He walked down gracefully and took his mother's arm.
âCan we get a taxi, dear? I know it's not far but I don't think I canâ¦'
âOf course, Mother.'
He raised his hand. A taxi stopped immediately. He nodded to himselfâyes.
They got in and his mother gave the address.
âCarl,' she said, âI hope you weren't offended by what I said before.'
âNo, Mother, you can't offend me.'
âThat's good, dear. You know I want what's best for you.'
âDo you, Mother? That's nice.'
He looked at her benevolently.
How small she isâsilly little woman.
She was talking. He watched her thin, sunken mouth moving mechanically in her flabby cheeks. Distantly he heard her say:
âYou do seem better after church, Carl. More relaxedâ¦I knew you would.'
âOh yes,' said Carl, âI feel much better.'
âOh dear!' she said, gasping a little. âI wish I could say the sameâ¦I better take a pill.'
She fumbled with the catch on her bag.
âNo, Mother,' he said, smiling, holding her hand. âYou wait. I'll put you into bed and bring you a cup of tea and you'll feel better. Why don't you give me your bagâ¦I'll carry it.'
âThat's a good boy.'
He could hear her wheezing.
As the taxi turned into Carl's street, he looked out the window and saw Dave and June. She was pushing a pramâ¦Dave was limping heavily.
He looked at them incuriously, his face calm. Actually, he wasn't quite sure who they were.
The taxi pulled up.
Will it be now?
he thought luxuriously.
Or will I just
wish
it to happen.
He helped his mother out and up the front pathâ¦
*
As Dave and June turned into Carl's street, they were arguing.
âWhy the hell did we have to come so far, Dave? You
know
you shouldn't be walking on that leg!' Dave's leg had been in a plastic brace since the day he had fallen in the cemetery. âAnd why do we have to come this way, for Christ's sake? This is Carl's street, isn't it? I don't want to see the little creep. You still haven't explained whatâ¦'
âJust shut up, June,' Dave said, limping along, new lines of pain in his face. âI just wantedâ¦Jesus! There he is!'
The taxi drove past, Carl looking out blank-faced.
âHere! Stop, hon, June! Stop, wait!'
Dave stood still, watching the car stop and Carl help his mother out.
Dave strained to see the fifty yards between him and Carl.
âShit!' he muttered.
âDave, what's wrong?'
âShut up!'
He bent urgently forward, his bad leg braced.
The way Carl had his arm across her shoulders! There was somethingâ¦He was like aâ¦like a
praying mantis! Jesus! Noâ¦
Dave saw Carl look up into the sun, smiling. He and his mother went into the house. The door closed.
Dave shook his head violently. He beat his fist against his knee.
I'll
have
to tell themâ¦
âNo!'
âLook, Dave,' she said, with love and exasperation, âwhat's
wrong
?'
Dave gazed at her, his face suffering.
âCome home, Juneâ¦I got to tell you something.'
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