“So do I.” Joel paused for a second. “All right, now I know what you mean about Erin. She's easy to love and very nurturing, like a mother. It's something about her tender affectionate touch and those accepting and understanding eyes.”
Kenya smiled and said, “That's exactly what it is. I couldn't have worded it that perfectly myself.”
Erin moved her chair closer to Joel and said, “We're all the same. The three of us can have such a wonderful time together ... sharing, learning and growing.”
Joel shook his head and said, “I still don't know.”
Now Kenya moved her chair even closer to Joel and said, “Just think of how much fun we can have ... three becoming one, in every way imaginable ... mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.”
Erin said, “Our own little world of love, lust and sexual intrigue ... with no one to label or judge us, because we'd make our own rules.”
Kenya felt the need to set Joel straight. “But first Joel has to open his mind a bit more and stop seeing us with his eyes and start seeing us with his heart, the same way we see each other. Can you do that?”
In an understanding tone he said, “Yeah.”
Erin stroked the right side of Joel's face and said, “Allow us to tap into your erotic side. You know I know all about it.”
Kenya intertwined her fingers with Joel's and said, “I'm sure you know that Erin told me all about your amazing sexual skills.”
Joel shrugged and said, “Yeah, I kind of figured that out on my own.” Jokingly he added, “This is the exact reason why women shouldn't tell their girlfriends all of their business. So, is that what piqued your interest in having a threesome?”
“I guess so. From the way Erin described you and the way you make love, I can tell that you're special, Joel. You know you want and deserve to be with us. We're offering you the chance to join us on a journey of sexual exploration and discovery like you've never known. We're three rejected lovers who have the opportunity to be everything to each other in ways that our previous lovers failed to be. As long as we have each other we'll never be lost and lonely again.”
“Give it a chance, Joel. We're talking about something deep and meaningful. This is an opportunity to spend time with two women who can do whatever you like, and make you feel whatever you wanna feel. We wanna learn about everything you like and why you like it. We know you'll do the same for us. We can take you wherever you'd like to go without even leaving the room. You can't put a price on that. Like the commercial says ... priceless.”
Kenya said, “Joel, look at me. I want to share so much with you. I just turned twenty-six, and I've never experienced sexual fulfillment with anyone ... especially the way Erin described. The only orgasms I've ever had have been self-induced. I want you to be the first man to make me come. This isn't just about sex ... this is about love, too.”
Love
is a powerful word that seemed to echo inside Joel's mind. It usually didn't take much coaxing to change Joel's mind when it came to matters concerning attractive women. Erin and Kenya were totally focused on Joel. The look in their eyes said,
the water is warm, feels great, so jump right into this loving threesome
. This was one of those find-your-life or wreck-your-life moments.
Joel thought,
I wanna live life to the fullest and this would be a heck of a start. But I don't wanna lose you, Erin
.
Erin seemed to read Joel's mind and said, “I know what you're thinking. I promise that you won't lose me. Things will only get better. We all can fall in love together and I know you'd like that.”
Erin and Kenya's enticing ways proved to be too overwhelming and irresistible for Joel. He looked at them and said, “All right, I'll do it, but we'll have to take things a step at a time because we don't want anybody to get hurt along the way.”
The fact that Joel didn't just jump at the idea of a threesome right away made him more desirable to Erin and Kenya. He showed a level of restraint and maturity, and the fact that he was so cool and so concerned about the girls' feelings made him even more appealing. They lay their heads on his shoulders and he wrapped his strong arms around them.
People walked by staring, but the three didn't care. They closed their eyes, listened to Unity play their last song, and continued to cuddle.
Chapter 21
A
fter dinner Erin, Kenya and Joel headed back to their building and decided to hang out at Joel's apartment for a while. The mounting sexual tension had eased up a bit during the ride home. At first it seemed like the three would rush home like horny coeds on spring break, but as soon as they got home they acted more like good friends hanging out on a typical Friday night. It was almost as if they hadn't even talked about having a ménage à trois.
