“Congratulations!” offered the nurse with a wide smile. RACHEL, her name tag said.
“Thanks.” She tried to smile as she remembered how happy she had been. “But all of a sudden I’ve gotten sick the last couple days. It was really bad this morning, and I’m pretty sure that somehow I got pregnant. I can feel it now that I’ve changed. And the IUD’s still in place.” She focused on the nurse, her expression intense. “I’m in shock. I can’t think straight, but I do already know one thing. I do not want to lose this baby.”
The nurse put her hand on Pia’s abdomen, her gaze going inward. Pia stood still. She felt the tingle of magic as the nurse scanned her. “Oh wow, you’re right, you are pregnant,” said the nurse, her eyes lighting up. “What a sweet little strong spark.”
“Did changing last night hurt it?” she asked.
“No! Oh no, shifting is the most natural thing in the world. Your nausea does sound a little different, though. And with the IUD, you did the right thing by coming in. We’ll get you in to see a nurse practitioner or doctor. Just go ahead and take a seat right there, and I’ll pull your records. In fact, I’m going to see if I can catch . . .”
Muttering to herself, the nurse rushed off. Pia slumped in the chair and put her head in her hands. Thank God Dragos had stopped roaring in her head, because otherwise she thought she might spin into the air and fly into pieces. She thought his silence was ominous, but she didn’t care as long as she could hear herself think for just a little damn while.
She felt shaky and on the edge of nausea again. She put her hand on her abdomen. Stay in there, peanut.
Luck continued to flow her way, as Dr. Medina was getting ready to go on vacation and had just seen the last of the patients she’d had scheduled for the day. Pia was acquainted with Dr. Medina and comforted by the familiarity. She was a brisk, gray-haired canine Wyr with a no-nonsense attitude and a sense of humor Pia found calming.
After a quick examination and a pulse of Power, the doctor removed the IUD and grinned at her. “Good news. You, my dear, are in excellent shape and it isn’t ectopic, which is one of the major risks when pregnancy occurs with an IUD. That baby is exactly where he’s supposed to be, all snuggled in right and tight in your uterus and not in a fallopian tube or anywhere else. I’m glad you came in so soon though. Women who put this off for too long run a high risk of miscarriage or other serious complications. Now tell me about this nausea you’ve been experiencing.”
Pia sagged with relief. She described the last few days. “I’ve not ever been tempted to put meat in my mouth,” she said with a shudder. “But it’s smelled so good. And that’s so wrong.”
The doctor regarded her over half-glasses. “Are you by any chance with a predator?”
“Yes?” She didn’t mean that as a question. Did she?
“Well, that’s your problem.” The doctor sat back and smiled at her. “Predator/herbivore mixes are much more unusual than homogenous matches, although they do happen, of course, since we Wyr are much more than just our animal natures. I’m not going to lie to you. You’re in for a bumpy ride for the duration, and it may seem at times like your instincts have gone haywire.”
“Will it be a high-risk pregnancy?” Her hand went to her abdomen again.
“I wouldn’t say that. There’s no reason to go there right now. Think protein and calcium. If you can’t force yourself to be omnivorous for the duration of the pregnancy, you’ll need to stock up on protein drinks. Soy is fine. Whey is better. Along with the prenatal vitamins, I’ll prescribe an anti-nausea charm that should help. It won’t block pain, mind you. Pain is too important a messenger. But it should help you keep your food down. Keep it with you everywhere but in the shower. It loses its efficacy if it gets wet too often.”
“Thank you so much, especially for seeing me before you left on vacation,” she replied with heartfelt feeling. The doctor scribbled on a prescription pad and handed her a slip. She said, “One last question, if you don’t mind.”
“Sure, go ahead, as long as it won’t take too long. I’ve got a flight to Cancún this evening and a mate who won’t be happy with me if I miss it.”
She hesitated, not sure how to word things, and plucked at the edge of her examination gown. “The pregnancy is a real shock. I mean, I had the IUD, so I thought it should have prevented things, right? It hasn’t even come up as a topic of conversation with my . . . partner. I was starting to feel nauseated before I changed this morning, so I must have already been pregnant. So it had to have been the father who . . . changed things?”
