Authors: Carolyn Haines
"My son was killed in a card game, a tragedy." He poured another drink, holding the glass this time as he met my gaze. "You came here for the truth, didn't you? Well, here it is. I found out what Hosea was up to. I got
I
had the local sheriff raid the Crescent.
I
paid him to do what he'd been paid by others not to do. But there were no arrests. No gamblers were busted, no charges were filed. One shot was fired, right into Hosea's heart."
I braced my hands on the arms of the chair. "
"I shot him. I gave him life and I killed him. He wasn't fit to live. He should have been drowned at birth."
His eyes never left mine, and I knew he was feeding off the horror that I felt.
"You've finally got the truth, Miss Delaney. Now what are you going to do with it?" He downed the liquor. "Not a damn thing, that's what. Not a damn thing. Good riddance to Lawrence Ambrose and all of those traitors. I knew what was going on back then. Tom Williams writing his trash, holding up the South to criticism so that everyone who saw his plays viewed us as products of incest. And your Lawrence Ambrose, stirring up trouble. He lived longer than he deserved, and he finally came crawling home to
The contrast between the two old men was a measure of extremes--Lawrence so generous and filled with life; Jebediah drowning in his own venom. "I don't believe anything you've said, except that you probably did kill your own son." I stood up slowly, not trusting my rubbery legs. "I'll remember this day. I'll mark it as the day I encountered true evil."
My legs shook, but I made it to the doorway.
"You think so much of all those artistic types. Ask Rosalyn Bell what she has to hide." He laughed. "Ask her how much money a dance teacher in Zinnia makes. When you get the right answers, maybe you'll quit poking around in the past before you get hurt."
I walked straight down the hallway. The front door was open, and I walked through it. Stepping onto the porch, I sensed someone beside me. Deloris stared at me, unflinching, from a swing.
"Don't bother calling the police. They won't do anything." She rose to her feet, a motion fluid and controlled, just like her voice. "Everyone thinks he's crazy, because of the cancer, but he's not. He's just mean. And he's dying and terrified." Her smile was contented. "It'll be over in a matter of months. The fear will kill him if the cancer doesn't."
"He's your father." A wind had blown up, skittering dead pecan leaves across the freshly painted boards of the porch.
"I am the daughter of his blood." Her lips drew tighter, revealing perfect white teeth. "I am exactly what he deserves."
She walked back inside and closed the door in my face.
19
Instead of going straight to Lula, I took a detour, needing the solitude of a drive. A steady rain had begun to drench the empty cotton fields that stretched on either side of the road, and when I rolled the window down to get a better look at a shotgun-blasted road sign, the odor of the rich, rain-soaked soil wafted up to me. Nothing in my life had ever smelled so much like wealth. Not money, but wealth. It was something that not everyone understood.
I'd gone miles out of my way to drive along one of the older highways, a little-used thoroughfare that hugged the tall levee that restrained the
61 Highway is a four-lane now, a quick ride north to
I turned left on a dirt road and drove on top of the levee. The other side, the western side, is a wilderness of breaks, ponds, and woodlands--a hunter's paradise.
On the eastern side of the levee, cattle grazed and old shotgun shanties eroded in the shadow of the huge man-made bank. Only a few yards distant were the cotton fields, wide open so the crop dusters can spray with ease.
In 1927, the old levee broke. Hundreds of thousands of acres flooded. Hundreds of people and thousands of animals drowned as the river the Indians had named Father of Waters swept over that flat, flat land. The Corps of Engineers built the new, improved levee, and the wild spirit of the river was contained. For the moment.
Like all things regarding nature, the levee is a solution with a price. Without the flooding, the rich soil of the Delta is not replenished.
I stopped the car on top of the levee and listened to the rain pounding on the roof. The weather reflected my thoughts, and it was with grim satisfaction that I realized that I needed a dose of Denise LaSalle. Or Muddy Waters. Or B.B. King. To truly enjoy the pleasures of a good depression, you have to keep one finger on the pulse of vital life, which is exactly the point of the blues. I found a tape and slotted it into the player. Robert Johnson, one of the most mysterious of the bluesmen, sang about trading his soul to the devil at the crossroads for a talent to play the guitar. There were plenty of people who believed that the young singer and guitar player had done just that.
After Jebediah Archer, I, too, believed that a man might sell his soul for power. This case had taught me that some people sold their souls for a lot less satisfaction than being able to play the blues.
At any rate, I'd spent enough time searching the rainy Delta landscape for answers that would not be found in the fallow cotton fields. I'd needed the time to absorb what had transpired in
The grand mystery of who killed Hosea Archer was solved. Hosea's father, a man with enough power to escape prosecution, had set up a bust and then taken the opportunity to destroy the child he'd created. Instead of outrage, I felt a sickening pity. Jebediah had lived longer than anyone ought. And he'd lived in a hell of his own creation. That he had undoubtedly destroyed everyone whose life had intimately touched his went without saying. But his punishment was meted out minute by minute, day by day. Nothing I could do to him would be worse. I eased down on the gas and negotiated the steep, muddy road down the levee and made it back to pavement.
