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Chapter
Seven

Julianne’s
mind reeled.
Holy fuck
. Where had he
been hiding this? “Um, okay. Yes.”

As
if she could say “no” to this man now.

Kane
let out a whoop that had her laughing. He turned her over and untied her
wrists, and then he pulled her into his arms and kissed her hard and deep. She
wrapped her arms and legs around him and pushed closer to his warm, hard body,
desperate to have him naked against her. He was still fully dressed, and that
was sexier than she’d have imagined.

Images
of him spanking her and paddling her danced through her head. She’d never done
anything like that but had always wondered how it would feel. To realize she
was about to find out, and with the object of her undying lust for the past
five years, to boot, was almost too much to take in.

When
he released her mouth, he pulled her to her feet. “If you have to pee, I’d
suggest doing it now.”

She
shook her head slightly. “Um, yes, I do have to. Okay. Be right back.” She
sounded drunk, but she wasn’t. This was nothing like she’d been expecting, and
she couldn’t wait to see where it led. Once she used the bathroom and returned
to the bedroom, he told her he’d be right back, and then she glanced around.

He’d
placed a box of condoms, a large bottle of lube, and a long black leather
paddle with holes in it next to his glasses and the water on the nightstand. She
sucked in a sharp breath as she caressed the paddle. That would hurt like a
motherfucker, but she couldn’t wait to feel it.

“
Would you prefer I skip the spanking and go straight
to that?”

She
whirled around at the sound of his voice. “I don’t know.”

He
held out his arms. “Come here. I want to kiss you again.”

Julianne’s
heart fluttered at the tender tone in his voice. If someone had told her last
week that she’d be here on Friday, about to have the most erotic night of her
life with Kane Bannerman, she’d have wondered what that person was smoking.

He
pulled her close and kissed her, cupping her face with one strong hand. She
moaned into his open mouth and rubbed her body against the rock-hard bulge in
his jeans. She remembered that dick inside her pussy as large and thrusting
with wild abandon. She couldn’t wait to feel it inside her again, in every hole
this time.

When
he released her mouth, he grinned again. She already loved his grin. It was
full of promise and humor, and there was nothing sexier than a man with a
wicked sense of humor. “I’m not naked. We need to do something about that.”

“
Yes, we do.”

“
I meant
you
need to do something about it.”

“
Whatever you wish, sir.”

He
tugged her hair and forced her head back. It didn’t hurt, but rather it sent a
crazy rush of endorphins through her body. “Careful. I’ll hold you to that.”

“
That’s what I’m counting on.”

“
You’re a brat. Undress me.”

Kane
released her hair, and Julianne made a show out of rolling up the hem of his
polo shirt. The soft noises of frustration he made only spurred her on. “You
know, the slower you do this, the harder I’m going to paddle you.”

“
Is that so?”

“
Oh yes. It’s a cold, hard fact. You deal in those,
right?”

“
Yes, I do.” She cupped his bulge and rubbed. “Cold,
hard
facts.”

“
You are in so much fucking trouble right now.”

Julianne
held his gaze, and then she pulled off his shirt to reveal a muscled chest and
torso, dusted with fine dark hair and sporting tats. “Oh, yummy.” She licked
his nipples, and Kane grasped her hair again, tugging it hard enough to hurt
this time, but it didn’t stop her. She grazed her teeth over them and brushed
her fingers over his abdomen, gradually moving lower to the waistband of his
jeans.

“
Julianne …
please
.”

She
smiled and undid his jeans, then pulled them down as far as they would go. He
wore red satin boxers, which should have made her laugh, but clearly he’d
wanted this to happen as much as she had. Julianne couldn’t laugh at that. Her
heart soared with the realization. She brushed her fingertips over the boxers
as his cock jumped underneath the fabric. “Oh, these are so nice it’s almost a
shame to take them off.”

“
Do it anyway.” His voice was rough and gravelly, and
Julianne knew he was barely hanging on. That knowledge sent a surge of desire
through her unlike any she’d ever felt. She removed his boxers, and out popped
that thick, red cock she remembered so well. Julianne helped him out of his
shoes and socks, and then she knelt on the floor and licked his dick.

“
Oh fuck!” Kane grasped her head and moaned loudly as
she took his cock into her mouth and sucked hard. “Baby, please. I don’t think
I can hold off.”

She
didn’t answer him. She wanted him to come in her mouth because she knew she’d
get him hard again. Julianne was no stranger to taking the initiative in sex,
and she couldn’t have stopped this if she wanted to. She licked up and down his
shaft and even tongued his balls.

One
quick glance at his face and the veins standing out on his neck, plus a grimace
that told her he was trying to hold off his orgasm, was enough to send her
arousal to crazy heights.

She
moaned softly as she took him back into her mouth, and moved her hand around to
his ass to tease his cheeks as she sucked hard again. Julianne loved the
contrast between the velvety softness and the thick veins inside her mouth. The
further he pushed it in, the more excited she became.

“
Fuck!
Julianne I’m going to come…”

And
come he did. She swallowed every tasty drop and then licked the tip just in
case she’d missed any. Kane pulled her to her feet and held her close, his body
damp with sweat, and his breathing as hard now as her own. “Jesus,” he
whispered. “That was the most fucking amazing blowjob I’ve ever had.”

“
Oh stop.”

“
I’m serious.” He pulled away and cupped her face. “I’m
not kidding.”’

“
Kane, I don’t know what to say.”

“
Say I can still spank you and paddle you.”

