Cord SEAL Team Seven (Book 5) (9 page)

Climbing back onto the bed between her legs, I leaned over and rubbed my cock up and down her pussy slit. She really went crazy then her ass writhing all over the bed as she begged me without words to fuck.

I put the head of my cock inside her hot pussy and slid in and out, fucking her with just the tip, not going anywhere near her hymen except to tap against it teasingly. Pressing down on both sides of her clit with my fingers, I bit into her neck. “Cum!”

She showered my cock with her sweet pussy juice as I held it in place making sure I didn’t go any deeper. This was the first time I’d let her feel my cock between her legs. I’ve never even let her see me, not my whole length, sure that my size would put fear in her virgin heart. I held still until she came down, nibbling on her lips, smoothing her hair, until her breathing evened out.

My nuts hurt like a son of a bitch, I needed relief. “Close your eyes.” She pouted but did as I asked. “Give me your hand, I want you to feel.” I led her hand to my balls as I leaned over her tits with my cock in hand. I stroked my meat until cum sprayed out of the tip, covering her chest and half her face. I even caught her hair.

“Open your mouth.” With her eyes still closed I let the last of my seed drip onto her tongue then cleaned her chest and face with my cockhead and fed it to her. Her greedy ass tried to suck my cockhead back into her mouth. For the first time, I had my meat in her mouth. The feel of her little tongue licking cum from my tip as she cleaned me enticed me to slam into her throat. Still I had enough control left, barely, to feed her just the fat head.

Her lips were obscenely stretched around my cockhead as she moved her head back and forth greedily. I let her have her fun until my cock got sore. “Enough baby.” I pulled out of her mouth and tapped her cheek with the heaviness of my cock. She opened her mouth like a baby bird waiting to be fed. “No more.”

I ran a finger down her cheek before kissing her lips and climbing off the bed. “Good girl, you can open them now.” Her eyes flew to my cock but it was already covered. I stood over her, looking down, for what seemed like hours. While she looked back at me with hunger and need, mixed with a tinge of virginal fear.

The only reason I didn’t fall on her then and there is because that little bit of control was hanging on by a thread. I knew it wasn’t time, knew that when I finally take her, it must be more than a quick hot fuck to shoot one off. It’s going to be an ownership, an overtaking of one living soul by another. I won’t have it any other way.

I have to own her, every last part of her. Because she’s the one my heart had chosen, and it was the only way for a man like me. Fucking her for the first time just to outrun my own demons, would tarnish that, would rob my gem of what was rightfully hers. All of me!

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SUSIE

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By the time I made it back to the girls I was raving mad and my body was on fire. I’d held it in very well since I didn’t want my ass heated up, but if I could get away with it I’d brain him but good. How could he? What kind of twisted bastard was he, to tease me like that?

“What’s wrong with you?” Vanessa clocked me with her eyes as I made my way across the living room. I’ve never discussed any of the things Cord and I did together, not that he’d ever told me not to, I just took it as a given. But I was mad enough to throw caution to the wind. “Beat it Davey.” He rolled his eyes, mumbled something under his breath and hotfooted it out the door back to Cord’s place no doubt.

I told them just enough so they’d get the picture without going into too much detail. You could hear a pin drop. “Oh my…” Dani fanned herself while the others stared wide-eyed. “Ahem, and I’m guessing from your reaction he’s never uh done this before?”

“Nope, but it’s the first time we ever came this close to going all the way. The pigheaded son of a bitch.”

That opened a whole new can of worms and everyone started talking at once. “You and Cord have never gone all the way.” Vicki said it more as a statement of disbelief than a question. “No we haven’t not for my lack of trying. I mean what’s wrong with me? Why wouldn’t he…you know?” I shrugged my shoulders even as I knew the answer to my own question.

I knew I was being unfair, after all he’d explained things to me, but couldn’t he see how frustrating this was for me? What do I need to do to convince him that I’m beyond ready? If I was any more ready I’d combust.

“If Logan did that to me as hot as it sounds I’d skin him.”

“Yes but imagine the anticipation. Oooh, Connor’s getting jumped tonight.” Dani gave a mock shiver and gulped her water. See, even the pregnant woman is getting more action than me.