The truth struck with deadly force. Harold had known all of this, as had Tinkie's father. How, I didn't know. It was part of doing business in a small town and a poor state, the secrets and weaknesses of those who had money and those who needed it. This kind of knowledge was part of the power, the world of men. Women were excluded. Being the fragile flowers of the South, we needed protection from harsh reality.
This was a train of thought as depressing as the rain. I realized I'd been sitting at an intersection for at least ten minutes, the only vehicle for as far as the eye could see. Way across the cotton field to my right was a tiny white church. It seemed to have sprouted from the field, unprotected in the vast expanse of land. From a distance, it looked abandoned, and I'd passed enough of these churches to know that if I drove to it, the cement block structure, painted white, would bear a name like Mt. Zion Free Church or Mt. Sinai Tabernacle. For a land that didn't contain a hillock for a hundred miles, the namers of churches were big on Mounts.
I'd lost my taste for Lula and the long-buried secrets of the Crescent casino. Back in 1991,
I turned the car eastward, away from the river, and headed inland toward the huge old
The narrow asphalt road clung to the outer rim of the lake, a beautiful drive and movingly solitary, except for the small clusters of civilization where homes had been built on the water. As I drove along, stretches of steel gray water flashed through the trunks of cypress and tupelo gum. The rain had slackened a bit but was still falling, and a mist was forming in the center of the lake.
It was going to be an evening for ghosts, and I regretted my decision to drive to Lula all over again. Senator Archer had spooked me. He'd made me understand the past was a dangerous place.
My destination was less than four miles away, though, and I'd be damned if I was going to turn back now. I drove on, passing a few tiny dining establishments and finally coming upon a grand old building that faced the lake with a series of wraparound porches on three levels. I'd never seen a building look so much like a beached riverboat. There was no question that this was the old Crescent casino, though it now bore the name of Quarter Moon Lodge.
Even in the fading afternoon light it was clear that the lodge had seen better days. The paint was peeling and the parking lot was almost empty. This was not a holiday hot spot.
New Year's Eve was less than forty-eight hours away, a thought that sent my depression level down another ten degrees. I'd make this quick--a cursory questioning of the current owners.
The young woman behind the counter looked startled to see me. I noticed the glass of wine and burning cigarette, and the open magazine.
Vanity Fair.
She was keeping up with the outside world even if she was stuck on the back side of nowhere.
"Is the owner around?" I asked, giving my professional smile.
"Maybe." She took a drag off her cigarette. "Who wants to know?"
I explained that I was interested in the history of the lodge. Her attitude didn't bother me--she was sharp-eyed and alert.
"What are you doing, writing a book?" she asked.
It was the lie that launched my career, and I smiled wide as I embraced it once again.
"Must be an epidemic going around. Johnny said some other fella stopped by yesterday while I was buying groceries. Anyway, enough shit's happened around here, you could write a series." She stabbed out her cigarette and pulled another from the pack. "It's a good thing this place has a past, otherwise it would be a fucking pit of limbo. Nothing happens here now." She waved me into a seat at the counter.
Behind her the swinging door inched open and a young boy's head peered through. "Mama?"
"Finish your sandwich, Johnny," she said. "I'll be there in a few minutes."
"Cecil wants to know if he should stay to cook or go home."
The boy was about eight or nine, a handsome child with straight dark hair that was cut just above beautiful eyebrows, exactly like his mother's.
The woman gave me a look. "Are you eating or just talking?"
"Eating," I said, suddenly realizing that I'd missed a meal--a true sign of depression--and that I wanted to talk to this woman. "I'd like a glass of wine, too, please."
She reached under the counter and produced a wineglass and a bottle. "Unless you want to go in the dining room and eat all by yourself, you can stay here, and I'll tell you all about the grand and notorious past of my current establishment and how I came to live in this backwater."
"I'm happy to be here," I said, scooching my chair up closer to the counter so I could lean on my elbows.
"Cecil makes an excellent grilled catfish with sauteed squash, peppers, and andouille sausage."
"Perfect," I agreed.
"Tell him the catfish, Johnny. Make it two." She grinned at me. She was probably about my age, but when I'd first seen her she'd looked younger. "What evil wind blew you in here?" she asked. "Mostly we get the geriatric set trying to dredge up memories of the past."
"My book." I shrugged nonchalantly.
She nodded. "A lot of writers used to hang out here. Tennessee Williams, that guy who just died, something Ambrose. Lots of actors, too. Some pretty famous ones in the past. We still get a few, during duck season." She looked around at the empty place. "If I can hang on another couple of weeks, I can make it another duck season."