Dark Desire (16 page)

Two men filled the doorway. She recognized Byron, but it was the man in front of him who drew her terrified gaze. He was the most powerful individual she had ever encountered. His eyes glowed a feral red. There was something vaguely familiar about him, but Shea was far too panic-stricken to attempt to identify what. A cry of alarm escaped her. She whirled around and snatched up the shotgun.

Mikhail's burst of speed made him a mere blur. He easily wrenched the weapon from her hands and tossed it carelessly aside, his glowing eyes fixed on Jacques. A slow, venomous hiss escaped Mikhail's throat.

Jacques met that burning gaze squarely, his own eyes filled with black fury mixed with defiant hatred and murderous resolve. He tried to lunge at the heavier man, but Mikhail leapt back, seized Shea by her throat, and slammed her so hard against the wall that it knocked the breath from her body. Never had she felt such strength in a single hand. He held her above his head, pinned to the wall, his fingers literally squeezing the life from her.

The very air in the cabin thickened, heavy and vibrating with violence, with malevolence. Even as Byron roared a warning, a chair, seemingly of its own accord, jerked into the air, hovered, then shot across the room as if to crash against the back of Mikhail's head. At the last possible second the powerful man slipped his head to one side, avoiding the chair, which then slammed into the wall and splintered into pieces very close to Shea's face.

Mikhail turned to face Jacques, dragging Shea in front of him, his fingers digging deep into her neck. “What have you done to him?” he demanded, his voice low and crawling with menace. He shook her like a rag doll. His voice dropped an octave. Low. Insidious. It wrapped Shea in velvet.
Tell me what you did to him
. The voice was in her head, yet not on the same path Jacques used.

With her last ounce of strength she fought him, struggling for breath, struggling to keep him from pushing into her mind. Another chair flew at Mikhail from his left. A slight wave of his hand stopped it in midair. It hovered there for seconds, then dropped harmlessly to the floor. All the while those terrible fingers never left her throat, never let up that vise-like grip. He was crushing her easily, strangling her with one hand.

Shea was gasping, laboring to breathe. The room whirled, turned black, little white spots shooting at her from all directions. Jacques felt her losing consciousness, and the beast broke free, his mind a killing frenzy. He
launched himself from the bed, a blurred streak of lethal fury, the need to defend Shea, to kill her attacker, paramount. Mikhail was forced to leap aside, releasing Shea, who collapsed on the floor, unable to do anything but lie there, desperately trying to breathe.

“Jacques.” Mikhail's voice was low and compelling. “I am your brother. Do you not know me?” He made several attempts to touch the shattered mind, found only a ferocious need to kill. He glanced helplessly at Byron, a question in his eyes.

Byron shook his head.
Can you control him?

There is no path, no fragment I can seize
. Mikhail had to streak across the room to avoid Jacques' next attack, two lamps hurtling toward his head at bullet speed. He reappeared in a far corner, raking a hand through his heavy fall of hair.

Jacques dragged himself across the floor to Shea, propped himself up in a sitting position against the wall, attempting to shield her body with his. Shea smelled fresh blood, then realized a shower of it splattered her arm and side. She looked around, dazed and confused, before she realized what was happening.

Jacques!
She was on him in seconds, clamping hard on the wound, forgetting everything but her need to save him. “You have three choices,” she snapped over her shoulder at the intruders. “Kill us both now and get it over, leave us, or help me save him.” She heard only silence. “Damn it! Choose!” Her voice was husky and raw from her near-strangulation, but it was clearly that of a professional.

Mikhail leapt to help her. Jacques, perceiving an attack, knocked Shea backward and, growling like a wild animal, placed his body before hers.

“Get back!” Shea spat at Mikhail. She merged herself completely with Jacques. Her heart slammed so hard, she was afraid it might burst. There was nothing there but a red
haze of violence, a killing fury she couldn't get through to reach him.

Mikhail instantly dissolved, reappearing some distance away.

Jacques, let me help you
. Shea pleaded softly, trying to reach into his mind, trying to soothe him, calm him.

He snarled at her, fangs gleaming, a clear warning to stay behind him.

“He has turned, Mikhail,” Byron murmured. “He is dangerous even to the woman. We cannot afford to lose her.”

