Be My Everything

by

Ella Jade

Lucas and Katherine enter into the perfect arrangement to
fulfill their sexual needs, but what happens when their hearts get in the way?

Shy, awkward receptionist Katherine Sierra wants to explore
her sexually submissive side. Although new to the BDSM world, she’s eager to
learn. When she attends a play party and submits an application to one of the
most experienced Doms in the room, she has no idea what she’s gotten herself
into.

Successful businessman and hardcore Dominant Lucas Cain
knows his way around a playroom and doesn’t normally take on brand new subs. He’s
apprehensive about training someone so innocent, but the more time he spends
with Katherine the more intrigued he becomes. She may be everything he’s been
searching for.

But when Lucas requests that Colin, his friend and mentor,
join them in the playroom for an evening of fun, it just might change everything.

Has Lucas broken his own rule and fallen in love with his
sub?

Content Warning: strong language, graphic sex, BDSM themes

Safe, sane and consensual…

Katherine Sierra was quiet, timid, and sexually unsatisfied.
For as long as she could remember, she’d found strong, take charge men
irresistible. Even as a young teenager, she’d been attracted to older,
authoritative men. She’d had more than a few fantasies about several of her
male high school teachers. If she had to guess, it was those fantasies that
landed her in the lobby of the office building of one of the most powerful men
in New York City. She fidgeted in her seat as she listened to the receptionist
intercept calls for Mr. Cain. She wondered how much longer she’d have to wait
until it was her turn to see him. As she waited, she thought back to the only
other time she’d seen him.

On that particular night, she found herself at a local play
party as a guest of a friend who dabbled in the BDSM lifestyle. Her friend
recognized her submissive tendencies and understood she hadn’t been sexually
satisfied in her past experiences.

She was extremely nervous even though she wasn’t expected to
participate. She casually scanned the room, taking in the people who were in
attendance. They all looked so normal. She wasn’t sure what she’d expected but
she’d certainly had a different vision than this. Leather and chains usually
sprung to mind when she thought about domination and submission. Apparently,
this wasn’t that kind of party. This was more of an informal meeting for Doms
to meet potential subs.

She settled herself in the corner of the room, trying to
stay out of the way as she continued to examine the different types of people.
Suddenly, her gaze landed on the most gorgeous man she’d ever seen. The moment
she set eyes on him, she knew she had to get to know him. She had been brought
as a guest and was only there to observe, but the entire scene intrigued her.
It was as if she were there to meet him. He was leaning by a huge picture
window, watching the light snow fall outside. Their eyes met when he turned to
face the crowded room. She couldn’t help but stare at his tall, lean muscular
frame. His overgrown blond hair hung just above his emerald green eyes, but he
didn’t look unkempt. She could appreciate he’d taken extra time to get that
luscious mane just right.

At first she thought he almost looked out of place standing
there. She briefly wondered if he too was an observer like her or possibly a
submissive waiting for his Domme to arrive. She soon realized that thought
couldn’t have been further from the truth. And as the night wore on, she
noticed women were falling all over him, but with one swift move of his hand
they were dismissed. He had a quiet command of the room and damn if she didn’t
find that completely sexy. She wanted the opportunity to have him dismiss her.
He had her salivating and soaking through her panties, and they hadn’t even
spoken to one another.
Not yet, anyway.

Katherine spent the majority of the evening focused on him,
but she didn’t have the nerve to approach. Actually, she noticed anyone who did
come near him had a designated timeslot. They were being brought over by
another woman who would briefly introduce them to him. It was almost as if he
were interviewing them. Occasionally, he would glance in her direction, but
each time, she’d quickly avert her gaze to the floor. She’d have to find a way
to speak to him, because she was certain he’d haunt her dreams forever if she
passed up this opportunity.

After the fascinating stranger left the party, Katherine
lingered behind and tried to learn anything she could about him. She heard a
few women talking about how he was there looking for a new sub. She also
learned through the idle chitchat, that being Lucas Cain’s sub was a coveted
position not easily obtained.

She battled internally over taking the next step—submitting
an application. She’d only attended the party out of curiosity. She’d never
intended to participate in this lifestyle, but something inside her kept
screaming to try it. The determined look in his eyes when he spoke to those
women throughout the evening seemed to be a defining moment for her. She didn’t
think she had a chance at testing with him, because she’d also heard he only
dealt with experienced submissives who would know how to please him. In fact,
when she handed her application to the woman in charge of forwarding requests
to potential Doms, she’d rolled her eyes. Obviously, she didn’t think Katherine
had much of a chance either.

To say she was surprised when he called her a week later was
an understatement. He was brief with his instructions and asked her to meet him
at his office. He’d e-mailed her the potential contract before she’d arrived. It
all seemed so formal. She wasn’t expecting so much time and effort to be put
into the details of this arrangement.

“Mr. Cain will see you now,” the receptionist said.

“Oh, okay.” Katherine got up from the couch, straightened
her dress, and followed the woman into the office.