“Okay, we know these guys have control issues but there’s something else going on here, and since it’s Cord, I can only imagine.” Vanessa sat forward in her chair. I was starting to get nervous, like maybe I’d shared too much, but then they started throwing around ideas.

“Well you’re just gonna have to seduce him.”

“What? Gaby, are you nuts? I wouldn’t even begin to know how to do that.”

“Of course you do. Have you seen the way he looks at you whenever you’re in the same room together?”

“No, how does he look at me?”

“Like he’d die for you. You should see him when he gets distracted by one of the others and turn around to find you gone. He’s on high alert until you come back into the room. It’s so cute.”

I have to admit her words made me giddy, but I was still not sure about her idea. So far Cord has been calling the shots in that department, and green as I am that’s just fine by me. Plus I’m not sure how well my trying to turn the tables will go over. He tends to like doing things his way, and that’s that. If her little plan goes awry it’s going to be my ass on the line.

Knowing Gaby though, once she gets an idea in her head you’d need a stick of dynamite to get it out. “I have the perfect thing for you to wear.” Dani had the wickedest smile on her face and a gleam in her eye. That did not bode well for me

“Uh, Dani I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I’m more jeans and tees than lace and silk.”

“Trust me you’re gonna look amazing in this. I picked it up on a dare from Gaby a while back but never had the courage to actually wear it. But with your figure, it’ll be smashing on you.”

“Oh yes and we can do your hair and nails and…” Gaby was already halfway out of the room before I could say yes or no. I was already regretting this whatever it was, but of course I went along with it.

My guts were in knots by the time they were through primping me from head to toe and it was time for me to go back to his place to get dinner started.

CORD

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“S
usie, come here.” I could see and hear the others leaving their homes to head over to mine, so I had to make this quick. She didn’t know it, but I’ve been watching her every move from beneath hooded lids since I walked in the door. She’s been avoiding me ever since I came out of the shower, thinks I didn’t notice, but I’m so tuned into her I don’t miss a damn thing where she’s concerned.

It’s funny really, and I hate to admit it, but Ty might be right. I am definitely bitch made. I haven’t even fucked yet and I’m all the way gone. I wake up hard and go to bed harder. When we’re apart for more than five minutes I go into fucking withdrawal and start snapping at everyone in a five-mile radius, before I have to go find her. Something I’ve been guilty of more and more lately since she has me on a damn leash.

I don’t know what, but I know she and her girls were up to some shit. I’d felt her little pique ever since we climbed out of bed this afternoon and understood how she felt. For fuck sake my balls were about to change color and I’m more experienced than she is. So I can only imagine what a little innocent like her must be feeling. She has no idea how close she came to being fucked this afternoon. How hard it was for me to pull out before I fully breeched her. But the time hadn’t been right no matter how much we both wanted it.

Now I’d been in the house a full hour and she’s been avoiding me. There was no telling what was going through her mind. I just hope my nosy ass sisters hadn’t put her up to anything that was gonna get her ass in trouble.

“I know you heard me little girl; move.” She’d come out of the bedroom and slipped into the bathroom before I got a good look at her, that’s why I was calling her front and center. Her behavior was sending off alarm bells loud and clear. I saw the reason as soon as she came into the room and nearly blew my top. What the fuck?

“Yes?” I knew from the tone that she knew exactly what I was gonna say. Always with the attitude, something I loved and despaired of at the same time. It was like walking a tightrope, straddling the line between reeling her ass in and not killing that spirit that made her so attractive.

“Love the hair but everything else is a miss. You’re not wearing this in front of my brothers.” I started to pull at the flimsy top she wore as she looked down at herself. “Why what’s wrong with it?” She wrapped her arms around her middle and tried backing away from me.

I didn’t even so much as blink as I looked at her, even though I knew she was trying to push my buttons. This is part of her new game these days, trying to see how far she can push me before she gets a reaction. Last time she ended up getting her ass beat. Let’s see how far she was willing to push it this time. I knew she would reach a point where she would start to chafe at the invisible restraints I’d placed on her, but she wasn’t going to have much luck with that shit.

“You knew when you put it on that I wouldn’t like it, so why did you?” I waited for her answer, but she wasn’t feeling very brave anymore since she buttoned up.

I have no doubt that her sisters had a hand in this, that she’d probably ran to them complaining about today. Little does she know that it would take a hell of lot more to get her what she wants.