The three probably didn't feel the need to rush into doing anything sexual. For them it was about timing and waiting for the perfect opportunity to jump in, almost like jumping double-dutch. The most important thing was fortifying their friendship as a threesome. But no matter how hard they tried to avoid the topic, sex kept floating around in their minds. With every passing second their energies naturally blended together in a way that none of them knew how to describe, because it was still so new and awkward but at the same time inviting.
The three sat in Joel's living room watching television. They sat close together and soon began to share all sorts of body contact. The girls rested their heads on Joel's chest and wrapped their legs around his. At first it was satisfying to be so close, until sexual curiosity eased its way into the picture. They wanted and needed to take things to the next level.
Joel was starting to get used to the idea of being sandwiched between two attractive women. They all seemed anxious because they sensed that they were on the verge of something amazing. The butterflies in Erin and Kenya's stomachs pretty much confirmed that something was about to happen, but still there wasn't any need to rush.
As Erin and Joel watched television Kenya went across the hall to get the gifts she had brought back from South Carolina for them. When she returned she handed them both gift bags. Erin and Joel looked surprised. Kenya explained that she had meant to give them the gifts earlier, but had completely forgotten.
Erin reached into her gold-colored gift bag and pulled out something wrapped in yellow tissue paper. She unwrapped it and found two bottles of flavored massage oil and a tiny box with a sterling silver toe ring inside.
Erin smiled, gave Kenya a hug and said, “Thank you. This is just like the toe ring I lost.”
Kenya said, “Aw, it's not much ... just a little something. I remember how upset you were when you lost the first one.”
Joel laughed to himself because he thought this was a cheesy moment, with the hugs and gift sharing. He was hesitant to look inside his gift bag because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hide his facial expression if Kenya had gotten him something he didn't like.
Kenya looked at him and said, “Hurry up, Joel.”
“Okay,” he said as he reached inside his navy blue gift bag and pulled out a flat, rectangular object wrapped in light blue tissue paper. He opened the gift to find two African-American pornographic DVDs.
Joel smiled and said, “Thanks, Kenya.”
She asked, “Where's my hug?”
They embraced.
Kenya said, “I want all of us to watch those together at some point. We should watch them right now.”
Erin laughed at Kenya and said, “Are you still into porn like that?”
“Old habits are hard to break. I think I'm addicted. Sometimes it's the only way I can get to sleep at night.”
Erin said, “I don't know what's worseâmasturbating to porn to get to sleep or taking sleeping pills.”
Kenya replied, “To me porn is definitely more addictive than sleeping pills.”
Joel laughed and said, “If Kenya wants to masturbate then let her.”
“Thank you, Joel.”
Erin said, “Don't fall for that, Kenya. He just wants to watch.”
“There's nothing wrong with that.” Kenya looked at Joel and said, “I'll show you how I like to get myself off one day.”
He flashed a mischievous grin and asked, “You promise?”
“Yes,” Kenya said as she blew him a kiss.
Joel said, “I was just thinking that maybe we could make our own porno movie. I've always wanted to direct and star in my own movie.”
Kenya asked, “Are you serious?”
“Yeah, I'm serious. My porn star name would be Will Harding, Rod Long or Mo Dixon.”
Erin and Kenya laughed and reminded Joel of how crazy he was.
Kenya said, “I like those names, especially Rod Long.”
Erin said, “I like that one too, but we could never do an X-rated movie.”
Joel said, “Of course we couldn't, because our movie would definitely be a XXX flick. Y'all need to give that some serious consideration. What would your porn star names be?”
Kenya laughed and said, “I like Anita Johnson, Nikki Dix or Stunt Girl.”
Joel nodded and said, “Good ones ... I like those. Stunt Girl is sexy. What about you, Erin?”
She closed her eyes for a few seconds then asked, “How about Tasty Cakes, Cherry Cummins or Crystal Cox?”
Joel said, “I like all of those, especially Cherry Cummins. . . nasty ... real nasty.”
They all laughed.
Kenya leaned across Joel and whispered something in Erin's ear.
Erin said, “We have a surprise for you, Joel. We'll be right back.”
