Craving a Hero: St. John Sibling Series, book 3

CRAVING A HERO

St. John Sibling Series, Book 3

by Barbara Raffin

Craving A Hero
© 2014 by Barbara Raffin.

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This is a work of fiction. People and locations, even those with real names, have been fictionalized for the purposes of this story.

From award-winning author of the St. John Sibling series, another St. John Sibling contemporary romance, Craving a Hero by Barbara Raffin:

Kelly Jackson always said heroes were just ordinary people who did extraordinary things. Unfortunately, she didn't believe there was any man out there who would do anything extraordinary for her. Not that she was looking for a mate. She was a woman focused on proving herself as a Conservation Officer to the world and her father.

Then Dane St. John showed up in her little corner of the world with the looks, the ego, and the charm to take him to the top as an up and coming movie action hero. He paid attention to her. He made her feel like a woman. He was the perfect fantasy tryst.

Too bad he turned out to be a whole lot more substantial than some airhead hunk and Kelly fell in love. Too bad because, in spite of his strong family values, his idea of having a family fell into the
someday
category; and history had taught Kelly, when a man isn't ready for a family, he can't be counted on. So, when she discovers their affair produced a baby, she doesn't tell him because there are no heroes…not for her.

WHAT THE CRITICS ARE SAYING:

"Barbara has created a love story that manages to keep you in suspense throughout. There's just no way to know beforehand whether or not there will be a happy ending. Kelly and Dane come across as real life individuals with real life concerns and insecurities. And the internal dynamics of Kelly's family add an additional reminder…that sometimes events outside ourselves can greatly affect our…choices."
Rick Roberts, platinum-recording artist and author of
Song Stories and Other Left-Handed Recollections

"In
Craving a Hero,
Raffin delivers another sexy love story laced with humor, but it’s also a heartfelt book, involving the complex entanglements when what seems like a lusty attraction rapidly turns into something deeper, not to mention consequential.

Raffin is so good at taking readers inside a dilemma and then letting us wonder if these characters will walk away or solve the problems. Now I’m waiting the next St. John book to come out!"  
Reviewed by Virginia McCullough, award winning author of
Greta's Grace

Special thanks to Conservation Officer,

Mike Holmes

for answering all my questions about

being a CO in Michigan.

Thank you to the gals at the

Ottawa National Forest Tourist Center

for letting me pick their brains.

Big thank you to Laurie Scheer for answering

my myriad questions about making

action hero movies.

     
Also by Barbara Raffin

Contemporary Works

Taming Tess: St. John Sibling Series: book 1

Finding Home: St. John Sibling Series: book 2

The Mating Game

The Sting of Love (short story)

Paranormal/Suspense Works

The Scarecrow & Ms. Moon (novella)

Jaded (novella)

The Visitor

Time Out of Mind

Wolfsong

Historical Works

The Indentured Heart

           
CRAVING A HERO

St. John Sibling Series, Book 3

by Barbara Raffin

CHAPTER ONE

"OMG, you're Dane St. John," squealed a teenage girl from the boat's bow seat, letting the tip of her fishing rod dip into the lake.

"Holy crap," hooted the younger boy on the middle seat of the small craft. "You're
the
Hawke!"

"Watch your language, boy," the father said from the rear of the boat as Conservation Officer Kelly Jackson took the fishing license he held out for her.

She noticed the father's gaze sharpen on the man seated in the bow of her boat. She didn't even have to look at her passenger to know that he sat sprawled out, muscled arms draped over the gunwale, legs so long he'd propped them on the center seat. She could see him from the corner of her eye. Besides, he'd assumed that pose from the moment she'd refused to allow him to help her launch the craft from shore. She was, after all, as capable of handling a boat by herself as any other Conservation Officer.

Still, the puckish grin of the newest action star to come out of Hollywood had taunted her all morning. If she didn't know better, she'd swear he'd chosen the remote Upper Peninsula of Michigan to research his next movie rolejust to torment her
.

"You that actor all the kids are crazed about?" the father asked.

"Mom likes him, too," said the boy through the wide grin he'd fixed on
the Hawke
a.k.a. Dane St. John
.

No doubt he was flashing his pearly whites for his
fans
. He'd done so at every boat they'd stopped. And if their passengers weren't fans already, a wink from his brook-blue eyes won them over.

Somehow, she'd managed to remain immune to his charms. Maybe it was his longish hair or the smug way he watched her through his Ray Bans…which he removed whenever they pulled up to another boat. Couldn't pass up an opportunity to show off those famous blue eyes. Though, judging by
Daddy's
frown, maybe she wasn't alone in that immunity.

