Can't Get Enough (12 page)

“If you move once more, it won't just be your ass that I spank.”

My legs quivered and I could feel my knickers soak. He slapped my ass again, hard, and I let out a low moan. Swiftly he spanked me, first one cheek then the other. I fought to stay still, my calves and thighs aching, my fingertips pressed tightly to the wooden bench beneath me. Embarrassingly quickly I began to beg, the swift swat of his hand on my ass and the careless strength of the hand pinning me to the counter combining to make me wet and quivering, desperate.

“Please, please.” I almost sobbed.

He stopped spanking and gently stroked my ass over my jeans. “Please what?”

“Please Aral, I want to, I need to come.” I couldn't hold the position anymore and let my heels drop, let my body rest on the counter. He leaned down and looped his arm through mine, holding it tight with his hand, broad and warm on the back of my neck, pressing my cheek against the cool wood.

“You moved.” He nudged my legs apart, not gently but still mindful of my bare feet. He placed his hand over my mouth, cupping it gently. “Three slaps for that. Since you did so well at first. Three slaps, then we'll see about letting you come.”

I shuddered in his grip, fear sparking along my veins. I braced myself, but he simply stroked me through my jeans for a moment, unbearably lightly. I could hear the ticking of the timer over everything, relentless. I closed my eyes, squeezing them shut. He leaned down, mouth against my ear, crushing my body into the wood.

“Count them.”

He straightened, then his hand rose and fell and I choked out a moan. The tips of his fingers landed over my aching clit and I felt a spasm run through me.

“One,” I gasped.

His hand rose and fell, harder this time and I fought to stay still, to not rise to my toes again.

“Two,” I whimpered.

“Brace yourself.”

I swallowed and squeezed my eyes shut, pressed myself into the wood. His hand rose and fell, the same weight and swing as he'd used on my ass.

“Three,” I sobbed.

“Good.” He let go of my neck and buried his hand in my hair, then hauled me upright, pulling my head back; my arm still looped through his forced me into a graceful arc. “Very good.” He bit my neck and reached down to undo my jeans, my
legs still spread wide by his booted feet. “You may come after all…as long as it's before the timer runs out.”

He dipped his fingers beneath the softness of my belly, beneath my underwear. My breath came in shuddering sobs, erratic moans. When he pushed his fingers into my soaked quim I keened, high and loud. “Yes, fuck Orya, that's it.” Aral's voice was rough. “Just like that. God you're wet.” My hips jerked uncontrollably as he circled my clit with one finger. He bit my neck again. “Moan for me, Orya, come for me.” He plunged two fingers into me, pressing the base of his thumb against my clit, and I arched up, thighs spasming, clenching around his fingers.

I moaned his name, high and loud, as I came.

He drew his fingers out of my jeans, stroking along my clit, and I spasmed against him again. With my head still pulled back he ran one of his fingers over my lips. He let go of my hair and turned me to face him, as he licked my wetness from his hand. When he was finished he spoke.

“Your cookies should be ready.”

I could hear a car pulling up, doors slamming as someone else arrived. He brushed his damp fingers against my lips again, then pulled me into a vicious kiss. I heard the first guest call my name and he let me go and went to meet them, leaving me trembling and spent in the middle of the kitchen. The timer buzzed, loud and harsh, prompting me to move.

I wondered when he would come to take his own pleasure and shivered at the thought.

Throughout the night I would look over at him and he would smile, run his fingers over his lips, wink at me. Each time my heart would skip a beat and my thighs quiver. The anticipation was electric, making the hairs on the nape of my neck stand on end. I began to avoid the kitchen; each time I entered I could feel
myself soak and swell again, the memory making me squirm.

After my third drink I put my glass down on the table and walked to the bathroom, smiling brightly at my friends as I passed. I couldn't see Aral, and I breathed deeply, not sure if I was disappointed or relieved.

