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Authors: Roger Hayden
“Walter, that’s enough,” Diane said.
She grabbed his arm and pulled him away from Carlie. Walter regained his composure and calmed himself. “I’m sorry, I don’t know what got into me,” he said.
Carlie shrugged it off. “No big deal, and no, I don’t think this is anything we can just wake up from,” she said.
In no time, Alan approached the group with his short, curly red hair and glasses. He looked like he could have been in charge of a chess club, but each resident of New Haven had their roles to fill. Paul felt odd as he escorted the group back to the front gate. Alan had retrieved several bags of dried fruits labeled banana chips, apples, and apricots. The visitors didn’t ask for anything more and dutifully left through the front gate. Their visit cost Paul an hour. Samantha’s name repeated in his head over and over again. As he walked back to the Hendersons’, Paul looked at the shotgun in his hands. Something didn’t feel right. He suspected that they were actively trying to make him a member of the community. Maybe Jordan’s initial paranoia was justified.
“What the hell are we still doing here?” Paul said to himself.
He went to his room and put the shotgun under his bed. It was time to confront the Sheriff once and for all, though he didn’t want to overplay his hand either. A tired Julie met him as soon as he entered the backyard.
“Paul, I want to go home now,” she said.
He was confused by what she had meant by “home” but told her that they would leave soon.
“I just need to talk to the Sheriff for a minute, and then we’ll go.”
“Jordan’s drunk,” Julie said.
Paul looked into the crowd and saw a soused Jordan from afar with Margie. She wasn’t nearly as tipsy but appeared to be enjoying herself. Jordan had his arm permanently resting over her shoulder. Paul thought about taking a picture of Jordan in order to embarrass him later, but cell phones were as useless in New Haven as they had been anywhere else. Paul had just stopped carrying his around. He looked back down to Julie.
“Why don’t you find your friend Timmy and hang out with him for a little bit?”
“His name is Tommy, and he’s not my friend,” Julie said, defensively.
“He seems like a nice kid. Give him a chance.”
“I just want to go back to my room now. I’m tired and these adults are annoying.”
“There are other kids here besides Tommy. The Henderson kids seem nice.”
“They’re weird, just like most of the people here.”
Paul could see what was happening. The later in the evening it got, the more ornery Julie would get. It was typical Julie. When she got into her moods, she became an avalanche of negativity.
“Five minutes, Julie, then we’ll get out of here. I promise.”
Julie took a seat on a nearby bench. “Five minutes, sure,” she said.
Paul found the Sheriff standing with the group of council members he often referred to. The council was evenly split gender-wise with three men, including the Sheriff, and three women of varying ages. Paul walked up to the Sheriff and spoke.
“Can I talk to you for moment?” he asked.
One of the female council members gave Paul a disapproving look after he had cut her off mid-sentence. The Sheriff looked at Paul with a guarded expression. “Sure, what’s up?” he asked.
Paul leaned in a little closer. “I was kind of hoping we could talk in private.”
The Sheriff thought to himself for a moment. “Is something wrong? Did those people give you any problems?” he asked.
“No, no, it’s nothing like that. It’s just something I wanted to talk with you about and it won’t take more than a minute.”
“Very well,” the Sheriff said. He looked at the council group and tipped his hat. “If you’ll excuse me for one moment, we’ll continue this conversation later.”
They walked off together with the Sheriff following Paul. Paul and the Sheriff took their seats on an empty bench.
“Looks like your friend Jordan is getting a little close with our town nurse,” the Sheriff said with a smile.
Paul could still see them laughing and talking. “I wouldn’t worry about him. He’s just had one beer too many.”
“I’m sure he’s harmless, but he may want to be careful, Margie there is married.”
The casual revelation stunned Paul. “She—she is?” he asked.
“Yeah, well, was married, her husband was killed in Iraq all them years ago.”
“Oh my God, how?” Paul asked.
“Killed in action with the Marines, probably by some bastard terrorist. Such a shame. It was his third tour. He was going to get out after that. But sometimes, you know how these things go. Saddest thing I ever seen is when the Marines came here to present her with the flag.”
“I had no idea,” Paul said.
“Well… now you know.” The Sheriff slapped his leg. “So anyway, what can I help you with?”
Paul took a deep breath to clear his head.
“I think you guys have a great thing going on here. It’s safe and secluded. Everyone works well together, and you seem to have what you need. I can’t say how much I appreciate you taking us in. You told me that we would talk later, so I’ve been waiting. I need to know about the vehicle situation. Is there anything you can do to help me get back on the road so I can find my wife?”
