Eternity: Immortal Witches Book 1 (The Immortal Witches) (23 page)

Standing at the eastern edge of the circle I had cast, I spread my arms and felt the wind on my face. “Mighty Energies of the East, Sacred Ones of Air, I beseech you to attend this circle and empower this rites.” Immediately the wind in my face sharpened.

To my right, facing South, Arianna stood in the same position I had, arms spread outward and upward. She’d kept her blond hair short, and it ruffled in the breeze like the feathers of a golden bird preparing to take flight. Softly she intoned, “Ancient Energies of the South, Blessed Ones of Fire, I call on you to attend this circle and empower these rites.”

As I watched her, Arianna’s face glowed, just for a moment, as if someone held a candle before her, but no candle was there. Only the balefire we’d built, but that was behind her, in the circle’s center. Her huge brown eyes flicked open, and she tilted her head as if she’d felt that warmth on her face.

Solemnly, I crossed to the opposite side, the west. “Healing Energies of the West, Ancient Ones of Water, I implore you to attend this circle and empower these rites.”

Dampness, dotting my face, my forearms. I blinked at the mist that rose from the ground to leave its kiss of moisture on my skin. Truly some powerful magic would be worked here tonight.

Arianna had moved to the North now, and in a strong voice she called, “Powerful Energies of the North, Eternal Mother Earth, I invite you to attend this circle and empower these rites.”

And then I started, because I felt the earth herself rumble beneath me. A deep-throated vibration welled up from the ground, trembling against my feet and shaking my body so slightly I might have imagined it. When my wide-eyed gaze shot to Arianna’s, she met it, and nodded once. She’d felt it, too.

I moved to the center of the circle, then, to invoke the fifth element, that of spirit. And then together we said the words that would bring the presence of Divinity to our circle this night. When we finished it seemed that the circle pulsed more powerfully with unseen energies than it had ever done before.

Meeting Arianna’s eyes, I saw that she knew what I did. Something had changed. Something was happening. I’d planned to recite an incantation, to cast and to conjure this night, just as I had on every Esbat night for the past three hundred years. I used every power I possessed to ensure that when Duncan returned, as I knew he would one day, he would come here. To Sanctuary. To me. Over and over I’d willed the elements and every force of the astral plane to bring Duncan back here, to the place where I’d lost him. I could not hasten his return; it would have been wrong of me to try. His soul would incarnate again only when it was ready, when the time was right. But my greatest fear was that when he did live again, I’d never find him. The world was a big place, after all.

And though I sought him everywhere I went, I always returned here, where I waited. Endlessly waited, for his return.

But tonight was not the same as all those other nights when I’d worked my magic. As I stood in the center of my circle this night, with the large flat stone before me and the tools of my craft spread out upon it—cauldron and blade, wand and pentacle, censers and candles—I felt something different.

The winds of the four directions seemed to spin and whirl about the two of us as Arianna and I knelt before the altar, and she looked up into my eyes.

“No conjuring tonight, Raven,” she whispered. “Something’s not right here. I feel it.”

Blinking, I lowered my head. “Perhaps the Universe is angry with me. Plotting to make Duncan come here even if it’s against his wishes is not exactly ethical.”

She shook her head. “I’ve never seen the elements react this way to a tiny bit of arguably manipulative magic before.” She moved closer to me as the whirlwind swept around us, around the balefire and the altar stone at the circle’s center. The swirling action of the wind on the flames was something to see, for they narrowed and lengthened as if the fire reached toward the heavens. A loud cry made me look up fast, gripping Arianna’s hand as I did, only to see a large raven land upon the stone altar. It looked at me, tilted its shiny black head, and looked at me again. The balefire’s flames leaped with a snap and a hiss, and I gasped as in the brighter light of the fire, I saw more clearly.

“Look! He’s injured!’’

Arianna squinted, leaning closer, and saw the tiny droplet of blood that clung, quivering, to the bird’s gleaming breast. It trembled as if in time with the tiny rapid heartbeat. I reached out very slowly. “Come, namesake. Let me tend that for you.”

But the bird only squawked once more and, lifting its great wings, pumped them mightily and flew away.

Still staring at the spot where the bird had been, I whispered, “What does it mean?”

