Authors: Tami Hoag
Tags: #Mystery; Thriller & Suspense, #Mystery, #Women Sleuths, #Thrillers & Suspense, #Crime, #Suspense, #Romance, #Contemporary, #Crime Fiction
cassette into the tape deck and crank the volume. "You're in
Montana
now."
Sacramento was just a dot on the map behind her. The life she had led
there was in the past. She was officially on hiatus with no plans, no
prospects, no thoughts for the future beyond spending a week or three
with her old friend. A vacation to clear the mind and soothe a bruised
heart. A pause in the flow of life to take stock, reflect, and burn the
pile of business suits that covered the backseat of her Honda.
She buzzed down the car's windows and breathed deep of the sweet, cold
air that rushed in. A wondrous sense of liberation and anticipation
filled her as the wind whipped her hair and Mary-Chapin Carpenter
proclaimed to feel lucky in spite of the odds. Life began anew right
now, this instant. Glancing down, she fished the pack of Salems out from
among the mountain of travel guides on the seat beside her, but she
paused as she started to shake one out. Life began anew. Right now.
Grinning, she chucked the pack out the window, stepped on the gas, and
started singing along in a strong, warm alto voice.
The mountains to the west had turned purple as the sun slid down behind
their massive shoulders. The sky above them was still the color of
flame-vibrant, glowing. To the east, another range rose up in ragged
splendor, snow-capped, the slopes blanketed in the deep green pine
forests. And before her stretched a valley that was vast and verdant.
Off to her right, a small herd of elk grazed peacefully beside a stream.
The sight, the setting, shot another burst of adrenaline and enthusiasm
through her. The trip to euphoria from near depression left her feeling
giddy. She imagined she was shedding her unhappiness like an old skin
and coming to this new place naked and clean.
This was paradise.
Eden. A place for new beginnings.
Night had fallen by the time Marilee finally found her way to Lucy's
place with the aid of the map Lucy had sent in her first letter. Her
"hideout," she'd called it. The huge sky was as black as velvet, dotted
with the sequins of more stars than she had ever imagined. The world
suddenly seemed a vast, empty wilderness, and she pulled into the yard
of the small ranch, questioning for the first time the wisdom of a
surprise arrival. There were no lights glowing a welcome in the windows
of the handsome new log house. The garage doors were closed.
She climbed out of her Honda and stretched, feeling exhausted and
rumpled. The past two weeks had sapped her strength, the decisions she
had made taking chunks of it at a time. The drive up from
Sacramento had
been accomplished in a twenty-four-hour marathon with breaks for nothing
more than the bathroom and truckstop burritos, and now the physical
strain of that weighed her down like an anchor.
It had seemed essential that she get here as quickly as possible, as if
she had been afraid her nerve would give out and she would succumb to
the endless dissatisfaction of her life in
California
if she didn't
escape immediately.
The wild pendulum her emotions had been riding had left her feeling
drained and dizzy. She had counted on falling into Lucy's care the
instant she got out of her car, but Lucy didn't appear to be home, and
disappointment sent the pendulum swinging downward again.
Foolish, really, she told herself, blinking back the threat of tears as
she headed for the front porch. She couldn't have expected Lucy to know
she was coming.
She hadn't been able to bring herself to call ahead. A call would have
meant an explanation of everything that had gone on in the past two
weeks, and that was better made in person.
A calico cat watched her approach from the porch rail, but jumped down
and ran away as she climbed the steps, its claws scratching the wood
floor as it darted around the corner of the porch and disappeared. The
wind swept down off the mountain and howled around the weathered
outbuildings, bringing with it a sense of isolation and a vague feeling
of desertion that Marilee tried to shrug off as she raised a hand and
knocked on the door.
No lights brightened the windows. No voice called out for her to keep
her pants on.
She swallowed at the combination of disappointment and uneasiness that
crowded the back of her throat.
Against her will her eyes did a quick scan of the moonshadowed ranch
yard and the hills beyond. The place was in the middle of nowhere. She
had driven through the small town of New Eden and gone miles into the
wilderness, seeing no more than two other houses on the way - and those
from a great distance.
She knocked again, but didn't wait for an answer before trying the door.
Lucy had mentioned wildlife in her few letters. The four-legged,
flea-scratching kind.
"Bears. I remember something about bears," she muttered, the nerves at
the base of her neck wriggling at the possibility that there were a
dozen watching her from the cover of darkness, sizing her up with their
beady little eyes while their stomachs growled. "If it's all the same to
you, Luce, I'd rather not meet one up close and personal while you're
off doing the boot-scootin' boogie with some cowboy."
Stepping inside, she fumbled along the wall for a light switch, then
blinked against the glare of a dozen small bulbs artfully arranged in a
chandelier of antlers. Her first thought was that Lucy's abysmal
housekeeping talents had deteriorated to a shocking new low. The place
was a disaster area, strewn with books, newspapers, notepaper, clothing.
