Chosen by the Sheikh (10 page)

Tariq looked amused by her confession. ‘You must tell me about that one day. But just now I have an urgent and compelling need to hear you say you'll marry me.'

Beatrice reached up and took his face between her hands. ‘I love you, Tariq Al Kamal, and I want more than anything to be your wife. But are you totally sure,' she added with a worried frown, ‘that this is a good idea? I have a habit of saying the wrong thing, and—'

He placed a finger on her lips to still the flow. ‘I want a wife, not a diplomat,' he chided. ‘And I have no problem with you speaking your mind. You can say whatever you like, so long as one of the things you say is that you love me.'

‘I think I can manage that,' she admitted, looking at him with a love shining in her eyes that spoke louder than any words.

‘So that is settled,' he said, sliding his hands down to her bottom and pulling her to him. ‘Enough talking. If I don't kiss you right now I will expire.'

‘People don't die for lack of kisses,' she teased, running a loving finger down the strong curve of his cheek.

‘I wouldn't like to put it to the test,' Tariq admitted as he caught her hand and raised it to his lips. The laughter died from
his eyes as he scanned her face and added, ‘I could live without you, Beatrice. But it would be only half a life, and I would not be a whole person.'

She was touched too deeply for words by his declaration, and tears of emotion flooded Beatrice's eyes as she raised herself up on tiptoe and pressed her lips tenderly to his.

‘You are the best person I know,' she said fiercely. ‘I've always taken pride in not needing anyone, but now I'm proud I need you. Take me home, Tariq?'

‘To Zarhat?'

‘My home,' she said simply, smiling at the discovery, ‘is where you are.'

Lynn Raye Harris

D
R
. G
ENEVA
G
RAY
was asleep in her tent when the ruckus outside awoke her. Last night she'd fallen into bed so exhausted that she'd not undressed. Consequently she had nothing to pull on except her shoes before she stumbled outside in the pre-dawn darkness to see what the commotion was.

A group of riders in traditional desert garb whirled their mounts through the encampment, poking into bags and boxes and upending all the work the team had done in the last several days. Genie cried out as a box broke open and precious artifacts spilled onto the sand.

One of the men on horseback looked up sharply at her cry. A moment later he spurred his horse forward. Genie was riveted to the spot as the horse pounded toward her. It was like a dream, where she was being chased by a huge monster and couldn't seem to move. Her heart thudded, her brain screamed for her to run, but her feet wouldn't work.

Until he was nearly upon her.

Her feet came unglued and she spun to dash behind one of the tents. Behind her, the horse's hooves churned up the sand, coming closer and closer. She managed to duck under a tent flap, then stood and listened carefully for any movement outside. The horse circled the tent. Genie crossed to the other side and waited until she could hear the horse opposite before she made a run for it.

People were screaming and yelling in the night—male voices speaking English, Arabic and Egyptian. If she could just get
to one of the Land Rovers she'd be safe. The keys were usually inside—who would steal a Land Rover in the middle of the desert?—and if she could start one up she could use it as a weapon against these intruders. At the very least she could help some of her team to escape.

She could see the cars glinting in the increasing light as she ran.

Almost there, almost there…

Genie had her fingers on the door handle when she was ripped backward and hauled up against a wiry body. Sharp, warm steel rested in the hollow of her throat, and a man spoke in an Arab dialect that it took her a moment to place.

When she did, the pain of bittersweet memories and regret flooded her. She barely had time to remember before everything went black.

 

She did not know how far they had traveled, or how long she had been unconscious, but when Genie awoke she was surrounded by sound. Soft, lilting sound that grew more excited as she opened her eyes and blinked. A face came into view, hovering over her. And then another.

Women, she realized, with a profound sense of relief.

The women urged her up, then took her to a basin filled with fragrant water. Despite her protests, they undressed and washed her, then refused to let her put her own clothes back on. Instead, they produced a sky blue robe and veil made of silk and tissue and embroidered with gold thread. Genie gave up and pulled the garments on, since hers seemed to have disappeared in the interim. She was thankful, at least in some respects, for the soft material against her skin instead of the coarse cotton of her work clothes.

“Where am I?” she asked, once she'd finished.

But the women could only shake their heads and speak in the dialect she'd earlier recognized as Bah'sharan.

Could she be in Bah'shar? That thought terrified her—and not because she was a prisoner here and had no idea when or how she would escape.