“
I’m looking forward to it.”

He
led her to bed and sat down, close to the nightstand. “Over my knees, then.”

Julianne
thought she’d lose her mind from anticipation. She positioned herself over
Kane’s lap, every nerve ending on fire. Would she be able to handle this? She
wanted to, as much for him as for her own curiosity.

“
You really do have a nice ass.” He caressed her
cheeks, and she murmured her thanks. When he began to swat her with an open
palm, alternating sides, it didn’t really hurt, but she could tell he was
holding back. “Have to warm up the skin.”

“
You sound like you have some experience with this.”

His
soft chuckle sent a shiver down her spine. “A bit. How about you?”

“
None. Only fantasies.”

Kane
caressed her lower back. “I’d like to make them come true.”

“
This is a good start.”

He
swatted her harder now, and it stung but also sent a crazy endorphin rush
through her. A nice burn settled on her ass and it was getting uncomfortable,
but at the same time she wanted him to continue. When he stopped, he caressed
the skin and then brushed a finger along her ass crack, all the way to her
soaking wet pussy, until she moaned and writhed on his thighs.

“
You like this.” His voice was reverent and filled with
delight.

“
Yes. Yes, I do. Please don’t stop.”

Kane
reached over and picked up the paddle. “Just remember you asked for this,
Julianne.”

“
I will—holy
shit
!”
He placed one strong hand across her lower back but that didn’t stop her from kicking
her legs as he swatted both ass cheeks at once, five times, hard. “That fucking
hurts
!”

“
Too much?” His voice was filled with wicked humor, and
she nearly came at the sound of it.

“
No.” She wouldn’t tell him to stop. He would not have
that satisfaction. “May I know how many you plan to give me, though?”

“
As many as you can take, beautiful.”

“
That’s not a definitive answer.”

“
No shit.”

Julianne
gritted her teeth as he began again, a bit slower this time, giving her a
chance to catch her breath between strikes. An amazing thing happened as she
relaxed into it and concentrated on the sensations. It still hurt, but at the
same time the pleasure coursing through her was unlike anything she’d
experienced, until the pain and pleasure became one exquisite sensation.

It
was like a drug. The more he did, the more she needed. She’d never imagined it
would be like this, and she didn’t want him to stop. Her pussy was soaked, and
when she flexed her Kegel muscles it contracted in tiny spasms. The realization
she could actually make herself come while being paddled sent shivers up and
down her spine. Who knew such a thing was possible?

She
tried to count the swats, but stopped caring how many he gave her as she
floated away to a purely blissful place. Every happy thought she’d ever had
filled her at once, and she nearly giggled. The sound came out instead like a
moan mixed with a gasp, and it was only then that Kane stopped.

He
rubbed her sore ass cheeks, which actually made the pain worse instead of
better. “Julianne, I’m in awe.” His voice sounded that way. “Do you know how
many you took?”

“
No,” she whispered.

“
Fifty. Fifty really hard swats. How did you do that?”

“
I have no clue.” She didn’t want to tell him what
she’d experienced because she was afraid he’d think it was weird, and she
didn’t want anything to ruin this moment.

“
I’m so impressed. Please tell me it wasn’t only
painful. I want to know you also enjoyed it.”

She
sighed. Of course he’d want to know what she’d thought of the experience. He
was a gentleman, after all. A kinky, seductive gentleman. “You’ll think I’m a
nut job if I tell you.”

“
Never.” Kane helped her sit and pulled her onto his
lap. She had to swallow against the sudden lump her in throat as he gazed at
her with tenderness. “I won’t think that at all. It’s important that I know
what you’re feeling right now.”

“
I liked it. I loved it, actually. I was floating, like
I was watching it from above. It made me happy. I can’t describe it. It was
different than anything I’ve felt before.”

The
joy on his face surprised her. Kane pulled her close and kissed her softly.
When he released her, he cupped her face and stared into her eyes. “I want to
make love to you now. May I do that?

“
Oh, God. I want that, too. Yes. Please. Please do
that.”

Kane
laid her on the bed and reached over to take a condom out of the box. He put it
on, and then he covered her body with his. She melted into his embrace, moaning
softly as his mouth worked magic on hers, then on her nipples again. When he
reached her pussy, he licked her clit until she almost came once more, and then
he sat back on his heels and sank his dick into her.

“
Oh Julianne, I have dreamed of doing this again for
five fucking years!”

“
Kane…” She clung to him as he fucked her hard and
rough. It was even better than she remembered because of all they’d done
beforehand this time. Her orgasm was swift and powerful, rocking her to the
core and making her wish they never had to leave this room.

Before
it ended, he withdrew and kissed her again, then flipped her over. “Get on your
hands and knees. You should see your ass. It’s pink and puffy. So fucking
gorgeous.” He licked the wounds he’d made with the paddle, and even though that
stung all over again, she moaned as her arousal peaked once more. Was this man
even human?

Reaching
for the lube bottle, he poured some on his fingers and then slid a warm, wet
digit into her asshole. “So tight. I don’t want to hurt you. Maybe we need to
save the back door action for next time?”

Next time?
He hadn’t been kidding about
wanting to repeat this. “I’m all right. Just go slowly.”

“
Thank you. Thank you so much.”

The
grateful tone of his voice surprised her. This night hadn’t turned out even
close to what she’d been imagining. He positioned himself behind her and
slipped two fingers inside this time, along with more lube. He gently stretched
the walls, and Julianne groaned at the pleasure racing through her body.