Growl (33 page)

“Almost.” Cain shrugged. “It's hard to say. Depends on what we do to … uh, with you.”

She knew they were teasing, and yet the most delicious shivers raced through her when she imagined what they might do.

Then a new idea filtered into her head. She'd loved sex with the two of them when she was their focus. What if the two of them had sex with her assistance?

The mere thought made her wet and tied her feminine muscles into a knot.

Cain's nostrils twitched. So did Brad's. She kept her mouth shut, but knowing they were aware of her arousal turned her on even more. Knowing they didn't realize she was on to them—or at least she thought she was on to them—was an even bigger turn-on. “Do I get a say in this?”

“I don't really know,” Cain said. “I guess it depends on what you say. Right, Brad?”

“Of course. I mean, we're basically democratic, right?”

“Except when we're not.” Cain's smirk sent more shivers that—even though he wasn't touching them—originated in her nipples and shot straight to her clit.

“What if I want to watch something?” She first gazed at Brad and then settled on Cain.

He cleared his throat. “Watch what?” He shot a nervous glance at Brad.

“You. And Brad. You sat and watched me having sex with Brad. It seems only fair.”

“Brad and I are holding you prisoner. Fairness doesn't enter into the discussion.”

She looked at each of them again, only this time she lowered her gaze. Eyes could lie, but those erections looked like the real thing. “True, but honesty should. I mentioned me watching, and both of you, uhm … reacted. Most dramatically.”

They were holding her shoulders, but her hands were free. She grasped both men's hard shafts in her hands and gently squeezed.

“Oh, shit.” Cain's hips thrust forward. “You're cheating.”

Brad didn't speak, but the hiss escaping his parted lips was fairly eloquent. And why was it, lying here naked with two naked men standing over her, she had all the confidence in the world? They'd given her this awareness of herself as a sensual woman, but how the hell did she get past the emotional issues? Freezing up at the
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word she couldn't think, much less say, and yet she was lying here hanging on to the cocks of two aroused men, calmly trying to convince them they should let her watch them together.

She kept stroking, her hands moving slowly up and down their hard cocks. “You realize, I don't necessarily want you to do anything all alone.” She tried a sultry glance, at first Cain, then Brad. Her growing proof she'd nailed the look was tightly grasped in both her hands.

Smiling, knowing they didn't have a clue what she was thinking, she added, “I want to play, too, but I guess what I want is to see what it's like when the emphasis is on you guys, not me. When it's on me, I'm too whacked-out to pay attention to what you're both up to.”

“Whacked-out?” Cain's eyebrow went up and he smirked.

She shrugged, not easy to do with the two of them holding her down and her still holding on. “I've discovered I'm not quite in my right mind when one of you is in me. Which reminds me—I want to see what it's like to have both of you in me. There are all kinds of things I want to try, and we're running out of time.”

“I like that idea. A lot. But what do you mean? We have a lot of time. It's early.”

“Brad, I leave Saturday morning. Early. It's already Wednesday night. Tomorrow and Friday, and then I'm gone. There's still a lot I want to explore with you two.”

She caught the look he shared with Cain. She had no idea how to read it, wasn't sure what it meant. They'd said a lot of nice things to her, about wanting to keep her, wanting her to stay, but nothing she could take seriously. She'd worked so hard to build a successful life on her own. It wasn't nearly as exciting as life these past few days with Brad and Cain, but it was real and it was all hers.

She'd learned a long time ago you couldn't count on dreams. Too often they dissolved with the morning light, nothing more than mist and fantasy. But this? Right now? This was real and her libido was telling her to go for it. They could talk about making love and building things to last all they wanted, but Cherry wanted what she could count on—the here and now with two sexy guys who honestly seemed to find her attractive.

At least for the immediate future.

Brad slipped out of her grasp—obviously she hadn't been paying attention—and lay down next to her on the bed. He rolled half over her and sucked one nipple between his lips. She let go of Cain to wrap her arms around Brad, while Cain walked around the room and dimmed the lights until there was only a small lamp in the kitchen area and a night-light glowing from the bathroom.