The doctor’s eyes were shrewd and kind. “No single birth control is a hundred percent foolproof, for either Wyr or human. Yes, all things being equal, the IUD is a very effective method of birth control, for the most part. And yes, Wyr can control their reproduction cycle. For the most part. But I’ve also known Wyr to lose control during the first days of the mating frenzy. Only the two of you can say whether or not he’s just your lover or your mate. If I were you, though, I’d think about going easy on your partner on this one, if he’s your mate. Does that help?”
Her throat worked. She had to swallow hard before she could reply. “Yes. It helps a lot. Dr Medina, thank you so much.”
“My pleasure. I love the babies. Should have been an obstetrician.” The doctor closed her file and stood but paused before stepping out. She regarded Pia curiously. “By the way, you never did tell me what you shifted into?”
Caught off guard, she stammered, “Oh, a . . . a marmoset.”
“Odd,” the doctor murmured, giving her a quizzical look. “I wouldn’t have classified marmosets as herbivores. And your mate?”
“He’s . . . not one.”
The doctor narrowed her eyes on Pia. “You will tell me, won’t you, if it becomes medically relevant?”
“Yes, of course,” she said with a sheepish smile. “I promise.”
The doctor pointed at her. “Take your vitamins. See you next month.”
She changed into her clothes, giddy with both relief and hunger. She could eat a horse if it weren’t somehow cannibalistic. She bent and tied her shoelaces.
Pregnant. Mate. I’m going to have a dragon baby.
Nope, that didn’t get all the way inside. Let’s say it again.
I’m going to have a dragon baby.
She straightened as black stars danced in front of her eyes. Maybe she really was going to spin into the air and fly into pieces anyway, with or without Dragos’s help. She had so many things going on inside, random thoughts and feelings were popping like fireworks at the Fourth of July.
Panic at possibly losing the pregnancy had receded, to be replaced by panic at being pregnant. She was relieved not only that the pregnancy was viable but, even more, that all the evidence said Dragos hadn’t intentionally trapped her with it. It looked like she owed him a big apology.
But of all times for it to happen! She had only just, literally hours ago, decided to stay with Dragos. Then there was the war with Urien, which had only just begun. And who knew how Dragos was going to react when he heard the news. He might spin into the air and fly into pieces too.
She pressed her hand over her abdomen. Oh, peanut, I always had the sneaky hope I might have a child someday, but I have to tell you, this timing sucks.
She ran into an unexpected snag as she started to leave. The nurse checking her out asked, “Still the same insurance and co-pay?”
Same insurance. From Elfie’s. And her with thirty-three dollars in her pocket and no checkbook. She pinched the bridge of her nose. Offering a mental apology to all concerned with a promise to pay the bill for real, she lied, “Yes, thanks.”
She forked over the twenty-five-dollar co-pay, waved away the offer of a receipt and tried to not look shifty about any of it while she continued her internal dialogue with the peanut. What if he hates the idea of the pregnancy? What if he doesn’t want you? He has to want you, that’s all there is to it. Anyway, I want you. I just don’t know what I’m going to do with you. Just one more thing I’ll have to figure out, along with how to live with the rest of the crazy-ass changes going on in my life.
Business concluded, she made her way through the lobby toward the clinic door where she paused. She didn’t think she had the Power to reach Dragos telepathically, but she decided to give it a try anyway.
Dragos?
His response was immediate and, thank God, calm.
Yes.
I’m done. I’m headed home,
she told him.
I’ve got some news and I owe you a big apology.
We can talk about whatever it is later,
he said.
Where are you? I’ll come get you.
You don’t know?
She thought for sure Bayne or Aryal would have told him by now. She pushed through the glass door, squinting in the bright sunlight. Where was the harpy? She shaded her eyes as she looked around.
See, I went to my doctor’s—
She stepped on something and shifted her foot as she looked down. She had stepped on—was that a dart?
