Bloodforged (2 page)

None of these things, however, pained Ulrika as much as the death of Templar Friedrich Holmann, and the worst of it was, she could blame no one but herself for the misery it had caused her. They had met by chance, both on the trail of the killer, and had Ulrika been wise, she would have killed him the moment she saw him. She had not been wise. She had been weak. She had tricked him into thinking she was a vampire hunter and left him alive, and as their paths continued to cross during the investigation, she had come to like him, so much so, that at a moment when he was overwhelmed by ghouls and might have died, she had exposed her fangs and claws to save him.

Like her, Holmann had found himself weak, and was unable to kill her, and that had been his downfall. He had defended her against other witch hunters, and was too ashamed to return to his order. He had intended to run away, to leave the Empire, and Ulrika would gladly have let him, but Countess Gabriella would not allow it. She had told Ulrika that, having revealed her true nature to Holmann, she had left herself only two choices – she could kill him, or she could feed on him and make him a blood-swain.

Ulrika could not bring herself to do either. She could not kill a man who had saved her life, and she would not make a slave of him – for that was what became of those upon whom a vampire fed. They lost their will, and became addicted to the pleasure of being bled. She had liked Holmann for what he was, for his strength and sadness and honour, and the idea of turning him into a lapdog who pawed at her knee and showed his throat nauseated her. So she had refused to make the choice, and Gabriella had done the deed instead, feeding on him, then snapping his neck. Things had not been well between Ulrika and the countess since.

A movement out of the corner of her eye turned Ulrika’s head. Through the diamond panes of the window, she saw Famke beckoning to her from a stone bench set against the balustrade of the veranda, a lute in one hand. Even with her hair darkened and sitting in moonlight, the girl looked like a sunny summer day – a strange thing to say of a vampire, but undoubtedly why her mistress had chosen her to be one.

Ulrika looked back at Gabriella and Hermione, still deep in discussion about Gabriella’s transformation, then slipped out of the room to the corridor and through the back door to the garden. It was a cold clear spring night, but Famke didn’t mind the cold any more than any vampire did, and was dressed only in a light gown of rose-coloured silk. Her feet were bare.

‘Good evening, sister,’ Ulrika said, bowing and crossing to her. ‘Will you play me a song?’

Famke grimaced at the lute. ‘I am practising my scales. Lady Hermione says a Lahmian must be a perfect courtier, and a perfect courtier must be skilled in all the arts.’

‘Then I am far from perfect,’ said Ulrika. ‘All I know are Kossar drinking songs, and those aren’t fit for court.’ She pulled off her long wig, revealing her short sand-coloured hair, and sat down beside Famke with a sigh. ‘Did you hear? We shall be staying in Nuln.’

Famke nodded. ‘I am glad. I would have missed you. But perhaps you are not so pleased. You looked so sad staring out the window.’

Ulrika paused, then shrugged. ‘I… it was nothing.’

Famke put a hand on her arm. ‘You will forget him.’

Ulrika looked up, chagrined that she was so easy to read. ‘I hope so,’ she said.

Famke smiled sympathetically. ‘Of course you will,’ she said. ‘He was only a man.’

Ulrika murmured noncommittally as the girl bent her fingers awkwardly around the neck of the lute, trying to make a chord. Famke had been sorely abused by her father and other men before Hermione had rescued her and given her the dark kiss. She could see no good in man, any man.

‘It’s only that he dealt with us honourably,’ Ulrika said after a moment. ‘And I wish I had been allowed to deal with him honourably in turn. I understand the need for secrecy, but–’ She paused, looking over her shoulder at the drawing room’s bright window. ‘Sometimes I wonder if she killed him out of spite. She…’ A flash of memory overwhelmed her – the mob in the Industrielplatz surging around their coach, howling for their blood. Gabriella throwing the maid, Lotte, to their savage embrace, so she and Ulrika might escape. ‘She can be cruel.’

Famke nodded, then also glanced warily at the window. ‘When Hermione turned me,’ she whispered, leaning close, ‘I thought she was the most beautiful, wise, wonderful woman in all the world, but now–’ She shook her head, her eyes faraway. ‘She seemed to go mad during the trouble – attacking your mistress, thinking everyone was against her. It frightened me.’

‘Aye,’ said Ulrika, combing out her wig with her fingers. ‘I know it is a struggle to survive, but there must be a way to do it… differently.’

She slouched back against the balustrade. Famke did the same. Their shoulders touched.

‘I keep dreaming of running away,’ said Ulrika. ‘Leaving them and all their cat-clawing intrigue behind and living free.’

Famke gasped and turned her head, her lips almost touching Ulrika’s ear. ‘I’ve dreamed the same thing!’ She motioned towards the house. ‘I get so tired of walls. Even the garden is a little box.’ She sighed. ‘I used to love the outside. Before. Now, even with all the nice things mistress gives me, I sometimes feel I’m in a coffin – dead after all.’ She laid her head on Ulrika’s shoulder. ‘Wouldn’t it be a wonderful adventure to run away together, like two princesses in a book.’

Ulrika smiled and looked over the garden wall, and over the walls and rooftops of the houses beyond it. ‘Aye. Two horses and the open road, just as my father and I used to ride on the oblast. No destination, no obligations, our swords at our hips, and the horizon a hundred miles away.’

‘We would need a little more than that,’ said Famke, laughing. ‘A coach to protect us during the day, a driver, I suppose, a swain or two so we could feed.’

Ulrika grunted, feeling as if every item Famke added were being piled onto her back. ‘Then we might as well not leave at all,’ she said, hotter than she meant to. ‘We would be bringing the coffin with us.’

‘But travelling without them would be folly,’ said Famke. ‘What if we were to be far from shelter at sunrise?’