My quim ached and when I pushed my jeans down I saw that I hadn't just soaked my knickers, but even my jeans were damp. Not enough to totally embarrass myself, but enough that I felt that blush rising again. I turned and flushed, then washed my hands. The water ran cool over my fingers and I heard the click of the lock disengaging on the door; my head flew up and in the mirror I saw Aral slide through the door and shut it behind him, locking it, and putting a sliver of metal back into his pocket.

“My turn.” His eyes locked with mine in the mirror. He came to stand behind me, hands stroking up my waist to my breasts. “I want to fuck you, Orya.”

I felt my breath stutter. “I don't have protection.”

He smiled at me in the mirror. “After that first swat on your ass, I went and got mine.” He bit down on my neck. “I knew what I wanted to do. I've known that from the first moment I met you, but it never seemed like the right time. Or place.”

“But the kitchen and the bathroom, at a party, are the right time and place?” My voice was breathy, too high.

“No, but I couldn't pass up that little moan, that little gasp.” His hand moved beneath my shirt, pulling at my nipples through the thin fabric of my bra. “And I can't wait for all these people to leave. Not knowing how wet you are, how fucking responsive you are.” His hand clenched on my hip, on my breast, and I moaned. “Just like that. Fuck.”

He began to undo my jeans again, pushing them over my ass. “Hold on to the counter,” he murmured. He spanked my bare ass a few times, then pulled the condom from his pocket and
opened it with his teeth. “Bend over more, Orya.” I heard him undo his zip and watched in the mirror as he pulled his cock through the opening, his jeans blue against the dark skin and hair, his hand fisted around himself.

I leaned over the sink, bending over my arms, legs held together by my jeans; as Aral rolled the condom over his hard cock he ran his hand over my ass, then slipped his thumb inside my quim.

“Still so fucking wet.” He landed a swat on my ass. “Up on your toes again.”

I pushed up to my toes and felt his hands grab my ass, kneading it, spreading me wide, then the first touch of his cock, huge against the slickness of my quim. I let out a soft moan as he pushed in, his cock hard and thick, sliding into me. His fingers clenched hard, and I knew I would have bruises.

“Fuck. Fuck.” Aral's voice was raw, rough. “Touch yourself, Orya, I want to see you make yourself come.” His eyes were still locked on mine in the mirror. “I want to see your face when you come while I fuck you.”

He withdrew and snapped his hips forward and I closed my eyes, moaning, then pushed one hand between my legs. At the first touch on my clit I dropped my head to rest on my other arm. Aral growled and pulled my head up by my hair.

“No, keep your head up, your eyes open. I want to see you come apart.” He thrust again, pushing me forward onto my fingers. I moaned, mouth open, red and wanting. Aral snarled. “That's it. Fuck. I can't, I can't wait any longer.” He let go of my hair and grabbed my hips, slamming into me over and over. I rode my own fingers, trying to keep my eyes open, watching Aral's face as he thrust. His hips hammered into me, shoving my hips against the sink. I bit down on my lips, my tongue, trying to be quiet, the sounds of the party filtering through the
open window, the door, a murmur of noise beneath the sound of his flesh slamming into mine. He watched me and I watched him and I felt the burn rising from my feet and up my trembling thighs to burst between my legs; I curled up and he hissed, low, then wrenched my head up by my hair again.

“I want to watch you.” He punctuated each word with a vicious thrust, my quim clenching and gripping him as I whimpered through my orgasm. The tremble sent him over the edge and I watched as he came, snarling through his teeth, fierce and beautiful in the harsh light.

He let go of my hair, lazily thrusting a few times before he pulled out, spanking me once then tying the condom in a knot and dropping it into the trash. I pushed myself upright and pulled my jeans over my slightly stinging ass; Aral tucked himself back into his pants and did them up, then pressed himself against my back, nuzzling my neck as he zipped my pants back up and buttoned them.

“Next time, Orya? I
will
take my time with you.” He turned me around and caught my lips in a kiss, then lifted my still-damp fingers to his mouth, sucking gently at the tips. I shivered. He slapped my ass and turned away; I unlocked the door and slipped back into the party, the sting of his hand on my ass tingling.