Sudden pain pricked her neck. She brushed at the pain and saw another dart fall to the sidewalk. Numbness spread through her body at unbelievable speed. The world went sideways and the sidewalk slammed into her.
Bayne. Aryal. She tried to call for them, but her mouth wasn’t working.
Somebody was shouting in another part of her head, but she couldn’t connect with it or understand what they were saying.
Three people walked into view and stared down at her. Two were Dark Fae males with long tilted eyes, high cheekbones, pointed ears and dark hair.
One was a Hispanic woman, with a queenlike beauty and eyes that connected to hers with a snap of Power. The witch Adela, from the Cauldron.
“Oh, it’s you. Again.” Adela’s mouth pursed and she sighed. “I was afraid of that.”
You stupid bitch, she tried to say. I’m so going to kick your ass.
If Dragos doesn’t get to you first . . .
Everything floated away.
EIGHTEEN
A
Mephistophelian voice thundered in her head. It called her Name.
Use your Power, damn it. I can feel you’re there. Try hard
, the imperious voice demanded.
WAKE THE FUCK UP.
Everything whirled around her. It stank like oil and exhaust. She lay on something hard that vibrated, her cheek pressed against a rough carpet. She felt dizzy, sick. She breathed in shallow pants.
Someone was making a thin whining sound. Oh, it was her. Shut up, stupid.
She fought to do as the voice demanded and reached deep inside. Her training instructor would have said she reached for her chi, her energy flow, the seat of her breath.
For a terrible moment she was disoriented and rudderless in the dark. Then she connected. Power flowed up from the base of her spine and flooded her body. It didn’t dissipate all the effects of the drug, but it helped to clear her head some.
She was bound with her arms behind her, gagged and in the trunk of a car traveling at high speed. She drooped. Apparently it really did never rain but poured.
Answer me now,
Dragos commanded.
Having a hell of a week
, she managed to articulate. Her mental voice was thready and lacked control, but he heard her.
There’s my girl
. The thunder was gone, replaced by desperate relief.
Talk to me. Are you hurt?
No, some kind of drug.
She struggled to find words that made sense.
Tied up. In the trunk of a car. We’re traveling fast
.
All right. Stay calm
, said Dragos.
Bayne and Aryal.
She tried to figure out how to articulate their names into a question.
We found them outside the clinic. They were drugged too. They’re okay; they’re shaking it off.
Dragos sounded composed again.
We finally got ahold of someone who can cast a tracking spell. I’ll be able to follow you in just a moment. How are you tied? Can you get loose?
Nausea lurked. She clenched down on it hard. She couldn’t afford to vomit with the gag in her mouth. She bent back in a bow so she could feel along her lower legs with hands that were prickling and starting to go numb.
They’re those plastic restraints. No locks. I can’t get them off.
All right
, he said again.
Don’t worry about it.
She had important things to tell him. What were they again? For how long would he be able to talk to her? Graydon had said something about his telepathic range being over a hundred miles. She had no idea how long she had been unconscious or how far away they were from each other.
She said.
I have to tell you things in case we lose contact
.
We’re not going to lose contact
, he snapped.
That’s it. I’ve got a tracking spell on your braid. I’m on my way.
She kept her breathing deep and regular. It seemed to help keep her stomach settled, although the exhaust fumes made her want to gag. She tried to think. Was that land magic she felt in the distance?
Will the tracking spell still work if we cross over to an Other land?
He said,
I’m not going to let you get that far away.
He didn’t tell her the spell would work. She had a feeling that meant it wouldn’t.
She said,
It’s two Dark Fae. They’re working with a witch from the Magic District.
His voice turned ominous.
Describe her.
She’s dark-haired, a human, first name is Adela. She owns the shop Divinus. I can’t remember her last name
. She struggled to think.
Don’t worry about it. It doesn’t matter,
he said.
Can you describe the Dark Fae to me?
She tried her best, but she had gotten just that brief look at them before falling unconscious.
I’m sorry.
He turned gentle.
None of that matters right now. Let’s just focus on getting you back.
Her sense of land magic grew stronger. Uh-oh.
But I have to tell you. I’m pregnant.
His roar filled her head.