"OMG," the girl squealed again, this time dropping her fishing pole into the bottom of the aluminum boat and producing a cell phone from the purse on the seat beside her. "No one's going to believe this! I have to get a picture!"

"Me, too," said the boy, likewise discarding his pole and lurching to his feet.

Their boat rocked and Kelly shifted her attention from the license to the overall situation. "Sit," she commanded. "You'll tip your boat."

The boy obeyed and the father added, "And mind your poles. What if you get a bite?"

The boy had plopped his backside down off center of his bench seat, causing the small fishing boat to list toward the DNR craft.

"OMG! OMG!" the girl kept repeating, raising her phone in front of her face, and twisting to get herself and Dane in the same frame, her movement adding to the already precarious tilt of their boat.

Dane grabbed the neighboring bow and tucked it in close to the larger DNR craft, holding it steady…all the while posing practically cheek to cheek with the girl while she snapped pictures with her phone.

"Teenagers," the father grumbled.

Kelly smiled at him. "Bet she's bugging you for the car keys all the time."

"Not a chance of that for another couple years," the father said through a sigh of relief.

Kelly ticked off any necessity to check for further licenses. A good CO didn't always have to ask direct questions to gain information…like whether or not the teenage girl in the boat was old enough to need a license herself.

Having given the father's fishing license a cursory once-over, Kelly handed it back to the man. "I see you've got one of Sven Maki's boats."

"Renting a cabin from him, too," the father said.

"My turn," the boy said, rocking the boat again as he leaned from his seat toward Dane.

A muscle popped in Dane's arm and a vein bulged in his neck. He was one-handedly keeping that boat from swamping…or showing off big time. She didn't know whether to be impressed or annoyed.

"Settle down there, champ," Kelly said to the boy.

"Use your own phone," the girl groused.

"I left it at the cabin."

"Take a picture for your brother," the father said, mumbling under his breath about how the boy had at least the courtesy not to bring his phone on their fishing trip.

"Your sister will take a picture of you and me together, won't you little lady?" Dane said in his deep, slightly raspy
Hawke
voice that females were swooning over ever since his first movie's recent release. But not Kelly. Definitely not. She had more sense than that.

Dane had a hand on the boy's shoulder and was bathing the girl in his high wattage smile. She was blushing, her fingers flying over the phone's keyboard.

"I'll just finish this twee—" She glanced into Dane's blinding smile and her fingers went still.

"So," Kelly said, turning her attention back to the father, mentally ticking off her script of Conservation Officer's questions. "Catch anything yet?"

The father eyed his kids huddled in the bow of the boat getting their pictures taken with Dane St. John. "Just a movie star."

#

Kelly knew how the father felt. A double major in conservation and criminal justice and trained alongside Michigan State Police candidates, yet she was still being handed fluff jobs like babysitting an actor. Boat stowed, morning duties behind her, and still stewing over the fact she yet had to prove she was more than the token minority hire, she led her charge along a trail on a ridge through the woods.

"Nice family back there," her charge said, dogging her heels, so close she swore she could feel his breath slipping past the braid hanging down her back. "But since you scoped them out with your binoculars, why'd you still check on them?"

"I could see the girl was giving her dad grief about her life-preserver. Didn't want to buckle it up. That's something we can't ignore."

"So you'd have given him a ticket because
she
refused to buckle up?"

"I could have if she hadn't by the time I got to their boat," she said.

"But you wouldn't have, right?"

There was something in the tone of his question—something almost pleading—as if he would have found her lacking if she admitted she would have written a ticket. And damn, it made her want to tell him what he wanted to hear.

"A true law and order CO—"
Like my father.
"—would have written a ticket."

"But there's room to give a person a break, right?"

"Kids and life-preservers, that's black and white—life and death," she said, avoiding giving him a straight answer.

"But the dad was trying to do the right thing and teenagers can be contrary."

She peered over her shoulder at Dane. "What do you know about teenagers?"

He grinned back at her. "I was one for seven years."

Before she could stop herself, she rolled her eyes. One corner of his mouth twitched. She stifled a groan and turned her attention back to the trail in front of them.

"You wouldn't have ticketed him," Dane said, sounding way too sure of his assumption.

"It's a moot point. By the time we caught up to them, the dad had gotten the daughter to buckle up."

"Yeah," he said, still sounding like he didn't believe she'd have ticketed the father.

