Crash and Burn (10 page)

thirteen.

The sight surprised Avery as much as it didn
’
t. When she entered the
clubhouse it was strangely quiet, other than the sound of a woman screaming in
either wild pleasure or writhing pain. Avery couldn
’
t help but seek out of the source of the sound. She
definitely did not expect to see the door wide open, or to see Landon fucking
the woman who was screaming.

At first, it was frozen shock. She stared at Landon
’
s perfect ass, watching his
cheeks flex as he pumped in and out of the woman. Then she saw Blaine standing
with his pants down to his knees, his boxers on, and his hands holding the
woman
’
s chest.

She wasn
’
t
sure what kind of threesome this was, but it involved Landon and for some
reason, it hurt Avery. The hurt became jealousy and the jealousy became anger.
Avery looked at the woman
’
s
body and wanted to pick out everything wrong with her. The size of her ass. The
size of her feet. The way she screamed when Landon thrust into her.

But all of that didn
’
t
matter because a fire ignoted in Avery.

Could Landon make her scream like that?

Just as the thought came to her, Landon began to come. She
could tell by the way he moved forward and held tight to the woman. His ass
kept flexing and all Avery could picture was when Landon came in her mouth.
Release after release, again and again, seemingly forever.

“
Wow,
that was fucking great,
”
Blaine said.

That
’
s
when Avery found her voice and made her presence known.
“
Just fucking great
…”

All eyes were then on Avery. Landon turned, sliding from the
woman
’
s body. Avery caught
sight between the woman
’
s
legs, still glistening and still open. Landon
’
s
cock was still long and thick, the condom obviously full.

The look in Landon
’
s
eyes was anger and guilt.

That was all Avery could manage to see.

She walked away and began to jog, straight to Landon
’
s room. Of course the fucking
door was locked, leaving Avery feeling trapped and unwelcomed.

A door slammed with an echo and a few seconds later, Landon
was at the end of the hall, running at Avery.

“
Avery
…”

“
I don
’
t care,
”
Avery said.
“
Just
open the fucking door. Or better yet, just let me fucking leave.
”

Landon grabbed her by the arms and Avery felt that trigger
of fight being pulled. She kicked and clawed. Bry used to do this kind of shit
to her too. Avery would listen to Bry fuck women and she always knew when it
was over
…
and then it would
be her turn. He
’
d fuck
anyone he wanted, but then he
’
d
come and rape Avery.

“
Stop
it,
”
Landon ordered.
“
Dammit.
”

“
No. Why
am I here? I didn
’
t have a
thing to do with that bomb. I have nothing to do with this MC. Let me the fuck
go.
”

Landon opened his hands and Avery jumped back. She looked at
him and she saw him coming back at her, this time leading with his mouth. She
had every chance to move but she didn
’
t.
She let Landon kiss her. She welcomed the taste of his lips and even more, she
welcomed the taste of his tongue. It lasted only a few seconds before Avery
pushed him away.

“
Go fuck
your whores,
”
Avery said.

“
Yeah,
right,
”
Landon said.
“
That
’
s not a whore, sweetheart. I don
’
t pay for it. Ever. I get what
the fuck I want.
”

“
You
’
re a fucking asshole. Tell me
why the fuck I
’
m here.
”

Landon took out the key to his room and unlocked the door.
He put his hand to the small of Avery
’
s
back and pushed. She was no match to his strength
…
or his touch. Fuck, why did it make her wet when he touched her?

Landon shut the door and locked it.

“
Want to
know why you
’
re here?
”
Landon asked.

He was against Avery now. Their bodies touching, hands not.
Avery stared deep into his eyes.

“
Tell
me,
”
Avery said.

“
Because
I fucking care. That
’
s why.
Because if you go out there
…”

“
Something
happened today.
”

“
What?
”

“
One of
Bry
’
s men were in town. It
was close but that guy protected me.
”

“
Damn,
”
Landon said.

Avery swallowed hard. She wanted to punch Landon in the face
so hard. But at the same time, he did nothing wrong. He could fuck anyone he
wanted. He could do whatever he wanted.
Including care about Avery.

“
What
now?
”
Avery asked.

“
I
’
m taking a fucking shower,
”
Landon said.
“
I have to fight tonight to make
money for the MC.
”

“
Fight
…
?
”

Landon walked away from Avery. She suddenly felt cold. The
bathroom door swung shut, but it didn
’
t
completely close. There was enough space to tease Avery, so she stood and
watched Landon strip. The jeans fell, the boxers fell, the t-shirt came off his
body. He stood at the sink with his head down. His back rippled with muscle.
His ass was whiter than the rest of his body. Avery pictured Landon
’
s ass flexing as he fucked that
other woman, but there was still a part of her that wanted to have the chance
to be with Landon. More so, to show him he didn
’
t
need some MC whore to enjoy himself.

