or, I can come to Los Angeles. We have some time. We can just… see. Get to know each other a little bit.” He smirks. “Outside of bed, I mean.”

Oh shit, Blue. You are such a liar and you are so freaking screwed!

I want this man with every fiber of my being. I am so going to get my heart broken.

I smirk back at him and pat his leg before pulling on his nipple ring. “Ok. We’ll see. But right now, I’m tired. So either get dressed and leave or lie down. I’m going to bed.”

His eyebrows raise and he smirks. Then he throws the towel to the floor, pulls mine off and tosses it onto the floor, turns off the light, and pulls me down and against him while positioning the covers over both of us. “Goodnight, Blue.”

I relax against his body and smile into the dark, “Goodnight, Jessie.”

Jessie

I
wake to the smell of coconuts. Blue is lying tucked against me and our legs are wrapped together. In our sleep, we’ve spooned. She’s still sleeping, so I take the time to look her over, appreciating her beauty, before she wakes up. There’s no telling how she’ll react to what happened last night once she wakes up.

She moans in her sleep and rubs her ass against my groin. My already-hard morning wood becomes like a rock. The sheet slips and her dusky pink nipple is visible. I swallow.

She continues rubbing her ass against me and I groan.

Dammit. Go down. You are not having sex with her while she’s asleep. But, that ass is delicious and I really want to.

I decide the only thing to do is get up and go take care of it in the bathroom, so I start to move my arm from underneath her. She grabs it and rubs her ass against me harder.

“Where do you think you’re going?” Her voice is raspy with sleep. She opens her legs and reaches down to grab me. Pumping me a few times, she then takes the head of my dick and rubs it between her soaked folds. Pushing back against me, she inserts the tip. “Fuck me, Jessie.”

Grabbing a condom off of the nightstand and slipping it on, of course I do.

When we’re both sweaty and satisfied, I roll over pulling her with me. She lays on my chest and traces the tattoos. She sighs.

“What?”

She looks at me. Her hair is mussed up and sticking out everywhere and her face is flushed from the sex. She’s beautiful. “Nothing. Everything. In a bit, we have to go face everyone. They’ll know we had sex.”

I frown, “Is that a problem?”

She sighs again. “No. Yes. I don’t know. Lexi and Bradi already knew something would happen. I don’t know what you told the guys, but I don’t want them thinking differently of me. I don’t want Jude and Liam thinking any differently.”

Wait a minute, she cares what LIAM thinks. What the fuck is that? Jude, I get, they’re friends and they were whatever they were a long time ago, but why does it matter what Liam thinks?!?! Fuck that. She’s not hooking up with Liam.

I tense and say, “Why do you care what they think? I wasn’t aware that sleeping with me was something to be ashamed of.”

She pulls on my nipple ring and I feel it in my groin, but I’m pissed and feel strange. “What? No, I’m not ashamed. I just don’t want them thinking badly of me.”

Pulling back, I roll her off of me, and sit up. She looks at me warily. “Why would they think badly of you for sleeping with me?”

“I– I don’t know. I don’t want to be thought of as cheap. That’s all.”

Throwing myself out of bed, I grab my jeans and pull them on. She’s looking at me with huge eyes. I don’t even put my socks on as I shove my feet into my boots and grab my shirt and jacket.

“What are you doing? Where are you going?” She wraps the sheet around her and goes to get up.

Glaring at her, I pull my shirt on and start towards the door. “Away from you. Wouldn’t want to make you feel ‘
cheap’
now would I, Blue?!”

She jumps out of bed and comes towards me. “Wait a damn minute! I didn’t say
you
made me feel cheap. Stop putting words in my mouth! Why are you acting like this?”

“I’m not acting like anything, Blue.” I hold my hand up and she stops with the motion, watching me warily. “I wanted to fuck you and I did.” I smirk, but my chest is hurting, and I feel like pummeling something. “Now, I’m done. I have a concert to get ready for. Thanks for the good time.” I rip open the door and walk out without a backwards glance.