WHAT!
She talked faster.
I never had control over that so I had an IUD implant. When I realized what was going on this morning, I was so scared I was going to miscarry, all I could think was I had to get to the doctor fast and get the IUD removed. And I was so damn mad at you. I thought you’d done it on purpose.
Pia. My God.
I dreamed about him this morning. I think it was real. He was a white dragon, the most beautiful little boy you’ve ever seen
. They went into a wide turn, picked up speed for a brief while, then slowed into another turn. She told him with enforced calm,
We’re leaving a highway and slowing down. I can feel land magic close by.
Quickly
, he said. He sounded more shaken than he ever had before.
The car trunk has a lock. Try to push it up, and tell me what you see.
If her hands were free or bound in front of her she could just spring the catch of the trunk lock from the inside. She struggled to get her knees underneath her and push up on the trunk with her shoulder. The catch gave just as they rolled to a stop.
Why the hell not. She pushed the trunk open wider so that she could wriggle through and spilled onto pavement with a painful thud. She stared up at the front end of a Dodge Ram pickup coming straight for her. The truck slammed to a halt inches away from her face. The car she had been in pulled away from the stop and turned left.
“Hey!” a man yelled from the truck.
Shut up, you stupid man, shut up.
A truck door slammed.
She sat as a middle-aged man appeared. He knelt beside her, his face filled with shock and outrage.
“What the hell?” he said. “Oh sweet Jesus, lady, you’ve been kidnapped?”
Ya think?
Yards away, car brake lights showed. She yelled against her gag at the man.
“Just hold on, honey. You’re gonna be all right now.” The man worked to get her gag loose.
I slipped out at a stop
, she said to Dragos.
They noticed. They’re in a gray Lexus and they’re turning around. I’m seeing signs for . . . Highway 17 and . . . Averill Avenue or State Road 32. There’s a state park sign. I can’t see the name. It’s the same two guys, no witch.
I know where you are,
he said in satisfaction.
Well-done.
The man got the gag loose and pulled it over her head just as the Lexus pulled up. She screamed at the man, “Run!”
The two Fae stepped out, looking pissed. They had guns.
No, it’s not well-done. I made a bad mistake. Oh God, oh God, oh God.
Dragos was trying to talk to her, but she couldn’t shut up, couldn’t run, couldn’t do anything but stare in horror as the man stood and turned around. One Fae lifted his gun and shot him.
She sobbed,
I think I just got somebody killed.
Then the other Fae lifted his gun and shot her. She looked down at the pain in her chest. Another dart stuck in her T-shirt.
Fade to black.
T
he dragon roared in anguish as he hurtled north with every ounce of his strength and speed. He was followed by all his sentinels but one who had been left behind to deal with the witch.
He was too far, too far, and now she was gone again.
His enemies had taken his mate.
His child
.
She had to be alive.
Anything else was unacceptable.
A
burning cold Power yanked her awake. She coughed and rolled to her side. Her gag was gone and so were her ankle and wrist restraints. Her arms and legs crawled with prickling pain as her circulation returned.
She was lying on a floor. She touched the polished hardwood. Inside then.
“There’s our thief,” said a cultured male voice overhead. “Time to rise and shine.”
Inhuman. Fae. Didn’t she just know who that was. Too bad his head was still attached to his body. She had been hoping she would meet him the other way.
“I’m asleep, then I’m awake. Then I’m asleep and now I’m awake again,” she croaked. “Make up your mind already.”
The male laughed. “Well, you have not been boring, I’ll give you that, but haven’t you been one slippery bitch to get ahold of. And apparently for Cuelebre to hold on to.”
Yes, well, let’s not talk about that. She looked at the sleek black boots near her head. They belonged to legs that went up farther than she could focus just yet. “Can I have some water?”
“Sure, why not.”
He threw cold water in her face. She was too depleted to react much other than gasp. “Alrighty,” she said after a moment. “Can I have some water to drink now, please, Your Highness?”
He laughed again. “Not boring and not dumb. That’s so much better than your boyfriend, who both bored me
and
was dumb. To be honest, I don’t know what you saw in him.”