Then he lay down next to Cherry on the side opposite from Brad. “You are really hard to convince, aren't you?”

Cain palmed her breast and rolled her nipple between his thumb and forefinger. “Damn, these are just beautiful.” He leaned over and sucked the turgid bud between his lips, drawing a moan from Cherry. “Tell me more about what you want, sweet Cheraza. What fantasies have you got that two country boys can help make real for you?”

“Country boys? That's a stretch.” She gasped when Brad sucked harder and slipped his fingers between her legs at the same time. She had so many fantasies, but it was hard to think of any when they were stringing her tighter than fence wire—and that was definitely a country boy analogy. Where the hell did that come from?

“Do you kiss each other?” She barely gasped that one out before Brad's fingers plunged deep inside.

“Of course we do. I love Brad. He loves me. We kiss; we touch; we make love. When people love each other, they need to touch, want to share that physical connection.”

“Brad, what do you like the best?”

He nipped at her breast. “What I'm doing right now. Usually it's just Cain and me, but adding you makes it all feel better. More meaningful, if that makes sense. As if what we do together is stronger when you're here with us.”

“What do you like when I'm not here, silly?” She watched him as he smiled at her, but then he stopped what he'd been doing, raised his head, and gazed at Cain, who stared back, trapped in Brad's intense study.

Brad never took his eyes off Cain, and after a moment he smiled and slowly shook his head. “It's difficult to explain, but when Cain holds me, he makes me feel safe. My favorite? When he tops me. I'm on my hands and knees—it's a very submissive position for a man and that kind of sex can hurt—but he's always so careful not to hurt me. I know he likes it rough, but he's always gentle unless I let him know I'm okay with it. It's a very sensual experience, very emotional. The way he is tells me how much he loves me. That he cares for my comfort.”

Cain coughed and cleared his throat, and it took him a moment to speak. His eyes glistened, closed for a moment, and he clenched his jaw. Struggling with emotions. Cherry struggled with her own—she wanted to grab on and hold him.

“I didn't know,” he said. “I wasn't sure you realized that, how I feel when I enter you. I love when you show your trust in me. You let me in; you tell me what you want. What you need. I'm always so afraid of hurting you. It's good to know I don't.”

Brad shook his head, his attention riveted on Cain, and Cherry realized she could have been gone altogether, for all they noticed her, but at the same time there was no denying the love between these two strong men. The powerful emotional connection they shared. What would it be like, to be included in that love? Was this what their offer to her was all about?

Brad's hand still cupped her breast, but Cain's fingers rested on her hip. She'd not even noticed when they moved, so caught in the intense communion between the men. A conversation she'd started, and yet it was one they appeared never to have had. Would they resent her for forcing them to examine their relationship so closely?

Cain reached across her and wrapped his fingers around the back of Brad's neck, pulled him close for a deep kiss. Cherry's breath caught in her throat. They were so beautiful together, two totally different men, both in appearance and manner, and yet the love between them was real, so powerful, there was no denying how they felt.

She wondered what it would feel like, to be a part of that kind of love, a once-in-a-lifetime love that was absolutely real.

She flashed on the logistics—how she could involve herself with the two of them—because it was obvious that's where this kiss was leading when Cain planted his knee beside her on the bed, giving him better access to Brad.

Cherry slipped to one side as Cain tugged and Brad came, the two of them still kissing, kneeling together beside her, their bodies pressed from thigh to chest. Brad clutched Cain's lean hips, but both of Cain's big hands wrapped around the curve of Brad's skull, holding him in place as he took over the kiss, easily dominating Brad with his mouth. They kissed deeply, fervently, until Brad pulled away to suck a deep draught of air before pressing his forehead against Cain's.

Cherry was drawing deep breaths as well, so aroused by the two of them she hovered on the edge of her own climax. Then Cain lightly kissed Brad once more before directing him into position on his hands and knees where Cherry had been stretched out only moments before. Brad raised his head and caught her watching. An expression passed over his features that she couldn't read at first but then realized was one of apology.