Since apparently all I’m good for is a fuck, I’ll beat her to the punch and leave. I don’t like this feeling and I don’t know what to do with it. Heading down the hall, I search out the gym. I need to let off some steam.

Blue

If he wanted to hurt me, he should have just hit me. That would hurt less. ‘I wanted to fuck you and I have. Now, I’m done.’ So, all I was to him was another notch in the bedpost. I could have sworn we might have been starting something, but I guess I was wrong. Big surprise, Blue. You’ve never been smart with men, so big fucking surprise. And you KNEW you had feelings for him, so shame on you. You idiot. Shame on you.

When he walked out, I gasped as pain shot through me and my knees gave out. Thank God this floor is carpeted. Once I can gather the strength, I roll to my knees, then to my feet, and get up. I head to the closet. Luckily, living out of a suitcase is something I’m used to, so I only have a few things to throw in. After cleaning out the bathroom, I take a look around, and call Lexi.

Twenty minutes later, I’m waiting for her in the hotel coffee shop. She walks in with Bradi. They both sit down and just look at me. Bradi is the one to break the silence.

“So, how was it?”

I look up at her and smirk. I want to scream, but I have to play it cool. “It was great. He’s a fantastic lover.”

Lexi gives me a strange look and looks at Bradi. They have some kind of silent conversation. “I bet he is. So, what now? What’s next for you two?”

I can’t help it, I laugh. “What now? Nothing.” I am cracking up. I’m losing my mind. “We had sex. It’s out of our system and now nothing. It’s a done deal.”

They look at each other again. Bradi looks at me like I’m crazy. “You fucked and now it’s nothing? That’s such bullshit. What happened?”

Lexi reaches for my hand, but I jerk it back as she says, “Blue, did something happen? Talk to us.”

I laugh again. Only I can tell it’s bordering on hysteria. “No, we fucked. More than once. It was great. And now I’m going home and he’s going home and it’s over with. Nothing happened. Nothing to talk about. Something has come up and I need to head out. My flight leaves in three hours, so I just wanted to see you before I left.”

“Are you sure you’re ok, Blue?” Lexi looks really concerned and Bradi is not buying it either. I need to get going before I crack.

I stand up and hug them both. I really do like these ladies, but I need to get home. To Los Angeles. Where my life is and where everything is comfortable. “I’m fine.” I smile. “Bradi, call me in a few days. We have a party to discuss. And Lex, we’ll talk soon too. We have the wedding in a bit. But, I need to get going; something urgent has come up. I’ll see you later. Enjoy the concert tonight.”

They look concerned, but let me go. I stop by my room and grab my bags and head to the airport. I’ll be home sweet home in a short four hours and I can put this entire tour behind me. Besides, I need to get everything straight back home and make sure my job has no “permanent issues”.

Jessie

D
ammit. I shouldn’t have walked out like that, again. Blue just makes me so fucking mad. She pushes my buttons like no one else. She looked shocked by my outburst. And then I said those awful things because I wanted to hurt her. I am the asshole she says I am. Shit! She makes me crazy! Dammit! I’ll make it up to her tonight after the concert.

Walking into the arena, I’m the last one there. The guys are all staring at me. “What? Why are you fuckers staring at me?”

Jude smirks and says, “No reason. Good night, man? You ready to knock this out of the park?”

I shrug. I’m not discussing Blue with him in front of everyone else. “Yup. Let’s do this.”

We go through the set and we sound great. It’s the last concert of this tour and we’re all ready to get home for some downtime. I just don’t know how I’m spending my break. I hope to be spending it with Blue, which is nuts, because I’ve never wanted that before.

We’re all getting ready to get into our mindsets before we head back here in two hours. Liam bumps my arm. “Want to grab a bite before you shower?”

I shake my head no. I have some apologizing to do and I’m not looking forward to it. I’m not used to feeling unsettled around women and I don’t like it. “Nah. I need to find Blue. I need to talk to her.”