Authors: Kelley Armstrong
M
oria had never attended a grand reception, but she'd often read of them in books, particularly the type Ashyn liked to secret under her pillow while pretending to be enraptured by a tome on the social history of nomadic desert tribes. Receptions and balls featured prominently in many a romantic tale. This particular scenario seemed straight out of one. The awkward girl, transformed by silk and rice powder, walking into the party on the arm of a dashing warrior, as the gaping crowds part to let them through.
In books, Moria always skipped that part. And so she did tonight, at least mentally. She walked in on Gavril's arm, and the assembled guests could have pulled faces and stuck out their tongues for all she noticed. She was too busy looking about for escape routes.
If she did attract attention, it could be attributed to the fact
that she was one of very few women at the reception. It mattered little anyway. When admiring glances lingered for more than a moment, they were scattered by a glower from Gavril. That was perhaps the most unfair part of all. She had to smile and twitter and act as if he was the most wonderful boy she'd ever met. He could be his usual cold and surly self, and if anything, it enhanced the performance, giving the appearance of a possessive and attentive fiancé.
She did have one source of petty pleasure, and it came from the fact that he seemed as uncomfortable in his dress attire as she felt in her gown. He'd been wearing it earlier. She'd not noticed, any more than he'd noticed her dress. It was only when she caught him pulling and tugging at it now that she took note. It was, like hers, formal wear. His trousers were loose and pleated. Over his tunic he wore a robe nearly as intricately embroidered and bejeweled as the top layer of her dress.
As for how he looked in it, she did not allow that assessment to cross her mind. She knew him for what he truly wasâa liar, a traitor, the young man who'd have let her rot in a dungeonâand that was all she saw when she looked at him. Which made it all the more difficult to feign those admiring glances.
Fortunately, Moria had too much else on her mind to simmer over the outrage of this charade. Each time they passed an exitâthere were threeâshe noted how well it was guarded. She mentally configured this room within the outside of the building, based on her walks about the grounds, determining which exit led to which door and which would provide the best escape route. The answer seemed simpleâthe northern exit, which would take her to the less guarded northern end of the
compound. And tonight, the goddess truly did shine on her, because that exit also led to the toilet pits.
Moria made sure to drink too much water and tea, ensuring she'd need to make several trips to the toilets. When the need first arose, not long after they'd been in the reception, Gavril seemed happy for the excuse to leave the party. So happy that he didn't even insist on escorting her all the way, waiting instead in the first hall. That gave her time to explore.
In between trips, Moria took careful note of who she met. The main guests were the two warlords. They were debating whether to join Alvar's forces, which Emperor Tatsu would be very interested in knowing. There were others, tooâmen of varying positions who either hadn't declared themselves for the Kitsunes yet or hadn't done so officially, acting as spies in the imperial court. All useful information.
Moria and Gavril made their rounds of the guests. They ate and watched a poetry recital. Moria managed not to fall asleep during the recital, which would have pleased Ashyn. Gavril barely even feigned interest in it, looking about, paying her and the poet little heed.
“I'll need to use the toilets again soon,” she whispered as the primary poet left the stage, to be replaced by the secondary one.
“It's the middle of a performance,” Gavril said, shooting her a look of annoyance.
“Which is why I said
soon.
After it's over.”
When it finished, he was the one to remind her, saying this would be a good time, before the acrobatic performance began.
He was escorting her toward the exit when they were stopped by Lord Kuro Tanuki and his son. They'd met both
earlierâa short and formal conversation. That was when the two men were sober, which they no longer were. In fact, they were clearly, exceedingly, not sober.
Lord Tanuki stumbled into their path and thumped a meaty hand on Gavril's shoulder.
“You've grown up well,” Tanuki said. “Very well indeed. The last time we met, you were just a skinny boy, running around court with the emperor's bastard. A useful friendship, as it turned out.”
He winked at Gavril, then did the same to Moria. He seemed to expect some response from her, but she was struggling to think of a way to word her own question.
You speak of Tyrus. Does he live? Tell me he lives.
There was no way to ask without betraying herself, so she held her tongue and prayed he'd give some sign that he did not speak of the prince in the past tense.
“Yes, you've grown up well,” Tanuki said. “Strong and sturdy, like your father. But you take after your mother in looks, which is particularly fortuitous.” He laughed at his own joke, then thumped his son for comment, but his son was too busy staring at Moria to notice.
