Emma (46 page)

“Jane!” repeated Frank Churchill, with a look of surprise and displeasure. “That is easy—but Miss Fairfax does not disapprove it, I suppose.”

“How do you like Mrs Elton?” said Emma in a whisper.

“Not at all.”

“You are ungrateful.”

“Ungrateful! What do you mean?” Then changing from a frown to a smile—“No, do not tell me—I do not want to know what you mean. Where is my father? When are we to begin dancing?”

Emma could hardly understand him, he seemed in an odd humour. He walked off to find his father, but was quickly back again with both Mr and Mrs Weston. He had met with them in a little perplexity, which must be laid before Emma. It had just occurred to Mrs Weston that Mrs Elton must be asked to begin the ball, that she would expect it, which interfered with all their wishes of giving Emma that distinction. Emma heard the sad truth with fortitude.

“And what are we to do for a proper partner for her?” said Mr Weston. “She will think Frank ought to ask her.”

Frank turned instantly to Emma, to claim her former promise, and boasted himself an engaged man, which his father looked his most perfect approbation of—and it then appeared that Mrs Weston was wanting
him
to dance with Mrs Elton himself, and that their business was to help to persuade him into it, which was done pretty soon. Mr Weston and Mrs Elton led the way, Mr Frank Churchill and Miss Woodhouse followed. Emma must submit to stand second to Mrs Elton, though she had always considered the ball as peculiarly for her. It was almost enough to make her think of marrying.

Mrs Elton had undoubtedly the advantage, at this time, in vanity completely gratified, for though she had intended to begin with Frank Churchill, she could not lose by the change. Mr Weston might be his son’s superior. In spite of this little rub, however, Emma was smiling with enjoyment, delighted to see the respectable length of the set as it was forming, and to feel that she had so many hours of unusual festivity before her.

She was more disturbed by Mr Knightley’s not dancing than by anything else. There he was, among the standers-by, where he ought not to be. He ought to be dancing, not classing himself with the husbands, and fathers, and whist-players, who were pretending to feel an interest in the dance till their rubbers were made up, so young as he looked! He could not have appeared to greater advantage perhaps anywhere, than where he had placed himself. His tall, firm, upright figure, among the bulky forms and stooping shoulders of the elderly men, was such as Emma felt must draw everybody’s eyes, and excepting her own partner, there was not one among the whole row of young men who could be compared with him.

He moved a few steps nearer, and those few steps were enough to prove in how gentlemanlike a manner, with what natural grace, he must have danced, would he but take the trouble. Whenever she caught his eye, she forced him to smile, but in general he was looking grave. She wished he could love a ballroom better, and could like Frank Churchill better. He seemed often observing her. She must not flatter herself that he thought of her dancing, but if he were criticising her behaviour, she did not feel afraid, for though she danced with Frank Churchill, there was nothing in her partner’s manner to suggest more familiarity than he should and therefore no reason dancing with him should draw Mr Knightley’s displeasure. There was nothing like flirtation between her and her partner. They seemed more like cheerful, easy friends, than lovers. That Frank Churchill thought less of her than he had done was indubitable.

Momentarily remembering Mr Knightley’s forcefulness in the library set her heart to a galloping pace, not owing to the reel. A man who claimed her body, demanded her attention and held her utterly captivated in his presence had no reasonable fear of Frank Churchill’s claim on her. She thought on it, though, wondering if
Mr Knightley
did not think so and whether or not she should correct any misguided direction his concerns had taken.

Despite her fears, the ball proceeded pleasantly. The anxious cares, the incessant attentions of Mrs Weston, were not thrown away. Everybody seemed happy, and the praise of being a delightful ball, which is seldom bestowed till after a ball has ceased to be, was repeatedly given in the very beginning of the existence of this. Of very important, very recordable events, it was not more productive than such meetings usually are.

There was one, however, which Emma thought something of. The two last dances before supper were begun, and Harriet had no partner, the only young lady sitting down, and so equal had been hitherto the number of dancers, that how there could be anyone disengaged was the wonder! But Emma’s wonder lessened soon afterwards, on seeing Mr Elton sauntering about. He would not ask Harriet to dance if it were possible to be avoided, she was sure he would not—and she was expecting him every moment to escape into the card room.