Mr. Cain was sitting behind a large cherry desk, typing
away. He didn’t even look up from the computer screen when he thanked the
receptionist and told Katherine to have a seat. He continued to type, so she
took the opportunity to look around. Her hands were trembling and she felt
cold, but that happened when she was anxious. She noticed the name plate on his
desk read “Luke” instead of “Lucas”. She stared at him as he worked and decided
she liked “Luke” better. It wasn’t as proper.

“See something you like?” he asked.

“What? No, I mean yes.” She shifted in her seat. “I was just
waiting for you to speak. I didn’t want to interrupt.”

“You talk too much,” he said.

“Sorry.”

“Did you go over the contract and the checklist?”

“Yes, it’s all very straightforward.”

“And we’re in agreement that this is consensual?” He stood
and walked around the desk, stopping directly in front of her.

“Of course,” she said.

“You’ll submit to the background check, blood work, and
physical?” All of those were required if she was going to be his sub. It said
so in the contract.

“I’ve been tested, and I’ve brought the results. I’m also on
the pill.”

“I see,” he said. “You don’t have an issue with the gym I’ve
recommended?” The agreement also stated she was to join the gym of his choice
where he’d take care of the membership.

“No, I like to work out.”

He glanced down at her body, lingering at her legs for a few
seconds before making eye contact with her. “You understand that the checklist
is for your benefit. It outlines both hard and soft limits. You need to think
it through and decide which acts you’ll try and those you won’t consider. You
should also keep in mind that limits can change over time.”

Katherine had no idea this whole set-up would be so
involved. She thought she would just go to his house and have sex the way he
wanted her to. She was under the notion that was what it meant to submit. She
realized she had so much to learn.

“Any questions, Ms. Sierra?” Mr. Cain asked in that sexy
southern drawl of his.

Katherine had learned he was originally from Texas but had relocated to New York when his company took off. He was impeccable. Not a
hair out of place or a crease in his suit that wasn’t supposed to be. He stood
over Katherine for most of their conversation, and she found it unsettling. He
was an extremely intimidating man.

“What happens next? I mean, do we have sex?” She was so out
of her element.

“Would you like to have sex right here in my office?” His
mouth formed a hard line, causing his jaw to tighten. “Shall I take you on my
desk with an office full of people on the other side of my door?”

His words made her realize how innocent she was when it came
to his lifestyle.

“Umm, no, of course not,” she answered as she cracked her
knuckles. Her face was flush, and her throat was dry. She wondered what she was
doing there.

“But as your Dom, I’d be well within my rights to take you
fast and hard on my desk,” he informed her. He never raised his voice. It was
soft but firm, and he got his point across very effectively. “Is that what you
came here for?”

That was precisely what she wanted. Her stomach flipped as
the moisture gathered inside her panties, just like it had the first night
she’d seen him. This man oozed sex and he knew it.

“Katherine.” He sighed. “What are you doing here?” He looked
frustrated, but she didn’t understand why.

“Applying to be your sub,” she said. “And please, call me
Kat.”

“As much as I’d like you to be my pet, sweetie, I’ll stick
with Katherine.” He smirked and that relaxed her. “Why do you want to be my
sub?”

“I want to be dominated.” She hoped that was what he wanted
to hear.

“Well, why not have your boyfriend tie you to the bed?” he
asked. “It would be much easier than going through all of this.”

Katherine was confused. What did he want her to say?

“I don’t have a boyfriend.”

“How old are you?”

“Isn’t it on my application?”

He arched a brow at her and with nothing but one domineering
look she was answering him. “I’m twenty-one.” She knew from the information he
had provided her earlier in the week, he was ten years older than her and had
been practicing this lifestyle since he was her age.

“And you’ve only had one sexual partner.” That was on her
application too.

“Is that a problem?” Why would it matter if she’d had one
partner or if she’d fucked the entire high school football team? It was in the
past.

“For me, no,” he said. “But it could be for you. I’m not
here to be your boyfriend. If you’re under the impression that there’s
something romantic about all of this you need to get that out of your head
right now. I don’t fall in love with my subs. It’s a personal rule of mine.”

“I don’t need you to fall in love with me,” she said. “I
need you to help me learn to submit.”

“How can I be sure this is what you want?”

“I want it,” she said. “I want to try.”

“Yes.” He sighed. “That’s where I run into the problem. Do I
really want to invest in training you if you’re not fully committed?”

“I’ll do whatever you say.” She had an overwhelming desire
to be near him.

“You say that now, but I don’t think you have any idea what
you’re getting into. I’m not an easy man to deal with, and I won’t be soft on
you because you’re new. I know what I like, and I’ll push your limits.”

“I want you to.”

“I don’t know.” He shook his head as he thought for a
moment. “I’m very demanding.”

“Please, Mr. Cain. I’ve been thinking about this ever since
I left that play party. I was intrigued by what I saw there, and I want to be
dominated.”

“I think you need to research this further. You didn’t ask
me any of the right questions. You have no idea what I could ask of you. Do you
even know what the words
safe, sane and consensual
mean?”

“I know you’re good at what you do. I can learn the rest,”
she said. “Everyone wants to be your sub.”