Edge of Love (31 page)

“
Do you watch
porn?”

“
Not really. I just think
about fucking you. That works for me.” I leaned forward and sucked
on her nipple. “Now I want to watch you, Scarlet.”

She smiled at me. “You want to watch
me finger myself?”

I nodded. “I want to see you make
yourself come.”

“
It feels better when you
do it.”

“
Have you fingered
yourself before?”

She nodded. I felt my dick get hard.
“Then let me watch you.”

“
I don’t know.”

“
You made me do
it.”

She smiled. “But that was
different.”

I rose from the chair then carried her
into the bedroom, placing her on top of the bed. I stripped off my
clothes then lied beside her. She stared at me, waiting for me to
say something.

“
Get me wet,
Scar.”

She leaned over and inserted me within
her mouth. After a few strokes, I was soaked. I pulled her head
back before I exploded in the back of her throat.

“
Now finger yourself.” I
grabbed the base of my dick and started to rub myself.

“
You’re going to jerk off
to me fingering myself?”

“
Damn right I am,” I said.
“Come on, babe. This is the hottest thing I’ve ever done in my
life. Don’t pretend you’re innocent. I know you aren’t.” I grabbed
her hand and placed it over her crotch. I inserted my fingers
inside her and felt the dampness. “Do it.”

She unbuttoned her pants slowly then
removed her underwear. I stared at her hand while I held my dick
still. She extended two fingers then inserted them inside of her. I
started to jerk myself aggressively.

She moaned while she bit her lip. She
closed her eyes then leaned her head back.

“
Come on, babe. Make
yourself come.”

She moaned again as she separated her
legs. She started to finger herself harder and moan loudly. “Oh
yeah.”

I watched her as I stroked my dick.
The sight was enough to make me come without touching myself. I
felt the orgasm build and ignite inside me. I moved closer to her
and aimed my dick at her breasts. “Keep going,” I said through
heavy breaths.

When she stared to moan
uncontrollably, I knew she was having an orgasm. The sound
shattered my control and I exploded. My cum shot onto her breasts
while she fingered herself harder. I thrust forward as the last of
my fluid came out. With a loud yell, I fell back, my body
spent.

Scarlet breathed quietly then removed
her fingers. When she brought her hand to her chest, I grabbed it
and licked her fingertips clean. She bit her lip as she watched
me.

“
You taste good,” I
whispered.

She moaned.

I stared at the drizzle on her chest
then leaned over to her. I kissed her forehead then pressed my face
closer to hers. “I love this.”

“
I do too.”

“
I love you so
much.”

She smiled. “I love you
too.”

“
I mean it. I love that I
can experience all of my sexual fantasies with you and not feel
ashamed about it. I’m glad that I can fuck you and make love to you
whenever I want. I love that you beg me to fuck you during a
commercial because you are bored. I love everything, Scarlet. I
really do. I can’t wait to spend forever with you.”

She rested her hand on my cheek then
kissed me gently. “I can’t wait either, babe.”

“
You’re everything to
me.”

“
I know.”

“
Please don’t ever worry
about me cheating on you. There’s absolutely no reason why I ever
would. You are the kinkiest, nastiest girl I’ve ever been with. And
knowing that you’ve only done this with me makes it even
better.”

“
I know, Sean.”

I kissed her forehead. “Love
you.”

She smiled. “I know you do. I’ve loved
experimenting with my sexuality with you. It feels really
good.”

“
I’m glad I make you feel
that way.”

“
When we had sex the first
time, it blew my mind. I’ve never came like that
before.”

I smiled. “Because you’re in love with
me.”

“
Madly.”

I rubbed my nose against
her.

“
Sean?”

“
Hmm?”

“
Do you have any other
fantasies?”

I stared at her. “What do you
mean?”

“
Is there anything else
you would love to do but would never admit?”

I felt uncomfortable again. Since
Scarlet was so open about masturbating, she probably wouldn’t care
about anything else that I wanted to do. But still, it was a
private thing. “Yeah,” I said quietly.

“
Tell me.” She ran her
hand up my chest.

“
I don’t know.”

“
Tell me,” she said
firmly. “I might do it.”

“
I don’t want you to feel
pressured.”

“
I won’t.”

“
Will you think less of
me?”

She smiled at me. “I’ll think more of
you. We’re going to spend the rest of our lives together. I want to
please you.”

“
Will you tell me
yours?”

“
Yes.”

I smiled. “I think we have an
agreement, then.”

“
Good.”

I was quiet for a moment. It was still
hard to talk about. I knew Scarlet wouldn’t judge me, but I was
still embarrassed about it.

“
Sean.”

“
I really like anal
sex.”

She stared at me for a moment. “Have
you had it before?”

I swallowed the lump in my throat.
“Yeah.”

She smiled. “We could try
it.”

I shook my head. “I would love to, but
I—I’m already big for you as it is.”

“
It stretches too,
babe.”

I felt my body shiver at the thought.
“I don’t want you to do something you aren’t comfortable
with.”

“
Well, how will I know
unless I try it?”

“
Really?”

She smiled. “I’m sure I’ll enjoy it.
Did the other girls?”

I felt my heart drop. “I don’t like
talking about women I’ve been with. They don’t matter anymore,
Scar.”

“
I know,” she said as she
ran a hand through my hair. “I was just wondering.”

