Authors: Morgan Llywelyn
Finn Mac Cool (43 page)
There would be a huge lacking in his life, always. Like a scarâlike Goll's missing eye, it could not be repaired. Goll's scar was on the outside, Finn's on the inside, but of the two, Finn's was worse, he knew.
Under the law, a man with a blemish could not be a king.
Oisin was becoming a young man. He was being trained as if he were a Milesian. Finn insisted the finest poets tutor the youth in the art of training his memory, the best horsemen perfect his riding, the purest voices teach him to follow them in song. Long before he would be permitted to take part in battle, Oisin had mastered the skills of sword and shield and javelin and talked continually of the battles lie would someday win. But he always wore the clothes of a prince.
Finn's companions welcomed him into their circle as if he had been one of the original nine. “He's so much like Finn was when we first knew
him,” Cailte observed. “Merry and full of himself. Finn was a joy to be with in those days.”
him,” Cailte observed. “Merry and full of himself. Finn was a joy to be with in those days.”
“Is he not now?” enquired a new rÃgfénnid.
“Och, it isn't the same. We've seen a lot and done a lot and it changes a man.
“Funnily enough,” he went on, “somehow I never thought the passage of years would change Finn Mac Cool, though. It's only now, looking at Oisin, that I realize how much it has done.”
Fergus Honey-Tongue interjected, “We thought Finn would always have a wild young heart.”
“If that is gone out of him, then a light has gone out of the world,” said Goll, to everyone's surprise.
THE BATTLES WERE AS FIERCELLY FOUGHT AS EVER, WlTH as much style as any particular situation allowed, but there were fewer of them. Fewer men, native or foreign, were willing to defy the power of the High King of Erin as represented by his FÃanna. As a result, the fénnidi had more time to spend hunting during battle seasons.
Finn, once the most devoted of hunters, rarely joined them, however.
“He lost his pleasure in the chase when Bran died,” Caurag sadly concluded.
To tempt Finn, Caurag acquired other hounds for him of the same type as Bran and Sceolaun, huge animals bred to hunt wolves or take down grown stags. Finn responded to only one of them, an animal known as Conbec of Perfect Symmetry, who looked something like Bran. When the FÃanna were on the move, Finn took Conbec into his bed on cold nights to keep him warm.
When Sceolaun died quietly in her sleep, having attained an unprecedented age for a hound, Finn wept for one of his dogs for the last time. “I called her Survivor, and survivor she was,” he told Caurag. “Bury her deep and put a cairn over her.”
“Like a person?” The huntsman was surprised.
“Like a person.”
Season gave way to season, and the tales told of Finn Mac Cool multiplied in inverse ratio to the number of adventures he had and battles he fought. The length of Erin, storyspinners heard men and women alike clamouring for new tales of Finn Mac Cool and complied with
Finn and The Pigs of Angus, Finn and the Phantoms, The Red Woman, The King of the Foreigners, The Giantess, The Cave of the SÃdhe
â¦
Finn and The Pigs of Angus, Finn and the Phantoms, The Red Woman, The King of the Foreigners, The Giantess, The Cave of the SÃdhe
â¦
⦠and, and, and. There was no end to the stories, or to the young
men who, hearing them, longed to join the FÃanna and flocked to Almhain for testing and training.
men who, hearing them, longed to join the FÃanna and flocked to Almhain for testing and training.
Among them was a youngster called Dairmait, who was not many seasons older than Oisin, being the first son of Donn. Lugaid also sent his oldest son to Finn as he had promised, and the two young men arrived together on a wet morning at Almhain of the White Walls.
“What are you called?” demanded the sentry at the gate.
“Cormac Mac Lugaid,” was the first reply.
The sentry looked the lad up and down. “That's awkward,” he decided. “And I don't think anyone should be called by the name of the Ard Rig but the man himself. We'll just call you Lugaid's son. And you ⦠what's your name?”
“Dairmait Mac Donn Mac Duibhne.”
“Mmmm. Dairmait. That'll do us. Open the gates for this pair,” he bellowed over his shoulder, “and tell the commander that Dairmait and Lugaid's son have come to him for training if he wants them!”
The two young men entered together. They had attained the age for taking up arms, but neither had yet reached the age of beard encirclement and their faces were relatively smooth, save for the moustaches they were frantically trying to grow. Lugaid's son looked very like his father, but Dairmait looked only like himself.