The Sheriff waved his hat in the air in a fanning motion.
“You need a car; we’ll get you a car, Paul. It’s not a problem.”
“I know it sounds ridiculous, but I didn’t know if you had, like, an extra vehicle or something on-hand. I know it’s an odd request.”
“It’s nothing really. I want to help you get to your wife. I know how important it is. All I ask is three days.”
“Three days?”
“There’s a lot going on right now, so I can’t guarantee that it’ll happen overnight, but give me at least three days and I’ll have a vehicle with supplies loaded up and ready to go for you.”
Paul was ready to hit the road by the next morning, but he wasn’t going to push it. It was the Sheriff’s way or nothing. He could handle three days. He hoped.
“That sounds excellent,” Paul said. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Now, I’m going to ask something of you in return,” the Sheriff said.
“Go for it,” Paul answered, slightly concerned.
“I’ll help you if you help out around here. Put in some effort the next couple of days and we’ll be square. Help us with the bunkers, the gates, planting the food, anything.”
“Whatever I can do.”
“Then we have a deal,” the Sheriff said.
They shook hands and Paul felt satisfied. However, there was a question nagging him.
“Can I ask you just one question, Sheriff?”
“Suppose you want to know my name,” the Sheriff replied.
“What I want to know is why. Why do you want to help people out so much? I mean it makes sense, but we’re talking about a nuclear war out there, and in here, you wouldn’t even know it. I’m just trying to understand it.”
Paul hoped that he was able to articulate the question correctly without screwing himself out of their arrangement. The Sheriff thought hard then spoke.
“It goes like this; the only thing that’s going to get us through this is benevolence toward one another. If that fails, then everything has failed. I’m not naive, but I’m not ready to give up on people just yet.”
Love Thy Neighbor
Two days later, on the morning of Day Twelve, another group of people from the church camp were at the gate. Walter, again, led the pack. They stood outside the gate patiently waiting.
“You’re back,” David, the gate guard, said. He recognized Walter from a few days before.
“Yes, some of the guys here didn’t believe me when I told them about this place. We’re out on another supply run, and I just had to bring them by.”
Three different men from before stood next to Walter, varying in age from twenty to forty, dressed in camouflage hunting gear. They wore hats and were carrying hunting rifles. It seemed strange to David because on their last visit, they seemed so careful about not being armed. Walter noticed David examining his group from the other side of the gate’s green bars.
“Don’t worry; we don’t need another tour or anything. I wanted to know if I could talk with the Sheriff.”
“The Sheriff?” David asked. “I’m afraid he’s sleeping right now. It’s still a little early and they were working on that bunker--I mean they were working pretty late into the night.”
“I apologize for showing up unannounced like this. Our leader, Sister Bonnie, really wants to meet the Sheriff. We had nothing but good things to say about all of you guys,” Walter said.
“Where is she?” David asked, looking around.
“Oh,” Walter laughed. “Sister Bonnie doesn’t leave the camp.”
“So I’m guessing she wants the Sheriff to go to her camp?”
“Well, not just the Sheriff. His council and any other influential members of the town.”
“How about me? I’m a pretty influential guy,” David said jokingly.
“Of course, we’d love to have you visit as well.”
David looked around; everyone was sleeping soundly within the town. The sun barely rose and not much could be seen of it in the gray sky. David moved inches within the fence and made direct eye contact with Walter.
“I’m starting to think that you didn’t just happen to be in the neighborhood.”
“We’re always in the neighborhood,” Walter said.
David looked at the group closely, thinking to himself. He wished there was someone else to man the gate with him, but the sooner he got the Sheriff, the sooner the outsiders would leave.
“Wait here,” David said. “I’ll get the Sheriff and be back in five minutes.”
Twenty minutes later, the Sheriff was up and ready for another day. His bedroom was minimal in appearance with a simple twin bed and dresser. Before he left the room, he took a framed picture of his wife, Emily, out from a dresser drawer.
“Just wanted to say hi,” he said, then placed it back in the drawer.
The smiling woman in the picture wore a dark red sundress and oval sunglasses. Her graying hair blew in the wind. She held a hand to her forehead to keep the hair from hitting her face. The Sheriff had taken the picture when they visited the Golden Gate Bridge during a vacation three years before. Emily had died a year before after a sudden and unexpected stroke at the age of sixty. Her death destroyed him and a rough year of alcoholism followed.