Shea ignored them, whispered soothing nonsense in her mind, trying desperately to anchor Jacques back in reality. Her hands once more found his wound.
They won't touch me, wild man. They'll stay away from us. Please let me help you or I'll have no protection from them. I will be alone
. She refused to lose him to injury or insanity. Outsiders might kill them, but she would never allow his wounds or his madness to defeat her. She was afraid for him, and she was afraid of him, but she would not desert him.

“What do you need?” Mikhail demanded softly.

“My instrument tray,” she answered, not looking at him, not even turning her head. Her entire focus was on calming Jacques.

“Your surgery is barbaric. I'll call our healer.” He sent the imperious mental summons immediately.

“He'll be dead by then. Damn you, get out of here if you won't help me,” Shea snapped furiously. “I can't fight both of you, and I'm not going to let him die because you don't like my methods.”

Cautiously, so as not to arouse Jacques' wrath, Mikhail shoved the tray across the floor. It slid within a few inches of Shea's hand.

Jacques never once took his eyes from the two men, staring at them with hatred and the dark promise of retaliation. When Shea moved, he mirrored her movements as if he
knew before she did what she was going to do, so that his larger frame continuously shielded her from the others even as it crushed her against the wall.

“Get me fresh soil.” Shea's voice was hoarse, but authoritative. She kept her every movement slow and cautious, to avoid alarming Jacques.

Byron shrugged and reluctantly did her bidding, his eyes meeting Mikhail's across the room. It was clear Byron believed that Jacques presented a real danger to all of them.

Shea coughed several times, her throat swollen under the clear imprint of Mikhail's fingers. Slowly rising to kneel beside Jacques, keeping her hands steady, her concentration total, she used tiny clamps and stitches to meticulously repair his reopened wound. It was slow, tedious work, and she fought to maintain her mental link with him as she sutured, dividing her mind between maintaining a constant tranquil, soothing touch to hold him to her and ensuring he did not bleed out. Jacques was a seething cauldron of violent emotions. His eyes, hard and watchful, never left the other two males. Once he lifted his hand, brushed aside her silky hair, his fingertips feathering over the bruise on her temple where he had knocked her against the wall. When his hand fell away, Shea was afraid he took with it her last link to him.

She packed the wound with soil and saliva and straightened slowly. “You need blood, Jacques.” She said it softly, gently, an invitation. He had to survive, had to live. Every cell in her body demanded it.

He did not take his soulless eyes from Mikhail and Byron. She had never seen such relentless hatred in anyone's gaze before. He neither looked at her nor acknowledged her efforts. Not once did a hint of pain show on his face.

“My blood is ancient, powerful,” Mikhail said softly. “I will give him mine.” He glided closer with fluid grace, no sudden moves to alarm Jacques.

Shea felt Jacques' savage triumph, felt him gathering his strength. Before Mikhail was within striking distance she flung herself between them. “No! He'll kill you. He intends to—”

Jacques' grip was terrifying, slamming her back down to his side, his fist in her hair. His fury was a tangible thing. His eyes holding Mikhail's, he bent his dark head and sank his teeth into the side of Shea's neck.

“Don't!” Byron rushed forward, but Mikhail stopped him with a raised hand, his black gaze locked with Jacques'.

White-hot heat, a burning brand. Shea understood Jacques was furious at her interference, and this display was to tempt the others to intercede, to draw them within his cruel reach. She lay perfectly still, accepting of his violent nature. He was so close to complete madness that one false move would send him careening over the edge. She was tired anyway, and sore, every part of her aching. Her lashes drifted down, a heavy lethargy stealing over her. She would easily trade her life for Jacques'. He wasn't taking anything from her she wasn't willing to give.

“You're killing her, Jacques,” Mikhail said quietly. “Is that what you want?” He stood there motionless, his black eyes watchful, thoughtful.

“Stop him,” Byron grated between his teeth. “He's taking too much blood. He's deliberately hurting her.”

Mikhail's cool black eyes swept over Byron just once, but it was enough of a command, enough of a warning. Byron shook his head but remained silent.

“He will not kill her,” Mikhail said in his same quiet voice. “He is waiting for one of us to try to stop him. It is the two of us he intends to kill. He thinks to draw us to him. He will not take the chance of leaving her side, so we will not be idiotic enough to go near him. He will not harm her. Go outside. While you are out there, find something to repair the door. I will follow you.”

Byron went reluctantly, waited on the porch for Mikhail to join him. “You are taking a chance with her life, Mikhail. She is no vampiress, and he is clearly abusing her. She cannot afford such blood loss. Jacques was my friend, but what is in that cottage is no longer one of us. He recognizes neither of us. You cannot control him. No one can.”