Donn's son had thick brown curling hair, and eyelashes longer than any woman's. From the moment he entered Almhain, he swam through a sea of admiring female eyes. Every woman in the stronghold, from the oldest bondservant to the youngest girl child, turned to watch him stroll by, though he was quite oblivious to them.
His thoughts were on Finn and the FÃanna and the future stretching before him, bright with glory.
Donn himself proudly introduced his son to Finn. “Dairmait was fostered in a noble household,” he boasted, “and has all the arts and skills of a chieftain's son.”
“Noble households clamour for the privilege of fostering the children of rÃgfénnidi now,” Finn said calmly. “Once, Donn, you'd have been fortunate to have him taken in by a stonemason.”
“We all know what you've done for us. Now do something more and take my son and train him as you would your own.”
“I show no favouritism, Donn, you know that. I shall accept him and Lugaid's son if they prove themselves, but they will have to pass tests to justify being here at all.”
The first tests were the easiest, but even they weeded out many applicants. During Finn's long years as leader of the FÃanna, he had devised a series of steps by which a prospective warrior could prove himself, and then a second series by which he could qualify as an officer. Neither was
dependent on age or birth rank; what a man could do on the day was sufficient. But the tests, particularly for officers, had grown more demanding with the years.
dependent on age or birth rank; what a man could do on the day was sufficient. But the tests, particularly for officers, had grown more demanding with the years.
Several days later a proud Donn was able to tell Madan Bent-Neck, “My son has recited his twelve poems already, not a word put in, not a word taken out. And he's won two footraces and one javelin-hurling.”
“Did he outrun Oisin?”
“He wasn't raced against Oisin,” Donn said tightly.
Lugaid's son proved himself adept with the sword and the sling, and though his mastery of poetry was obviously more difficult for him than for Dairmait, he succeeded in reciting to satisfaction. Both young men defended themselves successfully in the trench when attacked by nine, and removed thorns from their feet while running. They also demonstrated their ability to ride horses, swim rivers, and cobble together footgear for themselves, if necessary, from pieces of untanned leather.
They passed the first tests; they were put into fÃans, though not into the same bands.
Oisin also was in a different fÃan. Finn sprinkled the sons of himself, and his companions impartially through the army. Yet almost from the first, the younger generation seemed drawn together as if by invisible bonds and were often to be found in one another's company.
Dairmait was popular with everyone. He was so unaware of his physical beauty, so eager to please, so full of gentle laughter, that even older, hardened warriors enjoyed being with him.
On the day when the newest members of the FÃanna were given swords of their own to carry in Cormac's service, they gathered afterward for a private and impromptu feast to celebrate the event. But nothing at Almhain could ever be kept secret. Lugaid's son had taken a bag of hares with his slingshot, and they had begun to roast the meat on spits over a small fire when someone noticed the smoke and ran to see what was happening.
“You can't cook here!” protested an outraged Garveronan.
Lugaid's son looked up at him from where he crouched on his heels, rotating a spit over the flame. “Why not?”
“Look over there, you fool. That's thatch on that house. One spark and it goes up like the sun. If you want your meat cooked, take it to a proper firepit.”
“This is just for ourselves,” Dairmait said. “We didn't want to bother anyone.”
“Your mean you didn't want to share. Don't you understand what it is to be one of the FÃanna? You share, young man!”
“We only have four hares!”
“Then offer your four hares to everyone at Almhain.”
Dairmait and Lugaid's son exchanged dismayed glances. Then they realized Garveronan had put one hand over his mouth to stifle laughter. “Finn used to have an officer who played tricks like that,” he told them. “Cael, his name was.”
The two young men laughed with him then. “It's not a bad idea, sharing,” Dairmait admitted. “We should. Is there anyone who will eat with us, Garveronan? Not too many!” he added hastily.
Smiling, the steward left them. He soon returned with Finn and Cailteâprobably the last men with whom the two newest warriors expected to share a meal.
What had seemed a feast when they were planning it for just the two of them seemed embarrassingly humble when offered as a meal to the RÃgfénnid FÃanna and his favourite companion. Dairmait blushed. Lugaid's son mumbled. But Finn and Cailte crossed their legs and sat on the ground as if they were the lowest-ranked of warriors and gobbled the meat and wiped their mouths on their arms and had a wonderful time.
Soon the four were laughing and talking together as if they were of an age and a rank.
At one stage Finn got to his feet, brushed himself off and went away, only to return with Oisin. “There are enough scraps here to feed a fifth,” he told the others, adding his son to the circle.