When he was a real sheriff, he almost lost his job with the police department as a result. He was demoted after driving a squad car under the influence. It had taken him twenty years to make sheriff and only two days to go down to deputy following the incident. It was the lowest rank in the department. It was either face the disciplinary action, or leave the force altogether and lose his retirement pension. The demotion was humiliating, but the Sheriff knew that he only had to hold out a few more years until retirement. Then the world changed and rank didn’t matter so much anymore.
The townspeople called him “Sheriff” because they hadn’t forgotten his rank with the local police department. It was an act of kindness that caught on in the town a few days after Day One. He wore his sheriff’s badge with proud embrace. What other choice did he have? He approached the front gate as David paced back and forth along the sealed entrance. David hadn't expected the Sheriff to take so long but was relieved upon his arrival. Small talk with the outsiders had run its course. Walter moved toward the gate as he saw the Sheriff. His three other men stood nearby.
“Morning, Sheriff,” Walter said.
“Morning… Walter, how can we help you?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, it’s good to see you again,” Walter replied.
The Sheriff nodded back.
“I wanted to thank you for your extreme hospitality the other night. You’re already a sort of local legend back at our camp,” Walter continued.
The Sheriff laughed. “Nothing worse than being overrated, even in today’s uncertain times,” he said.
“Nonsense,” Walter said. “Sister Bonnie is very impressed with how helpful and genuine you and your people are. I'll get to the point; we’d like to make a pact with your town.”
David stood near the gate, listening to the conversation and examining the outsiders suspiciously.
“A pact?” the Sheriff asked.
“Yes, a cooperative relationship. Seeing as all the institutions we once looked to have failed us, it’s obvious that we have to work together to survive this thing.”
“I can’t argue with you there, but I’m curious, where is Sister Bonnie?”
“She’s currently struggling with some physical issues and can’t leave the camp, but she would like to meet you and your people.”
“Are you suggesting that we go to your camp?” the Sheriff asked.
“It would mean the world to us. If you have an hour or so to spare.”
The Sheriff looked at David then back to the group.
“I’m guessing you guys don’t have a vehicle,” he said.
Walter smiled.
“It’s rather embarrassing to admit, but no, we don’t.”
“That can certainly be a problem,” the Sheriff said as he looked up into the sky.
“So how about it, Sheriff? Think you can pay us a visit?” Walter asked.
“Here’s the thing,” the Sheriff said, looking back to Walter. “We’re in the middle of a very important construction project. Can we maybe do this later in the week?”
Walter’s smile dropped as he tried to hide his disappointment. “I guess we could take another trip out here in a few days. Walk another seven miles or so to meet up with you.”
Walter’s guilt trip seemed to have an effect. The Sheriff rubbed the white scruff below his chin. “Let me talk to the other council members and see if we can’t get a small group out there today.”
David looked at the Sheriff in disbelief. Something about Walter gave him a bad vibe. He stared at you when he talked, and his bright, greenish eyes never seemed to blink. His red beard also was alarming. Walter spoke with a sort of conviction that David found disingenuous. David followed the Sheriff back to the townhouse, expressing his opinion on the group.
“I just don’t trust them, and I don’t think you should either.” The Sheriff stopped and looked at him. “I don’t trust them or
distrust them. They do have a point though. We have to work together with other communities if we want to get through this. We can’t just live within these walls and not make contact with any outsiders. Now, if you don’t mind, I don’t want to leave them out there hanging. Please keep them company until I get back.”
David couldn’t have been more irritated by the Sheriff’s request, though he complied. He placed one hand on the Sheriff’s shoulder. “Just promise me that you’ll take me out there with you. I want to keep an eye on this bunch.”
“If it means that much to you, sure,” the Sheriff said.
He walked away from David with a light slap on his back. David looked to the gate to see the outsider group standing in a circle, casually conversing or plotting. He couldn’t tell, but he believed it to be the latter.
Paul woke up to a knock at his door. He looked over and saw Jordan sleeping on the other side of the room. Paul counted the days in his head. The Sheriff said three days and he would help him with a vehicle. It had been one day since then, making it day two. Paul racked his brain to think of what day it had been since the nuclear strikes. It was Day Twelve. Twelve days too many that he had not heard from Samantha. The questions her absence left were agonizing. Was she alive? Was she dead? Was she in any way harmed whatsoever? Or was she, like him, relatively safe for the time being?
He dreamed that he was in their home in Beech Creek. He strolled down the hallway calling her name, but no one responded. The house was undisturbed and there was no trace of her in sight. He heard her car pull into the driveway and ran outside to embrace her. Just as she was getting out of the car, he woke to the knocking.