“
They did. Some more than
others. Sometimes it was just painful.”

“
I want to try
it.”

“
Are you sure?”

“
Yeah.”

“
Please don’t do this just
for me.”

“
I’m not. I’ll probably
like it.”

“
It may take a few
times.”

She smiled. “Good.”

I tried to stop my body from shaking,
but I couldn’t. Scarlet was amazing. She was the best lover I ever
had. I was so happy that she was willing to be so adventurous in
the bedroom. Penelope refused to have anal. In fact, she only took
it in the missionary position. Scarlet was absolutely
perfect.

“
You are excited,
huh?”

I smiled. “Is it obvious?”

“
I’m excited,
too.”

“
Well, as soon as I’m
ready, I would like to do it.”

“
I look forward to
it.”

“
I’ll have to make you
really turned on so you’ll loosen up.”

“
Even better.”

“
I guess I’ll start now.”
I leaned over and inserted two fingers in her. While massaging her,
I started to rub her clit forcefully. She leaned her head back and
closed her eyes. A moment later, she was moaning. I leaned over and
kissed her gently. She ran her hands down my back as she scratched
me. Within a few minutes, I was hard and ready again.

“
I need you to suck me
again, babe.”

She did as I asked and went down on
me. When I was wet, I pulled her face away.

“
Get on your
knees.”

She turned over and bent over in front
of me. I couldn’t hide my excitement at this point. My cock started
to drizzle with liquid. With shaky hands, I massaged her back then
her neck. Then I pressed my penis against her vagina and inserted
myself slowly. She started to moan for me and I knew she was about
to explode. Before she came, I pulled out again.

I pressed my dick against her ass and
inserted just the tip in. It was a tight fit. Really tight. I felt
myself get harder at the idea of being completely inside. I was
going to come quick.

“
Babe,” I said with a
heavy breath. “If it hurts, tell me to stop.”

“
Okay.”

I began the descent. Her body
stiffened under me as I pushed deeper inside. My cock was barely
inside and I was already stretching her immensely. I tried to
control myself from plunging deeper. The last thing I wanted was to
hurt her.

“
Are you doing okay?” I
asked.

“
Yeah,” she said. “Is that
all of it?”

“
Not even close, babe.”
Slowly, I went further inside of her. Her breathing started to
increase the farther I went. When I was halfway in, I started to
bite my lip. It was so tight and warm that I thought I was going to
come. “I’m almost there.”

“
You’re so
big.”

I shivered at her words. I kept going
until I was entirely within her. I didn’t move for a moment,
letting her body acclimate to my large size. “How does it
feel?”

“
Huge.”

“
Does it feel
good?”

“
Yeah.”

I stared at her ass as I started to
fuck her. I was barely moving, but I knew I had to keep my pace
slow. It would take several times before I could fuck her like an
animal. The skin was easy to tear and I didn’t want to make her
bleed. I already felt my orgasm start. “Babe, I’m sorry, but I’m
already about to come.”

I inserted my fingers inside her while
I fucked her from behind. My hips started to move faster as I felt
the explosion rock my body. I made her come using my fingers at the
same time. Her anus relaxed as she came and I fucked her a little
harder until I was completely empty. When I was done, I pulled out
of her slowly. She sighed as she lied down.

“
Did I hurt you?” I asked
immediately.

“
It was a little
painful.”

I sighed. “It will be that way for the
first few times, but we never have to do it again if you don’t want
to.”

“
I want to.”

“
Are you sure?”

“
Yes.”

I moved closer to her then started to
rub her back. I massaged the soreness of her body then ran my
fingers through her hair. I waited for her to fall asleep before I
went in the bathroom and showered. When I was done, I came back to
bed and cradled her to my chest.

I kissed her forehead. “I love
you.”

30

Scarlet

“
You guys have been
together for over six months and you just had anal sex?” Janice
asked.

“
What?” I said. “I didn’t
know he wanted to do it.”

She rolled her eyes. “Every guy wants
to do it anal.”

I looked at Cortland.
“Really?”

He nodded quickly. “Yeah.”

“
Why?” I asked.

He shrugged. “It’s tighter, warm. Most
guys don’t want to do anal if they are just sleeping around. It’s
usually a relationship thing.”

“
Sean said he had a lot of
anal sex,” I said.

Janice drank from her coffee. “Well,
Sean is gorgeous. He can make a girl do whatever he
wants.”

I stared at her. “Have you and Ryan
done it?”

She raised an eyebrow. “Are you being
serious? We did it the first week we were together.”

“
What?” I asked. “That was
fast.”

“
Well, Ryan and I have
never been traditional,” she said.

I smiled. “I guess that’s why you’re
so good together.”

She nodded. “I think so
too.”

“
Do you like
it?”

She smiled. “I do.”

“
It doesn’t
hurt?”

“
No, but Sean is bigger
than Ryan, so that’s probably why it was painful.”

Cortland raised an eyebrow.
“What?”

I felt my heart fall. “Uh, Janice and
I compare notes.”

Cortland looked at me. “So she knows
how big I am, too?”

“
No,” I said
quickly.

“
So you asked Janice how
big your brother’s dick was?” he asked incredulously.

I started to stutter. This wasn’t
going well.

Janice recognized my fear. “I
volunteered that information. Scar didn’t ask.”