Maybe she wouldn't have. Maybe the threat would have been enough to make an impression on the girl about how serious her lack of compliance was. Kelly did see things more in shades of gray than black and white like her father did. That was one of
her failings
as her father saw it.

"I heard you tell that dad where to take his kids for some fishing action this evening. That was nice of you." Dane's voice ruffled past her braid, his nearness causing each strand of hair on the back of her neck to stand up as though a raw nerve.

"Just spreading a little good will," she returned. "Good for the tourist trade."

"Is that part of the job?"

"As a matter of fact, it is."

"So, I learned another aspect of the job," he said.

"And what else did you learn today?" she asked before she remembered she didn't really care what he learned, if anything.

"There're no shades of gray when it comes to safety laws, and binoculars are a CO's best friend."

Surprised he had even extracted that much from her morning duties, she gave him a cursory glance. His grin stretched.

"Surveilling the boaters on the lake before we launched—" he started.

"We?"
she cast over her shoulder, quick to remind him that she hadn't allowed him to help her in any aspect of
her
job.

"Correction," he said, giving her a conceding nod. "Surveilling the boaters on the lake before
you
launched the boat saved a lot of unnecessary stops once we were on the water."

"That's why binoculars are a good tool of the job," she said.

"That's what I said."

She huffed and trudged off along the trail, sweat trickling down her spine. Ordinarily, she'd have taken the afternoon off after a morning of marine surveillance, then gone back out when the boaters came off the lake when she could check their catches…or waited to check on the night fishing crowd. July afternoons were generally too hot for field work unless there was a fishing tournament or another such event happening.

But she was in no mood to make things easy for
Joe Hollywood
. So, she'd taken him hiking through a dense, mosquito-filled woods. And they were quickly sweating off their insect repellent. Good thing they each carried a fresh supply in their backpacks. Oh yeah, she'd made him don a backpack under the guise of
you wanted the full experience.

"So," he said still way too close behind her. "Just what are we out here looking for?"

Your breaking point.
"Any sign of poaching."

"And what would that look like?"

"Animal carcasses. Make-shift hunting blinds. Worn patches where someone might have been squatting—waiting for deer to pass."
Mostly the sort of poaching evidence left over from the winter that I look for in spring rather than hot mid-summer because poachers generally use the same spots to illegally hunt from winter to winter.
Not that she was about to inform him of that fact.

"Circling crows overhead mean there's a carcass on the ground, right?" he asked.

In her peripheral vision she caught the upward sweep of his arm and glanced up.
Damn
. Just her luck,
Joe Hollywood
was some sort of Boy Scout. She exhaled.

"Looks like they're over the highway. Probably just road kill."

"So, is this all you do, wander around the woods looking for signs of something illegal?" he asked, all but tripping on her heels.

"Yup," she said without so much as a backward glance. "Nice and mundane."

"Is that another reference to how my portrayal of field work in my last movie missed the mark?"

She stopped short and wheeled around at him. "Listen, I may not have been on this job very long, but I'm the daughter of a CO and not once in his thirty-year career did he come home sooty and singed from an explosion."

"That's because he never played a Game Warden—a CO in an action movie."

"No, that's because none of that over-the-top crap happens in real life."

He shoved his hands in his pockets and grinned down at her. "Reality doesn't make for interesting action films. Besides, I portray a Game Warden along the Tex-Mex border. Things get a little more heated when the bad guys carry Oozies rather than fishing poles."

"So your Game Warden character stumbles across drug mules for a drug cartel and winds up in an all-out war. Does
that
even happen in Texas?"

He shrugged, his grin oozing charm. "Wouldn't know. I didn't write the script."

"Yet you came all the way to the Upper Peninsula of Michigan to
research
the next installment of your gung-ho game warden movies?"

"Figured if they were going to create a series around my character, I had an obligation to learn a little more about him and what he'd encounter in the second movie."

"And you think the Texas Department of Natural Resources would send one of their Game Wardens to the northern most reaches of Michigan?"

"Actually," he said, "my character's supposed to be taking a vacation after all the mayhem he encountered in the first movie."

"And they thought nice, boring Upper Michigan was just the place for him to recuperate from…how many shots did you duck and explosions did you narrowly miss?"

His grin widened and he hovered closer. "You really hate all that action crap, don't you?"

"Tell me they aren't going to blow up my woods for the sake of a movie."

His grin turned into a grimace. "Wouldn't be much of an action film if there weren't some fireworks. Besides, where the Hawke goes trouble follows."