No, it terrified her because of a man. A man whose memory she'd been running from for the past ten years.

The women gave her food and water and left her. By the time they returned at least an hour had passed. They formed a phalanx around her and herded her toward a big goat-hair tent in the center of the cluster. She had no choice but to pass inside. The tent was large, with ornate carpets blanketing the floors and walls. Men in traditional desert garb reclined on the floor, lounging against tufted cushions. A servant moved between them, filling cups from a hammered copper pot.

One of the men began to speak as they walked in. Genie's attention was riveted on him, because he seemed to be talking about her. He was old, with stained teeth and graying hair, and he addressed another man who sat a little higher, and whose place seemed more ornate than the others surrounding him.

Genie followed the old man's hand gestures from her to the other man—

Her heart stopped. Time stood still. The man on the dais gazed at her indifferently, his black eyes and handsome face so cold and hard that she might not have recognized him if she hadn't known him so well.

Used
to know him, Genie.

She hadn't seen him since college. She blinked, wondering if her eyes were fooling her—but no, it
was
Zafir.

He was still as exotic and compelling as that last day she'd seen him. The day he'd shattered her heart with the truth. She took a halting step forward. Could she possibly face him again? She
had
to. Her freedom—maybe even her life—depended on it.

She took another step, but one of the women grabbed her robe from behind and held it fast.

Desperation drove Genie forward. Zafir was her salvation, her hope. He would not harm her—not again. He no longer had the power to hurt her the way he had years ago. For that she would need to love him. And she most definitely did not.

Genie ripped the veil from her head.

 

King Zafir bin Rashid al-Khalifa did not care for surprises. He especially didn't care for surprises like this. Many of the desert chieftains still clung to the old ways—he expected that, and he expected to be given gifts they deemed worthy of his station as their king. He'd even expected to be given women, though he did not desire to start a harem. And he'd always known how he would deal with it since to refuse would cause insult.

Later, he might not care whether he caused insult or not. But right now, with his reign so new, he needed these sheikhs to stop feuding and unite behind him. The future of Bah'shar depended upon it.

Yes, he'd expected women. And he'd expected he would take them back to the royal palace and give them jobs in his household. What he had
not
expected was a woman who clearly did not belong here. A woman who made the past crash down on him like an imploding building.

He blinked, but she did not fade away. She stood with her chin thrust up defiantly, her veil clutched in one hand while the other women melted away.

Genie Gray—here in the flesh. The one woman he'd thought understood him.

She hadn't, of course. He'd been taken by her beauty and intelligence, and by the life he'd led for a brief time in an American university. He'd let himself forget that he was a prince of the desert. She had never forgotten.

His gaze slid over her. Her hair, which had always been the color of new copper, was now cropped shockingly short. A memory of him winding it around his fist while he made love to her in his apartment came to him. He shoved it away.

Surprisingly, the short hair suited her—made her seem more feminine rather than less. Heat uncoiled inside him, but he ruthlessly stamped it down. They'd said all they'd needed to say ten years ago.

Sheikh Daud Abu Bakr didn't seem to realize at first that his prize had removed her veil. When he did, however, he began to lumber to his feet.

Zafir stopped him with a word. He wanted them all gone before he confronted this particular
djinn
. “I accept your gift, Sheikh Abu Bakr.”

The old man sat back down with a huff. No one said anything else. There was nothing more to say. Zafir waved them all away. They rose and made their bows before filing from the tent.

Genie stood in the same spot she'd occupied since she removed her veil, her gray eyes huge as she watched him.

Zafir leaned back against the cushion. “Well, Genie, what brings you to Bah'shar? I seem to remember you refused my invitation once.”

“We were on a dig,” she said, ignoring the jibe. “Across the border. Our camp was overrun and I was taken hostage. I have no idea what happened to the others.”

“Ah, so it was work. Of course. I should have known.”

Work. With her it was always her work. He'd offered her so much more—a life with him as a cherished companion—but she'd refused. He should have known she would do so. He could still remember the look in her eyes when he'd explained why he couldn't ever marry her.

He'd lived in America long enough to know better, but he'd been convinced she loved him. Convinced that she understood—that she would give up everything and come with him.

Her expression hardened. “Yes. Important work. I—”

“Do not worry,” Zafir said, cutting her off. “I will find out what happened to your people and make sure everyone is well.”

