Counted With the Stars
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Authors: Connilyn Cossette
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© 2016 by Connilyn Cossette
Published by Bethany House Publishers
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Bloomington, Minnesota 55438
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Baker Publishing Group, Grand Rapids, Michigan
Ebook edition created 2016
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is on file at the Library of Congress, Washington, DC.
ISBN 978-1-4412-2941-0
Scripture quotations are from the King James Version of the Bible.
This is a work of historical reconstruction; the appearances of certain historical figures are therefore inevitable. All other characters, however, are products of the author's imagination, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Cover design by Jennifer Parker
Author is represented by The Steve Laube Agency.
To Chad, whose sacrificial love makes this possible
To Collin and Corrianna, my most precious gifts
And to my
Abba
, Yahweh, who opens my eyes
20
TH
D
AY
OF
A
KHET
S
EASON
OF
I
NUNDATION
1448 BC
M
y
sandals
have
not
crossed
this
threshold
since
I
was
ten.
Inhaling, I focused on the Eye of Horus woven into the papyrus mat beneath my feet. After summoning an infusion of courage from its steady gaze, I lifted my chin and entered my father's chambers.
My father's braided wig lay on his desk, as if flung aside without a thought for his usual meticulous appearance. He stood with his back to me, studying a document with such intensity that my quiet entrance had gone unnoticed. Did I imagine that his hand trembled?
Intuition fluttered in my chest. Never had I seen my father so unraveled.
Appointed with vibrant tapestries and a gilded sleeping couch fit for Pharaoh, this room resurrected a long-forgotten memory
of sitting beside my father as he studied trade reports and his warm hand enveloping mine.
Hoping to swallow the quiver in my voice, I cleared my throat. “Father, you sent for me?”
He startled but did not turn as he spoke. “Yes, Kiya. Come in.” Scratching at the silver stubble on his head with one hand, he continued examining the document in silence.
Fidgeting with the beaded shawl I had just purchased in the market, I stroked the embroidered ibises and the silver beads that twinkled like stars along the hem. I had also been considering a lyre at a musician's stall. Roses scrolled down the body of the instrument, the petals so lifelike I could almost inhale their delicate fragrance. But before I could make any offer, Yuny, my father's servant, had skidded to a stop in front of me. His chest heaved from exertion as he repeated a curious demand from my father that I return home in haste. The stricken look on the man's wrinkled face had caused me to abandon the lyre and rush back to the villa.
My sandals, although crafted from the finest kid-leather, had not been designed for running, so now blisters plagued the sides of my feet and between my toes. Surveying the room for somewhere to sit and ease the pain, I was surprised to see my father's friend, Shefu, on a chair in the corner.
Shefu's children and I had played together when we were young, and we were frequent guests at his wife's extravagant banquets, but I had never spoken with him. A wealthy businessman, he was very tall and quite handsome, even with the touch of gray at his temples. He seemed quiet and kindâstanding in sharp contrast to his wife, whom my mother avoided whenever possible.
I attempted to catch his eye and offer a smile, but his gaze was locked on the floor, and he gripped the ebony armrests with his long fingers, knuckles white.
Were he and my father discussing exports? Arguing? My father had seemed distracted for the past few days and had been even more distant than usual when he'd returned from a trip north to Avaris. But why would I be called in during a business negotiation?
“Kiya . . .” My father paused, placing the document facedown on the desk. He sat on a nearby chair, giving me the faint impression that he was sinking into the tiled floor. He gazed at his palms, as if searching there for words.
“What is it, Father? Is it Akhum? Have you heard something?” My pulse began to thrum with concern for my betrothed, who was away on a military expedition.
“No, it's not Akhum.” He dragged in a quivering breath. His eyes flicked to mine but then away, as if he was afraid to meet my curious gaze.
“Shefuâ” He raked his fingers across his scalp. “Shefu is here . . . to take you with him.”
Panic rose in my throat as I tried to decipher his statement. “Take me where?” I looked back and forth between the two men, but neither of them would meet my eye.
My stomach hollowed, and alarm screeched in my brain. “Father? Tell me. Where is Shefu taking me?”
After a few agonizing moments of silence, my father's words broke free, flooding out in a rush. “I am ruined. My boats, all of them, sank in the Northern Sea. I did all that I could to avoid this. But everythingâ” He rubbed the back of his neck and swallowed hard. “Everything we own will be auctioned off to pay my obligations. I owe Shefu for the five boats I purchased last year, among other things . . .”
