Blind Devotion (10 page)

More movement reached her ears as he put stuff down.

“I’m just putting this bowl on the drawer beside the
bed.”

“I’m sorry I said love. It was stupid of me.”

He chuckled. “Took me by surprise, babe. Never had a
woman say she loved something I did. They’ve enjoyed what I do but never loved
it.”

“Are you trying to make me jealous?” she asked. A jolt
of pain went straight through her heart at the mention of the other women in
his life. Why did he have to be so mean?

Get up and leave.

She didn’t want to. Sasha wanted to know what he could
do to her.

“No, I’m not trying to do anything. I’m just being an
ass.” He cupped her cheek. “I’m new at this.”

“New at what?”

“Caring.
I’m not used to caring. I never usually have to care about anyone or
anything,” he said.

“Do you care about me?”

“Yes, I do. I care more than I like to.” His thumb
stroked her bottom lip. “I’m going to be using a razor and some scissors.
Please be still.”

“Then talk to me. It helps to calm me when I hear you
talk.”

“I’ll remember that, baby.”

She licked her lips and waited. The bed dipped under
his weight. He placed something beside her hip. Pussy opened her thighs. She
went to close her thighs but stopped herself.

He needs to get to you.

“Good girl,” he said.

“I’m not used to this.”

“It’s okay. I don’t expect you to be used to this.
You’re innocent.” Pussy’s palm landed on the inside of her thigh. “I’m going to
start trimming in a second. I’ve got a towel here. Lift your ass up,” he said.

She lifted her ass up, and when he placed a palm on
her stomach, pushing her back down, she relaxed. The towel was soft underneath
her ass.

“This is the strangest thing I’ve ever done.”

“I’ve never done this before. This is a new experience
for the pair of us,” he said.

“If you’ve never done this before, should I trust you
near me?”

He chuckled. “This is going to take some getting used
to.”

“What?”

“Talking all the way through what I’m doing.”

“Do you want me to shut up?” she asked.

“No, I actually like to hear you talking.
Strange, huh?
I’m used to hating a woman talk.”

She let out a growl. “You’re going to drive me insane
with your sexist talk.”

“Not being sexist. I just know what I like a woman’s
lips to do, and it has nothing to do with talking.”

Heat filled her cheeks. She could only imagine what
was on his mind. Yes, Pussy would like his women to do a whole load of other
things rather than talk.

“How long have you been part of Chaos Bleeds?” she
asked.

“Over ten years. I joined at a young age, and I’ve
been a full member around the same length of time,” he said.

“Do you have any family?”

“The club is my family.”

She heard the scissors and felt the small tugs on the
hair covering her pussy. Trying not to be embarrassed was the hardest thing
she’d ever done.

“What made you settle down?” she asked.

“There’s a club up in Fort Wills. They’ve stayed in
the same place for a lifetime and only go on the road when the need requires.
They’re strong and happy. We’re all getting older, and moving from one state to
another within a week has lost its appeal.” He continued to work on her pubic
hair as he spoke. She loved the way he talked. The deep rough tones of his
voice made her melt. He had to see that she was turned on by what he was
saying.

“Do you still ride?”

“Yes, I still ride. I’ve not got the need to change my
location anymore. I’ve got nothing to hide.”

She nodded. “I liked being on the back of your bike.
It was fun.”

“It’s even better when you’re not wearing a helmet.”

“Maybe one day you’ll let me ride without a helmet?”
she asked, thinking about the wind in her face and what it would feel like to
finally be free to enjoy life.

“Not a chance. You’re wearing the helmet. I’m not
risking your life for a little kick.”

Sasha stayed silent as she listened to the snip of the
scissors and felt the tugs lessen with every passing second.

“I bet watching the sun rise is the most amazing thing
in the world. Growing up, I didn’t pay it much attention. There always seemed
more important stuff to deal with than watching the sun come up. Wish I had
taken the time now to look.”

He stopped, letting out a breath. “Actually, Sasha,
you’re not missing anything. Yes, you can’t see a sunrise or a sunset, but I
can promise you that
there’s
more important things to
look forward to in life.”

“Like what?”

Kenneth, when her mother wasn’t around, would talk
like he was reading off a list all the things she could no longer do or see.
All the amazing beauty that was passing her by because she couldn’t
see anymore.
Her stepfather was a fucking cruel bastard.

“Like this,” he said.

Fingers slid through her slit. He touched her clit,
and she cried out at the first contact.

“This is what you can feel. You don’t need to see it
to know how amazing it feels.” He rubbed her clit, and she screamed as the
pleasure crashed through her.

Chapter Six

Pussy saw the wonder on Sasha’s
face
and knew in his heart he wanted to leave her feeling like that for years to
come. She arched up against his touch, and he fingered her pussy. He’d trimmed
away all of her excess pubic hair. All he needed to do was shave her.

“Are you still with me, baby?” he asked.

“Yes, I’m here.”

She was breathless.

He moved his hand away from her clit. She let out a
growl, and he chuckled. “Is my woman getting impatient?”

“You’re not being fair.”

“I’ll be able to make you feel much better if you let
me finish my work.” He cleaned away the excess hair, finding the act incredibly
intimate. Pussy washed a cloth and started to wet between her thighs. He took
his time, enjoying the view before him.

Her eyes were closed as he went to work. Once he
cleaned her, he opened up the fresh razor and placed the blade into place.