A breath huffed out of her. “Thank you.” She twisted the fabric of the veil between her fingers, her eyes dropping away from his for a moment. “And how is your
wife
?”

“I'm sure you mean
wives
,” he said coolly. Yes, he'd had to tell her that his father had arranged a marriage when he was a child and that he was expected to honor the agreement. It had nothing to do with love, and everything to do with duty. She hadn't understood.

Duty.
It was a word he sometimes wished he'd never heard.

Her head snapped up. “Of course,” she said, the tremble of her lips gone in an instant.

He'd wanted to hurt her and he'd succeeded. But now he felt guilty—as if he'd kicked a puppy. “My first wife died,” he said evenly. “I am divorced from the second.”

Genie blinked. “Oh. I'm sorry,” she added.

Zafir shrugged. It was what people always said, and yet he could not accept it without feeling the usual well of loneliness—and guilt—within. He'd been alone most of his life; being married had not changed that. In some ways it had actually made it worse.

Jasmin had died because of him. And Layla? Layla had surely done what she had because of him as well.

Death, it seemed, followed him.

“These things happen,” he said, because he had to say something. “And my second wife would have made a terrible queen, so divorce was not such a bad choice in that case.”

Though he certainly hadn't divorced Layla for her inability to be a queen.

Genie's eyes widened. “Qu-queen? But you weren't…”

“The Crown Prince?” he finished. “No, I was not.”

Once again death had played its part in forcing his life along paths he would not have chosen.

“My brother has been gone for a year now. My father died a month ago. I am now King of Bah'shar.”

She looked stunned. Yes, he could well imagine. It was not what he'd ever expected to do. Not what he'd wanted or studied so hard for. He'd gone for an engineering and architecture degree so he could build things while his older brother prepared to be king. Together they would take Bah'shar into the future, make her bigger, better, more capable than she had been under the rule of their father.

Now he had to do it alone. Always, always alone.

Genie dipped her chin to her chest and swallowed. When she looked up again, her eyes were clear. “I'm sorry for your loss, Zafir. For both your father and your brother.”

“Thank you.”

“I've taken enough of your time,” she continued. “If you could return me to my camp now, I'd be grateful.”

Resentment flared to life inside him. She'd been the only woman—the only person, really—he'd ever felt close to. The only one who'd ever seemed to stem the tide of loneliness within him. But to her it had meant nothing. Like every other woman he'd ever known, she'd been with him because of what he was, not who he was inside.

She'd seemed different from the others, but the reality was that he'd been too taken with her to see the truth. She was no different than Jasmin or Layla or any of the women he'd ever dated.

He stewed with hate, regret, and, yes, even desire—and she stood there, completely unaffected. He had a sudden urge to punish her, to show her what she'd given up and could never have again. “How grateful?”

She blinked. “I'm sorry?”

He climbed to his feet. She took a step back as he moved toward her. He refused to let it bother him. Once she would have rushed into his arms. Once she would have melted beneath him.

He stopped in front of her. Her head tilted back, her gray eyes searching his. For a moment he could almost think he was somewhere else. Another time, another place.

Zafir couldn't stop himself from touching her hair. The contact was brief, but her mouth opened, her tongue darting out to moisten her lips. Need rocketed through him. Need he forced away.

“And how well do your pickaxes and pottery shards keep you warm at night,
habiba
? Is it all you thought it would be?”

She glared at him. “You know that's not the only reason why it didn't work out between us. You lied to me, Zafir.”

He almost laughed. No one dared to talk to him the way she did—certainly not now that he was king. “I told you the truth,
habiba
.”

“You should have told me from the beginning.”

“We did not know each other well enough.”

She looked outraged. “You were engaged, Zafir, and you slept with me for six months without ever letting me know that fact. I don't think knowing each other had anything to do with it! You didn't want anything to interfere with your ability to get me into bed.”

He couldn't stop the smirk that crossed his face. “As if that was so difficult, Genie.”

She blushed, and he knew she was remembering their first night together. Their first date. She hadn't been a virgin, but she hadn't been experienced either.

“I'd like to go back to my camp now,” she said primly.

“Of course you would,” he said, coming to a decision. “And yet I am afraid this is not possible.”

Her head snapped up, her eyes blazing suddenly. “What do you mean, not possible?”