She drifted away from the door and into the large room that encompassed
most of the first floor of the house, her brain stumbling to make sense
of the contradictory information it was getting. The house was barely a
year old, a blend of western tradition and contemporary architectural
touches. Lucy had hired a decorator to capture those intertwined
feelings in the interior. But the western watercolor prints on the walls
hung at drunken angles. The cushions had been torn from the heavy,
overstuffed chairs. The seat of the red leather sofa had been slit from
end to end. Stuffing rose up from the wound in ragged tufts. Broken
lamps and shattered pottery littered the expensive Berber rug. An
overgrown pothos had been ripped from its planter and shredded, and was
strung across the carpet like strips of tattered green ribbon.
Not even Lucy was this big a slob.
Marilee's pulse picked up the rhythm of fear. "Lucy?" she called, the
tremor in her voice a vocal extension of the goose bumps that were
pebbling her arms. The only answer was an ominous silence that pressed
in on her eardrums until they were pounding.
She stepped over a gutted throw pillow, picked her way around a smashed
terra-cotta urn, and peered into the darkened kitchen area. The
refrigerator door was ajar, the light within glowing like the promise of
gold inside a treasure chest. The smell, however, promised something
less pleasant.
She wrinkled her nose and blinked against the sour fumes as she found
the light switch on the wall and flicked it upward Recessed lighting
beamed down on a repulsive mess of spoiling food and spilled beer. Milk
puddled on the Mexican tile in front of the refrigerator.
The carton lay abandoned on its side. Flies hovered over the garbage
like tiny vultures.
"Jesus, Lucy," she muttered, "what kind of party did you throw here?"
And where the hell are you?
The pine cupboard doors stood open, their contents spewed out of them.
Stoneware and china and flatware lay broken and scattered, appropriately
macabre place settings for the gruesome meal that had been laid out on
the floor.
Marilee backed away slowly, her hand trembling as she reached out to
steady herself with the one ladder-back chair that remained upright at
the long pine harvest table. She caught her full lower lip between her
teeth and stared through the sheen of tears. She had worked too many
criminal cases not to see this for what it was. The house had been
ransacked. The motive could have been robbery, or the destruction could
have been the aftermath of something else, something uglier.
"Lucy?" she called again, her heart sinking like a stone at the sure
knowledge that she wouldn't get an answer.
Her gaze drifted to the stairway that led up to the loft where the
bedrooms were tucked, then cut to the telephone that had been ripped
from the kitchen wall and now hung by slender tendons of wire.
Her heart beat faster. A fine mist of sweat slicked her palms.
"Lucy?
"She's dead."
The words were like a pair of shotgun blasts in the still of the room.
Marilee wheeled around, a scream wedged in her throat right behind her
heart. He stood at the other end of the table, six feet of hewn granite
in faded jeans and a chambray work shirt. How anything that big could
have sneaked up on her was beyond reasoning. Her perceptions distorted
by fear, she thought his shoulders rivaled the mountains for size. He
stood there, staring at her from beneath the low-riding brim of a dusty
black Stetson, his gaze narrow, measuring, his mouth set in a grim,
compressed line. His right hand - big with blunttipped fingers - hung at his
side just inches from a holstered revolver that looked big enough to
bring down a buffalo.
He spoke again, his voice low and rusty, his question jolting her like a
cattle prod. "Who are you?"
"Who am I?" she blurted out. "Who the fuck are you?"
His scowl seemed to tighten at her language, but Marilee couldn't find
it in her to care about decorum at the moment. From the corner of her
eye she caught sight of a foot-long heavy brass candlestick lying on its
side on the table. She inched her fingers down from the back of the
chair and slid them around the cold, hard brass, her gaze locked on the
stranger.
"What have you done with Lucy?"
He tucked his chin back. "Nothing."
"I think you ought to know that I'm not here alone," Marilee said with
all the bravado she could muster. "My husband . . . Bruno . . . is out
looking around the buildings."
"You came alone," he drawled, squinting at her. "Saw you from the
ridge."
He'd seen her. He'd been watching. A man with a gun had been watching
her. Marilee's fingers tightened on the candlestick. His first words
came back to her through the tangle in her brain. She's dead. Terror
gripped her throat like an unseen hand. Lucy. He'd killed Lucy.
With a strangled cry she hurled the candlestick at him and bolted for
the door, tripping over an uprooted ficus.
She heard him grunt and swear as the missile hit. The candlestick
sounded as loud as a cathedral bell as it met the pine floor. The
scramble of boots sounded like a herd of horses stampeding after her.
She kept her focus on the front door, willing it closer, but as in a
nightmare, her arms and legs weighed her down like lead. The air around
her seemed to take on a heaviness that defied speed. She scrambled,
stretched, stumbled, sobs catching in her throat as she gasped for
breath.
He caught her from behind, one hand grabbing hold of her vest and
T-shirt. He hauled her backward, banding his other arm around her waist
and pulling her into the rock wall that was his body.
"Hold still!"
Marilee clawed the beefy forearm that was pushing the air from her
lungs. Wild, animal sounds of distress mewed in her throat, and she
kicked his shins with vicious intent, connecting the heels of her
sneakers with bone two swings out of three.
"Dammit, hold still!" he ordered, tightening his arm against her. "I
didn't kill her. It was an accident."
"Tell it to a lawyer!" she managed to shout, pushing frantically at the
big hand that was pressed up against her diaphragm. She couldn't budge