When Landon turned and reached for a towel, Avery saw his
cock. Flaccid, but still long, thick, and beautiful. The show was brief because
Landon moved out of view and turned on the water in the shower. Avery sat on
the bed. Maybe there were just times in life when
coming to terms
with
everything was simply bullshit. The sound of the water running tempted Avery.
She kicked off her shoes, stripped off her socks, and walked to the bathroom.
Her toes felt chilly as she stepped on to the moist, cool tile on the bathroom
floor. The shower had a glass door. A see through glass door.

Avery stopped at the sight of Landon standing with his hands
against the wall, the water beating at the back of his head and neck, rushing
down his body.

“
What do
you want?
”
Landon asked.

“
I want
to know about the fights,
”
Avery said.

Landon opened the door a little. He looked out at Avery.
“
I want to know what the fuck
happened today with you. Right now.
”

Avery jumped up to the bathroom sink and folded her hands.
“
I don
’
t know
…
he was just there.
”

“
Why
weren
’
t you where you
belonged? You think I
’
m an
idiot?
”

“
No,
Landon, I don
’
t. I got
scared and walked away for a minute, okay? I don
’
t
understand why you want me here or need me here. I have no purpose and I was
right
…
Bry is going to find
me. He has his guys here and that guy today is going to rush right back to Bry.
Then he
’
ll know.
”

“
Maybe
that
’
s what I want,
”
Landon said.

“
What
you want?
”

“
Look,
there
’
s only one way to
ever settle things in life, Avery. You fucking face it. You keep fucking
running and it
’
ll keep
chasing you. If that was me and some bitch was running just to be a bitch, I
’
d chase her to the end of the
world just to prove a point. And each day that went by I
’
d get more and more pissed off. Get it?
”

“
You
called me Avery.
”
Avery
’
s cheeks burned. Between her
legs, she was a mess, again.

“
Seriously?
That
’
s what you pick up on?
”

“
I
’
m sorry I walked away,
”
Avery said.
“
But that doesn
’
t change how I feel, okay? I
’
m not some emotionless bitch in
your MC clubhouse that gets passed around like a whiskey bottle. I
’
m
…
I
’
m scared of him
…”
Avery
’
s bottom lip quivered.
“
I
’
m
scared of Bry. You
’
re not,
but I am.
”

The shower door opened again. Landon was soaking wet erotic
scene. The water pounded against his body as he stared at Avery.

“
I told
you why you
’
re fucking
here. Because I care. And being scared? What the fuck is that going to get you?
Fear fucks with our mind. It makes us think shit that ain
’
t true. It makes us act stupid,
and dumb moves send people to their graves.
”

Avery nodded. She wiped her face and let out a breath.
“
I know.
”

“
Now,
you want protection, you want to feel safe
…
take those clothes off and get in this shower with me.
”

Avery looked at Landon again.
“
Is
that a request or an order?
”

“
I don
’
t request shit,
”
Landon said.
“
I speak and people listen.
Now.
”

Landon shut the shower door and Avery jumped from the
bathroom sink. She took her pants off and then stopped. Was she really going to
do this? Take this
…
thing
…
to yet another level? Maybe she
was better off just putting six hundred dollars on the nightstand and leaving.
Then she
’
d have no debt
with Landon or the MC and she could disappear.

But for some reason, that was just impossible, and Avery
didn
’
t know why.

She took her shirt off, unsnapped her bra, and now stood in
just her panties.

The shower door flew open and crashed to the wall.

“
What
the fuck are you doing?
”

Avery scrambled to find words.
“
I
’
m
…”

“
Come
here,
”
Landon said.
“
I
’
ll
tell you what I
’
m going to
do.
”

Landon reached and grabbed her by the panties. He pulled her
right to the shower. His eyes were deep and threatening. His face like wet
stone.

He was gorgeous.

Landon looked ready to explode.
“
I
’
m
going to fuck you.
”

fourteen.

Landon needed to wash it all off his body. What a mess
Blaine had roped him into. The thing was, it didn
’
t
really matter what Landon or Blaine did. Not with themselves, not with each
other, and definitely not with some horny
reliever
. That dumb bitch in
the other room thought she had some kind of power or control over him? Hell no.
That
’
s why Landon gave it
to her so hard. She
’
d wake
up tomorrow and still feel Landon inside her. There was nothing Blaine could do
short of physically hurting her that would chase away the memory of Landon. And
yet it was a goddamn memory Landon wanted to wash off his body and erase from
his own mind.

It shouldn
’
t
have mattered like it did to him. This was part of the MC life. Back Down Devil
protected Frelen and took care of each other. Freedom wasn
’
t just given. It was earned. Yu
had to work to stay free. That
’
s
something a lot of other alleged bikers and MC
’
s
didn
’
t understand. They
weren
’
t free if they had
shit jobs from nine-to-five and could only be a MC on the weekends. That was more
like prison.