Escape, however, was not his plan. He came to the part of the room where the sitters-by were collected, spoke to some, and walked about in front of them, as if to show his liberty, and his resolution of maintaining it. He did not omit being sometimes directly before Miss Smith, or speaking to those who were close to her. Emma saw it. She was not yet dancing, she was working her way up from the bottom, and had therefore leisure to look around, and by only turning her head a little she saw it all. When she was half-way up the set, the whole group were exactly behind her, and she would no longer allow her eyes to watch, but Mr Elton was so near that she heard every syllable of a dialogue which just then took place between him and Mrs Weston, and she perceived that his wife, who was standing immediately above her, was not only listening also, but even encouraging him by significant glances.

The kind-hearted, gentle Mrs Weston had left her seat to join him and say, “Do not you dance, Mr Elton?” to which his prompt reply was, “Most readily, Mrs Weston, if you will dance with me.”

“Me! Oh, no—I would get you a better partner than myself. I am no dancer.”

“If Mrs Gilbert wishes to dance,” said he, “I shall have great pleasure, I am sure—for, though beginning to feel myself rather an old married man, and that my dancing days are over, it would give me very great pleasure at any time to stand up with an old friend like Mrs Gilbert.”

“Mrs Gilbert does not mean to dance, but there is a young lady disengaged whom I should be very glad to see dancing—Miss Smith.”

“Miss Smith! Oh! I had not observed. You are extremely obliging—and if I were not an old married man. But my dancing days are over, Mrs Weston. You will excuse me. Anything else I should be most happy to do, at your command—but my dancing days are over.”

Mrs Weston said no more, and Emma could imagine with what surprise and mortification she must be returning to her seat. This was Mr Elton! The amiable, obliging, gentle Mr Elton. She looked round for a moment. He had joined Mr Knightley at a little distance, and was arranging himself for settled conversation, while smiles of high glee passed between him and his wife.

She would not look again. Her heart was in a glow, and she feared her face might be as hot.

In another moment a happier sight caught her. Mr Knightley leading Harriet to the set! Never had she been more surprised, seldom more delighted, than at that instant. She was all pleasure and gratitude, both for Harriet and herself, and longed to be thanking him, and though too distant for speech, her countenance said much, as soon as she could catch his eye again.

His dancing proved to be just what she had believed it, extremely good, and Harriet would have seemed almost too lucky, if it had not been for the cruel state of things before, and for the very complete enjoyment and very high sense of the distinction which her happy features announced. It was not thrown away on her, she bounded higher than ever, flew farther down the middle, and was in a continual course of smiles.

Mr Elton had retreated into the card room, looking—Emma trusted—very foolish. She did not think he was quite so hardened as his wife, though growing very like her,
she
spoke some of her feelings, by observing audibly to her partner, “Knightley has taken pity on poor little Miss Smith! Very good-natured, I declare.”

Supper was announced. The move began, and Miss Bates might be heard from that moment, without interruption, till her being seated at table and taking up her spoon.

“Jane, Jane, my dear Jane, where are you? Here is your tippet. Mrs Weston begs you to put on your tippet. She says she is afraid there will be draughts in the passage, though everything has been done— One door nailed up— Quantities of matting— My dear Jane, indeed you must. Mr Churchill, oh, you are too obliging! How well you put it on! So gratified! Excellent dancing indeed! Yes, my dear, I ran home, as I said I should, to help grandmama to bed, and got back again, and nobody missed me. I set off without saying a word, just as I told you. Grandmama was quite well, had a charming evening with Mr Woodhouse, a vast deal of chat, and backgammon. Tea was made downstairs, biscuits and baked apples and wine before she came away, amazing luck in some of her throws, and she enquired a great deal about you, how you were amused, and who were your partners.