“Paul,” the Sheriff’s voice said. “Hey, get dressed, I need your help.”
Paul covered his face with a pillow then threw it across the room. He got up and hobbled to the door wearing boxers and a white T-shirt. As he opened the door, the Sheriff had already started walking away. “What is it?” he asked, rubbing his eyes.
“Meet me outside in five minutes. I’m assembling a group of us to go to that other camp.”
“Where?” Paul asked.
“Sorry, don’t mean to sound vague. Those people you met the other night at the cookout. We’re going to visit their camp.”
“You sure that’s a good idea?” Paul asked.
“As good as any,” the Sheriff replied. “Now enough questions; get ready and meet me outside.”
The Sheriff disappeared, leaving a flurry of thoughts rushing through Paul’s head. While he contemplated the purpose of visiting the outside group, he also began to wonder what kind of deal he had made with the Sheriff. Was he now on call? Paul wondered if he could trust the Sheriff. He felt that New Haven looked up to the man almost too much. He was a sheriff, but he was also a man that Paul knew virtually nothing about. He went to Julie’s room next door and lightly tapped on the door.
“Yeah?” her voice said from inside.
“It’s Paul, can I come in?” Paul asked.
“Hold on,” she said.
He heard her move off the bed and walk to the door. She opened it, wearing her pajamas and holding a bath towel.
“Did you sleep well?” Paul asked.
“Yeah, I guess. I’m about to take a shower,” she said.
Paul tried to smile at her but could see she wasn’t in the smiling mood.
“Look, I know that it’s hard right now, but we’ll be leaving soon.”
“It’s okay, it could be worse,” she said.
He was impressed and surprised with her attitude. “You’re right,” he said. “It could be much worse.”
They looked at each other for a brief moment, not saying anything. It was clear that Samantha’s absence wasn’t an easy thing to discuss.
“So listen, I have to make a run with the Sheriff and some of the others. Just take it easy around here and I’ll be back in no time.”
“Where are you guys going?” she asked. “I want to come.”
“That’s okay. Just stay back here and hold down the fort.”
“Oh please, like that makes any sense,” Julie snapped back.
“It’s an adult thing. The Sheriff doesn’t want any kids, I’m sorry.”
By shifting the blame to the Sheriff, he felt that Julie might cut him some slack.
“Whatever,” she said. “I’ve got to take a shower.”
She moved past him and down the hall to the bathroom. Paul thought to wake Jordan, but he heard the Sheriff shout for him from outside.
“Alright, Paul, let’s get moving!”
Paul changed his T-shirt, put on a pair of blue jeans, grabbed a jacket, and went out the door. The townhouse was essentially three small rooms and a bathroom. The third room, a joint kitchen-living room ensemble, was nicely furnished but stripped of character. Paul met the Sheriff in the front yard with a group of four others. There was the Sheriff, David, Rob, and two of the council members, Ryan and Shelly. The Sheriff had assembled a team of six, including himself, but Paul wondered of its purpose. David was holding a rifle and Rob was armed with a 9mm pistol. Paul could see the pistol in the Sheriff’s side holster as well.
“Better grab your shotgun,” the Sheriff said.
Paul looked around. “What kind of trip is this?” he asked.
David and Rob laughed.
“Relax,” the Sheriff said. “It’s just a precaution. We leave the weapons in the truck if necessary once we get to the camp.”
“I have to admit, I’m not very comfortable with this,” Paul said. Maybe he could get out of it. As Paul searched the Sheriff’s face, he couldn’t see the eyes behind his dark aviator sunglasses.
“It’s nothing to worry about, Paul, I promise. This is a simple visit at the behest of their group. We have to establish good relationships with other communities out here, trust me on this.” Paul was left with little to say. He followed them to a large red pickup truck idling in the street.
He sat in the back of the truck with the outsider group from the camp, who said little. The truck, a Ford F-250, had enough room for the Sheriff and his people as they rode comfortably up front. During the short trip, Paul felt every bit an outsider as the visitors he was sitting with. Walter made a few comments in passing about the end of times as Paul nodded politely. He wasn’t in the mood to engage them. They traveled a largely rural path to a nearby small town that appeared deserted. Down a dirt road, they stopped at a church surrounded by tents of varying color and size. There were about twenty tents total. People, old and young, were moving about, conversing, eating from paper plates, and hanging articles on clotheslines. Faces looked up from their daily chores and watched the truck enter their camp. Their eyes watched with great interest and suspicion.