Arianna squeezed my hand. The Druids said Ravens brought warnings. I don’t know, Raven, it was as if he was trying to tell you something.”

“But what?” I saw the blankness in her eyes, and rubbed my hands over my chilled arms. She wouldn’t speak it, but I knew what she was thinking. A raven—with a wound over his heart. It could well portend my death. Even now there might be a Dark One lurking, waiting.

“You’ve survived their attempts before, Raven,” Arianna whispered, as if reading my thoughts. “You’re as good with your blade as I am. You’re stronger, more powerful now. You can defend yourself.”

I nodded, but the chill of fear still danced barefoot over my spine. “Let’s close the circle, Arianna. Something feels wrong.”

“All right.” Quietly then, we performed the closing rites, and then gathered up our tools and turned our backs to the sea, facing the giant of a house.

It had begun as a simple home built on the site of my dear aunt Eleanor’s cabin. But like my powers, it had grown with age. We had money enough. Two talented witches with several centuries to accumulate wealth would always have money enough to do whatever they wanted. Adding on to the house had become a bit of a hobby. A tradition. Almost an inside joke. The rambling structure was so utterly outrageous now it would no doubt have drawn curious sightseers from town in droves...under normal circumstances.

But we were witches. We cast spells over the place, and wove astral shields to protect it. It wasn’t invisible, of course. But it blended in with the woods if one viewed it from the east, with the sea if one viewed it from the west, the sky if one looked at it from the village below. There were ways to avoid notice. There was magic.

Of course, we came and went often, and sometimes were forced to let years pass between visits, just to make sure the locals never became suspicious.

It was easier now, though. Sanctuary boasted few actual residents. Oh, there were the lobster men on the north shore, and the shop owners on the south. Innkeepers scattered hither and yon, and a handful of restauranteurs. But most of the people who came here today were vacationers in search of a coastal getaway and some autumn foliage. That log village with its mud tracks that I’d ridden into so long ago was long forgotten now. A tourist-trap had emerged in its place. It was no longer even part of Massachusetts, but of Maine, which itself had been a part of Massachusetts Bay Colony three hundred years ago.

As we approached the sprawling home we’d created, I felt Arianna nudge my ribs. “Shall we add a new wing this visit? Georgian this time?”

She was attempting to cheer me, I knew. “We did that in thirty-seven, love,” I said, pointing to the stately brick section that housed our over-flowing library, our favorite sitting room, and a small alcove for whatever purpose we could think of. I’d thought as we’d built it how Duncan would love it. How we could sit there together, in that alcove, and reminisce, and....

Tears welled up in my eyes. I rarely spent a day when they didn’t.

“Oh,” Arianna said. “Well, Victorian, then? Or Gothic? Gothic would be so poetic for a pair of witches, don’t you think?’’

“You’re forgetting the west wing, Arianna. With the gargoyles we imported from France in eighteen-ninety-nine lining the roof.”

“Right, that slipped my mind.” She pouted. “Do we have a colonial wing?”

“Complete with a cobblestone hearth,” I said, smiling, letting my friend draw me out of my contemplative state. “Face it, Arianna, we have everything except a log cabin sprouting from this house of ours.”

“A log cabin....” Arianna said, clasping her chin and tilting her head as she studied the many roofs, some steep, some shallow, some flat, some slate, some steel, some shingled, all sporting chimneys—cobblestone, brick, block, and steel. “No,” Arianna said thoughtfully. “Logs would simply clash.”

The laughter burst from me just as she’d intended it to. And she smiled at my reaction as she reached for the back door. “It’s good to see you laugh, Raven,” she said softly, pulling our door open, smiling back at me. “It’s so seldom that you do.” Then her smile died as she stared past me, out toward the sea, and a curious frown creased her brow. “Oh, look.”

“What is it?” I turned to follow her gaze and saw that the old light-house standing dark and lonely on its tiny island was coming alive again. A light came on in one of the lower windows. Why it should thrill me so, I had no idea. Seeing a light in formerly dead eyes–perhaps somewhere inside it reminded me of my long wait, and my hope that my dead lover would be restored to me one day soon. Another light came on, followed by another. And for just an instant I felt a shiver as an icy finger trailed a path up my spine.

