Authors: Connie Willis
“Ready to start?” Trent shouted through the door.
“Wait, I need to get my phone so I can time it exactly,” she called, and darted over to the dresser to grab it. She hurried back and turned on the phone, leaning her body against the door so Trent couldn't suddenly open it.
Kathleen had left her four messages. She switched the ringer to vibrate, set the timer, and stuck it in the pocket of her robe. “Okay, ready.”
I'm thinking of the coffeemaker,
he said.
Coffeemaker.
He's right,
she thought.
The connection's getting stronger.
But at least if he was focused on sending messages, he wasn't listening to her. And the fact that he'd sent “coffeemaker” meant he was in the kitchen, and it was safe to get out of her wet dress.
She locked the bedroom door, untied her robe, shrugged it off, unzipped her dress, and stepped out of it.
“The
Mona Lisa,
” Trent said.
She opened the closet door and took a hanger from the rack, being careful not to let it clink against the bar.
Bacon.
She hung up the dress and draped a raincoat over it, thinking,
I should have worn this last night.
She stuck the hanger at the back of the closet and shut the door quietly.
Jasmine,
Trent said.
Jasmine? He must be looking at the teas in the cupboard,
she thought.
Which means he's still in the kitchen, and I can get dressed.
But she was supposed to be concentrating on the words he was sending. She'd better just put her robe back on. She changed into dry underwear and combed her wet hair and then sat down on the bed and tried to decide what to put down on her list.
He was now on number seven, and she'd heard every one of them. She obviously couldn't let him know that, but just writing down wrong answers wouldn't persuade him the telepathy hadn't happened. It might convince him something was wrong and he needed to get in touch with Dr. Verrick right away. But if she wrote down correct answersâ¦
She wished she could ask C.B. what to do.
But he's not here.
He'd gone off and left her, and if she wanted to keep all this secret, she shouldn't even be thinking about him.
“And that's ten,” Trent said. “Did you get them?”
“Not all of them,” she said, hastily numbering the page and writing down “clock” for “coffeemaker,” “jackal” for “jasmine,” “bear” for “bacon,” random wordsâ“kitten” and “pillow” and “building”âfor three others, and question marks for the rest of them.
“Let me see,” Trent called.
“Not till after I send mine. Go back in the kitchen.”
She put the list on the dresser and went into her safe room so she could make a list of the words she was supposedly sending without Trent hearing her.
And then I won't send anything,
she thought,
and I'll tell himâ
“Are you sending?” Trent called through the door. “I'm not getting anything.”
Goodâat least that means my safe room works,
she thought. “Yes,” she shouted.
“Well, it's not coming through. Maybe we should just forget this and see if we can reach Dr. Verrick at the hospitalâ”
No.
“No, I'm probably just not concentrating enough,” she said. “Let me try again. Go back in the kitchen, and I'll start over.” She was going to have to send him something. But what? Obviously not the words she'd just listed.
She hastily composed a second list, making the words as different as possible from those on the first listâand words he couldn't possibly guess on his own, like “tear gas” and “petunias” and “Angkor Wat.”
But would the words be the only thing she sent? C.B. had said her thoughts couldn't be heard when she was inside the safe room, but she'd only had it up and running for a few hours. She'd better screen her thoughts, just in case.
“Briddey!” Trent called. “I'm still not getting anything.”
“I'm just starting now,” she called back, said,
Petunias. Repeat, petunias,
and began singing the theme from
Gilligan's Island,
but her mind kept straying to the problem of how she was going to keep Trent from talking to Dr. Verrick when the test was overâand how she was going to keep him at bay. He'd said when they connected, he'd propose, and nowâ
Don't think about that,
she told herself, and started reciting “The Highwayman,” but she couldn't remember the words, and she found herself thinking about what C.B. had said. “It's not my secret I'm worried about.” What had he meant by that? Did heâ?
Her phone vibrated.
Kathleen,
she muttered.
That's all I need,
and then thought,
I can use
her
to
screen my thoughts. What she says won't be related to any of this,
Briddey thought,
and it won't matter if Trent hears it.
She answered.
“Kathleen? Hang on a sec,” she whispered. She padded into the bathroom and shut the door so Trent couldn't hear her talking, and then sat down on the edge of the tub, set her phone's alarm to warn her when ten minutes was up, and said, “Okay, shoot. You were on a date with the Lattes'n'Luv guy, and he's perfectâ”
“Yes,” Kathleen said unhappily, “but he was late, and while I was waiting, I got to talking with the baristaâhis name is Richâand he's really nice.”
“Umm,” Briddey said, listening to her rattle on and periodically sending Trent a word from the second list: “tear gas,” “endive,” “NASCAR.”
“Anyway,” Kathleen said at the end of her story, “now I think I like him and not the other guy.”
I shouldn't have done this,
Briddey thought.
Talking to Kathleen was a mistake.
“I don't know what to do,” Kathleen said. “It's all such a mess. I mean, I don't even know if Rich likes me. He might just have been being friendly.”
Or taking pity on a poor hysterical girl and trying to calm her down. And that bit about hopeless crushes was his way of trying to let me down easyâ
“What if it didn't mean anything to him?” Kathleen was saying. “It isn't like he asked for my number.”
Or stayed here to help me.
And if Trent heard her thinking any of this⦓I need to go,” Briddey said.
“But you have to tell me what to do!” Kathleen wailed.
I don't know what to do,
Briddey thought, and her phone's alarm went off. “Look, I've got another call coming in that I've
got
to take. I'll call you back,” she said, hung up, tore the list of words she'd sent into tiny pieces, and washed them down the sink. She took the other list out to the bedroom, unlocked the door, and sat down on the bed to wait for Trent, trying to think what to do if he did propose.
