Failure is Fatal (2 page)

Chapter 2

Der and I stood outside my office and stared at the door. We had been at this for several minutes and my patience was wearing thin.

“So what do you think?” I said to him. Positioned on my office door was the usual information: a posting of my classes and times when I would be in my office and available for meetings; my name and title, Dr. Laura Murphy, Professor of Psychology; and a few announcements for upcoming events on the campus. Der continued to stare at the door.

“I think your name should be in bigger letters. You can hardly read it until you're a foot from the door. What good is that if you're a student and looking for someone? You practically have to walk up to the door to know if you're in the right place.”

I crossed my arms over my chest and tapped my foot.

“That's not the point. Besides, the door is open when I'm in.”

Der seemed to consider this additional information. “Well, then, you should post your name in large letters on the bulletin board beside the door, that way…”

“Der.” I could hardly contain myself. Sometimes he could be so aggravating. I clamped my teeth together to give myself time to control what I was saying. “I am not interested in your decorating tips on my door. The other stuff, the other stuff!”

The other stuff to which I was referring were the words, “Bitch,” “Feminazi,” “Dyke,” and a few phrases such as “Go f… yourself,” “Leave this campus or else,” and finally, “You're done here, Murphy.” These decorated the door in red magic marker, indelible, I was sure.

A few students pushed by Der and me in the hallway, but the traffic was light on a Friday afternoon when students hated to schedule classes. They looked at Der and me curiously—one small, blonde, busty woman with venom in her eyes toe-to-toe with a large, dark-skinned man.

One of the young men stopped and said, “Is everything all right?”

Der looked at him and smiled. “No, I'm fine. We're good friends and I can handle her when she gets like this.”

The student hurried away, confusion written all over his face.

“Has Campus Security seen this?” Finally he was showing some interest in the graffiti.

“I called them first thing this morning and the guy in charge, Captain Rodgers, came over himself. He called the writing ‘the spirited pranks of college men who needed to get laid.'
He's just worthless. He's such a pig.”

“My recommendation is that you clean it off, and soon. It'll just encourage more if you leave it up there.”

I shot him an annoyed look.

“Well, what do you expect me to do? It's not my jurisdiction. You've done all you can by calling the campus authorities.”

“The campus authorities,” I pulled Der into the office with me, “are idiots. Anything that has to do with women is taken as a joke by our Captain Rodgers.” I closed the door behind us.

“I can't let this get around campus, but the Sexual Harassment Complaints Committee of which I am a member took a complaint from one of Rodgers' women officers about having her breasts grabbed by one of the other officers. Rodgers laughed it off saying she wouldn't have that problem if her boobs weren't so big. He's such a pig.”

“You already said that.”

“I know but he's such a pig.”

“There's nothing I can do.”

“But I assume you're here to ask me to help you out with this coed's murder, and there's nothing you can do for me?”

It was the week following the discovery of the body of the young woman identified as Marie Becca. Der's men had found a large hunting knife in one of the trash containers in the mall. Der said the handle was wiped clean of fingerprints. There was a crack running the length of the handle indicating it was old, not purchased recently.

“I'm getting nowhere,” he said. There was little I could offer Der other than my support, any help he might require, and, of course, a cup of the dreadful coffee I brewed in my office. I handed him his cup of coffee, sat down in my desk chair and leaned it backwards, looking out my window across the campus to the hills beyond.

The campus of Upstate College was perched on the top of a hill overlooking the town of Onondaga Falls. Looking out my second floor office window afforded me a view of the center of campus, a grassy area surrounded by large maple trees that turned a blazing red in the fall. Beyond the expanse of campus buildings I could gaze into the hills surrounding the college. I loved these hills and my home on nearby Mirror Lake. They gave me a peace and a sense of completeness I found no place else. Today the view was not quite so spectacular. The leaves were gone from the trees, and the surrounding hills and river valley had begun to take on the gray pallor of early winter.

I sighed and tipped my chair forward. Maybe it was time for some horse trading with Der. I tilted my head to one side and gave him a beseeching smile.

“All right, all right, I'll have a talk with him, a kind of officer-to-officer, guy thing where I share his view of you as a pain in the butt, but let him know I know about this door thing and believe he will do all he can to handle it professionally.”

I nodded.

“Okay, so what can I do to help you with Marie's murder?” I leaned farther forward in my chair, shifting gear into my helpful, amateur-sleuthing mode.

In the past, Der called me in to help with a case that involved the academic community because he found it difficult to get access to information on the campus. For an institution of higher learning, the college was surprisingly intolerant of outsiders knowing its business. That Der was of African and Native American descent was an additional impediment to investigation on this almost entirely lily-white campus.

“What I want from you, Murphy, is a promise that you won't go all crazy on me and try to insert yourself where you're not wanted on this case. I can use your help, yes, but I want you to show a little restraint for once. Do what I ask of you and no more.”

How insulting! Der knew me better than to believe he could rein me in like this. And to try to get me to promise to do only what he asked. After all, I was the one who discovered the body, not something I much cherished, I can tell you.

“Well, Murphy, what do you say?”

Before I could say anything, someone knocked on the door.

“Dr. Murphy, it's Karen. I need to show you something.”

“C'mon in.”

The door opened and Karen entered the office. She appeared to be her usual cheerful self. Little of the pale, withdrawn woman who found her murdered friend was obvious, but I was worried about her. She seemed too eager to return to her usual routine of classes and work on the research. I was concerned that she was hiding her shock and depression behind a frenzied schedule that left her no time to grieve and adjust to her loss.

