Darkest Hour (Age of Misrule, Book 2) (60 page)

Ruth stood in the corner, her arms still wrapped around her. From the corner of his eye, Church could see her gaze jumping back and forth, as if she was expecting something to come out of the corners of the room. “I feel like something bad has happened here,” she said.

And at that moment the sun set and darkness claimed the land.

The rain started as Tom and Veitch reached the lowland slopes with twilight drawing in. By the time they had arrived at a main road, their clothes were soaked through and their hair was plastered to their heads; it was a hard, unforgiving downpour, uncommonly chill for that time of year. The cars hissed by, steaming in the spray, their headlights blazing paths through the night. Most of them were driving too fast for the conditions, desperate to get to the safety of their destinations before the deep night encroached.

After long deliberation during their walk, Tom and Witch had decided to eschew the established policy of tramping through the wilderness. With only two of them, they felt they could move quicker and with a greater chance of being unseen by picking up a vehicle and following the main roads north, at least up to the Scottish Highlands.

But after forty-five minutes standing on the roadside in the splash zone they began to question their choice. No one was prepared to stop to pick up a hardfaced, muscular young man and his older companion who looked like he’d done too many drugs.

“We’re going to be here all bleedin’ night.” Veitch’s voice was thin with repressed anger as a Volvo hurtled by in a white glare and a backwash that showered him from the waist down. “This was a stupid idea.”

Tom removed his glasses to wipe the droplets off them for the third time in as many minutes. He kept his attention fixed on the stream of traffic.

“It’s hardly bleedin’ surprising, though, is it? We could be anything here. Everyone must know by now you can’t trust stuff at face value. Once we were in the car we could tear their faces off.” He took a perfectly timed step back to avoid the splash from a Golf. “I haven’t seen this much traffic for ages. Probably ‘cause it’s a main route. Safety in numbers and all that. I bet the back roads are deserted-“

“You’re talking too much.”

“Nerves, all right? I’m worried about Ruth.”

Tom stuck out his thumb once more with undiminished optimism.

“We don’t stand much chance of winning now, do we?” Veitch continued. “I mean, I’m still staying hopeful we can help Ruth, but what’s inside her…” He looked into the middle distance. “If it finds its way back, what’s it going to be like?”

Tom didn’t seem to hear him at first. Then he said, “When Balor led the Fomorii across the land in the first times, it was said daylight was driven from the land. In the eternal night there was only the stink of burning flesh and the rivers ran red with blood. Humanity was driven to the fringes of existence.” His pause was filled with the rushing of the wind and the rain. “If he returns once more, there is no hope for anything.”

Veitch chewed this over while the cars sped past, and when he spoke again it was as if it hadn’t even been mentioned. “How long are you planning on sticking it out here before you realise nobody’s going to help us? Come on. We better find some shelter.”

“People haven’t changed. There are still some who’ll help out a fellow in need.”

“Yeah-” Veitch began cynically, just as a 2CV indicated and pulled over sharply.

The passenger door opened on to a man in his early thirties, his face surprisingly open and smiling. His cheeks were a little chubby, his eyes heavy-lidded beneath badly cut jet-black hair which made him look more like a boy.

“Where are you going?” he said loudly over the white noise and rumble of the road sounds.

Tom leaned in. “As far north as you can take us.”

“Okay. Hop in.”

Veitch clambered into the back, scrubbing the excess moisture out of his hair, while Tom took the front. It was only when they were both settled that they saw their driver was wearing a dog collar.

“You must be mad hitching at this time, in this weather,” the driver said as he pulled away.

“Needs must.” Tom glanced at him askance. “We were counting on a Good Samaritan,” he added wryly.

“There’re still a few of us around.” The driver laughed. “Actually, I had selfish motivations too. I wanted some company.” He stuck a hand out sideways. “I’m Will.”

Tom and Witch introduced themselves, then fell silent, but Will was keen to talk. “I’ve been down to London. Came down yesterday and stayed overnight. I’ve got a parish in Newcastle. Rough area, good people though. I’d be the first to admit it’s been a struggle. Still, the last few months have been a struggle for all of us, haven’t they?”

“There’s been some trouble up there, hasn’t there?”

A rawness sprang to Will’s face and he shifted uncomfortably; he didn’t appear to want to talk about that. “They’ve closed off part of the city. Terrible business. Terrible. But that’s nothing new today, is it? Have you heard any news about what’s happening?”

“Only what we’ve seen with our own eyes.” Tom was enjoying the warmth of the heater on his feet.

“They say the Government is on the verge of giving up the ghost. Apparently they’ve set up a coalition, a Government of National Purpose. As if that will do any good. They’re all politicians, aren’t they?”

“Anybody who seeks out power should never be allowed to have it,” Tom agreed.

“I don’t think they’ve any idea what’s going on at all.”

“Does anybody? Do you?” Tom watched him curiously. He seemed a little naive and idealistic, like many younger clerics.

“Nobody knows the details, but we have all seen what we’ve seen. We know science is on the back foot. What should we call it-the supernatural, the strange, the wondrous? Those who believed in that kind of thing always struggled to identify it on the periphery of life. Now it’s right there at the heart.”

“I would suppose,” Tom noted, “that you were one of those believers. Being a clergyman and all.”

Will grew quiet, his face lost in the shadows between street lights. After a moment’s contemplation he said, “Actually, that’s not true. I considered myself one of the new breed. You know, trendy, the papers called us, because we had raves, flashing lights and dry ice instead of hymns. No time for the miracles and magic of the Bible. There was no truth in it, just a true way of living, little stories to teach decency.”