“They do make a striking couple, don't they?” Tanuki said. “They'll have very handsome children.”
“I've never bedded a Northern girl,” his son blurted.
Even his father sputtered at that. The son seemed too drunk to realize his impropriety and kept staring at Moria.
“Her hair is like golden fire,” the son said. “Is it the same color downâ?”
His father cut him off with a thump to the back of the head hard enough for the son to stumble. Lord Tanuki laughed, too
loudly, as if he could drown out any more indiscreet comments. “We'll need to find you a Northern girl to check for yourself.
Another
Northern girl. This one is taken, and from the looks young Gavril is giving you, if you continue speculating in that fashion, we'll all be witnessing a sword fight instead of an acrobatic performance.”
“My apologies, Lord Tanuki,” Gavril said stiffly, sounding not apologetic at all. “I am unaccustomed to being betrothed.”
“And my son is unaccustomed to your father's rice wine. It is good to see you so taken with your bride. As a man who has been married nearly three decades, I can assure you that it helps a great deal. You will be very happy together. Not that there was any doubt of your mutual affection, given what the young Keeper did for you.”
Before he could continue, one of his men came to tell him that Alvar wished to speak to him. Lord Tanuki said he'd be right there and then turned to Moria. “That was quite a feat, my lady. A difficult one, I'm sure, leaving your sister and your wildcat behind. The empire may not hold you in very high regard now, but once Alvar Kitsune triumphs, people will understand the sacrifice you made.”
“Sacrifice?” Moria said, but Tanuki was already walking away, following his man to Alvar. Moria turned to Gavril. “What is he talking about?”
For a moment, Gavril seemed not to hear her. He stared after Tanuki and there was an odd look in his eyes, as if a horrible thought had just dawned on him.
“Kitsune,” she hissed, tugging his arm. “What is he talking about?”
“IâI don't know.” He turned to face her, but his gaze didn't meet hers. He appeared genuinely confused, and more than a little concerned. “Wait here. I must have a word with my father.”
“Butâ”
He strode off. As he did, Moria glanced around. She was at the party, alone.
Completely
alone, as people returned to watch the acrobatic performance.
She peered toward the hall leading to the toilet pits. A few guests still streamed out, rushing back to the main room as the performance began.
Moria gave one last look around. Her gaze settled on Gavril, now across the reception hall, speaking to his father and completely preoccupied.
She hurried for the hall.
Moria knew exactly where she needed to go. Getting there was somewhat more complicated. Not least because she was stuck wearing the blasted dress for as long as she could reasonably expect to bump into someone. And until then, she was as inconspicuous as a peacock.
She took the circuitous route she'd noticed earlier and managed to avoid two guards. Then, as she was creeping down the final corridor, a voice whispered by her ear,
Wait.
She paused.
Not yet, child
, the spirit whispered.
Moria tilted her head, and as she did, she caught the grunt and sigh of a bored guard at his post ahead. She zipped around the corner.
“You deign to help me now?” she muttered. “About time.”
A second spirit answered,
Impatient child.
Impertinent
, a third spirit sniffed.
Moria glowered. What good did it do to hear the dead if they would not even help when you were trapped in the enemy camp? Ashyn would point out that there hadn't been a way to help until now, but Moria was in no mood to be charitable.
Shhh, child.
It was the first spirit again.
Heed me.
Heed
only
meâthat's what it meant. Moria focused on the first spirit and ignored the mutterings and mumblings of the other two.
This way.
Moria followed the first spirit's whispers back down the hall, then along another one. She ended up near where she'd been heading, but approaching from the opposite side. When she peeked around the corner, she could see a single warrior guard, shuffling and grunting with boredom. Wide-awake and alert, though. Looking for trouble. Hoping for it, to break the monotony.
Blast it.
The exit door was right there. Once through it, she'd be outside, on the north end of the compound. All she had to do was get past one guard.
She fingered her dagger and peered out again. She could throw it from here and catch him in the neck.
And raise a commotion that would bring every other guard running.
Was that truly what stayed her hand? A fortnight ago, she'd never have considered hurting an innocent man, possibly killing him. Now . . . ? There was still hesitation, but how
much of it was reluctance and how much was simple concern that the ploy would fail?
It was only three paces to the door. If she could distract the guard . . .
She reached under her gown. All she carried with her were the dagger and the wildcat figurine. There was little question of which she should use, but still she hesitated. She clutched the figurine. To lose it felt like losing Daigo himself again, and her chest seized at the thought.
