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Authors: Jeannie Lin
Tags: #Fiction, #General, #Romance, #Historical
An Illicit Temptation
Tang Dynasty China, 824 A.D.
Dao was raised as a servant, but when her half-sister flees
an arranged marriage to a chieftain, Dao is sent in her place as Princess
An-Ming. Such a future is better than she could have hoped for, yet she dreads a
passionless union with a stranger.
Taken as a virtual hostage to the Imperial court, Kwan-Li is
torn between his people and his duty to the emperor. He is bound by honor to
escort the princess safely across the wild and untamed steppe, but the greatest
danger they face on the long journey may be the forbidden temptation of each
other…
An Illicit Temptation
Jeannie Lin
Dear Reader,
The Princess’ Forbidden Love
continues from where
My Fair Concubine
ended
and shows a journey into Khitan in Inner Mongolia, a land that at the time was
considered by the Tang Dynasty to be savage and primitive. It was easy to see
parallels to the American West and interactions with Native American tribes. For
this reason, I think of Dao’s journey as a “Tang Dynasty Western” akin to the
stories of frontier romance in historical westerns.
The research for this short story nearly equaled the amount I
collected for
My Fair Concubine
. This time was at
the cusp of change for Khitan culture. The Khitans largely had an oral tradition
until during the later part of the Tang Dynasty when they united under an
emperor and formed their own autonomous empire under the Liao Dynasty. Unlike
many other peoples who were consumed by the Chinese, the Khitan were dedicated
to preserving their culture even as they adopted many Han customs.
I tried to recreate Khitan culture from a blend of
information from later Khitan writings, brief references in Tang records, and
used Mongolian culture to fill in the gaps. I hope the steppe emerges as a wild
and untamed land with its own sense of power and beauty. A perfect place to
discover love!
More historical background and information on my stories can
be found online at
http://www.jeannielin.com
.
Acknowledgments
Sometimes a story just flows from your mind onto the page.
This is not that story.
I must dedicate this story to my husband, who was busy
setting up a nursery and buying a mini-van while I was hospitalized and
attempting to type up this new story. I owe a huge debt of gratitude for
Shawntelle Madison and Amanda Berry for offering emotional and writing support
during a very trying time. I wouldn’t have been able to finish if you weren’t
with me every step of the way. Thank you to Bria Quinlan and Stephanie Draven
for lending your tough love and critical skills to the final product. Special
thanks goes out to Alvania Scarborough and Sandy Raven for their input on horses
and horsemanship. I’ve only ridden a horse once and he didn’t particularly like
me.
Chapter One
Tang Dynasty China, 824 A.D.
Pretending to be a princess wasn’t any hardship. Dao
hadn’t grown up in a palace, dressed in silk and jewels. She didn’t miss her cot
in the Chang family’s servant quarters. Now there were no more clothes to mend,
floors to sweep, chamber pots to empty. The only thing required of her was that
she recline inside a gilded palanquin while the wedding procession made its way
through the steppe toward the Khitan central capital. She even had an army of
her own attendants to wait on her. No hardship at all…another day of it and she
would go mad.
Dao stabbed her needle through the eye of crane she was
embroidering. The afternoon was lazy and warm as the palanquin rolled over the
wild grass of the northern plains, lulling her to sleep with the rhythm. It
seemed that was all she did on this journey: embroider or nap.
With a snap of her wrist, she pulled the curtain aside. A
square of sunlight opened up revealing the endless green of the steppe and
cloudless sky beyond. Khitan tribesmen on horseback surrounded the procession to
serve as her escort. She was in an exotic land and she was squandering the
experience in meager glances through this tiny window.
She searched among the riders. “Kwan-Li!”
Kwan-Li was tasked with bringing her to Khitan to be married to
the khagan, the chieftain over all chieftains of this land of nomadic tribes.
The khagan was without a wife so the two empires had negotiated for a peace
marriage.
Kwan-Li was astride a horse at the head of the procession and
absorbed in conversation with one of the tribesmen. Despite his
responsibilities, she didn’t have to repeat herself before he broke away to ride
up alongside the window. Princesses gave commands and others obeyed. Dao still
felt a foolish little thrill whenever it happened.
Kwan-Li was tall and looked more like an imperial soldier than
a statesman. He wore the traditional
deel
, the heavy
folded tunic favored by the nomads, except for his was fashioned from a vibrant
blue brocade. A broad yellow sash wrapped around his waist, highlighting a lean,
masculine frame. His features were strong, almost harsh, with a distinctiveness
that she couldn’t quite place.
“Princess An-Ming,” he acknowledged, his expression stern.
The court had also seen fit to bestow an imperial name upon
her. It meant Bright Peace and she quite liked it. The name sounded very
princesslike to her ears unlike her own name, which simply meant Peach. She was
so very tired of being plain.
