Fallen Angels 02 - Crave (18 page)

God, her lips had been an inch from his own. All it would have taken was an incline of the head and he would have kissed—

The release came on fast and powerful, ramming into him so hard, he had to turn into his biceps and bite down to keep from barking her name out loud.

And damn him to hell, he rode it to the last jerking spasm, milking himself until his knees went loose and he tasted blood from the biting.

In the aftermath, he sagged and felt like a wasteland on the inside, as if coming had drained him of not just the sexual impulse, but everything else.

He was so tired.

So very, very tired.

With a curse, he reached out the hand that had done the work and made sure there were no traces of anything on the marble or the glass. Then he rinsed off one last time, cut the water, and stepped from the misty confines that had gotten him into trouble.

He was still hard. In spite of the exhaustion. And the exercise.

Clearly, his cock hadn‟t bought the bribe.

And yup, he was right: Flannel did absolutely nothing to conceal the hey-could-we-do-some-more-of-that. If anything, that pole thing made him look twice the size he was—which, considering he was hung to begin with, was not the direction he wanted to go in.

Folding up his erection and nailing it flat against his belly with the waistband of the pj‟s, he reached for the fleece and prayed it came down on him far enough to hide that flushed head of his.

Which was still just full of bright ideas—

Okay, total no-go on the conceal. The pullover might have been long enough if his chest hadn‟t been so big. As it stood? He was more
naked
than naked as he flashed his goods.

Isaac ditched the fleece and threw on his sweatshirt; the muscle shirt was just too nasty after the fight. Damn thing should be burned, not cleaned.

And before he made the return trip downstairs, he hit the first-aid supplies, although not because he cared: Sure as shit, if he didn‟t use them, she was going to insist on coming up here and playing Florence Nightingale.

So not a good plan, considering what he‟d just done.

The butterfly bandage he‟d gotten from the med-tech guys in jail hadn‟t stood a chance in the ring and God only knew where it had ended up. Whatever, though, the cut was nothing special, just a split in the skin that was deep enough to give a blood show, but nothing to get hysterical about. He was going to have a scar—like that mattered?

He slapped a Band-Aid on the thing, and didn‟t bother with the antibiotic stuff. He was far more likely to die from Smith & Wesson-related lead poisoning than any skin infection.

Out of the guest room. Down the stairs. By the time he got to the front hall, things had begun to ease off slightly at the hip level.

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Until he came around the corner of the kitchen and saw Grier.

Oh,
man
.

If she was gorgeous in a little black dress, she was totally beddable in what was evidently her version of pajamas: men‟s flannel boxers and an old green sweatshirt that read, CAMP

DARTMOUTH. With white socks and a pair of schleppy slippers on her feet, she looked closer to college age than any kind of thirty…and the absence of makeup and fancy hair was actually a plus. Her skin was satin smooth and her pale eyes popped rather than got lost behind her horn-rimmed glasses.

Guess she wore contacts.

And her hair…it was so long, much longer than he‟d thought, and vaguely wavy. He bet it smelled good and felt even better…

She glanced over from the red bowl she was drying at the sink. “Find what you need upstairs?”

Not. Even. Close.

For good measure, he yanked at the bottom of the sweatshirt to make sure Mr. Happy was covered. And then he just watched her. Like he was some kind of idiot.

“Isaac?”

“Have you ever been married,” he asked quietly.

As her eyes flipped up to his, he knew how she felt: He couldn‟t believe he‟d thrown that out there, either.

Before he could backpedal, she pushed her glasses up higher on her nose, and said, “Ah, no.

No, I haven‟t. You?”

He shook his head and left it at that, because God knew he shouldn‟t have opened the door in the first place.

“A girlfriend?” she asked, picking up the pan to dry it off.

“Never had one.” As her eyes shot back to his, he shrugged. “Not saying I haven‟t had…er, been with…”

Holy. Hell. Was he blushing?

Okay, he so had to get away from her and out of town—and not just because Matthias was after his ass. This woman was turning him into someone he didn‟t know.