She didn’t seem to understand that I wanted her as much as she wanted me, even more. That it was killing me to walk away after each little session. But my restraint was for her, she’s gonna need it.

There was no sense in warning her off, because my soon to be wife have proven to be as stubborn as a fucking two headed mule. The more I show her my heart, the more she digs her heels in, almost as if she expected me to give up. Like she was testing me. Daddy issues.

“Change it.” She huffed and straightened herself up with that look in her eye that told me she wasn’t about to do what I said. She wouldn’t see it as outright disobedience, no, she would see it as being assertive and having a mind of her own as she’s so fond of reminding me of whenever her dander’s up.

Taking both ends of the neckline in my hands, I pulled in opposite directions until the scrap of see through cloth laid on the floor at her feet. Her sigh of outrage didn’t phase me one bit.

“They’re here, make yourself decent, and whatever that is that you’re about to say to me, don’t. I don’t have time to give you what you want.” Instead I pulled her into me, dipped my hand between her thighs and rubbed while teasing her tongue with mine.

I didn’t have time to really lay one on her, not the all-consuming tonsil cleaning way I wanted to. She melted into me as I rubbed her pussy through her panties, cupping her heat in the palm of my hand. I pulled my tongue and my fingers away as I heard the back door slam. “Heed me, wear something decent to dinner.” I knew she had things that were fit for mixed company because I had bought them myself.

She’d had a lot to say about that as well when the delivery guy had dropped off boxes of stuff and it was all for her. I didn’t argue with her then either while she told me that she was a grown woman who could choose her own clothes, and this while she was digging through the boxes like a kid on Xmas morning.

I should’ve known as I walked out of the room that it wouldn’t be that easy but I soon got caught up in the camaraderie as my brothers and their women trooped in looking to be fed.

“Well, I don’t see any whips and chains so we’re not interrupting anything.”

“Shut up Ty.”

“Hey don’t shoot the messenger, I’m just saying there was some speculation from certain quarters.” He looked at Lo who shook his head and nabbed a carrot stick from the tray I had laid out.

The women were giving me covert looks, which solidified my belief that they had a hand in her little fashion mishap, their smirks as they asked me how my day was-was a dead giveaway.

She came back into the room and I sighed. “We’ll be right back.” I took her arm and led her out of the room back to ours to the sound of snickers behind us.

“You’re being rude Cord, and dinner’s getting cold.” Nice try. She’d changed alright, only this outfit wasn’t much better than the last. The skirt was way above her knees and this top although not see through, was tight enough I could see her nipples.

I ran my hand under her skirt and rubbed her pussy while pulling her head back to feed her my tongue. When her pussy juiced on my fingers and her breath became choppy I let her go and walked to the door. “Change.” I was a hundred percent sure she wouldn’t dare disobey that tone as I left.

She came back into the room in her usual jeans and tee shirt and a major chip on her shoulder. No one said anything about the change in wardrobe, but the women obviously hadn’t missed it and its significance, if the looks passing between them, was anything to go by.

There was a lot of teasing and innuendos as everyone got settled at the table. This is the way it’s supposed to be I guess, the fuck do I know? My mother was a junkie who would’ve sold me to get her next fix and my father was an unknown. I’d grown up on the mean streets of Michigan and had learned how to fend for myself from the age of seven. Had it not been for the service and my brothers, I would’ve ended up on the wrong side of the law. Then again, the way this shit was shaping up, it looks like I’d got into bed with the biggest crime syndicate of them all. Fucking government.

All we wanted when we timed out was some peace and quiet. We had drawn up plans for a business years ago when we decided that the bond of brotherhood should not be broken once we made it back stateside. We’d done everything we could to watch each other’s backs in battle and meant to carry that on in life. It would’ve been damn near impossible for us to come back to anything else, after enduring what we had together.

The commander had known, he’d understood. That’s why he’d left us this place, so that we could stay close. He knew that the machine he’d built wouldn’t work well unless all the pieces stayed together.

We each had our own childhood demons to fight. Things that we’d long left behind that we’d shared only with each other. That’s one of the reasons I was so happy for them when they found their women. Our pact to never get married while inside was pretty much null and void now, but isn’t it fucked that even here, where it’s supposed to be safe, we’re facing the worse danger?

