Edge of Midnight (31 page)

“Look, I don’t want you to tell nobody I tell you this, OK? This is some bad shit here, and I don’t want no part of it.” He spoke so rapidly in his accented voice, she could barely make out what he was saying.

“Uh, yeah, I understand,” Cindy said. “Yes, of course.”

“That summer, there was three janitors. One was Fred Ayers. He died July, heart attack. There was another guy, Pat Hammond, a drunk. Died in a car accident. Then there was a Vietnamese guy, Trung. He left when the building closed, relocated up the coast. Town called Garnett. His daughter runs a grocery store there. I never talked to you. OK?”

Cindy scribbled it down on a Post-It note. “Sure,” she said. “The last thing I want is to make any trouble for you. Thanks, Bolivar.”

She hung up, and stared down at the square of paper. Her belly clenched. The moment had come to own up. And it wasn’t going to be pretty. Everybody was going to have a cow. Right in her face.

She walked towards the hum of conversation in the kitchen, and stopped in the door, gathering her nerve. Eventually, they fell silent.

“What have you got there?” Con gestured at the Post-It note.

She swallowed. “It’s a lead.”

Connor looked blank. “Huh?”

“The janitor at the Colfax. I teach sax to his nephew. I, um, asked him if he knew who was on the janitorial staff of the Colfax the summer Kev died. He asked around. Two of the men died that summer, weirdly enough. This guy,” she held out the paper, “is still alive. In Garnett.”

Connor took the scrap of paper, frowning at it.

“Bolivar told me that when he took the job, some people told him the place was cursed,” Cindy said. “I thought maybe that curse might have to do with what happened to Kev.”

Connor propped the scrap of paper up against the syrup. “I’ll be damned. What made you think of doing that?”

This was it. Into the valley of death rode Cynthia. She plopped her butt in the chair, breathed deep, and clenched her belly. “I, uh, thought of it yesterday, after I went to see Porky. He told me his housekeeper—”

Smash. Miles dropped the glass French press coffeepot. It cracked into several pieces, spattering scalding coffee all over the tiled floor.

“You did what?” Miles hissed.

“Who’s Porky?” Connor’s gaze flicked rapidly between them.

“Professor Beck,” Cindy supplied, in a small voice. She bit her lip, wrapped her hands around her belly, and braced herself.

Miles crouched in the deafening silence, gathering up shards of glass. He kicked open the kitchen screen door, went out into the yard. Nudged the lid of the metal garbage can open with his knee.

He lifted the chunks of glass high and hurled them with all his strength into the bottom of the empty can. Crash.

Cindy squeaked, digging her teeth into her lip almost till she broke the skin. Oh, boy. This was bad. And it was about to get worse.

Miles stomped back into the kitchen. He leaned over her, making her cringe back. “It’s a good thing I didn’t fuck you last night,” he said. “Or I would be that much more angry than I am right now.”

There was a shocked silence. Connor and Erin exchanged shocked, wide-eyed glances. Cindy pressed her trembling lips together.

Connor turned his glare on Miles. “What the hell were you thinking, telling your business to her?” he demanded.

“He didn’t,” Cindy whispered. “He wouldn’t. I overheard him, talking to you on the phone. I thought…I knew old Porky…so I went and asked him about Kevin. And the Midnight Project.”

“Oh, Christ.” Miles stormed out. The door to the study slammed.

Connor covered his eyes with his hand. “Sweet, holy Jesus. I cannot believe it. I just cannot believe it.”

Erin clutched her cup, staring into her coffee as if she were afraid to speak. She wouldn’t meet Cindy’s eyes. No moral support there.

No support anywhere. And no one to blame but herself. As usual.

“Do you want to tell me just what the fuck you thought you were doing?” Connor’s voice slashed across her rattled nerves, making her jump. “Were you, what, bored, Cin? Amusing yourself?”