“You just haven‟t met the right person, I guess?” She bent down and put the bowl away, then came over with the pan to tuck it into the cabinets under the island. “That‟s always the thing, isn‟t it.”

“Among others.”

“I just keep thinking it‟ll happen for me,” she murmured. “But it hasn‟t. Although I do like my life.”

“No boyfriend?” he heard himself say.

“No.” She shrugged. “And I‟m not a one-night-stand kind of girl.”

That didn‟t surprise him. She was much too classy.

As a curiously gentle silence bloomed between them, he didn‟t have a clue how long he stood there, staring across the island at her.

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“Thank you,” he said eventually.

“For what? I haven‟t really helped you.”

The hell she hadn‟t. She‟d given him something warm to think about when he was alone in the cold night: He was going to remember this moment with her now for the rest of his days.

However few of those he might have left.

Moving around so that he was closer to her, he reached out and touched her cheek. As she inhaled sharply and went still, he said, “I‟m sorry about…earlier.”

Yeah, not sure which “earlier” that would be: the twenty-five grand he‟d cost her, the running from the law, the attempt to scare some sense into her…or The Shower.

He was surprised when she didn‟t pull away. “I still don‟t want you to go.”

Isaac gave that one a pass. “I like your hair down,” he said instead, running his fingers through it to her shoulder. As she flushed, he stepped back. “I‟m going to bed. If you need me, knock first, okay? Knock first and wait for me to answer the door.”

She blinked quick, like a fog was lifting from her inner riverbank. “Why?”

“Just promise me.”

“Isaac…” When he shook his head, she crossed her arms over her chest. “Okay. I promise.”

“Good night.”

“Good night.”

He turned and left her in the kitchen by herself, taking the hall and the stairs fast, because his self-control was threadbare, and in spite of the two omelets, he was starved.

Not for food, though.

Like a total nancy, he ducked into the guest room and waited behind the closed door just so he could listen to the sound of her going up the softly creaking old stairs. When he heard her shut herself in, he pivoted around…and wondered what in the hell he was going to do for the next eight hours.

His cock twitched like it was raising a hand to be called on by the teacher, the erection all oh-oh-oh-oh-I-got-an-answer-for-that.

“So not going to happen, big guy,” Isaac snapped at himself.

Rubbing his eyes, he couldn‟t believe he‟d fallen so low as to be talking to his dumb handle.

Or trying to reason with it.

And on top of that, he also couldn‟t believe he‟d agreed to stay—especially given who had stepped into the ring with him. But he couldn‟t argue with what he‟d seen in the back of Grier‟s closet—and although Matthias didn‟t mind collateral damage, he sure as shit wouldn‟t seek it out. Especially if her dad was military: Matthias knew everyone—and was fully aware of any complications that could arise if he killed the daughter of somebody important.

With yet another curse, Isaac went into the bathroom and brushed his teeth; then he stretched out on top of the duvet and turned off the light. As he focused on the ceiling, he imagined her in that cozy bed up above him, with the television on and something from the
Magnum P.I.
era playing in front of her closed lids.

He wanted to be up there with her.

He wanted to be up there…and all over her.

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Which meant he had to leave at the crack of dawn before she even woke. Otherwise he might not be able to go without trying to take something he had no right to…much less deserved.

Closing his eyes, he made it about fifteen minutes before his tossing and turning rode those pj bottoms so far up his crotch he felt like he could cough flannel.

If he was doing the mattress and pillow thing, he usually slept naked and now he knew why.

This was f‟in‟ ridiculous.

Half an hour later he couldn‟t stand it anymore and stripped down completely. The only thing he kept near were the pair of guns tucked just inside the blankets. After all, he might be flashing his ass, but there was no reason to be vulnerable.

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T
he Comfort Inn & Suites in Framingham, Massachusetts, had corridors that stank of Febreze, windows that were caulked shut, and sheets that were a little itchy. But at least the quietly humming Coke machine by the elevator spit out an endless stream of glacially cold caffeinated heaven.