“Just what we need,” I muttered. “A new neighbor—and so close.” A reaction that made far more sense than the one I truly felt.

“Raven,” Arianna whispered. “Raven, look.”

She pointed to a dark shape moving in the sky, and as I squinted and it moved into the moonlight, I realized it wasn’t one shape but several; a dozen or more ravens, flying toward the lighthouse. One by one they landed atop it, or around it. And then in chorus they began to shout.

Drawn by invisible hands, I walked toward them, until Arianna clasped my shoulders, drawing me to a halt near the edge of the cliff.

“Come inside, Raven.”

“I should go there,” I whispered. “They’re telling me something, don’t you see?”

“Yes. And what if what they’re telling you is ‘Stay away from here, Raven St. James!’ What then, hmm?”

I blinked, shaking my head. “I don’t think—”

“The Celts used to say that when evil preachers died, they were transformed into ravens,” she blurted.

And I blinked, my stomach clenching. The only evil preacher I knew—had ever known—was Nathanial Dearborne. The bastard who’d killed my mother and hunted me all my days. How many times had I barely escaped his blade? How many more would there be before one of us paid the ultimate price?

Perhaps it was he the birds warned me of. Perhaps he’d caught up to me again after all these years. He was long overdue for another attempt. And maybe he’d finally found our haven, the place we’d kept so secret we’d hoped no other immortal would ever know we came here.

“Why is that bastard so determined to have my heart?” I whispered.

“You know why, Raven.”

I closed my eyes. “Because of Duncan.”

“Yes. Because of Duncan. And because of your magical power–you’ve always known how special it is, Raven. You have a healing gift like no other, and you’re able to draw luck and good fortune to you like no witch I’ve known.”

I closed my eyes. “I’ve lived three hundred years without the man I love. You call that luck or good fortune?”

“You know what I mean. The wealth, Raven. The way you and your aunt prospered back then, and the way we do now.”

“Any witch could do that.”

“I lived two hundred years before I found you again, Raven. And I never managed it.”

“You got by.”

“Getting by is irrelevant. Have you looked at our bank statements lately?”

I sighed. Making good financial decisions had always come as naturally to me as breathing. It wasn’t something I was overly proud of, but I doubted I could help it if I tried. If I bought a stock, it skyrocketed. If I opened a bank account, the interest rate went up. If I bought so much as a lottery ticket....

“And now there’s your age, as well,” Arianna went on. “Nathanial would get a lot of life force from a heart three centuries strong. Besides all of that, the more times you thwart him, the more angry and determined he becomes. You know that, as well.”

Lowering my head very slowly, I said, “I’m going to have to kill him, aren’t I?”

Arianna nodded. “I’m afraid it’s the only way you’ll ever find peace.” She searched my face. “You’ve killed before, Raven. He wouldn’t be your first.”

“Yes,” I admitted, “but only in battle, when it was forced on me. Only when I had no choice. It takes something from me when I take a life, Arianna. I die a little each time.”

“The bastard needs killing,” Arianna told me.

“But not by me. Not unless he forces me to.” I bit my lower lip. “We’ll leave here for a while. Tomorrow. I’d rather avoid confrontation if I can.”

Tipping her head skyward, Arianna rolled her eyes. “Raven! Why must you be such a pacifist? After three centuries of living as a being who must kill or be killed, how can you cling to that mortal idea of morality? I swear, if I get the chance, I’ll cut out that black heart of his myself.” I looked at her harshly. “I will!" she vowed. “I’ve owed that bastard for a long time. But he’s as slippery as a snake where I’m concerned.”

“He does avoid you,” I said, contemplating. “It’s as if he’s always out there, watching us, waiting. Every time he’s attacked me since Duncan, it has been when you and I were apart. In Virginia, when I stayed behind to care for that ailing woman, while you went off to find her husband. In California, when I sat on the beach thinking of Duncan while you slept soundly in the beach house. In New York when we got separated in that crowd at the theater....”

“Because he knows I can take him.”

“I suspect you’re right,” I told her. “And that’s why he never gives you the chance. It’s me he comes after. Always me, and those I love.”

“So you’ll run from him again,” Arianna went on. “And what if Duncan returns here while you’re hiding from Dearborne? What if you miss your chance to find him again?”