My father looked me straight in the eye for the first time in years. “This is the only way. To protect your mother, and Jumo, from being sold as well. I have no choice.”
A blur of colors and a torrent of swirling sounds met my
senses. I staggered backward, shaking my head, blinking away the cloud of confusion that threatened my sight.
My hip knocked into a marble-topped shrine table near the doorway, causing a large cow-headed carving of Hathor to tip. She fell, clanking into another idol, which toppled into another, which in turn knocked a golden image of Ra onto the stone floor, his sun-crowned head splitting from his body and his hooked scepter scattering into pieces. The other statues followed suit, until not one god stood intact. Shards and splinters littered the tiles.
I turned from the tragedy, meaning to run, but the truth crashed over me like a wave, and my knees gave way. Arms over my head, I called for my mother, over and over, through choking sobs.
But it was Salima, my handmaid, who lifted me from the floor, her dark eyes pooling with tears, and led me back to my own room by the hand.
She removed my wig, soaked through with sweat from our excursion to the market that morning. Then she washed my face and head with cool water she had retrieved from the Nile long before I had awakened.
After she dressed me in a shift woven from fine linen but simple in design, and reapplied my kohl, Salima placed her warm brown hands on either side of my face.
Since my seventh year, Salima had bathed me, groomed me, applied kohl to my eyes, and dressed me in gowns and wigs. Although only a few years older than me, she'd endured my childish impatience and fits of temper without a shadow of bitterness ever crossing her face. And now, for the first time since my father had gifted her to me, she stared directly into my eyes with her luminous dark ones.
At times, I had glimpsed a depth of wisdom in those eyes that made me wonder what her life might have been before
she became my handmaid. But I had never asked. Why had I never asked?
Salima leaned her forehead against mine and whispered something in a language I did not recognize. But the music of it washed over me, leaving behind an impossible calm and a surprising clarity.
My father had sold me.
There was no choice but to go with Shefu and serve him. What that meant I could not begin to guess. He seemed benign, but was he as good to his servants as he was to his peers? I had seen slaves in other homes, cowed and skittish, some with obvious bruises on their faces and arms. Was that to be my lot?
It did not matter. I could not let my mother and my disabled brother be separated. Jumo would not be safe anywhere but with the woman who had fought for his life from his first breath.
I straightened my back. “Salima, where is my mother?”
She looked down. “I do not know. I think your father sent her and your brother away before we left for the market.”
“Do you have the gifts I purchased this morning? The ivory combs and the dyes and brushes for Jumo?”
She gestured to the reed basket at the foot of my bed.
“Please make sure they receive those.” If nothing else, I could at least leave a token of my love for them.
She dipped her chin at this, my last request.
I closed my eyes, inhaling deeply, as if I could breathe in the serenity that clung to Salima along with her customary sweet-almond fragrance.
An image from earlier this morning surged into my mindâsweat sparkling on Salima's dark forehead and across her closely trimmed scalp as she shifted the heavy basket full of my purchases from one shoulder to the other.
The burn of shame welled in my eyes. “I cannot begin to tell you how . . .”
She placed her fingers on my lips and shook her head, her expression full of mercy. “No need, mistress.”
The address jarred me. I was no longer her mistress. Salima would be sold as well, to feed the same yawning chasm of debt, another offering at the altar of my father's excess. I grasped her hand with the urgency of a lifeline. “Call me Kiya. Please.”
Salima dropped her eyes to speak my name. “Kiya.”
Abandoned on my vanity table next to us was the elegant wrap I had purchased earlier. I picked it up, allowing the silken fabric to flow across my skin like water. My practiced eye had ensured that not one flaw marred its surface as I dickered with the cloth vendor.
I folded the linen piece and pressed it into Salima's hands, insisting that it was my gift to her. To my surprise she accepted it with grace, grasping it to her chest in wordless gratitude.
She handed me a small woven basket and attempted a sad smile. “Master Shefu will be waiting.”
With a nod, I turned and walked away from the room in which I had slept every night of my life, and every comfort contained therein. I followed a silent and stoic Shefu out of the white villa that had been my home since birth and into the violent sunlight, with the incomprehensible realization that my handmaid and I were now on the same footing.