Erin and Kenya went to Joel's bedroom to slip into something more comfortable. In the meantime Joel stayed out in the living room channel surfing. Within minutes he heard Corrine Bailey Rae's sultry voice coming from his bedroom. He couldn't wait to see what Erin and Kenya had in store for him. He was patient because he knew good things came to those who waited.
The time had finally arrived. The bedroom door opened and Corrine Bailey Rae's voice became even clearer. He noticed the unmistakable glow of candlelight. The bedroom overflowed with seductive energy as Erin and Kenya slowly made their way toward Joel, wearing nothing but their panties and his pajama tops, Erin in black and Kenya in blue. Joel gazed into their eyes for a few seconds and then looked them up and down. He was blown away by the two sweet and sexy women standing in front of him. The girls exuded confidence, feminine strength and beauty.
Erin and Kenya walked up to Joel without saying a word, took him by the hand and led him to their little secluded adult playground. Silence sealed their lips while their thoughts screamed with joy. The anticipation and excitement in the air were almost palpable. Once they made it to the bedroom they let their body language do all of the talking. This was so deep and meaningful that their souls were summoned.
Eyes glowed.
Souls talked.
Chemistry sparked.
Passion was ignited.
The new sexual revolution would not be televised, but instead distinctly memorized and savoredâpermanently etched into their minds because this was gonna be a night they would never forget.
There was no way to measure the heated atmosphere shared between the three lovers on this hot summer night. Joel, Erin and Kenya became mesmerized by each other. They had come so far in such a short time. Their fascination and infatuation went beyond a physical thing. They leaned in for a hands-free triple kiss that introduced them to the infinite possibilities and passion that could be shared among three.
The kiss that they shared was so exciting and satisfying that it made them feel like before that kiss they had never really been kissed. After that first kiss it was as if they were seeing each other for the first time. Their bodies were slowly drawn together until unknowingly they formed a love triangle. Their hands began to flow as free and easy as the wind while they kissed again. Erin removed her lips from the mix to allow Joel and Kenya to experience their first kiss. Joel repositioned himself to allow Erin and Kenya to share their first kiss as well. This was his way of showing his acceptance and understanding of the feeling Erin and Kenya shared.
The kisses that they all shared were so intense that no one could tell who was the giver or the receiver. They were all equal. They went back into a passionate triple kiss that was engaging and deeply engrossing. The three felt no need to rush because they had all night to enjoy the awesome feeling of togetherness and unity.
Being in a ménage à trois for the first time was somewhat like venturing into unfamiliar territory. The three remained calm, took a cautious approach and let nature take its course.
Joel looked at Erin and Kenya with a willing-and-ready-to-please expression.
Erin looked at Joel with a wanna-sex-you-up-and-down expression.
Kenya looked at Joel with a have-to-have-you expression.
Erin and Kenya looked at each other with a delightful expression that said,
This is our naughty fantasy come true.
Joel smiled and asked, “Where are we going with this?”
Erin returned a seductive smile and said, “Everywhere. Where do you want it to go?”
Kenya answered for Joel, “Let our actions and not our words dictate how far we go.”
“Sounds good to me,” Joel said as he began to unbutton Kenya's top. “Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you.”
Kenya blushed and said, “And I won't hurt you.”
They paused for a few seconds, smiled, and exchanged sexy gazes. They had almost reached the point of no return. This was the last moment to make sure they all had the courage and desire to continue down this unexplored pathway to pleasure. All three seemed to be willing and ready. They let go of their inhibitions and trusted each other.
Erin sensed the synergy, but still felt the need to say, “Remember, jealousy doesn't exist here ... can't exist here. This is about maintaining harmony, positive energy, making each other feel good and most of all ... making love.”
Joel unbuttoned Erin's pajama top, kissed her and said, “Trust me, everything is all right. I've never felt more excited than I am right now.”
Kenya kissed Joel and then Erin. She said, “I want y'all to know that from this point on, nothing is forbidden or taboo.”
“I know. From this point on, anything is possible and acceptable,” Joel said as he stepped over and peeled back his cool blue sheets.