“She can. He has not turned. He is injured, sick.” Mikhail said it softly, his black-velvet voice certain.

Furious, Byron turned away. “I should have taken the woman.”

“Make no mistake, Byron, as weak as he is, Jacques is still extremely formidable. Before his disappearance he spent many years studying. The last years he hunted. With his mind so damaged, he is more beast than man, a predator, but with the intelligence and cunning of a learned one. And you were not paying attention in there. Whoever the female is, she is fighting to save him at great cost to herself. I believe she has chosen.”

“The ritual has not been completed. She has not lain with him. We would know,” Byron said stubbornly and began to pace restlessly. “There are many of us without a woman, and yet you allow this risk.”

“There is only one lifemate. She obviously belongs with Jacques.”

“We do not know that. If he were not your brother…” Byron began.

A low snarl stopped him. “I see no reason for you to question my judgment in this matter, Byron. I have had more than one brother, and I have never let fraternity stand in the way of what is just or right.

“It was Gregori who hunted your other brother,” Byron pointed out.

Mikhail turned his head slowly, black eyes catching the whip of lightning cracking across the sky. “At my order.”

Jacques sat on the floor, aware of the wall at his back, the woman lying so still in his arms. Dark, violent emotions swirled; his body shook with the need to kill his enemies. A ribbon of sanity moved through his mind, caught his attention. Both intruders had been familiar to him.
Someone he knew and trusted
. A silent snarl revealed his sharp fangs.
Betrayers sometimes ran in packs
. They thought him weak, but he was faster than all but the ancient ones. He had honed his fighting skills, his mental powers. They would not torture and kill his woman.

Shea
. Her name was a soft, clear breeze blowing gently through his mind.
Shea
. A single candle leapt into flame, a light to guide him through the layers of black fury. He felt her then, small and slender in the circle of his arms. Her skin was soft, her hair, against his bare chest, like skeins of silk. He dropped his chin to the top of her head and rubbed gently, tenderly. It took a few moments before he realized her body was limp, cold, nearly lifeless, laboring for blood.

An anguished cry broke from him. He pulled her head back, saw the bruises and torn flesh at her throat.
Shea, do
not leave me!
The plea was wrenched from his heart. Had he done this? The fingerprints were not his, but the ripped flesh? Had he done this to her?

A ripple of unease ran through the very land, the ground shifting, rolling.
Do not leave me, Shea
. Jacques tore at his wrist with his teeth, trickled life-giving fluid into her mouth.
Come on, little red hair, try
. His life force ran down her throat. He stroked the swollen column, forcing her to swallow.
You cannot leave me in darkness
. He could not remember attacking her, yet somehow, his heart in his throat, Jacques knew he had done this. He was insane.

Outside the wind rushed through the mountains, and thunder cracked. The dark clouds burst, and rain pelted down in sheets. Out of the trees loped a huge black wolf with pale, burning eyes. As he approached the small porch, the powerful body contorted, stretched, shape-shifted into a heavily muscled man with wide shoulders, long dark hair, and slashing silver eyes. He stepped onto the porch out of the pouring rain and regarded the two men facing him. The tension was tangible between Mikhail and Byron. Mikhail, as always, was inscrutable. Byron looked like a thunder-cloud. The newcomer's eyebrows went up, and he leaned close to Byron. “The last time someone got Mikhail seriously angry, it was not a pretty sight. I do not wish to attempt to replace major organs in your body, so go take a walk and cool off.” The voice was beautiful, with a singsong cadence—compelling, soothing even, yet it clearly commanded. It was a voice so hypnotic, so mesmerizing, even those of their kind were drawn into its power.

Gregori. The dark one
. Ancient, powerful, instrument of justice. He dismissed Byron by simply turning his back and addressing Mikhail. “When you sent the call, you said it was Jacques, yet I cannot detect him. I have tried to touch him, but there is only emptiness.”

“It is Jacques, yet he is not the same. Not turned, but he
has been severely injured. He does not recognize us, and he is extremely dangerous. I cannot restrain him without further injuring him.”

“He fought you?” The voice, as always, was mild, even gentle.

“Absolutely, and he would again. He is more wild animal than man, and there is no reaching him. He will kill us if he can find the strength.”

Gregori inhaled the wild night air. “Who is this woman?”

“She is Carpathian, but she does not know our ways or respond in any way to our normal means of communication. She seems trained in the human practice of healing.”