Adrian Vogel loved a good Coke, preferring the old-school glass bottles to cans. But he‟d take the plastic long-necks happily enough.

And he was going to buy two as soon as he got off on his floor. One for himself and one for…“What did you say your name was?”

The redhead next him was exactly his type: totally stacked, partially wasted, and under no illusions that this was going to be anything but sex.

“Rachel.” She smiled, showing teeth that were sparkly and superwhite. “And I think I‟ll keep my last name to myself.”

Man, those chompers of hers were incredible—as lined up and shiny as bathroom tile. Then again she was a dental hygienist, so she probably got a discount.

Hell, with her looks, she could be a model for their product lines.

There was a ding and the door slid back, revealing the red-and-white vending machine of his dreams. As he stepped aside and let lovely, sparkly Rachel-with-no-last-name pass, he was well aware that he was using her, but that was a two-way street: Their conversation at the bar next to the hotel had started up over the fact that she was wrenching her wedding band off.

Apparently, her husband was fucking a friend of hers.

And it had taken Adrian ‟bout a minute and a half to come up with the perfect payback.

He‟d bought her a couple of drinks and then one more, and he knew he had her when she asked if he was staying in the hotel. He told her yes, he was…with his best friend. Who was a lot better-looking than he was.

Right, total lies-ville on that one. But he liked to share with Eddie if the women were up for it. Given the state of his buddy‟s game, the fucker would never get laid if Ad didn‟t bring ‟em home.

“Hold up,” he said as he stopped at his machine, got his wallet out, and peeled free a couple of bills.

“You know,” his date said, “I‟ve never been with anybody like you.”

Yeah, he was damn sure of that one. “Really?” As he smiled at her over his shoulder, she focused on the loop in his lower lip—and to oblige, he deliberately licked over the dark gray metal. “I ain‟t so bad, am I?”

Her eyes were hungry. “Not at all. Hey, do you have a girlfriend? I never asked.”

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Crave

Adrian turned back to the machine and fed the money in, listening to the little
whirrrrrr
as the George Washing-tons were sucked into the thing‟s gullet.

“No,” he said, pushing the pad for a regular. “I‟m not with anyone.”

Actually he had been…all too recently. Which was why, even though he always liked his sex, he‟d been so hell-bent on picking the chick up last night and hitting on Rachel tonight.

Washing off after Devina had used him was always a process. Sure, right after she released him, the hot water and soap got rid of his blood and the other stuff that coated his skin…but the filthy dirty thing always persisted.

This lovely little morsel of humanity, however, was going to help replace the sensations that lingered in his body.

The ones that had nothing to do with the fading bruises on his skin.

The shit with Devina stayed with him, lingering in the back of his mind, festering. To the point where there were now two of him: the one who bantered with Jim and stayed alert and was ready to fight for Isaac Rothe‟s soul…and the one who was curled up in the recesses of his mental park, shaking and numb and all alone.

“Diet?” he asked.

“Yes, please.”

This time, his hand shook as he fed the machine‟s mouth. To the point where it took him a couple of tries to get the bill in. “Hey, could you do something for me?”

“Sure.”

“Wrap your arms around me.”

There was a soft laugh and then he felt a gentle compression around his waist as Rachel No-Last-Name did what he‟d asked. As she leaned into the back of him, her soft breasts pressed against his hard muscle and the warmth of her body was one hell of a contrast to what was doing inside of him.

He was so damn cold. Cold as the Coke he was buying.

Adrian let his head drop and braced one hand against the machine, holding them both upright.

Devina was going to kill him. If not when she was actually fucking him, then because of the aftermath: His brain wasn‟t working right anymore, and as the days went by and it didn‟t return normal, he was starting to worry. He didn‟t think Jim knew; he worried that Eddie did—and here was the problem: He had no intention of getting benched by the powers that be again. He was a fighter and he had a personal vendetta against Devina…and that meant he had to pull it together.