He couldn
’
t
get Avery out of his mind, so he needed to cleanse his body of the woman from
the other room and then bring Avery into the shower. He had to fuck her and get
it out of his system. Then he would take her to see the fights, and help her
take care of her problem with her ex.

He wrapped one hand tight around Avery
’
s panties. She stared at him
with wide, eager eyes. Her skin was so creamy, her tits a perfect size, and her
nipples were hard like tiny fingers poking out. She was turned on.

“
What
was it like?
”
Landon asked.

“
What
was what like?
”

“
Seeing
me
…
fuck that woman
…”

Avery swallowed.

Was that a hint of jealousy in her eyes? Or was that anger?

“
Whatever,
”
Avery said.

“
No, it
’
s not whatever. What did it do?
Did it turn you on?
”

“
No. I
’
m not into that.
”

“
Did it
make you wet, sweetheart?
”

Avery swallowed again. She was nervous.

Landon smiled.

“
It was
…
you,
”
Avery said.
“
Seeing
you. Not what you were doing
…
but you
…”

“
Because
I was fucking?
”

Avery nodded.
“
Yes.
”

“
You want
to know what it
’
s like to
be fucked by me then. That
’
s
what it is. That
’
s why you
couldn
’
t run, right? You
thought so. You swore to yourself you were trying. But you weren
’
t. You were running in a circle,
sweetheart
…
right back to
me.
”

“
So
what?
”
Avery asked.
“
What are you going to do about
it?
”

Landon chuckled. He had to hand it to this woman, she was
tough. Or at least she was trying to be tough. But Landon could break that. He
could break her. Hell, he hoped he could break her before she broke him.

And that thought scared the hell out Landon the most.

It scared him enough that a surge of power ran through his
entire body. He gripped Avery
’
s
panties tight and with a simple pull of his hand, the panties were torn from
her body. She gasped and reached for the shower to keep her balance. Her right
hand held the shower door and her left hand touched Landon
’
s bare, wet shoulder. That was
enough to make Landon groan. He ripped the other side of Avery
’
s panties and let them fall. His
eyes scanned down her nude body. Her shaved curve, lead to her glistening
pussy, and Landon smiled. This was what he wanted.

Yes.

Landon put his hands to Avery
’
s
waist and he pulled her into the shower. She let out a gasp and a cry as he
slammed the door shut and pushed her against the wall, her ass to his front.
Landon
’
s cock was hard and
aching as he bent his knees and positioned himself between Avery
’
s legs. She already had her legs
open, proving to Landon just how eager she was for him to fuck her.

Landon slid his hands up Avery
’
s
body and she groaned. When his fingertips felt the thickness of her supple
breasts, he gritted his teeth. Landon moved his hands to Avery
’
s shoulders and held tight. He
gently turned her, welcoming her into the water with him. Their heads and faces
were getting hit with the water but Landon stared at Avery and watched her eyes
twitching as she fought to keep them open with the water rushing down her face.

There were so many things running through his mind at that
moment. So many things to say, some erotic, some filthy, maybe even some that
could have been perceived as romantic, but Landon refused to talk. Talking made
things worse.

He kissed Avery with force. Not passion, but force. His
tongue moved deep. He kissed hard enough that his teeth touched Avery
’
s, causing a feeling that was
like nails on a chalkboard. Just as Avery reached for his face, Landon forced
her back to the wall. He reached down with one hand and gripped his thick shaft.

“
Spread
your fucking legs, sweetheart,
”
Landon said.
“
Wide for me.
”

Avery did as told and Landon knew it would take just one
good thrust to force himself deep into her waiting body. He was right there,
just inches away from making it happen.

Instead, Landon traced Avery
’
s
left side with his left hand. He followed the curve of her hip and her ass. He
moved down and around, seeking her moisture. When he found it, two of his
fingers easily glided their way into her.

Avery jumped and cried out.

“
That
’
s right,
”
Landon said.
“
Feel
it
…
feel me
…”

He dug deeper, twisting his fingers, and letting his rings
touch her warm, welcoming walls. Soon he began to move his fingers faster and
harder. He bent his knees again and released the hold on him. Landon placed his
hand to Avery
’
s stomach and
leaned his chest to her back.

His fingers continued to move, digging so deep that Avery
had to move to her toes to stay with the movements. She whimpered, cried, and
moaned. It was everything Landon wanted to hear from her voice.

