F#ckGirl (F#ckGirl #1) (5 page)

“Look, you better back off right now!”
Felicity said, as she started to shake. “You have no proof of
anything!”

“You’re all the proof anyone needs to rip
your ass apart, whore!” Jackie said.

“And I’m gonna help out
with that because Sloan
still
won’t talk to me even though he dumped your slutty
ass, bitch!” Willow said.

Felicity stared at them as she tried to
remain tough. “You can have Sloan back! I don’t want him back! Go
ahead!”

“You need to be taught a lesson, bitch, and
you’re gonna learn today not to fuck with us or our men!” Jackie
said.

Suddenly, a teacher walked in the
bathroom!

“What’s going on in here?” Ms. Levins asked,
who was an attractive young teacher that taught English and two
computer classes.

Jackie and Willow stepped fast away from the
stall while Felicity still stood in it.

“Nothing,” Jackie lied. “Let’s go,” she said
to Willow.

Ms. Levins looked at Jackie and Willow as
they left the bathroom. She looked at Felicity. “It doesn’t pay to
be the kind of girl you are, and now you’re seeing that
firsthand.”

Felicity looked
shocked!
“I don’t know what you’re talking
about. You don’t even know me and I don’t know you, so whatever,”
she said, and then walked past Ms. Levins and out of the bathroom.
Since it was a teacher, she didn’t want to risk getting in trouble
by cussing her out, but she was very upset about what she’d said to
her about what kind of a girl she was.

While she walked down the hall, the bell
rang for second period. She continued to walk through the hall as
she texted Erin to tell her what’d just happened to her in the
bathroom. She looked up and saw Sloan staring right at her. She ran
up to him! “Sloan, baby, please. We need to talk and we need to
talk right now.”

He stared down at her. “We have nothing to
talk about, Felicity.”

“Bae,
please
. I know you have your study
period this hour.
Please
can we talk?
Please
. It’s important,” she pleaded.
She looked around and saw Jackie as she was all over Allen, and
Willow as it appeared that she was texting someone. She walked in
the other direction with Sloan as she hooked her arm in
his.

He sighed. “Just who are you tryin’ to piss
off, Felicity?”

“No one,” she said with a smile. “Let’s go
to my car and talk. I don’t wanna stay in this school.”

He continued to stare at her as they walked
down the hall and then out of school to her car.

Minutes later, they sat in her car as she
sung loud to a favorite song of hers while dancing in her seat.

He stared at her with a look of confusion,
and then turned off the radio.

“What? Just what the hell did you do that
for?” she asked.

“You said
that you wanted to talk to me about something
important, and I don’t think coming into your car so I can see you
jam to your favorite song is something important.”

She grinned. “You’re right, it isn’t.”

“So why am I here?”

“Because I think we should talk about
getting back together, bae.”

He looked at her like he knew that she
wasn’t serious at all. “You give me one good reason why we should
get back together, Felicity.”

“Well, because for starters, you didn’t mean
it when you broke up with me. I know you didn’t, bae,” she said, as
she tried to hold his hand.

He pulled his hand away from her. “I did
mean it, Felicity. You didn’t give a shit that I broke up with you
and you proved that you didn’t, so stop calling me bae because
that’s the last thing I am to you.”

She stared at him. “And just how did I prove
it, Sloan?”

“By fucking Allen after
school the day I broke up with you and then posting a picture of
yourself in his room laying in his fuckin’ bed and wearing his
T-shirt. And
then
the very next day, sucking your neighbor’s dick from across
the street that you also know has a girlfriend. You did all of this
this week, Felicity. Not to mention the shit I’ve seen on social
media about you not giving a damn about me or the fact that I broke
up with you — now you wanna act like you want me back so bad? Why
do you want me back so bad, Felicity? Because you’re trying to get
back at Willow for something? Don’t think I didn’t hear about or
see the picture of her and Jackie, as well as Trina and Cherie,
standing at the front door of your house. Just who the fuck do you
think you are? Huh? You keep fucking with people like this and
you’re gonna get fucked up for real, and that’s real
talk.”

