Broken (30 page)

Epilogue

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G
eez, he’s so sappy over that kid, it made her grin. “Kyle she needs her sleep.”

“But I haven’t seen her all day and she missed her daddy, didn’t you little princess?” He nuzzled the baby, who cooed-she only did that for her daddy.

Mercy, it had been a trying time these last few months. That day after Jen had left in such a hurry, Kerry had gone into labor. Kyle had wanted to go after her and strangle her for bringing it on two months early, but Kerry had convinced him that the woman’s visit had nothing to do with it. Well, maybe realizing the woman had broken up her marriage with a child that was obviously not her ex-husband’s was a bit much to take in.

After the mad dash to the hospital where she’d seen her husband in fine form, barking out orders and threats like a drill sergeant at someone other than her, she’d been rushed into the delivery room. “Mom isn’t due back for another couple of weeks.”

“I know hon, we’ll be fine.”

“We haven’t chosen a nanny yet, we’re still down to three.” She knew his nervous ramblings were to camouflage his fear and was surprised that she kept as calm as she did, seeing as how it felt like something was trying to tear her in two.

She calmed his fears as she gritted her teeth

through early contractions, but by the time the doctor arrived she was a screaming mess. Kyle went into protection mode then, holding her hand, soothing her brow and complimenting her softly on how well she was doing.

“Just look at me baby no one else. You’re doing great, I’m so proud of you.” She was waiting for that moment she’d seen depicted in every movie she’d ever watched. The one where the laboring mother lost it and cut loose on the poor witless husband, but it never came. Instead she felt joy through the pain, joy and excitement.

When it was all said and done, she was going home with this amazing man and a new life that was part of them both. It could also be the drugs he’d demanded they all but overdose her on but hey. “That’s it Mrs. Clancy, push.” She squeezed his hand and bore down one last time as her body did things she didn’t know it could.

The wild scream of a child echoed around the room and the pain was soon all but forgotten. Her heart beat erratically at the enormity of the moment. Yes billions of women had done it before, but this was her moment, one she’d never experience again; the first. “Thank you baby, thank you, thank you.” He peppered her face with kisses before they’d even learned what sex the baby was.

The nurse came around and placed the blanketed bundle in his arms. “Your daughter Mr. Clancy.” Kyle swallowed hard and his arms trembled just a little as he looked down at the perfect miracle

he held in his arms. She was his, it hit him in the gut so hard his knees almost buckled.

“Look at what we did baby, she’s perfect.” His eyes were wide with awe and there was such reverence in his voice it brought tears to her eyes. When he leaned over to pass the baby to her waiting arms a sudden pain made her double over.

“What the hell?” Kyle looked down at the doctor who had returned to her place between his wife’s spread thighs. “Oh dear.”

“Oh dear-what oh dear? What the fuck did you do?” The doctor ignored him as she instructed Kerry to push. Kyle stood with his daughter in his arms and his heart somewhere at his feet, stark fear in his gut. He’d never felt so helpless in his life as he did in those few minutes before his son came into the world followed by his little brother.

“Holy…” He looked from his sweating stunned wife to the nurses who were running around with the two new additions. A million emotions ran through him at once. Elation, pride, fear and disbelief. He had them all and the spinning head to go with them. He thought of the nursery at home that they’d prepared for one, and…

“Did you know about this?” He waited until she was breathing like a normal person again to glare down at her. Poor Kerry was in a state of shock. It had never occurred to her that there was more than one baby in there. She just thought it was one very active little boy or girl who loved to play tic-tac-toe with her insides. Kyle wasn’t looking much better than she was feeling either. She would laugh if the

situation wasn’t so scary.

“No, we didn’t have the ultrasounds.” That was as much as she could get out around the lump in her throat.

She’d chosen to forego ultrasounds once Ms. Lucille had told her they didn’t even exist when she was having her kids. Kerry was obsessed with doing things as naturally as possible. She would’ve gone the natural route entirely if Kyle hadn’t gone completely Postal at the mere mention of it.

“Are they okay? Let me see them.” He passed his baby girl off to her mother and walked over to the table where his sons were being cared for. “Are they okay, are they safe?” He didn’t know much about multiples but the book had mentioned that there could be some issues. The fact that they hadn’t even known she was carrying three of his babies in there made him sweat.

“This is all your fault. How could you let me drag her all over fucking Greece with three kids inside her?” He lashed out at the doctor who by now was used to his brand of pre-fatherhood madness.

“Yes, it’s my fault, next time I will be more careful.” Next time? Shit. He turned back to Kerryanne, “Baby, you okay?”

She’d pulled herself together by now, totally fascinated by the little darling in her arms. “Oh yes, I am more than okay.” Her smile convinced him and he was able to breathe easy, until the nurses tried taking his children from the room. “Where are you taking them? You’re not taking my kids anywhere.” He’d wanted to hire security for her due date but she’d told

him not to be an ass. He’d settled for his mom and dad and gramps and his crew being here to make sure nothing went awry, but she was two months early and nothing was in place.

“We have to make sure everything’s working fine. Don’t worry they’ll be right back.” He had a problem, let his kids out of his sight, or leave his wife. Walking back over to the bed from the doorway where he’d been blocking the nurses from leaving, he leaned over and took her into his arms. She made the decision easy for him. “Go with the babies Kyle, I’ll be fine.” Though still torn, he ran after the nurses after a quick stop to tell gramps and Ms. Lucille to go into the room with her until he got back.

That had been exactly six weeks ago. They’d kept the babies for an extra week just to be sure that everything was in working condition and thank heaven there weren’t any complications. Kyle had ranted to anyone that would listen about the doctor’s fuck up as he called it, but Kerryanne knew it wasn’t the woman’s fault. She was just happy that all her children were happy and healthy.

