Destiny Ever-Changing

Destiny Ever-Changing

by Tasha Ivey

2013 © Destiny Ever-Changing 

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Dedication

I proudly dedicate this story to Brooks Jones, Laura Buchanan, and Regina Buchanan.

You will forever be loved and will never be forgotten.

To my Nana, words could never describe how important you have been to me in my life. You've always said how I was your light in a dark tunnel. Little do you know, you'll always be my light, whether the tunnel is dark or not.

To my "Fawn" (A.K.A. Mom), you've encouraged me and inspired me through every step of my life. I wouldn't be who I am today without you, and for that, I'll be eternally grateful. I know that I can always count on you to be there for me, no matter the cost or the circumstances.

To my sisters, Ashton and Jacque, being your sister meant taking on many roles, from hairstylist, to doctor, to therapist (clearly I didn't do a very good job in that role!), but no matter what, my favorite role is just being your sister. The times we've had (good and bad) and the laughter and tears we've shared will forever be my best memories . . . as long as there are no butcher knives involved and we don't play Marco Polo on the trampoline again. For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, you just had to have been there.

There are many incredible family members and friends who inspired me and encouraged me to write this story, but most importantly, my husband, Robin, and my kids, Chase and Caydee, were my driving force. Even though they had to tolerate me for a full year while this story came to life, they always supported me and never complained. You guys are amazing, and I somehow find the capacity in my heart to love you more and more with each passing day.

And finally, thank you, God, for the strength and determination you gave me every step of this process. It wasn't always easy, but you've shown me so much about myself that I never even knew. With your love and grace, I can do anything.

Prologue — It's So Over

Laura:

I don't know what I was thinking. How could I have possibly thought this would end well? After six
dreadful
months of living in Baltimore, I've finally had enough. Enough of this city. Enough of this apartment. And more than anything . . . enough of Alex Walker.

Alex is one of the most sought-after attorneys in Baltimore, specializing in high profile divorces. He is absolutely brutal in the courtroom and has never lost a case; but, most importantly, Alex is an expert manipulator, in
and
out of the courtroom. He knows what he wants, and no one can stop him from getting it. He has power, wealth, notoriety, and, for a short while, he had me. 

We were introduced by my best friend, Fawn, at one of those drunken soirées that her company was known for masterminding—I was her "plus one". As soon as we met, I became incredibly enamored with his overpowering magnetism and the way he seemed to command a room when he walked into it. He wasn't too hard to look at either, if you like that tall, handsome, tanned, and statuesque sort of thing.

But, needless to say, visions of that night don't dance merrily in my head. The old saying about hindsight couldn't be more true.

"Alex! You made it!" Fawn called across the room, her flittering fingers outstretched over her head in a playful wave. "Let me introduce you to someone."

She's doing it again,
I thought.
Forever her charity case,
I
can't ever seem to go out without her setting me
up with some random guy.

I grabbed her arm and spun her around to face me as Alex ordered his drink. "Don't tell me you're setting me up again, Fawn! You
promised
you wouldn't do this again after 'The Mason Incident,' remember?"

"Now, Laura, why would you think that?" she inquired with a conniving wink. "Besides, this one is nothing like Mason. Did you look at him? He's so . . .
so
gorgeous!"

"He is pretty yummy, I have to admit," I said, absentmindedly twirling a strand of hair between my fingers, not knowing he had sauntered up behind me.

Alex snickered. "Who's yummy?"

Great, he heard me. "Umm . . . I" 

"Alex!" Fawn interrupted as she elbowed me, forcing the breath that I had been inhaling to escape in an abrupt wheeze.  "You absolutely must meet my dear friend, Laura Carey."

His eyes traveled up and down my body. "It's
very
nice to meet you, Laura. I've heard so much about you, and I can sincerely say that Fawn has hardly done you justice."

"Well, then, you're at an unfair advantage," I said, trying hard to come up with a blithe response.  "She has never mentioned you, but it's nice meeting you, too, nevertheless."

Fawn's mouth curled up into a sly grin. "Oh, he's just an old friend from my college days."

"Seriously?" I retorted. "Fawn, you just graduated two years ago!"

"Well, it feels like an eternity," she said, playfully smacking my arm and knowing that I had caught on to another one of her schemes. 

Meanwhile, Alex just coolly smiled at me with an almost devious look in his eyes. The look on his face suddenly reminded me of the cunning wolf on those old cartoonsalways trying to lure the sheep into one of his traps. Unfortunately, it was working. 

Ba-a-a-a,
I thought, trying not to laugh aloud.

Of course, as I had suspected, our meeting was completely premeditated. Fawn had already told him all about me. She always had this habit of setting me up with her "old friends" when I came up to Baltimore to visit her, which was often. As my life-long best friend, I suppose she thought that her job was to manage my romantic life. Or lack thereof.

She and I grew up together in a practically non-existent town in Alabama; however, she went away to an Ivy League college, got an MBA, and landed a magnificent job with an advertising agency in Baltimore. I, on the other hand, never wanted to leave. I was truly content in that small town, and I cherished being close to my family. Honestly, I couldn't imagine being anywhere else.

