Authors: Mary-Anne O'Connor
âIt just doesn't make sense they're not here,' she said simply. âWe need to hurry.'
Tom sighed, knowing it was useless to argue, but Mick gave it a go, pointing out the nonsense of driving there in the dark, at this time of night, when the seriously wounded had already been transferred and they were needed on call here. Putting on his coat Tom walked to the door, Veronica following briskly.
âWhat am I supposed to say to your patients if they wake up?' Mick admonished him in exasperation.
âTell them the most stubborn woman in the world owes them a kiss good night,' came the answer.
They barely spoke as Tom steered the ambulance through the night, arriving at the station without incident. Veronica leapt from the car and ran straight up to a tall man smoking a cigarette outside, recognising him as the ambulance driver who had been delivering patients all day.
âCaptain know you've pilfered his bus?' He nodded at them in greeting.
âJust checking on a late arrival. Was there a patient called Dwyer transferring today?'
âNot today. He and the other chap are too weak. Don't know how they made the trip to be honestâ¦Hey, where ya goin'?'
Veronica ran into the building, straining her eyes down the rows of mostly empty beds and recognising one dark and one red head in the corner. She and Tom wove their way through; her heart was in her mouth as she came face to face with them both. Grasping Jack's hands at last and feeling his brow, she searched wildly for the nurses in charge.
âHe's burning up,' she told Tom, pulling back the sheets.
âSo's Iggy. Nurse!' he called out. A solitary nurse came out of her office in surprise.
âWhat do you think you're doing? Move away from those patients!'
Tom silenced her by pointing at the patch on his coat and gave them a quick examination before responding. âWhen did they arrive?'
âThis morning. I'm sorry, doctor, I didn't realiseâ¦they were too weak to risk transfer. Dr Sommers was going to send for a second opinion in the morning regarding surgery for Corporal Dwyer. Corporal Murphy's fever has been high all day. He's soaking through the towels quicker than I can change them.'
Tom examined Iggy's shoulder and arm and turned to the ambulance driver, who had been watching with interest.
âHelp me get the stretchers.'
âRighto, Doc,' he responded, and they rushed outside.
âIs it all right if I help myself to towels, Sister George?' Veronica asked her former superior.
She looked at Veronica's face for the first time. âGoodness, is that you, O'Shay?'
âYes. Do you mind?' She went to the store cupboard, not waiting for a reply, and fetched some towels and a bowl of fresh water. Now that she'd found Jack she had no intention of leaving his side.
She stroked his face, love in every touch, and he inhaled the scent of her, knowing it was her by the lingering earthy scent clinging to her hair. She'd been swimming in the creek a
gain.
Opening his eyes he felt the breath catch in his throat at the sight of her, softened in a golden light.
How did she get here? Was she dead too?
He closed his eyes again. It didn't matter. If she was here then heaven was fine by him.
The first thing Jack thought when he awoke was that he'd lost his mind. Was that a ferris wheel overhead? He wished he could go back to the other place, where Veronica was. Then he remembered.
âIggyâ¦' His voice felt distant and his throat ached with thirst, but he tried again, louder this time: âIggy.'
Then she came after all, although she didn't have the scent of the creek about her. More like soap and fresh linen. But she was bathed in light and so beautiful.
âWhat happened toâ¦you?' he asked the vision.
âWhat do you mean?' She was crying, but she was smiling too.
âHow did you die?'
âI'm not dead, my love,' and she held his hand. âSee?' It didn't pass through him. It was warm and real flesh. And he could feel it.
âVera?' he choked in disbelief. He drew her closer and touched her hair and her face. âWe'reâ¦alive?'
âVery much.' She was crying in earnest now, clinging to his hands and kissing them.
âAndâ¦Iggy?'
âHe's alive and with two fully functioning flippers, thanks to you,' Tom told him from behind Veronica. He stared in disbelief at the sight of Tom, Mick and Iggy, the latter lying in the next bed, complete with bandaged but attached arm.
âAm I home?'
âAbout as close as you're going to get in Egypt, mate,' said a grinning Mick, coming in closer to check his pulse and forehead as Veronica poured him some water. He stared at her uniform.
âHow on earth did you talk your mother into that?'
âSame way she talked me into driving down to the holding station to search for you.' Tom shrugged helplessly. âPure stubbornness.'
Jack shook his head, then looked back at Iggy's arm. âWhat happened?'
âOh this little scratch? Fell off a ferris wheel,' Iggy responded. Jack looked taken aback then burst out laughing. They all joined in until the tears rolled.
âWhat is it with that bloody thing?' He gestured at the ride, setting them off again.
Jerry walked past just then, and Mick called him over, introducing him.
âThis is Dr Jerry Rankin, the man who saved Iggy's arm. Just so happened we had a bit of an expert handy, 'scuse the pun.' They all laughed again, so happy they couldn't seem to stop it bubbling forth.
âAndâ¦howâ¦what about me?' Jack managed.
âTyphoid,' Tom informed him. âSomehow you've managed to come to the other side of the world and go to war but instead of getting shot you nearly die from a fever.'
Jack rubbed at his chest. âButâ¦but I was shot, wasn't I?'
âNot quite.' To his surprise Iggy pulled out a battered tin from his pocket, which Jack recognised as his.
âReckon we should make these compulsory issue,' he said, passing it over. Jack traced the deep valley in the centre in amazement. The image of the winged beetle that held the sun was obliterated, and he registered that it had indeed protected him. It had saved his life, stopping the bullet from piercing his heart.
Veronica stroked his arm as he held the tin, acknowledging his close shave with death. The others shuffled and cleared their throats and ostentatiously left them alone. âVera, I don't know if they have told youâ¦'
âAbout Dan? Yes, I know.' Her face clouded and she looked away.