“‘Oh!’ said I, ‘I shall not forestall Jane, I left her dancing with Mr George Otway, she will love to tell you all about it herself tomorrow. Her first partner was Mr Elton, I do not know who will ask her next, perhaps Mr William Cox.’ My dear sir, you are too obliging. Is there nobody you would not rather? I am not helpless. Sir, you are most kind. Upon my word, Jane on one arm, and me on the other! Stop, stop, let us stand a little back, Mrs Elton is going, dear Mrs Elton, how elegant she looks! Beautiful lace! Now we all follow in her train. Quite the queen of the evening!

“Well, here we are at the passage. Two steps, Jane, take care of the two steps. Oh, no, there is but one. Well, I was persuaded there were two. How very odd! I was convinced there were two, and there is but one. I never saw anything equal to the comfort and style— Candles everywhere. I was telling you of your grandmama, Jane. There was a little disappointment. The baked apples and biscuits, excellent in their way, you know, but there was a delicate fricassee of sweetbread and some asparagus brought in at first, and good Mr Woodhouse, not thinking the asparagus quite boiled enough, sent it all out again. Now there is nothing grandmama loves better than sweetbread and asparagus—so she was rather disappointed, but we agreed we would not speak of it to anybody, for fear of its getting round to dear Miss Woodhouse, who would be so very much concerned!

“Well, this is brilliant! I am all amazement! Could not have supposed anything! Such elegance and profusion! I have seen nothing like it since— Well, where shall we sit? Where shall we sit? Anywhere, so that Jane is not in a draught. Where
I
sit is of no consequence. Oh! Do you recommend this side? Well, I am sure, Mr Churchill—only it seems too good—but just as you please. What you direct in this house cannot be wrong. Dear Jane, how shall we ever recollect half the dishes for grandmama? Soup too! Bless me! I should not be helped so soon, but it smells most excellent, and I cannot help beginning.”

Emma had no opportunity of speaking to Mr Knightley till after supper, but when they were all in the ballroom again, her eyes invited him irresistibly to come to her and be thanked. He was warm in his reprobation of Mr Elton’s conduct. It had been unpardonable rudeness, and Mrs Elton’s looks also received the due share of censure.

“They aimed at wounding more than Harriet,” said he. “Emma, why is it that they are your enemies?” He looked with smiling penetration, and on receiving no answer, added, “
She
ought not to be angry with you, I suspect, whatever he may be. To that surmise, you say nothing, of course, but confess, Emma, that you did want him to marry Harriet.”

“I did,” replied Emma, “and they cannot forgive me.”

He shook his head, but there was a smile of indulgence with it, and he only said, “I shall not scold you. I leave you to your own reflections.”

“Can you trust me with such flatterers? Does my vain spirit ever tell me I am wrong?” Emma did not want him to leave her, under any circumstance. Her heart remained filled with his kindness and her eyes had not lied as to his handsome stature among the other dancers.

Mr Knightley did not leave then. Instead, he clasped her hand and led her farther into the darkness of the balcony and down the three steps to the sculpted lawn behind the Crown. “Not your vain spirit, but your serious spirit. If one leads you wrong, I am sure the other tells you of it.”

They walked away from the lights of the party, following a gravel path around a mulberry. A stone bench anchored a tall willow and Mr Knightley took her to it. Emma, quite content to steal moments with him in the darkness, offered an admission. “I do own myself to have been completely mistaken in Mr Elton. There is a littleness about him which you discovered, and which I did not, and I was fully convinced of his being in love with Harriet. It was through a series of strange blunders!”

“And in return for your acknowledging so much, I will do you the justice to say that you would have chosen for him better than he has chosen for himself. Harriet Smith has some first-rate qualities, which Mrs Elton is totally without. An unpretending, single-minded, artless girl—infinitely to be preferred by any man of sense and taste to such a woman as Mrs Elton. I found Harriet more conversable than I expected.”

Emma was extremely gratified.

Mr Knightley sat beside her, holding her hand in his and turning it side to side as though it were a new and clever object to be discovered. “It appears that I owe you other apologies as well,” he told her quietly.

“Oh?”

“When last Frank Churchill visited, I accused you of trivialising our relationship in his favour. I believed you to be playing with my affections, using me, as it were, to open possibilities with him. But you’ve done nothing that I can find fault with upon his return and I can only presume to say that I was mistaken in the extreme. I made my accusations readily enough without providing you any chance of argument.”