Instead of the one nanny, they now had two and that was only because she’d kicked up a fuss at three. “How’re the boys?” Her sons were asleep in the crib they’d set up in the master suite next to their bed. Kyle had insisted and she agreed that they were too young to be left alone in the nursery just yet. “Kaden just went to sleep, but Kellan’s been out for a while.”

He sniffed Kylie’s hair and held her close. There was no escaping the fact that she was daddy’s

little princess in every sense of the word. Though he was as proud as could be when it came to his sons. “And you, how is my wife?” She never got tired of hearing him call her that, but she knew there was another reason behind it this time.

“All clear.” His eyes smoldered and that place between her thighs tingled. It had been way too long since she’d felt his heavy length inside her. Too long since she’d felt him over her, under her, behind her. He kissed their daughter before placing her back in the crib with her brothers. He started stripping before he reached the bed. “Take it off.” He pointed at his old college jersey that she loved to sleep in as he kicked his pants off his leg.

He’d refused to touch her in the last month and a half though she’d seen the stark hunger in his eyes sometimes when she fed the babies. He’d convinced himself that her body had been through too much trauma giving birth to his three kids and he was going to give her time to heal completely. He wouldn’t do anything more than hold her in his arms and even a kiss was cut short because he didn’t want to get carried away and hurt her.

Now he approached her with all the lust and love he held in his heart shining in his eyes. She opened her arms and legs willingly. Kyle crawled in between her spread thighs and went right for her tits. He’d been salivating over them ever since the first time he’d watched her suckling his kids. The sight had unleashed an unknown fetish, something he never even knew he had in him.

He licked her plump swollen nipple before sucking it into his mouth. The sweet taste of her mother’s milk hit his tongue and his cock grew longer, harder. He reminded himself that she had been waiting just as long as he had and not to be a selfish bastard. He couldn’t just drive his cock home and slate the insane lust that was riding him hard.

Instead he switched nipples, draining the other one as he’d done the first. Her moan of pleasure and the way she wrapped her hot legs around him and pulled his head closer to her milky flesh told him she was enjoying his ministrations. He let the sweet morsel fall from his mouth and looked down at her with fiery eyes. “I’ll come back for those later.” He knew her body was a wonder, that it would make more of the sweet nectar for him and his children soon.

Making his way down her body he spread her legs with his shoulders and holding her pussy lips open, studied the pink beauty that he’d missed so damn much he’d started seeing it in his sleep. He inhaled her scent for the first time in months, running his nose along the crease of her leg before touching her with his tongue.

She released the breath she’d been holding from the first touch of his tongue. It had been so long since she’d known this amazing feeling. It was better than she remembered. The way he made love to her with his tongue, the sounds of pleasure he made as he enjoyed the taste of her.

She told him without words that she wanted to return the favor, and he switched himself around so

that she could reach him. He’d refused to let her do even this for him while her body healed. She teased the tip of his leaking cock with her tongue before he forcefully pushed the first few inches past her lips.

She’d missed this too, the feel of him swelling on her tongue, the taste of his pre-essence, which she now licked as it left his body in a stream. Now she was the one moaning around his cockmeat as he fed her more and more until he hit the back of her throat.

With her legs wrapped around his ears and her nails digging into his ass holding him in place, they gave each other pleasure until she came in his mouth. She screamed around his cock as her body shook and her mouth worked on him.

Kyle pulled out of her neck after lapping up her juices and threw her onto her back, driving into her with one thrust. Her scream would’ve awakened the babies had he not had the foresight to cover her mouth with his.

Her legs came up around him as he bore down, sending his cock into the very depths of her sweet pussy that still gripped him like a glove. “I remember this.” He reared back and looked down at her as he drilled her hard and deep.

It felt good to be inside his wife again. There’s been something missing the last few weeks when they couldn’t share this. Now he felt complete as he took her lips softly while his cock slid in and out of her. “Can you take me into your womb baby?”

Her answer was to lift her legs higher around his back and arch her back. “Yes please.” Kyle eased his hand between them and teased her clit while speeding up his thrusts. “Cum.” As soon as he felt her body tighten around him he slammed into her seeking his favorite place.

His roar couldn’t be held back once he started shooting off inside her for the first time in way too long. He felt it before the last drop of his seed spilled into her fertile belly. “Did you feel that?” Pushing her hair back he studied her eyes and let her see what was in his. Her ‘oh shit’ made him grin and he would’ve stayed inside her if his son hadn’t started to fret in his crib.

With one last kiss he eased out of her. “I’ll get him.” He left the bed to get his son who was gearing up for a good bellow before his daddy picked him up. As soon as Kellan got his scent and heard his voice he settled down with his fist in his mouth.

Kyle felt that other kind of love that had grown inside him since the moment he knew his child was growing inside her. For a man who’d achieved so much in life, the mountains he’d climbed and obstacles he’d overcame, nothing had ever meant more than this little one he held in his arms, his siblings and their mother. The four of them were without a doubt the most precious of his possessions.

And if he was right, if what he’d just felt as he emptied himself inside her was true, then in nine months there will be another one to add to that place in his heart. There was more than enough room there.

He’d be sure to stay on top of things this time so there were no surprises though. The last one had almost made him pass out in the delivery room, which would not have been cool in front of his wife.

Thank heaven his mom never listened for shit and had shown up a few hours after the delivery, ready to take over. He wouldn’t admit it to her, but he’d never been more grateful for her presence than then. With her and his dad there to help gramps and Ms. Lucille and their crew keep an eye on things, he was able to breathe easy where his family was concerned.