“No,” she said. “I just…I know Porky. He’s a slimeball lech whose brain melts whenever he sees a pair of tits, so I just thought—”

“Thought? You?” Connor’s laughter was cruelly sarcastic. “You are aware, just for starters, that going alone to the houses of lecherous slimeball men and attempting to use your tits to influence them is a really excellent way to get sexually assaulted?”

“Oh, but I didn’t think that Porky would ever…the guy is really essentially harmless, so I thought—”

“Harmless? Yeah? And the mysterious visitor to your mother’s house this morning? Does that strike you as harmless?”

Cindy’s insides froze solid. “No way,” she whispered. “That can’t possibly have anything to do with—”

“Beck had access to your mother’s address through the school records. What did you tell him? How did you present yourself?”

“I—I just said, um, that I wanted to write a book about Kev,” she faltered. “I said that I’d found one of his old notebooks.”

“Notebook?” Connor clapped his scarred hand over his face. “She told him she had his notebook. No shit they came after her. Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”

“Um…evidently not,” she squeaked.

He dropped his hand. His glare made her cower back in her chair. “You’ve put yourself on a hit list. You just made our lives that much more complicated. What’s this all about, Cindy? Do you need more attention? Did you think we needed more of a challenge?”

She shook her head. “No. I’m sorry.”

Connor slammed his scarred hand down onto the table, making the dishes rattle and bump. “Sure. Aren’t you always?”

“Connor? Cool it,” Erin said. “Back off.”

“Don’t even try to defend—”

“I’m not defending anyone.” Erin’s voice was sharp. “But I will not tolerate one of your temper tantrums, either.”

“You call this a temper tantrum?” he roared.

She glared at him, her soft lips primly compressed, arms folded over her protruding belly. “Yes,” she said, in her snippiest voice.

Con limped to the door and stared out onto the back lawn, his back to them. His long, lean frame was tense, vibrating. Radiating fury.

Erin cleared her throat. “OK. Well, Cin, since the damage is done, you might as well tell us what the man said.”

“Yeah, Cin. Tell us.” Miles’s voice came from the doorway, icy and sarcastic. “I’m twitching with curiosity as to what your tits can do.”

“Oh, but I think you already know, Miles,” Cindy retorted.

Miles’s face reddened, but at least that shut him up. Cindy wound her fingers together and squeezed til her knuckles went white. “Well, um, he didn’t tell me much. He said he didn’t know Kevin well. That the Midnight Project had to do with neurological research that folded due to lack of funding. That he didn’t know who funded it. That’s all. It’s just…” She hesitated, unsure if her feelings were worth sharing.

Erin made an exasperated sound. “What, Cin?”

“It was the vibes I got from him, more than anything he said,” she offered hesitantly. “When he first saw me, he came on real strong—”

“Fuck, Cin,” Miles burst out. “Are you insane?”

“No, just a slut,” Cindy said sweetly.

“Don’t get sidetracked,” Con snarled. “Keep your mouth shut, Miles. So? Go on. He was sliming you, and then?”

“And then I said the name Kevin McCloud,” she faltered. “And it switched off. Like, I mean, gone. I swear, the room got instantly colder. He stopped playing kneesies, stopped staring at my chest, stopped giving me compliments. It just…stopped. Boom, like that.”

Connor kept staring out the screen door, shaking his head.

Cindy pushed doggedly on. “So, I got to wondering what would make a really turned on guy suddenly switch off?”

“Fear,” Erin said quietly. “Guilt.”

Connor nodded. “We’ll be paying another visit to Beck. Real soon.”

His tone made her shiver. Sometimes her brother-in-law scared her.

“I want to know what that janitor in Garnett has to say,” she said.

“You’ll have to wait to find out,” Connor said. “You’re going to Hawaii to meet your mom. I’ll make some calls and arrange for twenty-four-hour bodyguard coverage for both of you while you’re there.”

Cindy’s mouth flapped. “But band camp hasn’t finished and I’ve got a wedding to play this weekend with the Rumors, and—”

“Forget band camp. Forget the Rumors. Forget anything written in your datebook. You canceled it all out when you provided an assassin with your mother’s home address. Miles, get onto the computer. Now.”