WON'T LAST THE WEEK

Preston Avery

Sunday

I
meet her at a barbecue. We discover that we are friends of friends or maybe neighbors of friends of friends, or it could be friends of neighbors' friends. I am struck stupid by lust the second I see her. The moment is one that I am familiar with, but the intensity makes it different. I can't tell you what she likes to drink or what she does for a living. The problem is I don't remember
those
details, but I can tell you that we both like the old Dashboard Confessional albums and that I must have her. Regardless of, well, anything. When I approach her she smiles at me like she has been waiting for me her whole life. She lights up from the inside, just because I am there. I think maybe that's where the intensity comes in. I make my play for her just like I have made these plays before, but this isn't preseason or even the playoffs. Here and now, I'm going for a title.

We spend the night on the beach and though we talk, sharing certain little bits and pieces of ourselves, the conversation
isn't what holds me. It's the magnetic pull of her body and her mouth. I don't want her to use it for speaking anymore. And then as if she knows the exact direction of my thoughts, she's done talking too. We taste each other, making sounds that are not words but older than time. Hunger fuels me. Like I haven't eaten in weeks and she is a perfectly prepared rib eye. I know I probably shouldn't liken her to a piece of meat, but for a carnivore like me, that is the ultimate compliment. A really good steak compares to little else, and she is making me lose my taste for anything but her.

She isn't skinny like the girls I usually go for, like my ideal “on paper” woman, but curved and soft and she fits me just right. Her breasts are big with a delicious slope to them, and I know they will overflow my grasp. I could bury my face in the valley between them and never come up for air. I could have seconds and thirds and fourths of her and die a gluttonous happy man. She does everything I lead her into. I don't ask—words are still lost to us. The first time I lower my hand to one of those gorgeous mounds, hidden beneath a thin blue cotton shirt, she doesn't protest or push me away—she arches into me, into my touch, and makes the most beautiful noise in her throat. That moment, those moments, are all that I can feel. The future is as unreal to me as a unicorn on the planet Saturn. That place where names and phone numbers matter is at least a world away.

Monday

I wake up before the alarm, still sandy and sticky from her. After finally getting home, I hadn't showered, refusing to rinse away that last tactile reminder. I hope that she still smells like me, covered in my sweat and saliva and semen. I spend a long time staring at the ceiling. I lick my lips and call to mind the texture of her pebbled nipples, the taste of her swollen, beer-rinsed
pussy after she had stretched and flexed around me. I am hard but can't even bring myself to move, sure that will break the spell of my reverie. It's a weird sort of paralysis. Wanting to fuck my hand but knowing that stroking my dick will be a shadow of what I am imagining, what I am remembering. So I just stare at the dingy white above me until my erection subsides a little, until my alarm goes off and I have to shower because I need a paycheck and people need their packages.

Tuesday

I wish I had never met her. Especially now at 3:18 a.m., when the last thing I should be doing is ceiling gazing. I wake up with my cock like stone and my dreams suffused with her scent. I wish I could identify that smell. If she smelled like citrus and I could eat an orange, maybe I could get my head clear. Clearer at least. I can't place it, though. Or straighten any of it out.

She smells like summer, like sweet salt sweat and something that blooms, like the ocean and the sun. I have only seen her in sixty-watt fluorescents and slightly waning moonlight, and I actually have no idea what the sun smells like, but I bet it smells like her. Just pulsing and hot.

This morning the touch of my own hand isn't seeming so uncalled for. An unworthy substitute, yes, for the soft, moist clutch of her cunt, or her mouth—but sleep will be impossible until my wayward appendage is at least appeased. And so I do what I must, and take myself into my rough palm. My hand doesn't feel anything like hers, but I know exactly what to do and so it works in the way Ramen noodles can still fill you up and taste okay. One hand tugs while the other cups my balls, pulsing my index finger very slightly into my asshole. Jesus, what a gorgeous sensation when she did that to me. The memory pushes me over and once I shoot on my chest and stomach, I
pause for breath and rub the come into my skin in lazy circles, feeling momentarily less urgent but still lacking.