“I want to ride,” she said.
He blinked once. “Now?”
His eyes had the sharpness of an eagle’s with gold flecks
within them that caught the sun.
“Yes, now,” she said simply, pleasantly.
The procession continued to move along. He kept pace with her
as he took in the caravan of wagons transporting gifts from the imperial court
as well as an army of attendants to take care of her every need.
“It’s nearly time for us to stop and rest, isn’t it?” she
asked.
She could see from the uncompromising line of his jaw that it
wasn’t.
“The princess might find it more suitable to practice at the
end of the day when the sun is low,” Kwan-Li suggested coolly. This is what a
refusal sounded like from the very proper diplomat.
“I’m not afraid of a little sunlight. Have a horse ready for me
when we next stop for rest.”
Dao let the curtain fall back in place, ending the discussion.
When she stepped out of the palanquin an hour later, the Khitans were tending to
the horses while her attendants erected canopies set on bamboo poles to shield
the party from the sun while they had their tea and refreshments.
A tent was erected for her privacy. Moon, her personal
attendant, helped Dao change out of the light silk hanfu into the sturdier
deel
. The tunic was long, reaching almost to her
ankles, and was lined with fox fur at the collar. Dao tried not to fidget as she
watched Moon secure the clasps. Not two months ago, Dao had been in the girl’s
place, dressing and tending to her own mistress.
Pearl had been more than her mistress. They shared the same
father, though the two of them had never acknowledged that they were related by
blood. Pearl’s mother was First Wife while Dao’s mother was a household servant
who was never even a concubine. Pearl had been chosen by the imperial court to
go to Khitan, but when she ran away with her lover, Dao had taken her place.
Marriage to a chieftain was a better future than she had ever
hoped for. It didn’t matter that her husband was much older than her or that she
had to leave her home behind. These were small sacrifices. She was very
fortunate, she had to remember that.
When Dao emerged from the tent, the caravan was in the process
of repacking. Kwan-Li oversaw everything with quiet efficiency. He had the
respect of the nomads and spoke their language with impressive fluency. She
could see why he objected to the small delay she had caused. There was nothing
simple about managing all the wagons and trunks and people.
Ruan, the eldest of the Khitans, was waiting with her horse,
saddled and ready as she had commanded.
“Old Wolf,” she greeted.
“Dragoness,” he returned cheerfully.
Ruan had been given the nickname due to a wolf attack that had
left ragged scars across the right side of his face. He was old, grizzled and
surprisingly good-natured, making frequent use of what remained of his smile. As
one of the few tribesmen who spoke Han, he’d quickly become her favorite.
It was Kwan-Li, however, who came to help her onto the saddle.
She braced her foot into his hands and had to grab onto his shoulders as she
wobbled. The sudden press of his body against hers startled her. He was made of
hard, unyielding muscle. As he lifted her, their eyes met briefly and her face
flushed with heat. Princesses shouldn’t get embarrassed so easily, should they?
His expression was serious, his movements brusque. After a few moments of
struggle and indignity, she was able to seat herself. Kwan-Li lifted himself
onto his horse with a natural grace that she envied.
“Stay beside me,” he instructed.
Dao held her back straight and tried to relax into position,
determined to show him she wasn’t entirely incompetent. It was said the children
of Khitan could sit on horseback before they could walk. If she was to live
among them, she had to be able to do something even the youngest among them
found to be second nature.
Kwan-Li guided her toward the center of the line and rode
beside her as the caravan started moving once again in its endless trek across
the planes. Dao had grown up in the city where distance was measured by wards
and divided by gates. Out here there were no walls, no streets, and the
grassland seemed to go on forever. An expanse of blue sky hovered over them and
a cool breeze swirled around her. There was something meditative about the
rhythm of the horse beneath her and the feeling of being suspended between
heaven and earth. No boundaries existed.
“You’re displeased,” she said when Kwan-Li remained silent and
brooding. Yes, brooding was what it was, the way he stared into the distance and
purposefully avoided even looking at her, though they rode side by side.
“Of course not, Princess,” he said.
“What’s the loss of one hour in a month-long journey?”
“Indeed.” A terse pause followed. “Princess.”
She wouldn’t go so far as to call him rude. He was the court’s
appointed official and treated her with deference, yet he had always been
distant toward her. Almost cold in nature. Perhaps he hadn’t wanted this
appointment. It was common knowledge in the imperial city that Khitan was a
wild, uncivilized land.
“I can demand you explain yourself,” she said lightly, only
teasing in part. He was one of the few people who would speak openly to her on
the journey. He seemed to be in a particularly bad mood when all she wanted to
do was enjoy the touch of the breeze on her face.
Kwan-Li met her gaze. A flicker of defiance lit in his eyes. It
lent something daring and exciting to him and her heartbeat quickened. She
looked away, searching for something to lighten the air between them.