“And that’s real stupid to say, Sloan. Do
you want me to get fucked up or something?”

“No, I don’t. But all of your fuckery can go
so far. People have feelings and it’s like you love to fuck with
them. You wouldn’t want anyone fucking with your feelings about
stuff that’s important to you, would you?”

She stared out the front window without
saying a word.

He sighed. “You still haven’t told me what
it is that was so important that you wanted to talk about. I should
be studying right now since this is my study period.”

“Oh, please,” she said, as she continued to
stare out the window. “The only thing that you study is football
and girls.”

“And I can say the same
about you,” he replied. “Oh, let’s not forget the most important
thing,
boys
,
especially the ones that have girlfriends—”

“GET OUT!” she yelled.

“What?! You started this shit!”

“I just wanted to talk to you and have a
decent conversation about us, and you go and try to start shit! I
don’t wanna talk to you anymore! Get out of my car!”

“Fuck you, Felicity!” he said, and then got
out of the car, slammed the door shut, and walked back towards the
school.

“Fuckin’ asshole! Like I said before, I
never wanted him back! I just wanted to talk!” she angrily said.
She turned back on the radio and turned it back on her favorite
song. She sung loud and hard and danced in her seat, and then
started laughing. “ALL OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS CAN GO TO HELL! I HATE
ALL OF YOU!” she screamed, as she continued to laugh while trying
to choke back tears as they swelled up in her eyes.

Chapter 8

“I
t’s nice to see you here tonight, Felicity, since you told me
that you were gonna take a hiatus from here,” Carson said. He was
seventeen and a senior like her, but went to a different school. He
was also the younger brother of the owner of this nightclub for
teens only, Moves, and Felicity and Erin were regulars here every
weekend.

Felicity laughed. “Well, I can never stay
away from a good thing. Right, Erin?” she replied.

“Yeah . . . right,” Erin said with a
smirk.

Felicity and Carson laughed.

“Well, is our usual table reserved for us?”
Felicity asked.

“Of course, baby. Let me walk y’all over to
it,” Carson replied. He walked them over to their usual table for
two. “Enjoy the night.”

“Thank you,” Felicity and Erin said, and
then sat down.

“Well, I might as well tell you that I found
out who tipped off Jackie and Willow to you being in the bathroom
this week when they confronted you in it,” Erin said.

Felicity looked at her. “Who?”

“Sandra,” Erin replied.

Felicity stared at her with confusion.
“Who’s that?”

“It’s the girl who passed you in the hall
when you first got to school. She was saying that you turned your
nose up at her when you passed her. She happens to be friends with
Jackie’s younger sister, so she texted Jackie and told her that it
looked like you were headed to the bathroom in that hall.”

“Fuckin’ bitch!” Felicity hissed. She took a
sip of her drink. “And Jackie’s little sis is a freshman so I know
that little Sandra bitch is as well. She’s gonna get it for
this!”

Erin rolled her eyes. “Come on, Felicity.
Did you not expect for Jackie to confront you since she didn’t get
a chance to do it at your house? You should’ve known that she was
gonna eventually do it wherever you were at. And you’re lucky that
a teacher came in there to stop what could’ve potentially happened
to you.”

“They weren’t gonna do anything,” Felicity
reassured her. “They were just tryin’ to scare me, that’s all.”

“Your texts didn’t sound like they were
kidding, Felicity. It was the way they were written to me and I
know the way you write. You sound like they scared the shit out of
you and the teacher came in just in time to stop it.”

“Like I told you before,
Erin, they didn’t do anything to me. If they did, you would’ve seen
it all over me. I would have some physical proof on me that they
hurt me. They didn’t even hurt my feelings. Like I’ve said a
million times, they need to stop letting some stupid boy justify
their existence. Allen doesn’t give a shit about Jackie as much as
she thinks that he does because he would
not
have been with me if he did. And
Willow is not getting Sloan back even if her life depended on it.
She even said that he still isn’t talking to her . . . but he
talked to me right after she told me that.”