“I’m going to start to shave some of your hair. I’ve
got some cream for you, but I need you to stay still,” he said.

“I’m not going to go anywhere.”

Staring up the length of her body, his cock answered
to the call of her body. She was so beautiful that she made him ache to be
inside her.

Take your time.

The longer he took preparing her and getting to know
her the better it would be for him. He worked slowly, shaving away the hair
that was in his way.

She didn’t move as he worked, giving him plenty of
time to work.

“Have you shaved a woman before?”

“No. I’ve seen a woman do it before.” His thoughts
drifted to Ashley, the best friend he’d lost. She’d died too soon.

“What are you thinking about?” she asked.

“Nothing.”

“You’ve gone tense, and you’re silent. Is it about the
friend that you lost?”

He frowned. “How would you know that?”

“I’ve lost my dad, remember? It doesn’t take a genius
to know that you and your friend were involved.”

Letting out a sigh, he swished the blade in the water
before sliding the blade across the side of her pussy. He was almost done.

“I fucked Ashley often. We were best friends, but she
didn’t expect anything from me. I shared shit with her that I didn’t with
anyone else.”

“Why didn’t you marry her?” she asked.

Pussy chuckled. “If you knew Ashley, you would know
she wasn’t the marrying kind.” Thinking about Ashley in white didn’t sit well
with him. She didn’t want to get married. Ashley didn’t trust in men. She
trusted in the rules of the club and Devil. “She fucked
all
the
club. Ashley wasn’t a one man woman.”

“Were you okay with that?”

“Yeah, I didn’t want anything else from her. I’m not
the jealous type.”
However, when it comes
to you, I refuse to share.

There would be no way he’d leave her alone with other
men from the club. None of the boys would take advantage of her, but Sasha was
his woman.

“Really?
You sound like a lot of women’s ideal man.”

He laughed. “I doubt that, baby. I’m not the jealous
type, and I will not be told what I can and cannot do. I refuse to pick a woman
to settle down with.”

“It must be nice not having to worry about your life,”
she said.

Pussy frowned. He finished her pussy and wiped her
clean. “How come you never got a dog?”

“What?”

“You
know,
the dogs that help
blind people to get around.”

Sasha’s hands moved to her stomach. “Kenneth wouldn’t
get one for me. He spread a rumor around town that I was terrified of them.”

“Don’t you think it’s strange he’s trying to isolate
you from everything you’ve ever known?” Pussy hated this man the more he found
out.

“I’m blind. My mom adores him. I don’t see a point in
arguing with him. He’s made of money, and I wasn’t going to let my mom be
unhappy.”

“Yet, with him she’s become a pill popping alcoholic?”

Running his fingers across the smooth lips of her sex,
Pussy felt his cock harden. She was so fucking beautiful.

“You don’t know her.”

“You’ve got to be careful.”

“I’m always careful.”

He chuckled. “You’re alone with me, Sasha. I wouldn’t
say you’re careful.” Getting to his feet, he stared down at her body. “I’m
going to clean this away.”

Pussy left her alone. In the bathroom, he cleaned away
the mess he made and stared at his reflection in the cracked mirror.

What the fuck are you doing?

He was losing his mind. Sasha had dominated his
thoughts from the first moment they met, and they’d not even seen each other.
Staring at her in the diner, he thought she could see. Later on, when he found
her left alone he’d found out the truth.

Don’t mess with her.

Devil’s words ran through his head.
“
Don’t
fucking
interrupt me. This girl, you’ve taken her away from her family and telling me
you’re not letting her back to the people who can protect her? Please, tell me,
Pussy, if that’s not laying fucking claim to her, what is?”

He couldn’t let her go back to that monster of a
stepfather.

You’re getting too involved.

Ashley appeared in his mind with her smiling face. They’d
just fucked, and she’d given him an orgasm with her tits. She was lying on the
bed with her feet kicked back in the air.

“What are you going to do if you ever fall in love?” Ashley asked.

“Simple, I’m never falling in love.”

“You
can’t never
fall in love. I bet the woman
you finally give your heart to
is
going to be the most
loved woman in the world. You’re too sweet for your own good.”

Pulling out of the memory, Pussy moved toward the
doorway to watch Sasha. She was lying on the bed, tapping her foot in time to
whatever tune was in her mind. He could never hurt her. She’d been hurt too
much in her short life.

All he wanted to do was take her away from the pain
and give her something to love. He knew he’d be good for her. She’d never want
for anything.

Over the years he’d fucked many women and gotten what
he wanted out of them. None of them left a lasting mark, not even Ashley. She
only played in his mind because of their friendship. Sasha had taken him by
surprise.

He’d take her to the clubhouse before he took her
anywhere else.

Entering the bedroom, he cleared his throat.

“You’re back?”

“Yes.”

“You took a long time.”

“I’ve been standing there watching you, baby. You’ve
no idea how hot your body is.” He gazed down at the bed and gave her a final
chance to turn back. “This is your choice, Sasha. Once I get my jeans off, I’m
going to fuck your tight cunt and make you feel on cloud nine.” He heard her
gasp. “This is your last chance to back out. I’ll put my shirt on, help you get
dressed and then we’ll listen to a movie or something.”

“I don’t want to listen to a movie. I want you to fuck
me, Pussy. I want you to show me how good it can be between a man and a woman.”