“Such barbarian customs they have here,” she murmured, watching
one of the nomads place his fur cap over his head.
“Barbarian?” Kwan-Li echoed stiffly.
“It seems odd to shave the top of your head like a monk, but
then leave the sides so long,” she mused.
“It is to open themselves to the grace of the sun,” he
explained.
Alarm crept into her voice. “Will I have to do the same?”
“The princess has nothing to worry about. The women do not
follow the same practice.”
He nudged his horse forward and she did the same, keeping
stride beside him as he had instructed. As a ranking official from the imperial
court, Kwan-Li was the only one who felt he could speak to her without averting
his eyes and agreeing to her every word. She found herself missing the comfort
of conversation.
“You seem to have studied their customs very thoroughly,” she
said.
He regarded her with an odd expression. “I am from Khitan.”
Her eyes widened. “But you don’t look—”
“Like an unwashed barbarian?” He allowed a slow smile to reveal
itself.
“I didn’t say unwashed,” she protested.
In the capital, they spoke of the barbarians of the northern
steppe to be a roughened, warlike people. The Khitans that rode along with them
certainly had the hard-eyed look of survival amidst the unforgiving elements.
Yet Kwan-Li’s bearing had the mark of education and culture.
“But you speak our language so fluently,” she said fascinated.
“You even look Han.”
“You are mistaken, Princess.”
She traced over the shape and line of his face with unabashed
curiosity. Kwan-Li grew his hair long and had it pulled back into a topknot as
they did in the empire. His skin also lacked the dark, sun-drenched quality of
the nomads. Perhaps there was a slight difference in the shape of his eyes, a
broadness of his nose and chin that she had overlooked before.
“How unexpected! I would have never known.”
He was taken aback by her reaction. “I assumed the princess
would have been told—” He stopped himself, his eyes narrowing as he considered
her.
Dao’s pulse jumped. “I have no knowledge of the day-to-day
dealings of the outer court,” she said quickly. “We princesses are kept so
sheltered away in the palace.”
She attempted a smile. He frowned, but seemed to accept her
answer. Or rather he rode on in silence. Dao realized she was gripping the reins
too tight when her horse tossed his head, flicking his ears in agitation. She
relaxed her hold and concentrated on the trail in front of her.
She had to be careful what she said around Kwan-Li. He was
intelligent and likely well-versed in court etiquette and politics while she
knew none of the things a princess should know. It was fine for him to think of
her as a vacant and innocent as long as he was convinced she was a princess.
When she dared to glance at him again, he was looking over the
caravan, ever watchful. She had assumed that he was a diplomat, appointed by the
court to accompany her. This new information made her even more curious about
him.
“Your name sounds Han,” she remarked.
He turned and regarded her as if surprised she was speaking
again. “Kwan-Li is the name I was given by the imperial court. A courtesy
name.”
She refused to be intimidated by his cold demeanor. She was the
princess here after all. “How long were you in Changan?”
“Twelve years.”
“You came to the capital to study?”
“I came to be educated.” There was a pause. “And for diplomatic
reasons.”
All sorts of foreigners lived within the walls of Changan. The
public markets were full of stalls set up by merchants from neighboring lands,
but this was the first she’d known of a barbarian—of a foreigner—who was taken
into the imperial court.
“I remained in the capital to ensure peace between our two
lands,” he said in response to her questioning look.
“Much like an alliance bride then,” she suggested.
He paused to think. “Perhaps a very similar arrangement…”
She grinned. “But in your case, you weren’t bound into
marriage.”
He blinked at her, taken aback, looking flustered. “No…I was
not.”
In that confusion, his expression lost its sternness, his eyes
their coldness, and his speech relinquished that distinctive formality that she
now knew was due in part to his having come from a foreign land. Without that
wall in place, his entire demeanor changed.
“No woman would have you, barbarian that you are,” she
teased.
His mouth curved upward slightly, with a crookedness to the
smile, which sent a small flutter to her belly. He suddenly appeared
approachable. More than approachable. For all its hardness, his face wasn’t an
unpleasant one to look at. A slow rise of heat invaded her cheeks and she had to
look away.
Dao prided herself on being practical. She had lived a life of
servitude and constant toil. Cunning was more important than charm. She fought
to keep her observations impassive as she gazed at Kwan-Li in profile: the hard
shape of his jaw, the arch of his cheekbones, the curve of his mouth that took
on an unexpected sensuality when he smiled.
Wayward dreams of romance would lead only to ruin. She had
known that truth since birth. So Dao had no such romantic thoughts now as she
rode beside Kwan-Li. Instead she tried very hard to forget that in a few weeks
she would be wed to a stranger.
* * *
They stopped to rest again several hours later after
which Princess An-Ming insisted on getting back onto the saddle.
“The princess will be sore tomorrow,” Kwan-Li
advised.