No matter how hard I try I can’t get away from it. We tell ourselves to put it away when we’re together like this. That’s because we don’t want this shit to touch the women in anyway if we can help it. But it’s not that easy to turn off the mind. I told myself to shake it off and let it go for the time being, bringing my thoughts back to the here and now.

This was something else we’d promised ourselves. Before Dani came along our meals were shared between us, each man had a turn at cooking but we all ate together out of habit I guess. Now that the women were here, the food was better, but we still made it a point to eat together. Luckily for us our women understood that unspoken rule, and so far we’d lucked out where the females were concerned. There was no infighting among them. Like they’d been tailor made for us. To fit into our lives!

You’d think we’d been like this forever instead of just a few short months, the ease with which we all came together. In fact, the women had bonded together so well as sisters, my brothers and I had to keep an eye on them to keep their asses out of constant trouble. And though we fussed at them for it, I’m sure they all felt like I did. We’d hit the fucking jackpot.

My family. That’s what I see as I look around the table. The laughter of the women helped to smooth some of the rough edges in my gut, especially one particular sound that went right to the heart of me. She’d put aside her little pique at me. I guess she would be saving that for later. I felt a slight smile tip the edges of my lips as I thought of her antics.

I do that a lot these days, smile. There’s a lot to smile about even with everything that’s going on. But way too often beneath my pleasure is the constant gnawing anger. They shouldn’t have to live like this, shut away from the rest of the world. How long before they grew tired of us keeping them here, holding them hostage? How long before they were no longer living under threat of a madman? Put it away Cord.

I listened now to my sisters making plans for their upcoming nuptials as if they didn’t have a care in the world, I wanted to make that a reality. This was the only time I ever see my brothers relaxed anymore, when they were with their women.

Each of them had an arm around their future bride and even Dev and Quinn were beaming at the girls’ antics as they ragged on their men about one thing or another. Davey was looking better these days as well. The interest my brothers and I showed him, and the way we’d drawn him into our circle had helped to give him more confidence. But he too had been shut away from his friends for the past couple weeks. Finding out that he was the old man’s son had upped our protectiveness of the young man who was now more brother than friend, and he blossomed under our care.

My Susie was right in the middle of it, putting in her two cents in between giving me coy looks. She’ll soon be planning her own wedding too, little did she know, just as soon as I finish designing her rings.

Ours was not going to be the most orthodox of unions by no stretch of the imagination, but the chain I’d hung around her last night was just the beginning, and to me, just as important as the ring I will some day put on her finger.

As the night wound down reality kicked in again. Tomorrow I was sending my woman out there alone without me. It would be the first time in a long while that I was letting her out of my sight. I thought I was prepared for it, but now I’m not so sure. There was no way for me to secure her mom’s place and short of me sleeping outside her bedroom window there was no way for me to keep eyes on her. Fuck I don’t know if I can do it.

“What are you thinking about so hard big guy?” Tyler asked the question under his breath so as not to alert the others. “Sometimes, I wonder.”

“Wonder what?”

“How we got so fucking lucky. I mean, doesn’t it hit you out of the blue sometimes? Don’t you wake up some nights and just stare at your woman? Just watch her breathe, touch her face and wonder how the fuck did this fall into your lap so easy?”

“Every fucking day bro, but you know what, we deserve it. Took me a while to accept that, to take that happiness and run with it. After the shit we came from, then the horror of war, I think Vicki is my reward. What’s really bothering you?”

That’s one of the dangers of living with men who knew me so well. I can’t hide from them. “I can’t do it.”

“Do what, marry her?”

“No you fuck, tomorrow. She’s supposed to go home tomorrow. Her mother’s making noises about not seeing her and Davey.”

“I got you, it would be hard for me to let Vicki out of my sight now too. What does she say, how does she feel about going? She’s not scared is she?”

“I don’t know, she wants to go but…I don’t think it’s such a good idea. I still don’t know why she was in that book or who the fuck put her there. I can’t keep an eye on her over there and we’re supposed to go to the job site tomorrow which means I won’t be around if something happens.”

“So don’t let her go.” That’s easy for him to say, he don’t have to put up with her shit. Not that I would let that deter me one way or the other, but it had been a while since she’d seen her mother, who has been very understanding so far.