With his fingers spread wide on Avery
’
s stomach, Landon soon found it too tempting to
resist, so he moved up, almost seductively until he held Avery
’
s right breast in his hand. He
cupped and squeezed, only then allowing his middle and ring finger (rings and
all) to squeeze her erect nipple tight and pull. His fingers were inside Avery
and nothing ever felt so good. She lifted and lowered her body as needed,
adding to the pleasure. Normally, Landon would fucking hate this. He never
cared about the woman
’
s
pleasure, because when Landon wanted to fuck, it was for his pleasure and
nobody else
’
s. But with
Avery, everything felt different.

His cock throbbed yet Landon managed to ignore it. All he
could focus on was touching Avery. He slid his fingers faster than ever. The
muscles in his arm started to tense, but he liked it. When he squeezed Avery
’
s nipple, she released a
pleasure filled groan.

Landon wanted to fuck Avery, but he just couldn
’
t do it. As he grew frustrated
with his body and mind, he took it out on Avery
’
s
body with his fingers. He used his pointer finger and found the warm, wet nub
of Avery
’
s clit and pressed
hard, making small circles while his fingers continued to move and in out of
her. Avery
’
s knees bent and
Landon hurried to move his hand back to her stomach to hold her in place.

“
Say my
fucking name when you come,
”
Landon ordered.
“
I want to
hear that little voice of yours screaming for more, sweetheart.
”

“
Yes,
”
Avery said before whimpering
again.

Landon held her tight everywhere and felt her body readying
to climax. Avery was beautiful and it made Landon feel like he was going to go
crazy thinking about it.

Avery
’
s
fingers curled, her nails scratching against the shower tiles. The hot water
beat on Landon
’
s neck and
back. The steam surrounded them like a hot blanket.

“
Landon,
”
Avery said.
“
Landon
…
I
’
m
…”

“
Not
loud enough,
”
Landon said.
“
I
’
ll
take my fucking hands off your body
…”

“
Landon,
”
Avery said louder. She threw
her head back and pushed from the shower wall. Her mouth was at his ear.

She was coming. Landon felt every pulse of her body and
watched her lips trying to move, her eyes shut. She was collapsing back to him
and Landon held her.

When Avery opened her eyes she looked at Landon and
whispered,
“
Landon
…”

The whisper of her voice and the look in her eyes tempted him
to kiss her. But he knew better. Not right now. Not the moment after a woman
came
…
no way. Things were
too intense right now.

Avery reached back and touched Landon
’
s leg. Her fingers crept across and when her
fingertips touched Landon
’
s
hard shaft, he groaned and pushed away from her.

“
We
’
re done here,
”
he said.

“
What?
”

“
I got
you what you wanted and needed, sweetheart,
”
Landon said.
“
Now get out.
Get dressed and get ready for the fights.
”

“
I
’
m coming?
”

“
You
just did,
”
Landon said with
a smirk.

“
Funny.
”

Avery wrung her hair out. Landon watched her breasts bounce.
It hurt his cock. He turned and tried to hide his erection although he knew
Avery had seen. She had already touched it. It wasn
’
t going to go away.

“
What
are the fights for?
”
Avery
asked.

Landon looked over his shoulder.
“
Money. Pleasure. Whatever.
”

“
Why
you?
”

“
Because
I offered. I
’
ve got plenty
to work through.
”

“
Is it
dangerous?
”

“
No more
dangerous than you are,
”
Landon said.
“
Get the fuck
out of the shower, sweetheart.
”

Landon looked forward but didn
’
t
hear the shower door open. At least not right away. With his teeth gritted
again, Landon waited. He waited because he wanted what was about to happen,
and, shit, that really irked him.

He felt Avery
’
s
hands touch his back. She slid up to his shoulders and then he felt the tender
touch of her lips on his back. One kiss and then the shower door slid open and
shut. By the time Landon looked, Avery was gone.

Landon made fists and groaned.

Why the fuck didn
’
t
I fuck her?

The answer was pretty easy. It was the same answer he
’
d already given Avery.

Because you care about her
…

Landon swung a right punch, then a left, cracking one of the
tiles. He turned the cold water off, and as the water grew even hotter, Landon
reached down and gripped himself. He shut his eyes and pictured Avery
’
s nude body. Her breasts,
nipples. Her wet skin. The feel of her wet pussy. Her little noises, the way
her looked at him.

He stroked himself up and back, root to tip and back to
root. He thrust and groaned.

He needed to come. His original plan of going to the fight
aggravated wouldn't work now. Not with what Avery had done to him.

“
Fuck,
”
Landon whispered.

He held his eyes shut and stroked again and again. He
pictured Avery
’
s mouth full
again. His mind then went to the room with Blaine and that
reliever
.
Mentally, he kicked Blaine out of the room and the
reliever
became
Avery. Landon held her thighs, keeping her in place, offering his cock to her,
over and over.

It was so fucking hot. So fucking tight. So fucking perfect.

So fucking perfect
…