Yes, child
, the spirit whispered.
You must.
She braced herself, then she took aim and pitched the figurine as far as she could down the hall, letting it bounce off the distant wall.
The guard jumped. He looked around. Then he started toward the object on the floor, pulled by his boredom and curiosity. Moria slipped from her hiding place, crossed the three paces to the door, eased it open, and escaped.
M
oria made her way across the north end of the compound. It was not protected, but she'd been out here often enough to know that the guards had their routes and their favored stopping places. Avoid those and she was fine. Or she would be after she shucked the dress. She didn't strip all the way down to her shift. That was white, meaning she'd streak across the night like a comet. She went to the third last layerâa dark green silk. Then she took one of the dark, discarded layers and tore it into a long strip to wrap over her bright hair.
Dagger in hand, she made her way toward the north wall. Scaling it wouldn't be an issue. According to Brom, the compound itself was an abandoned military training camp. They'd cleaned it up, but what it lacked was a proper fence. So far they'd encircled it with a makeshift barrier of wood, no taller than a man's head.
She headed toward that wall, taking a circuitous route to avoid the guards. The ancestors continued to favor her, perhaps deciding she'd suffered quite enough punishment for any past offenses. Finally, she was close enough to see the wall. Then she heard a noise. Footsteps. Running. She froze and swung around, her back pressing against the nearest building. She'd barely gone still when a figure stepped between the buildings. A figure with dark braids and tattoos on his forearms.
Gavril had his back to her as he moved from one building to the next. He did glance her way, but only briefly, as if he expected to see someone running in her dress, light hair flowing behind her, an easy target to spot. When he looked away again, she gripped her dagger and lifted it.
She could throw it at his back. He wore no armor. She could injure him, badly. She might even be able to kill him.
Instead, she pressed herself against the building and waited for him to pass. He stopped on the other side of the passage. Moria held her breath. He took one more careful look around before putting out his hand and saying something, and as he spoke, his fingers began to glow with an unearthly light.
His fingers lit the passage as well as any lantern, and as he turned her way again, the light turned with him, and she knew it didn't matter how dark her dress was or how deep the shadows. His gaze lit upon her, and she clenched her dagger, ready for him to pull his blade and run at her.
Instead, he exhaled, the sound sliding through the silence.
“I've found you,” he said.
“And you will un-find me,” Moria said, raising her dagger. “You will walk away or I will throw this. You know I will.”
“Iâ”
“Did you not tell me once that daggers were an inferior weapon? In close combat, yes. But from ten paces? You will be dead before you reach me, Kitsune.”
“I'm not trying . . .” He extinguished his fingers with a wave, but not before she saw his face, tight and glittering with sweat. “I'm going to come closer, so no one overhears us. I will keep some distance.”
She let him get two arm lengths away, then stopped him with a flourish of her dagger.
“I won't attack you, Keeper. But you cannot escape. You absolutely cannot.”
“No? I suppose you'll tell me your father has the forest filled with monsters andâ”
“I misspoke. I do not mean you are unable to escape. I mean you must not.” He took a step toward her. “I talked to my father after Lord Tanuki made those remarks. You cannot return to the imperial city or they'll exile you as a traitor. Perhaps worse, as there is no forest to exile you to.”
“Traitor?” She laughed. “You'll have to do betterâ”
“They say you betrayed Tyrus. That you seduced and counseled him to lead his men to slaughter and turn his back on a town under siege. They blame you for the massacre at Fairview and the death of Tyrus's men. They say you are my lover and you betrayed the empire for me.”
“Do they truly? My, that is a terrible story, and I thank you, Lord Gavril, for warning me before I escaped. Please take me back to my cell. Or perhaps, to be safe, return me to the dungeons.”
Even through the darkness she could see his mouth tighten. “You aren't taking me seriously, Keeper.”
“Because you've made it clear exactly how low an opinion you have of my intelligence, Kitsune.”
“I only said that becauseâ” He bit the sentence off. “You don't need to return to your cell. We'll make other arrangements. I can insist that because we are betrothed, you must be given quarters. Your own quarters. My father cannot ask you to share mine before the wedding, which will neverâ”
“You're stalling until someone hears us. I'm leaving, and if you try to stop me . . .” As she let the threat hang, she caught a glimpse of a low-slung, dark shape on the rooftop. It almost looked like . . . No, it was gone now. A trick of the moonlight.