“And you told me that you didn’t get
anywhere with him when you did talk to him. Why are you fucking
with him about wanting him back, Felicity? You say one thing to me
and then you say another thing to him — that’s not right.”

“He doesn’t know what I say to you unless
you’re telling him . . . are you?”

“No, Felicity, I’m not,” Erin replied. She
changed the subject. “So, have you talked to Taylor since the
incident of his picture that I told you not to post?”

“No, I haven’t. I noticed how he’s been
keeping his curtains closed even though I can see his light on. He
should’ve never started this shit with me when he took that picture
of Jackie and them standing at the front door of my house, so I
just got him back by taking a picture of him while he had some fun
with me. I don’t back down to anyone.”

“But from what you told me,
Hunter ran across the street towards your house and was gonna break
your front door down trying to get to you, Felicity. That’s
what
you
said
it looked like she was gonna
do.”

“But she never made it to my front door, did
she? She wasn’t gonna do anything, anyway. It was funny the way she
fell, though! I laughed my ass off! I’m glad I got a picture of
it!”

“And you would’ve been mad as hell and very
embarrassed if someone got a picture of you flat on your face and
stomach from a fall and posted it up on social media, and you know
it.”

“Well, no one has gotten a
picture of me like that because that has never happened to me. And
that would’ve never happened to her if her boyfriend didn’t take
that picture of Jackie and her friends being at my front door,
therefore, making me have to retaliate by giving her man what most
men love
and
getting a picture of it. Tay was the one who put everything in
motion, not me.”

“And you didn’t have to keep it going,
either, Felicity! Damn! What if Tay shows up here tonight? And with
Hunter?”

“If they do then they do. It’s a public
place,” Felicity replied, and then sipped her drink. “I gotta go to
the bathroom. Be right back.”

Minutes after returning
from the bathroom, Felicity spotted Jay from behind out on the
dance floor that she met here, and they’ve been all over each other
every time they’ve seen each other here, and their fun with each
other doesn’t start and end here. They also have a lot of fun with
each other on social media, and she’s sent an endless number of
sexy selfies to him, as well as thirty-second videos. She also said
he was the one that she had the most sexting conversations with,
even more than she had when she was with Sloan. She thought Jay was
gorgeous, and told Erin numerous times that he looked way better
than Sloan ever had. He was also seventeen and a senior like her,
but went to a school on the other side of town. He stood
six-foot-four with short dark hair and beautiful brown eyes, and
his muscular build showed that he was ripped from head to toe. She
always had fun with him when she saw him here, but had never seen
him outside of here. She noticed that like her, he was always here
with his best friend, and rarely missed a Friday or Saturday night
since like her, he was a regular, and she told him that she was
going to skip her hiatus and be here tonight; he said he couldn’t
wait to see her. She began dancing her way to the dance floor
towards him, and the dance floor was packed. Once she got to the
edge of the dance floor and was about to walk on it, she noticed
that
he was dancing with another
girl
! “Just who the fuck is that slut he’s
dancing with?!” she hissed.

She walked over to her
right as she still stood at the edge of the dance floor to see if
she could get a better look at this girl, and she instantly knew
that she’d never seen this girl here before. She knew that she
didn’t go to her school, either, because she would definitely know
her or know of her. She stared at the girl and didn’t want to admit
it, but knew she had some competition. The girl smiled big as she
danced with Jay, and he smiled back at her with just as big of a
smile. His eyes were only on this girl with her beautiful, shiny
dark hair in a perfectly neat bun on the top of her head, and
beautiful makeup that looked as if it was professionally put on her
flawless skin. Her luxurious red lipstick beautifully complimented
her red, classy dress that had a jewel neckline, cap sleeves, and
hugged her flawless figure down to her knees. It appeared as though
this was her first time here, and she was dressed to impress, and
Jay wasn’t the only one who was impressed by her. As she dance with
Jay, other guys stared at her while they danced with other girls,
as they hoped to get at least one dance with her. The girl in the
red dress was definitely an instant attraction, and Jay seemed to
be the lucky guy.
This is the last dance
she’s having with him,
she thought,
referring to this girl, and then pushed her way out to the dance
floor towards them.