She held a paper in her hand. “I'm sorry. I took a chance you were still in your office, but I didn't mean to interrupt you,” she said. She nodded a greeting to Der.

“I haven't seen you since the night of Marie's murder.” He left his chair, took her hand and looked into her eyes. Despite his physical appearance and his reputation as a tough investigator with criminals, he was a gentle and compassionate man. “I'm sorry about your friend. How are you doing?”

“Oh, fine.” She removed her hand from Der's grasp, her eyes misting up. “Thanks.” She wiped away an escaping tear with her fingers.

“Sometimes, it takes a while to get through these things,” he said. “You may need to give yourself a break and not expect to get right back into your old routines.”

“If you're worried about the research, don't. The other assistants will cover for you, no problem,” I said.

A knock on my door was followed by the appearance of a head of curly brown hair poking through the opening door.

“Oops, didn't mean to interrupt. What'd she say?” A short, plump, olive-skinned young woman held the door open.

“Oh, say. You must be that investigator guy. I'm Paula.” The young woman stuck out her hand and pumped Der's. “I saw you on that televised news conference about the murder of Marie Becca, Karen's friend. That was just awful. I told Karen she shouldn't be at work, that she should go home and just chill for a while. Ugh. I don't see how you can do that work.” She stopped and took a momentary breath, and continued. “This can wait if you're in the middle of something. Oh, I bet I know. Dr. Murphy is going to help you find the murderer, huh?” Paula's face lit with excitement at the prospect of knowing someone participating in a murder investigation. “Oh, geez, I'm sorry, Karen. I guess you don't really want to hear all this, do you?”

“Well, not really. You know, I think I'll just let you finish up on these testing results, Paula. I've got a terrible headache. I think I'll go back to the dorm and lie down for a while before dinner.”

I got out of my chair, walked from behind the desk, and put my arm around Karen's shoulders. “You sure you're all right?”

“I think I'd just like to go back to the residence hall, that's all.”

“I'll walk with you,” said Paula.

“No, I'd like to be alone. I'll see you at dinner.”

“You're sure?” I said.

“Very. See you at dinner,” Karen said to Paula and walked toward the door. Turning before she exited, she waved and offered all of us a tiny smile.

“Stubborn gal,” said Der.

“She'll be okay. She's really a lot tougher than she looks. If I had found Marie like that, I would be puking my guts out all over the parking lot and in a catatonic state for weeks after,” Paula said.

I cleared my throat and decided to change the subject. “So what did you find in the results that brought Karen running out of the lab to show me?”

“Another of those highly detailed sexual reactions to our story lead,” she replied. “And this is a real funky one.” She handed me a sheet of paper.

I read it and chuckled, shaking my head.

“Every time we get a bunch of guys sitting next to each other in the testing session, they decide to get funny about what they write. Most of them take the testing seriously, but there's always one, when he gets out of the session and talks about the testing, which they are asked not to do, who wants to brag about what he wrote. Here take a look,” I said to Der.

I explained that we had the subject who wrote the response on the sheet read a story we made up. The story proposed that he needed to get into a class that was full. The professor, who was a woman, said she would consider signing him into the class if he would meet her at a bar. The subject was asked what he would do in this situation and to put his answer in the form of an ending to this hypothetical story.

What Der held in his hand was the ending to the story as written by one of our male subjects. He read through what the young man wrote and looked uncomfortable, making harrumph sounds in his throat and shifting around in his chair.

“This is like reading
Hustler
magazine,” he said.

“Set it to one side, Paula, as usual. We can't use this one either.”

She nodded and left for the lab.

‘Let's take a walk, Der. I could use the fresh air.”

I stuck my head into the lab and told Paula that I'd only be gone fifteen minutes or so. A cold wind blowing across the open center of campus hit us when we left the building. I began to reconsider my suggestion that we walk anywhere.

“Let's get out of this wind.” I wanted to abandon the idea of a walk, and I turned up the hill toward a building on the north side of the college. “We can grab coffee at the Student Center. It should be pretty deserted this time of day, and we'll have privacy.”

“Murphy, I just had a cup of coffee in your office.”

“Well, have another one. I thought cops did nothing but drink coffee. What's the matter with you? Need a donut?”

The coffee looked as if it had been in the pots since early morning, and it poured like the final boil of maple sap in February. We selected a table near the windows. Few people were in the food center this late in the afternoon.

“What do we know so far about the murder?” I took a sip of coffee and grimaced at the burnt taste.

“I've interviewed everyone who knew her. No boyfriend, her roommate claims. Lots of prints in her car, but so what? She gave everyone a ride because she had a car. Her friends didn't. The forensics lab says the knife we found was the murder weapon. The crack in the handle is an old one. I can't find anyone who might have a motive for this killing. I'm at a dead end, but I keep thinking I must be missing something, something on this campus that I'm not hearing or seeing. So I'd really appreciate it if you could do a bit of…”

“Snooping, poking my nose in where it's not wanted? Sure I'd be more than happy to. I'd really like to see this guy caught.”

We left our coffee unfinished and started out of the Student Center, heading back to the building where my office and lab were located when I spied Paula running down the sidewalk waving her arms at us.

“Dr. Murphy, come quick. You've got to see what I found at the lab. It was from the testing session last Thursday, over a week ago.”