“Just a sec. I was just going to go have Mina tell Mindmeld to—”

“Forget Mindmeld,” Con snarled. “We’re working full time on this, all of us. I am sick of having assassins breathing down my family members’ necks. It makes me fucking tense.”

The savagery in Connor’s voice made Cindy cringe even further down into her chair. She felt small and stupid. “Sorry,” she whispered.

It was a mistake to have spoken. Con rounded on her.

“You have two things to be grateful for. One, that your mom is in Hawaii. Otherwise she would be dead. And two, that you stayed with us last night. Or you’d be dead, too. Or else begging for death.”

He flung open the door that led down to his basement workroom and stomped down the stairs. Miles stood there, probably trying to come up with his own parting slap, but he couldn’t top Connor’s, so he just dove down the stairs himself, leaving her alone with Erin.

She couldn’t meet her sister’s eyes. She wanted to disintegrate, on the spot. Erin never got into trouble like this. Or at least, when she did, it was never her own fault. She was smart, brave, sensible. All the stuff that her clueless little fluff-bunny sister wasn’t.

Cindy’s the beauty, Erin’s the brain, her mom said, but Cindy had seen through that crap from the start. Erin was pretty in her own right, which meant Mom’s statement was just a trick to make Cindy feel better about being, well, less brainy. At least she was cute, right?

Small comfort now. She buried her face in her hands.

Erin cleared her throat delicately. “Cin? Um—”

“Please. Don’t. You don’t need to scold me, too. I got the point.”

Erin’s chair scraped as she got up from the table. She walked out of the kitchen, leaving Cindy to dissolve alone.

She’d put Mom in danger? God, was it possible, that just going to bat her eyelashes at old Porky could have unleashed all this mayhem?

It would be a relief to everyone if she just disappeared.

She got up, with a vague notion of going up to the bathroom, to make that French toast sloshing around in her stomach go away.

She stumbled past the studio, saw the rumpled daybed where Miles had slept. She drifted in the door, staring at it. She’d come to his room last night. Not a plan, just a random slutty impulse, to slide into that narrow bed, just to see what those hard-muscled, hairy legs would feel like, twined through hers. Just to see what he said. What he did.

But he hadn’t been there. Just his laptop, glowing in the dark.

She sank down in front of the desk, wishing she were a better person. Smarter, less self absorbed. She wished she hadn’t hurt Miles’s feelings so badly. That she were the kind of person that Con could respect. Maybe even like.

She blinked at the computer screen. Letters typed themselves across the page. She got a ghostly shudder til she realized the screen was open to a chat room. Someone thought they were talking to Miles.

Mindmeld666: Hey Mina u still there? Want 2 meet me and C the Haven?

She ran her eyes up the screen, scrolled up, read the previous conversation. The Haven. That mythical place she’d heard of, like the school for mutants in the X-Men movies. It was real. How totally wild.

It occurred to her. Here was a place she could go where the assassin she’d unleashed upon her luckless family would never find her. No one would. She had no idea where it was, and Mindmeld had no idea who she was. Double blind anonymity. It sounded great right now.

She could lift the dead weight from her long suffering brother-in-law. Get away from all those scowls and scolds and disapproving glares.

And just maybe even make herself slightly useful in the process.

Her mind raced, excited. She could meet this guy, check out the place, suss out the vibe. If they were up to no good, she would send an SOS to Miles, cross her fingers and take her chances, like other grown-ups who did risky things. Dad had risked his life all the time to catch bad guys, before he’d gotten wound up with that scumbag Lazar. He’d done some good along with the bad. That didn’t cancel out the bad, of course, but maybe, in the end, it tilted the scales in his favor a tiny bit.

She wanted to do good mixed in with her bad, too. At least, she could try. They would worry, and be furious, but so what else was new?

If she got wiped off the face of the earth, it wasn’t like the world would stop. Her mom and Erin would be sad. Miles would be relieved. The Rumors would find another sax player. Life would go on.