Firelight gilded their faces and returned Finn's silvery hair to its old lustre. Sitting there, he could almost imagine he was back in the beginning, on Black Head perhaps, with the future in front of him and all the victories yet to win. In that moment he envied Oisin and Dairmait and Lugaid's son as he had never envied anyone.
Mellow with the mood, Dairmait held up his new, unblooded sword. “I'm going to call it
Liomhadoir,
the Burnisher,” he said.
Liomhadoir,
the Burnisher,” he said.
Finn was taken aback. So many battle seasons, so many swords ⦠he had never thought to name one. They got lost or stolen or broken, or given away, and another was forged, and then another. To name a sword was like naming a hound, making it a friend. A permanent memory.
“Mine is called
Mac an Luin
, Son of the Waves!” he cried spontaneously. “I wear the bag that once belonged to Manannán of the Sea!”
Mac an Luin
, Son of the Waves!” he cried spontaneously. “I wear the bag that once belonged to Manannán of the Sea!”
He fingered the ubiquitous neck bag that he still wore with a perverse pride, and the tale came flooding back to him. He told it again beside the small cook fire as he had not told it in years, and the others leaned on their elbows and listened with shining eyes, dreaming of Manannán Mac Lir.
“You've never told it better,” Cailte said as the two men walked toward their own dwellings later.
“I haven't told that particular story in a long time. Not even to Oisin, though he loves hearing my tales.”
“He does of course. We're all interested in our histories,” Cailte, responded.
Finn stopped walking and turned to look at the thin man. “Is that my history?”
Cailte's face was devoid of guile. “You said it was.”
They walked on.
The infusion of a new generation into the FÃanna brought new energy. There was a veritable spate of naming weaponry, which until then had merely been the tools of war. Finn entered into the spirit by calling his shield Storm Shield and his golden banner Sun Shape. Oisin proclaimed that when he became an officer, his banner would be known as the Dark Deadly One, but happy-hearted Diarmait said his would be the Shining Silver.
But before the young men fought in their first battle, Almhain of the White Walls was attacked by an enemy against which swords and spears were useless.
One of Garveronan's children was the first to fall ill. Bebinn worked frantically with the little boy but could not save him. Like a fire in dry grass, the illness spread. It sent a dry cough rattling through the youngest and the weakest, though the strong were able to throw it off.
Unfortunately, Ailvi had just given birth again and did not have the strength to resist. When both she and her baby began to cough and choke, Manissa joined Bebinn in caring for them and worked untiringly to save them.
She saved the baby.
“I did all I could,” she told Finn. The first tears he had ever seen her shed were running down her cheeks.
Finn took his wife into his arms and patted her shoulder distractedly. “I know you did. You are ⦔
“ ⦠a good woman,” she finished for him. To his surprise, he thought he heard a note of bitterness beneath the sorrow.
Finn grieved for Ailvi, for her brightness and her sweetness. But the silent observer in him noted dispassionately that he did not mourn her as he had mourned Sive. Ailvi was not irreplaceable.
Then Manissa began to cough.
Within a fortnight of Ailvi's death, Finn found himself wifeless.
When the two women were gone, he discovered he missed them more than he had expected, and valued them more than he had realized. Particularly Manissa. She seemed, in retrospect, to be the mother he had never known, though he could hardly articulate such a thought even to himself. But there was a hole in the world and he did not know how to fill it.
At the bottom of night's well when he lay sleepless, he imagined that
hole as a small, dark lake into which had fallen Sive and Bran and Ailvi and Manissa, a lake that would swallow everyone in time, himself also.
hole as a small, dark lake into which had fallen Sive and Bran and Ailvi and Manissa, a lake that would swallow everyone in time, himself also.
Manannán Mac Lir, he thought. The waves reclaiming their own.
Because Ailvi had been Cormac's daughter, Finn announced funeral games to be held at Almhain in her honour. Cormac sent word that he would attend. It was a singular mark of honour. Never before in the memory of the poets had funeral games been held for the wife of a Fir Bolg.
But before they could take place, Manissa died, and Finn announced that the games would now be held as a memorial to both his wives.
Goll Mac Morna protested. “You can't do it, Finn. Manissa was only a chieftain's daughter. Her rank doesn't entitle her to any sort of funeral games.”
“I demand it by right of my own rank.”
Goll shook his head. “You can't. As long as you were married to the daughter of the High King, you could. But you aren't husband to the High King's daughter anymore. With Ailvi, you lost a certain rank. Surely you know that. If you don't believe me, ask the brehons, they'll tell you.”
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