“A doctor?”

“Perhaps. He protects her, yet he is abusive, as if he cannot separate right from wrong. I think he is trapped in a world of madness.”

The silver eyes flickered. There was a latent cruelty in Gregori's dark, sensual features, the clear stamp of a dangerous predator. “You have no knowledge of what happened to him?”

Mikhail shook his head slowly. “I have no idea, no explanation. I did not ask the woman. I attacked her, would have killed her, thinking her my brother's assailant.” Mikhail confessed it without changing tone, a simple, quiet admission. “He was in bad shape, in obvious agony, sweating blood, and she stood over him, digging in his wound. There was so much blood, I thought her a vampiress, deranged, tormenting him, trying to eviscerate him.”

There was a small silence, only the wind and rain daring to comment. Gregori simply waited, his body as still as the mountains.

Mikhail shrugged. “Perhaps there was no thought, just reaction. I could not touch his mind with mine. The suffering on his face was more than I could bear.”

“The storm is not yours,” Gregori stated. “Jacques has grown far more powerful than I realized. There is a darkness in him unlike any I have ever observed. He is not vampire, but he is truly dangerous. Let us go in and see if I can repair the damage.”

“Go carefully, Gregori,” Mikhail cautioned.

The silver eyes glittered, reflected the driving sheets of rain. “I am known for my careful ways, am I not?” Gregori glided through the broken door; Mikhail, shaking his head over the outrageous lie, followed one step behind.

Jacques' head snapped up, a black fury smoldering in his eyes as he tracked them. A long, slow hiss of warning escaped from deep in his throat. Gregori stopped, held his hands away from his sides in the age-old gesture of a peace-maker. Mikhail leaned against the doorjamb, so completely still, he seemed to become part of the wall itself. He was well aware that he had made a major mistake in his attack upon the woman.

“I am Gregori, Jacques.” Gregori's voice was power itself, yet soft and soothing. “A healer for our people.”

Shea was lying across Jacques, her head on his shoulder, her eyes closed. She groaned—a low, husky sound that added fuel to Jacques' rage. His fingers brushed the dark smudges along her swollen throat, and he turned a murderous gaze on Mikhail.

“Leave us alone.” Her voice was barely a whisper, hoarse and raw. She did not open her eyes or try to move.

“I can help him,” Gregori persisted, using his same compelling tone. The woman was so obviously the key to reaching Jacques. It was in the way he held her, the protective posture of his body, the way his eyes moved possessively, even tenderly, over her face. His hands were continually caressing her, stroking her hair, her skin.

At the underlying command in Gregori's beautiful voice, her long eyelashes lifted, and she studied his face. He was
savagely beautiful, a blend of elegance and untamed beast. He looked more dangerous than the other two strangers did. Shea made an effort to swallow, but it hurt. “You look like an ax murderer to me.”

This one has brains
. Mikhail's soft laughter echoed in Gregori's head.
She sees beyond that handsome face of yours
.

You are so funny, ancient one
. Gregori deliberately reminded him of the quarter of a century difference in their ages.
Jacques is gathering himself for the attack. Hear the wind pick up outside
. He was silent for a moment, searching every path known to him.
I cannot find a single fragment to reach him, and she is very resistant to mental compulsion. I can use her, but he will know what I am doing. He will fight me, fearing I am taking her from him. She is too weak to survive such a struggle
.

Can you immobilize him? Send him to sleep?

Not in his present state of agitation. He is more animal than man and more dangerous than you can know
. Gregori gave a slight bow toward Shea, continuing his conversation aloud with her. “Nevertheless, I am a healer for our people. I can help Jacques, but I will need information.”

Jacques' palm slid from Shea's throat, down her shoulder, to tighten around her arm.
Do not listen to him. They speak to one another without our knowledge. They are not to be trusted
. The words were hissed, low and commanding. Already his brief moment of sanity was beginning to slip away with the intrusion of other males so near to Shea.

If he is a healer for your people, he can make you well faster than I ever could. Let's at least listen to him
. Shea kept her voice as soothing and as unafraid as she was able. She was tired and wanted to drift away, but she would not desert Jacques.

“You speak with Jacques in the way of our people,” Gregori said, “as a true lifemate.” His eyes were on the strong
fingers circling her arm. “You must not sleep. You are his sanity. Without you we cannot help him.”

Shea's tongue darted out, touched her lower lip. Her small teeth bit nervously. “Tell us something about Jacques,” she challenged. “Prove you have met him before and are friends to him.”