In the back, Veitch began to doze. After the exertion of the last few weeks, the warmth, the rhythm of the wipers and the hiss of the wheels created a soothing atmosphere that made his limbs leaden. Will’s voice was calming too; he began to drift in and out of the conversation.

“And now you think differently?”

“You’re damned right.” He paused. “Must watch my cursing these days. My basic belief before was: God is a supernatural entity. If there’s no evidence of the supernatural-and I’ve never seen any-how could there be a God, a virgin birth, even an Ascension? But I carried on because the Church still did good, important work. And then the miracles happened. All over the country-lame people walking, blind people seeing, the dead reviving. All the cliched stuff. But this time there was evidence.” He hammered the steering wheel passionately to emphasise his words. “There was a meeting in London. The General Synod was discussing all the monumental events that have been happening all over. I was still quite cynical until I heard all the personal testimonies, from every single part of the country.”

“And you think these are some signs from your God?” Tom did little to hide the faint contempt in his voice.

“I honestly don’t know. I’d like to think that. Some of my colleagues think the opposite. They say everything they’ve seen in the world proves there can’t be a God-not our God, anyway. How can miracles be special … be miracles … if they’re happening randomly every day? It’s magic, they say, not God’s work. And the reports presented at the meeting of-” he eyed Tom unsurely powerful beings-“

“Not God’s creatures,” Tom said.

“So they say.”

“And you think differently?”

“Until I’ve seen them with my own eyes … If you believe God created the universe and everything in it, then he could have created the most bizarre, alien beings. Who are we to begin to wonder at His reason for putting them here? The scheme is too big, our perspective too small.” He glanced at Tom. “I take it from your words you don’t believe in God.”

Tom grunted. “I believe in a higher power. Call it God if you will. The common belief is that people who have seen great suffering cannot believe in God, for how could God allow such things to exist? That is shallow and misguided. Only people who have seen great suffering can know without a doubt that God truly exists.”

The vicar’s brow furrowed. “How can you say that?”

“Work it out for yourself. That’s the only way true wisdom comes.” Tom watched the dark hedges and closed-off villages flash by.

Will didn’t seem offended by Tom’s brusque manner. “All I can tell you is what this means for me. Two days ago science told me there was no place for miracles. Now we live in this world where wonders are commonplace. And they may not be caused by nzy God, as you put it, but the fact that they are happening means that for me miracles are now truly possible. Anything is possible. And once I realised that, I just had to rush back to my church to tell everyone about it.”

“Well, isn’t that a conversion on the Road to Damascus,” Tom said drily.

“I can understand your cynicism, I really can,” Will stressed. “But despite all the misery that’s been caused-and I accept there’s been a lot-on a spiritual level, there’s also so much more hope. All the things the Bible teaches aren’t abstract concepts any more. Life has just become so much more, I don’t know, vital. How can you worry about making more money or seeking out power when all this is happening? It focuses the mind on the truly important things.”

They continued northwards, the rain finally drifting away to leave a cloudy, warm night. The conversation was punctuated by long periods of silence when they each wrestled with their own thoughts, but that was often too uncomfortable and they would be forced to return to discussing the state of the country and how much life had changed. Veitch was oblivious to it all as he slept soundly, stretched out across the back seat.

As the midnight hour passed and Newcastle drew nearer, the air being sucked in by the heater gained an unpleasant tang of chemicals and burning, Tom glanced over at Will; the vicar’s face, oddly, seemed to have lost some of its youthfulness and his expression had grown darker.

“How bad is it back at home?” Tom asked.

A pause. “Very bad.”

“You’re aiming to pass on some of that hope you feel.”

He nodded. “Something magical. The Church lost touch with that, with the reason why people needed it. There’s been too much looking inward, too much rationalising and reasoning and not enough heart. Not enough magic.”

The sky overhead was briefly lit up, as if it were daylight.

“Good Lord.” Will leaned over the wheel to peer up into the sky. “Was that a flare?”

They travelled on for another five minutes without any further disturbance, but then something else caught Will’s eye and he slowed the car down. “Look at that.” There was awe in his hushed voice.

Lights were moving in complex patterns across the sky. Some were balls, glowing red or white, others cylinders that seemed to have all the colours of the rainbow on them as they rotated slowly.

“UFOs,” Will noted.

“That’s what they used to call them. Keep going, they won’t disturb you.”

Will glanced sharply at Tom. “You’re saying they’re alive? They’re just lights.”

“Just lights? There is no just anything in this world.”

“Then what?” He looked back up to the heavens, slowing the car even further.

“Spirit forms, I suppose you would call them. Sentient beings that reflect what is taking place in our heads.”

“How do you know this?”

“I’ve seen them before.”

“They look like cherubs. Or angels.” Will chewed on a knuckle excitedly. “Perhaps that’s what they are. If they were seen in ancient times …” He paused, holding his head to one side. “I can feel something. Can you feel something?” Will didn’t seem to notice Tom’s lack of a reply. “It fills me with a sense of wellbeing. Almost of transcendence.”

“That’s part of their nature too.”

A tear trickled from the corner of Will’s eye. “You say they’re, what, spirit forms? But if I say they’re angels, who’s to say which of us is right?”

Tom shrugged disinterestedly.

“It’s all a matter of perspective.” He pulled the car over to the side of the road, transfixed. The lights continued to bob and weave across the sky, their flares lighting the clouds like fireworks. Then, as Will watched intently, their movement ground to a halt. There was a brief period when they hung suspended in the heavens, and then gradually they shifted in unison towards some kind of alignment. A few seconds later they formed a blazing cross of many colours, hanging in the eastern sky.

Will caught a sob in his throat, but the tears streamed down his cheeks. “I’ve been so wrong.”