‘I know, I know,’ Ulrika sighed. ‘And this is why we stay in walled gardens and airless rooms, but it ruins the fantasy a bit, don’t you think?’

Famke smiled sweetly. ‘Well, if it is just a fantasy, then we shall have winged horses instead of a coach, and shall sleep on Mannslieb so we will never see the sun.’

Ulrika laughed, but before she could make a reply the veranda door opened. Ulrika and Famke looked up, then sprang apart, guilty, as they saw their mistresses glaring at them from the doorway.

‘Ulrika! Come along,’ said Gabriella sharply. ‘We are done here. It is time to go.’

‘Famke, what are you doing?’ snapped Hermione. ‘You are meant to be practising.’

Ulrika and Famke rose quickly from the bench and curtseyed, saying ‘yes, mistress,’ at the same time, but as Ulrika hurried to follow Gabriella, she stole a glance back to Famke and exchanged a secret smile with her.

I wish you winged horses, sister, she thought, then went into the house.

CHAPTER TWO

THE GILDED CAGE

‘I will be leaving you at home,’ said Gabriella as Ulrika rode in the coach with her through Nuln to their temporary quarters. ‘I must go on to the Handelbezirk to meet with Madam Dagmar’s old employees, to familiarise myself with procedures and client lists. You will find it boring.’

Ulrika made no reply. She just stared out the window.

‘I have a surprise waiting for you at home,’ Gabriella continued. ‘I think you will be very pleased.’

Ulrika still said nothing, and finally Gabriella sighed.

‘I am sorry I raised my voice to you, beloved,’ she said. ‘But I cannot have you speaking with Famke.’

‘Why is that?’ asked Ulrika, turning from the window. ‘Why shouldn’t I speak to her?’

‘Why is that,
mistress
,’ said Gabriella. ‘You must not forget yourself because I gave you some autonomy during the recent troubles. The crisis is over now.’

‘Why is that,
mistress
?’ said Ulrika through her teeth.

‘Much better,’ said Gabriella. ‘Because, though we are now supposed allies, Hermione is still actively working against me. She does not want me in Nuln any more than I wish to be here, and she is deathly afraid I will be promoted above her. Therefore she will try her best to ruin my name and reputation while I am here.’

‘And what does that have to do with Famke, mistress?’ asked Ulrika.

‘Don’t be dense, girl,’ said Gabriella. ‘Famke is her creature. She is a spy for Hermione as surely as you are a spy for me, and will report anything you say to her mistress. You cannot trust her.’

Ulrika clenched her fists until her nails bit into her palms, but she couldn’t contain her fury. ‘Must I see no one but you?’ she cried at last. ‘You killed Holmann! You deny me Famke! Who am I to talk to?’

Gabriella blinked, bemused. ‘You may of course speak to me any time you like, dearest,’ she said. ‘But if you require other playmates, there will be swains aplenty once the new brothel opens its doors. We will have a score of handsome gentlemen to guard us, and the most beautiful women in the Empire at our beck and call.’

‘I don’t want swains!’ Ulrika barked. ‘Have I not said? I let Holmann die rather than make him my slave. I want equals! I want true friendships, not the servile fawning of besotted fools!’

For a moment, Gabriella looked like she would reply in kind, but finally her face softened. ‘Then I’m afraid you will often be lonely amongst us, child. Though I have had good friends over the course of my centuries in the sisterhood, they have been few and far between. There is too much vying for position for most sisters to be true friends. Only when some outside force attacks us do we unite.’ She paused at that, smiling wryly. ‘And sometimes not even then.’

She patted Ulrika’s knee. ‘Our position will not always be so precarious, dearest,’ she said. ‘There will be a time when I will be able to allow you to find true companionship outside my house, but until then, I will do my best to be the friend you require.’

Ulrika turned back to the window, unconsoled. ‘A friend I must call “mistress”,’ she said.

They made the rest of the trip in silence.

Gabriella’s temporary home was in the Kaufman District, a quiet neighbourhood of rich merchants south of the noble Aldig Quarter. It was an unassuming little half-timbered row house, maintained by Hermione for just such situations as this – as a residence for visiting sisters who could not be seen staying at her own house. It had two floors, two bedrooms, a butler, a coachman and a maid – all blood-swains, of course.

Gabriella and Ulrika had lived there since they had crept back into Nuln after leaving the artful carnage to be found at Mondthaus, and to Ulrika it felt more like a prison – a well-furnished prison, to be sure, with heavy oak furniture and coloured glass in the windows and carved and painted ceiling beams, but a prison nonetheless. While Gabriella, Hermione and all her minions were busy arranging new identities and hiding old ones, Ulrika had more often than not been left to cool her heels there with nothing to do except read and pace and brood about the turn her life had taken since she had died.

The maid let them in from the small yard at the back, and Ulrika made to go directly to her room, but Gabriella laughed and caught her hand, holding her back.

‘No no, beloved,’ she said. ‘I will not have you sulking. Come to the parlour. I must go in a moment, but have a surprise for you, remember?’

Ulrika curtseyed but kept her eyes on the floor. ‘As you wish,
mistress
.’

Gabriella sighed and smiled sadly. ‘I know you are chafing against the edges of our life just now, but it will get better, I promise you.’

‘How will it get better?’ asked Ulrika, looking at her at last. ‘We will change this coffin for a bigger one, with whores in it. It will still be a coffin.’

Gabriella frowned. ‘You are determined to be offensive, but you will not bait me. Come.’

She led Ulrika into the tidy little parlour. On the Araby rug in the middle was a great trunk, stood on one end, with brass fittings at the corners, and a key sticking out of the lock.

Gabriella gestured to it. ‘Open it.’