Jack looked at her downcast face and felt ashamed. What kind of man covets his mate's fiancée when he probably isn't even buried yet?
âI'm so sorry. He wasâ¦a good friend.' Jack eyes clouded with tears. âAnd a damn fine soldier. Bullseye, they called him. Crack shot.' He wiped at his eyes. âI wishâ¦I could have got him back to you safe. I'mâ¦I'm sorry.' He meant it. He would give anything for Dan not to have died. Even Veronica. âI know he would have wanted me to tell you that he thought of youâ¦always.'
Veronica nodded and they sat for a while, as Jack traced the dent in the tin thoughtfully. Eventually he let himself reach for her hand, squeezing it with what little strength he could muster before his eyelids closed once more, and wishing the barriers didn't exist that made him have to let it go.
London, England, October 1915
Rose was late for lunch at the Savoy as she pushed through the crowds surrounding the entrance and dashed inside, giving the doorman a brief impression of a daringly short skirt that edged towards her knee as he opened the heavy glass doors. Clarkson rose in greeting, his expression wary as he noted her expensive black coat and matching suit. She gave him her hand and an amused smile before ordering a drink.
âWhat's the matter, Clarkson, haven't you ever seen a woman in black before?'
âNot out of mourning,' he replied.
âThe whole city's in mourning. It's considered bad taste to wear bright colours these days, haven't you heard?' She sipped at her wine and gave him a once over. âYou look positively thin. Don't they feed you boys?'
âWe get by.' He signalled to the waiter for another scotch. âWhy am I here, Rose?'
âMy, my. You're being a bit frosty today. Can't a girl just want to catch up with a friend from home?'
âI would hardly say we are friends, considering the way you treated my brother-in-law.'
Rose paused. âYes, congratulations on your wedding. I was sorry I couldn't be there.'
âI don't recall asking you.' He lit a cigarette and waited.
âPerhaps the invitation got lost in the mail,' she smiled, âregardless, I'm sure you'll never have a dull moment with Pattie. I certainly didn't,' she added dryly, signalling to the waiter for another drink. âWere there many there?'
âJust close friends and family,' said Clarkson. Truth was it had been a very small affair with Tom, Mick and Jack already gone, but he'd enjoyed nearly a full week with his bride at Bondi Beach before shipping out. The memories of it kept the loneliness at bay, especially at night.
âI hear you are getting some flying time. That was very fast. You must be making friends in high places,' she said with a little laugh at her own joke, but something in her tone made his eyes narrow.
âWho do you need me to introduce you to, Rose?' He drew on his cigarette, watching her casually.
She attempted an innocent look before apparently deciding it was easier to be direct.
âMajor Hitchcock.'
âWhy Hitchcock? Hold on, let me guess. You want to be invited to tea.' Major Hitchcock was at his base and Clarkson was under his direct command, a fact of which he was sure Rose was well aware. The Hitchcocks had a beautiful estate just outside of Bath and Rose certainly wouldn't be the first woman to hanker after the social coup of such an invitation. The question was, why did Rose want it badly enough to risk exposure from the only man in London who knew what kind of person she really was?
âNot exactly. I want an interview for a job with his wife.'
Clarkson was thrown. âWhat on earth for?'
âI want to become a member of FANY. Surely you've heard of them by now.'
He had, of course. The First Aid Nursing Yeomanry were fast building a reputation as a vital medical unit in France, where they had set up a hospital in Calais. Unlike their sisters in the VAD and nursing, who were under the strict supervision of the army, members of the Yeomanry were independent â and renowned for their daring. They were currently taking matters into their own hands in France, having found untended masses of wounded soldiers in desperate need of care. Clarkson stared at Rose, trying to comprehend her undoubtedly ulterior motive.
âI suppose you know Iggy's joined the Light Horse,' she began. Clarkson nodded, waiting. âIt's useless all of this sitting about when the boys are over there facing goodness knows what, and London has grown so tiresome with all of these ridiculous restrictions. I feel so bored by it all. Elspeth Hitchcock is interviewing women as we speak and, well, being Australian and without the right contacts as yet, I need a recommendation.'
âGo on,' said Clarkson.
âI learnt a thing or two growing up watching my father and we both know I'm useful in a crisis.'
âA snake bite hardly compares to someone's leg being blown off, Rose.' He paused, swirling his drink for a moment. âWhy do you really want to go?'
âI told youâ'
âHow's Gregory?'
Rose crossed her legs and smiled nonchalantly. âBusy. So, can you get me an interview?'
âSeems to me he might have something to say about his wife going abroad and being in the line of fireâ¦And if I know Gregory he won't be too keen on the idea of you being around all of those men for months on end. Look what happened last time you were out of his sight.'
She let that one go, draining her glass then tapping it thoughtfully. âAre you going to help me or not?'
Clarkson tilted his head to one side and considered her request, watching her beautiful face, trying to guess at the thoughts racing through her mind.
âI suppose it's no skin off my nose if you want to go and join the Yeomanry. God knows they're short out there from what I've heard.' He stood and finished his drink, throwing a few notes on the table. âJust do me one favour, Rose: don't tell anyone I've helped you. I have a wife who might not be quite so understanding.'
She found herself able to take her first deep breath once he'd left, her face clouding over as she considered her next move. One step closer to her goal; she felt her chest constrict with anticipation of the next one she would need to make, the one that would release her from the hell of her own creation.
Her composure belied her dread as she crossed the room, tossing her coat over one shoulder and causing several heads to turn in admiration, but Rose had long since got past caring. Whatever hope she'd held for happiness lay on the floor of Cabin One aboard
The Princess Dream
and nothing could ever bring it back.