Fawn deemed it necessary to get me out of there as often as she could talk me into it. She just couldn't comprehend why in the world I would want to be there instead of a big city. She and I spoke on the phone every couple of days, and she would tell me about the thrilling life she led and all of the marvelous parties she attended.

That was the motivation for that particular trip. The company she worked for was having a big bash to celebrate landing an important client, so she called and practically begged me to attend the event with her—also promising an exciting weekend of marathon shopping, sinfully delicious food, and, of course, a gracious hostess. I reluctantly agreed. I realized, then, why she is in the advertising business; the girl could sell anything.

Alex flashed a charming smile. "So, Laura, how about a dance? I can tell you a little about myself, so we'll be even."

"Sure," I agreed hypnotically. There was something about that sparkling smile that could make me absentmindedly agree to anything.

I remember walking onto the dance floor while the band was playing a soft, spellbinding Jazz number, and I was nervous about getting close to him. But he took my hand and pulled me close, his warm hand pressed into the small of my back as if we had been lovers for years, and he told me a few details about himself. Somehow, he made me feel at ease, and I was rapidly becoming entranced in everything about him: his chiseled features, his flawless smile, perfectly placed blond hair, dark chocolate brown eyes, and the way he moved with such ease and poise.

Then, I noticed that all of the other women in the room were captivated with him, as well. And, of that, he was well aware. He would casually glance in the direction of one of his "groupies," flash that charismatic smile, and wink at them.

I should have known then. I should have seen it coming.

The relationship started out fairly well. We immediately hit it off at the party, and within a few days he calledand every day thereafter. After just two weeks, he made a surprise visit to Alabama, but I could tell he was not at all impressed with my hometown.

From that point on, he had me fly up to see him every other weekend, and we grew closer and closer. After just three months of seeing each other, he asked me to move in with him in Baltimore. After a lot of thoughtand staring into those convincing eyes of his—I agreed. I knew I didn't
love
him, but I did know that I liked the
idea
of loving him. I assumed love would soon follow.  Wrong.

The first three months or so were interesting. He and I had very different tastes in home décor, music, clothing, food . . . well, everything. Alex wanted nothing but the best, and money was no object. I, on the other hand, tend to be more frugal, which would cause arguments.

To make up for our disagreements, he regularly gave me extravagant gifts and elaborate floral arrangements, which is enough to make most women swoon. He just said I was still trying to live a small town life, and I needed to grow accustomed to the finer things. I tried to go along with it, thinking that he was probably right. Although, I often wondered what he was doing with me, since he had such exquisite tastes. 

Ah, but therein lies the problem. I soon found out that one of his exquisite tastes went by the name of Jessica. He immediately proclaimed that she had an infatuation with him, and that she was spreading all sorts of lies about the two of them. Stupidly, I believed him. 

Until last night, that is.

Alex and I had plans to have a quiet, romantic dinner at home and spend some time together. He had been working so much lately that I had hardly seen him over the last few weeks. I had everything planned: I was going to make his favorite rosemary chicken, we would watch a movie that I rented, and I even had something
special
to wear to bed that night. I was getting the chicken out of the fridge to prepare when my cell phone rang.

"I'm going to be working really late tonight, so don't worry about making dinner. Actually, it will probably be well after midnight before I make it home, so I guess we'll need to postpone all of our plans for the night." Alex blurted out impatiently before I could even choke out my greeting.

"Alex, you told me this morning that you would definitely be home early tonight," I whined. "I haven't really seen you in weeks."

"I know what I said! You know how busy I am right now, and I don't have time for the guilt trip right now either. Listen, I'll call you later."

He hung up the phone before I could say anything else. I stomped back into the kitchen and threw the chicken back into the fridge, slamming the door with such force that it flew back open, and my ceramic magnets went flying and broke into pieces as they hit the floor.

I, then, directed my anger toward the oven. When I went to turn it off, I unintentionally twisted the knob so hard that it popped off into my hand, and I threw it across the kitchen, where it bounced off the recently painted wall and landed among the broken magnets in a bizarre Picasso-like mosaic. I paced around the kitchen trying to calm down, stopping occasionally to pound my fist on the cold marble countertop and rant furiously.

Once my temper tantrum subsided, I just felt sorry for myself, and I decided that I had to get out of the apartment. I rarely left without him since he insisted that I not work, and I didn't know many people. Fawn had been so busy with work the last several weeks, that we barely even had time to talk on the phone, much less go out. As a result, I was more than ready to get out and socialize with someone other than his five-thousand dollar tropical fish named Armeus, who, unfortunately, had become my only company lately.

Finally, I decided to go out and see a movie that I had been dying to see; he had been working too much lately to take me to see it. The theater was merely five blocks from our apartment, so walking would be somewhat effortless. I never walked anywhere alone, but I hated driving in the city, and I never could get comfortable with a total stranger driving me around in a cab.