I can't let him,
she thought.
I've got to think of some way to stall himâ
Wonderful,
she heard Trent say disgustedly.
Briddey froze.
Oh, no, he heard me think that.
I can't believe I have to listen to him, too.
He can hear someone else,
Briddey thought. But how was that possible? He'd only started hearing her this morning, and it had been well over forty-eight hours after hearing C.B. before she'd begun hearing other people. And it was obvious from what he was saying that this wasn't the first time he'd heard it. Was that why he hadn't been all that shocked when he first heard her voice, because it hadn't been the first one?
But then why had he said all that about their connection proving they were emotionally bonded? If he could hear other voices, he knew that wasn't how it workedâ
No, I can't meet you,
Trent said.
It'll just have to wait till tomorrow.
He's not just hearing other people,
Briddey thought with a shock.
He's
talking
to them. But how?
I can't believe I have to waste my time on this when I should be communicating with Briddey. How did he get this number anyway?
He's not connected to someone else. He's talking on the phone, and I'm picking up his thoughts while he does,
Briddey thought, and put her ear to the door to make sure.
Yes, she could hear him talking, though she couldn't make out what he said. And who would he be calling this early?
Oh, God, I hope it's not Dr. Verrick,
she thought, but Trent
wanted
to talk to him. Could it be someone from the hospital who was refusing to give him Dr. Verrick's number?
Whatever it is,
Trent said,
I don't need it anymore, now that I've gotâ¦
His thoughts faded out and then came back.
Suppose I have to see himâ¦make an appointment with my secretaryâ¦
It was just someone calling about business. Briddey sank down on the bed with relief, and her foot hit something. One of her shoes, not pushed far enough under. She got down on her hands and knees, retrieved it, and was reaching for the other one when she heard Trent say,
I need to tell Briddey I didn't hear those last two words.
It gave her only a few seconds of warning, but it was enough. When he opened the door, the shoes were back under the bed, the closet door was shut, her phone was in her pocket, and she was sitting on the edge of the bed, pretending to add “measles” to the list of words she'd supposedly sent.
She stood up and handed the lists to Trent. “Is breakfast ready? I'm starving,” she said, and walked past him out of the bedroom to the kitchen.
The kitchen table was empty, and there were no pans on the stove. “I thought you were going to make breakfast,” she said.
“I didn't have time,” Trent muttered, comparing her list with his own. “I got six of the ones you sent right.”
Six?
she thought.
How did he get six? There is no way he could have come up with “measles.” Or “Angkor Wat.” And I thought he said he didn't hear the last two.
“See?” he said, showing her his list. “Number two was âdiapers' and I put down âperson,' so I was obviously receiving an image of a baby, and for âmeasles' I wrote âtomato,' and they're both red.”
His interpretation of correct answers was as loose as Dr. Rhine's. “What other images did you get?” she asked, taking the list from him. He'd written down “petunias” and “NASCAR,” which meant he'd heard at least two of the words she'd sent. He'd also written “hedge,” “star? Starbucks?” and “drove off.” Which meant he'd also overheard parts of her conversation with Kathleen.
“You're sure you didn't send any of those words?” Trent was asking, pointing at “cigarette” and “hedge” on his list.
“No,” she said firmly.
“You might have been thinking of them in connection with the image you were sending. Like the baby might have been sitting next to a hedge?”
“No.”
“Oh,” he said, disappointed. “Let's see the list of what you received from me.”
She watched him, thinking,
Thank goodness I just put down question marks for some of them, or by his standards I'd have gotten a ten, even with the random words.
As it was, he gave her credit for “building.” “I was sending âthe
Mona Lisa,
'â” he said, “and you clearly received an image of the Louvre.” He frowned. “You didn't get âspaghetti' at all?”
“No.”
“What about feelings? I tried to send emotions along with the images.”
“No, I didn't pick up any feelings, though when I was sending, I heard a phone ringing. Was that something you were thinking about, or did someone call you?”
“Someone called me,” he said disgustedly. “That moron C.B. Schwartz. He wanted me to come see some stupid new app of his.”
No, he didn't,
she thought.
He was trying to rescue me.
Her spirits soared.
I thought he'd abandoned me, but he hadn't. He's been here the whole time, listening to us.
Trent was gaping at her. Oh, no, had he heard that?
“I take back what I said before about not getting any emotions from you,” he said. “I just got thisâ¦I don't even know what to call itâ¦this unbelievably powerful feeling of love from you.” He enfolded her in his arms. “Do you realize what this means, sweetheart?”
Yes,
she thought.
It means I'm in even more trouble than I thought I was,
and fled to her safe room. But it was too late. If Trent had been able to feel it, so had C.B.â
“It means the EED's even better than I thought it was!” Trent was saying. “Thoughts
and
emotions!”
“Trentâ”
“This is going to change everything! We'll be able toâ” He caught himself. “I mean, knowing you love me will change our relationship! Weâ”
He stopped again. “What is it, darling?” he asked, and before she could open her mouth, said, “You don't have to answer. I can sense what you're feeling. You're concerned that you aren't getting emotions from me yet, and that I can hear you better than you can hear me, but don't worry. You heard Dr. Verrick. Some people are just more sensitive than others. I'm sure you'll catch up.”
He pulled her close. “And in the meantime, there are other ways of communicating.” He nuzzled her neck. “I'll bet you can tell what I'm thinking right now. Because I definitely know what
you're
thinking.”
No, you don't,
she thought,
because I'm thinking now would be a really good time for C.B. to phone again.
“You're thinking,” Trent said, “ââlet's go to bed andâ'â”
There was a knock on the door.
Thank
you,
Briddey thought, and moved to answer it.