He was afraid of leaving her out of what he and Cain shared.

Well, tonight she was sharing. She turned and moved beneath Brad on her back, wrapped her fingers around the length of his erection, and pulled the dark, plum-shaped head down to her mouth.

“Ah, Cherry.”

His soft words escaped on a sigh, and then his mouth was between her legs and Cain was kneeling behind Brad. She smiled around her mouthful—the view from this angle was amazing, but when Brad's tongue connected with her clit she forgot all about the view.

She knew the moment Brad felt Cain's entrance—his back arched and his cock filled her mouth. She kept one hand wrapped around the base to keep him from going too deep, but Cain was right there, up close and personal, and he was too much temptation to resist.

He paused for a moment. She figured he must be all the way inside Brad, because their thighs were touching and if their testicles hadn't been drawn up so tight they would touch, too.

She reached between Brad's legs and stroked both men's balls, cupping Brad's and then Cain's. He cursed, and she might have giggled if Brad hadn't chosen that moment to circle his tongue around her clit and then suck on that sensitive little bud. She moaned, careful not to bite down, but the laughter hovered in the back of her mind, as she thought that no matter what came of this one week of vacation, she was getting one hell of an education in the male anatomy.

Then Cain began to move and Brad concentrated on Cherry and she focused on Brad with the occasional foray into Cain's territory, but it made a lot of sense to pay attention to the pleasure she could give her men because it helped take her focus off herself.

She didn't want to come. Not yet. She wanted this to last forever. Brad's tongue was doing amazing things and she hovered on the edge, but her concentration on his pleasure kept her from going over. She had a feeling Brad was using the same process, and she wondered how Cain held on. His legs trembled and his heavy breaths were proof of his efforts, but in seconds she'd caught the rhythm he forced on Brad and there was a moment of absolute synchronicity, with all of them moving together, a wave of sensuality, a connection that went beyond the physical and took her outside of the acts themselves and into the very essence of the men.

She tasted Brad on her tongue and reached for Cain, lightly cupping his balls in her hand and following his thrusts even as he sped up, as he plunged harder and faster and Brad's mouth between her legs took on an edge that hovered between pleasure and pain. She felt his teeth and tongue and lips and increased her efforts, though there was no true effort involved.

Everything seemed to flow from one to the other, with Cain leading. He was the one who controlled this deeply erotic dance, his cadence, his need, his powerful love.

She felt it in his touch when he reached around Brad's waist and stroked her breasts, when he thrust hard and fast and Brad's cock swelled between her lips. Brad arched his back and cried out, but his fingers took the place of his mouth and he thrust deep inside her, once, twice, and on the third her body clenched in orgasm.

Cain's curse, Brad's shout, Cherry's muffled moan as she swallowed Brad's release and then swallowed his shrinking cock as well, taking him all the way until her lips touched the coarse hairs at his groin.

When she finally slipped him free of her mouth, Brad and Cain toppled to the side and all of them lay there, sucking air, bodies trembling, hearts thundering.

“Wow.” Cain was the first to speak, the first to move. He leaned over Brad's thigh and kissed Cherry, sweeping into her mouth with his tongue, tasting his lover, tasting Cherry. “That was absolutely amazing.” Then Cain got up and went into the bathroom to clean up. He was back a moment later and stretched out beside her.

Brad carefully turned around so that the two men bracketed her on either side. He propped himself up on his elbow, rested his cheek on his palm, and played with her nipple. “What Cain said. That was a first for us. You're doing amazing things for our sex life. For a woman who's only had sex once before this week, I've got to ask, where do you get your ideas?”

If she told him the truth, they'd laugh at her. All those sexy romances? She'd read scenes exactly like what they'd just done. She'd thought when she read them that they sounded sexy.

She'd had no idea. Not clue what it was really like with two men you truly cared about.