“Blast it, Keeper. Listen to meâ”
“I will not. You always were a terrible teller of stories. Your skill has not improved. I have the advantage here, and you are resorting to lies to convince me to stay and save yourself from any punishment. Hopefully your father will realize my escape wasn't your faultâ”
“Of course it was my fault,” he snapped. “Who do you think secreted that blade into your cell? Who let you go out on walks, accompanied by an idiot and a smitten young warrior? Who let you hear him complain about poor security in the north end of the compound? I
orchestrated
your escape, Moria.”
She hesitated. He relaxed, but she was only thinking it through, and after a moment, she said, “You orchestrated it to be rid of me. You resented the obligation and responsibility. But now you've had second thoughts. Perhaps your father said he suspects something andâ”
“By the ancestors,” he said through clenched teeth. “You give me no quarter, Keeper. No matter what I sayâ”
“I think it a lie. Why ever would I do that? Oh, yes, because you have done nothing but lie and betray me. You pretended to be my ally, after you had murdered my entireâ”
“I murdered no one.”
“Does that absolve you of guilt, then? If you only assisted your father in unleashing shadow stalkersâ”
“I did not, Moria,” he said, taking a step toward her. “I killed no one. I had no idea what my father planned. When you told me the village had been massacred, I refused to believe you. Why would I argue if I knew it to be true? You were there when I saw it. You saw my reaction. I did not know.”
“You admitted to it.”
“I admitted to doing whatever you thought I'd done, because it was safer for both of us. But I will deny that I ever said I played a role in the massacre of your village or the death of your father. I cannot explain nowâ”
“You cannot explain at all.”
He ground his teeth, green eyes burning as he took another step her way. “You believe not a word I tell you? After all we've been through?”
“Correct. After all we've been through, I will not believe a word you tell me. After you betrayed me. Threatened me. Left me in a dungeon. Showed not one iota of kindness or sympathy. You refused to even tell me if Daigo lived.”
“Not in front of my father,” he said, moving forward. “But I
did
tell you, Keeper. I gave youâ”
“Stop,” she said, lifting her dagger. “If you take another step toward meâ”
He raised his hand, and in it she saw his sword. She pulled back her dagger, but he was too close for her to throw it. Then his blade was at her throat.
Fury and rage surged, so hot and sudden that for a moment, she thought he'd driven that blade into her throat.
“You tricked me.”
“I'm only tryingâ”
“You would do and say anything to keep me from escaping.”
“No, Moria. I would do and say anything to keep you from running back to the imperial city and being branded a traitor. But what I said
is
true andâ”
A black shape dropped from above, knocking Gavril away, his sword swinging on the new target, only to see what he was aiming at and stop short. Daigo stood between them, his yellow eyes fixed on Gavril, his fur on end as he snarled. Moria stared.
Was she asleep? First, she'd escaped with ease. Then Gavril had told her he didn't help massacre her village. Now Daigo was here, improbably and impossibly. She was dreaming. She must be.
“Daigo . . .” Gavril said, his voice low. “I wasn't trying to hurt her.”
“No, you only had a blade at my throat.”
“Because it's the only blasted way to stop you from racing off to your death. Daigoâ”
“He's a beast. He doesn't understand you.”
“He understands me as well as you do, and listens as well, too, which is somewhere between a little and none at all. I'm no threat to her, Daigo. I never was. But she cannot leaveâ”
Moria ran for the barrier. Behind her, Gavril let out a soft
shout and Daigo answered with a snarl, and she glanced back, dagger raised, ready to throw it if he had his blade drawn on her wildcat, but they only faced off, Daigo blocking his way, Gavril gripping his sword at his side and snarling something back at the wildcat.
Moria reached the barrier. She leaped onto it easily, swinging herself up until she was on the top. Then she turned.
“Daigo!” she called as loudly as she dared.
The wildcat wheeled and ran toward her. Gavril did, too, sword still in hand, falling steadily behind as Daigo raced full-out.
“Don't do this, Keeper,” Gavril called.
“I'll remember what you said, and I'll not present myself at court until I know the truth.”
“It doesn't matter. You're still in danger. If you're out there, they'll findâ”
She jumped down as Daigo sailed clear over the barrier.
“Keeper!” Gavril said from the other side, still running, footsteps pounding. “Moria! Do not do this.”
She looked out at the forest. Then she ran toward it with Daigo at her side, Gavril calling behind her until she was too far away to hear him.