“Ex. Ex-boyfriend,” she said. “I swear to God, I’m never going to live that down.”
Finally it felt like her limbs would function. She pushed herself to a sitting position. She was in a very large room that had a medieval feel. There was a large stone fireplace and a nearby cluster of chairs, a long wooden table with benches, lit sconces that gave the scene a flickering illumination she found eerie, and a high-raftered ceiling.
There were also Fae guards at long metal-hatched windows. The two who had snatched her were stationed at large double doors.
Again she had no idea how long she had been unconscious, or where she was. She hoped the drugs hadn’t hurt the peanut. Her hand slipped to her abdomen. She gave herself a surreptitious scan. She sighed in relief as she located the tiny bright life inside her. There you are. Looks like it’s just you and me, peanut. For now, anyway.
The Fae King squatted beside her. He handed her a goblet. She took a cautious sip. Cold, crisp, clear water. She sucked the contents down.
Then she looked up at Keith’s murderer. A few weeks ago she had not known there were so many people in the world to hate. Urien. The witch Adela. The two Dark Fae males at the door who had shot an innocent human without so much as a blink of an eye. Her revenge to-do list kept getting longer and longer.
The few Fae she had met had looks that ran from those who had a puckish quality, like Tricks, to those who had a strange stern beauty, like Urien. It was too bad he was such a monster. With his lean supple build, high cheekbones, white skin and raven black hair, he should have been one of nature’s miracles.
“This is one of my country retreats,” he told her, having noticed her curiosity. “No full Court in attendance, just me and my men. And now you, of course.” He gestured to the goblet. “More?”
“Yes, thank you.” She handed it to him and pushed to her feet as he refilled it from a silver pitcher sitting on the table. She drank that goblet down as well.
“Have as much as you like. The sedative can leave one with quite a thirst, or so I’m told,” said Urien. “I suspected you’d wake up thirsty since you had two doses back-to-back. Which rather surprised my men, since one dose should have been sufficient for the trip.”
“I’ve always had a high metabolism,” she said. She filled the goblet one last time and drained it. The hydration made all the difference in the world. Things stopped spinning at the edge of her vision and she felt stronger. “Local anesthesia at the dentist? Forget about it. It doesn’t take until they pump enough in me to numb an elephant.”
“I see.” The Fae King strolled to one of the high-backed chairs near the fireplace and sat. He gestured to the chair opposite him with a smile. “Please join me. We have a lot to talk about, you and I.”
The worst thing you could do with a predator was show your fear and run. She suspected dealing with the Fae King would be a similar experience. She took the chair he indicated, leaned back and crossed her legs.
Urien regarded her across steepled fingers; then he reached for the glass of wine on the table by his chair and took a sip. “What a surprise and a mystery you’ve been, Ms. Giovanni.”
“It wasn’t intentional,” she said. “Well, maybe the mystery part was, but that was supposed to go unsolved.”
He gave her a grin that didn’t reach his cold black eyes. “I knew I liked you the moment I got that penny. Now that made me chuckle.” His eyes sharpened. “There is something about you. . . .”
All these stupid old people. Had every last one of them met, heard of, gossiped about, or smelled her mom in the distance? Way to be inconspicuous. Thanks a lot, Mom.
She pinched her nose and sighed, “Yeah, I look like Greta Garbo. I get that a lot.”
“Really, and this Greta Garbo is who?”
She looked at him over her hand. “An old movie star.”
“I do not follow such newfangled human pastimes.” He dismissed the subject with a flick of his fingers. “This pissant nobody kept annoying my men, so when I heard about his preposterous claims about his girlfriend, I thought, Let’s throw a kind of finding charm out there and see what happens. You know, just to try out a prototype of a little something I’ve been cooking up in my spare time. Imagine my surprise when everything he claimed came true. Then imagine my surprise when he wouldn’t say a word about you.” He leaned forward. “Not after he was gelded, not after he was eviscerated, not after he was blinded. I didn’t think the boy had that kind of loyalty in him. I thought he would give you up in the first ten minutes.”