“He is Mikhail's brother, lost to us these seven years. We sought him and, thinking him dead, sought his body. Mikhail, Byron, and I have all exchanged blood with Jacques. It strengthens out telepathic communication. We should have been able to reach him. When none of us could feel him, we all were certain he was dead.”

Shea took a deep, calming breath for both her and Jacques. These men were powerful and dangerous. Although the healer looked as if he might be the prince of darkness, there was a sincerity about him. But his words were fanning the smoldering embers of Jacques' killing rage. She tried to keep him as calm as she could. “I found him buried in the cellar of a burned-down structure about six miles from here.”

Jacques' grip on Shea tightened to the point of pain.
Do not tell them anything.

Jacques
. She said his name gently.
You are hurting me
.

Gregori nodded. “He lived there on and off before he disappeared. This cabin is Mikhail's. Years ago Jacques guarded Mikhail's wife in this place, fought a betrayer to save her. He nearly died here.” He saw a flash of hope in the woman's eyes. Gregori knew her control of Jacques was but a slender thread. He had to reach her, get her on their side. She recognized the truth of something he had said. “After that incident, we left this area for a while. About eight years ago, Jacques returned to his home near here. There was much danger that year and the next. Humans and Carpathians alike were being murdered. Mikhail, Jacques, Aidan, and I were hunting the assassins. Jacques
was supposed to rejoin us in three days several hundred miles south of here. When he did not meet us and did not answer our summons, we came to his home. It was completely destroyed. We could not detect his life force, nor did he answer our calls.”

Jacques' venomous hiss called him a liar. Red flames leapt and burned in the depths of his eyes.
I called and called, Shea. Do not believe this betrayer
. The strength of his grip on her arm increased, threatening to crush her bones.

Perhaps I can learn from him, something to help us
. Shea swayed wearily, was forced to lean against Jacques' chest for support.
My arm hurts
. She was so tired. If she could just sleep…Everything seemed to be blurring together, the voices fading as if coming from a great distance.

Gregori's silver gaze met Mikhail's dark one.
The woman is weak, perhaps in more immediate need than Jacques. If we lose her, he is lost to us. There is no doubt in my mind that she is all that is keeping him with us. She is his only link to sanity
.

“Now you tell me more,” Gregori prompted Shea as Mikhail nodded his understanding. They were aware of Jacques' terrible grip on her arm. Gregori needed to keep her conscious and willing to aid them. “What of Jacques' wounds?”

“He was tortured, burned. A wooden stake the size of your fist was driven through his body. That is the worst wound. He remembers two humans and one he refers to as a betrayer.” Her voice was very weak.

A single sound escaped Mikhail, a low, ominous growl that sent a shiver racing along Shea's spine.
A vampire
, Mikhail hissed to Gregori.
A vampire turned him over to humans to be tortured and murdered
.

No doubt
. Gregori was matter-of-fact. He didn't even glance in Mikhail's direction, his entire focus on the
woman. He had to keep her from slipping away, and she was very close to doing just that. It was only her determination to save Jacques that kept her from succumbing to the blood loss and fatigue and pain.

“He was chained and manacled at the wrists and ankles. Buried upright in a coffin in the cellar wall.” She made a determined effort to speak clearly, but her throat was very sore, and she was so tired. “There were well over a hundred deep cuts on his body and as many shallow ones. He lived a prisoner of the earth, in terrible agony during his waking time for seven years. It has done something to his mind. Jacques remembers very little of his past. Bits and pieces only. Most of his memories are of pain and madness.” Shea closed her eyes, exhausted. She just wanted them all to go away so she could sleep. Her heart was laboring, sweat beaded on her body, and her limbs were like lead. It was almost too difficult to keep her eyes open. “The one who betrayed him was someone he knew and trusted.”

“Jacques.” Gregori's voice dropped even lower so that it seemed to whisper—low, compelling, beautiful. “Your woman is in need of care. I offer my services as a healer to both of you. I give you my word that at no time will I attempt harm to your woman.”

Let him, Jacques.

No! It is a trick
.

Shea stirred, tried to sit up on her own, but was too weak.
Look at us, wild man. They could easily kill us. I'm so tired, I can't hang on anymore
.

Jacques turned it over in his mind. He knew something was wrong with him, but he trusted none of them. He gave in only because he sensed Shea's health was even more precarious than his.
Stay close to me
.