Harbor (9781101565681) (46 page)

Disordered throngs were running now. Only a few men here and there turned to fire their pistols or to shout back frenzied, quivering oaths. Behind them a few soldiers were still shooting without orders. Near the sandpile on which I stood I saw a young militia man enough like that little shoe-clerk to have been his brother. His face was white and his eyes wild, he was panting, pumping his lever and blindly firing shot after shot.

“God damn 'em, slaughter 'em, slaughter 'em!”

An officer knocked up his gun.

 

That night the waterfront was still. Only the long, slow moving line of the figures of sentries was to be seen. The troops were back in their camp on the Farm. Bivouac fires were burning down there, but up here was only a dark, empty space.

Here scattered about on the pavement, after the firing had ceased, I had seen the dark inert bodies of men. Most of them had begun to move, until fully half were crawling about. They had been picked up and counted. Thirty-nine wounded, fourteen dead. These, too, had all been taken away.

From the high steel dock-sheds there came a deep, harsh murmur made up of faint whistles, the rattle of winches, the shouts of the foremen, the heavy jar and crash of crates. A tug puffed smoothly into a slip with three barges in her wake. I walked slowly out that way. The tugmen and the bargemen talked in quiet voices as they made fast their craft to the pier. Below them the water was lapping and slapping.

“The world's work has been clogged up a little. It's to go on again now.”

 

The next day three heavy battleships steamed sluggishly through the Narrows and came to anchor in the bay. When interviewed by reporters, their commanders were vastly amused. No, they said, the United States Navy was not governed as to its movements by strikes. They simply happened to be here through orders issued weeks ago. But their coming was featured in headlines.

I saw something else in the papers that night, a force greater than all battleships. As a week before I had felt a whole country in revolt, I felt now a country of law and order, a whole nation of angry tradesmen impatiently demanding an end to all this “foreign anarchy.”

“We want no more of your strikes,” it said. “None of your new crowd spirit, none of your wild talk and dreams! We want no change in this country of ours!”

The authorities obeyed this will. Bail was denied to Marsh, Vasca and Joe, and for them a speedy trial was urged. The press now held them responsible not only for that first negro's death, but for all the deaths since their arrest. Let them pay the full penalty! Let them be made an example of! Let this business of anarchy be dealt with and settled once and for all!

The work of crushing the strike went on. More troops were brought to the harbor. On the docks there were not only negroes now, thousands of immigrant laborers were brought from Ellis Island and put to work at double pay, and on every incoming vessel the stokers were all kept on board. Among the strikers there was a break that swiftly spread and became a stampede. And in the following week the work of the harbor went on as before, with its regular commonplace weekly toll of a hundred killed and injured. Peace had come again at last.

 

On Saturday morning of that week I stood on the deck of a ferryboat packed with little commuters who waved and cheered a huge ocean liner bound for Europe. Lying deep in the water, her hold laden heavy with the products of this teeming land, her decks thronged with travelers with money in their pockets, her band playing, her flags streaming out, and over all on the captain's bridge the officers up there in command—she was a mighty symbol of order and prosperity and of that Efficiency which to me had been a religion for so many years. We all followed the great ship with our eyes as, gathering headway, she steamed out past the Statue of Liberty toward the battleships beyond.

“Well,” said an amused little man close by me, “I guess that'll be about all from the strikers.”

“Oh my smiling little citizen—you've only seen the beginning,” I thought.

What were the strikers thinking now, and what would they be thinking soon? They had wanted easier lives, they had wanted to feel themselves powers here. Caught up in the tide of democracy now sweeping all around the earth, they had wanted to feel themselves running themselves in all this work they were doing. So they had come out on strike and become a crowd, and in the crowd they had suddenly found such strength as they never dreamed could be theirs. And they would not easily forget. The harbor was already seeing to that, for already its work had gone on with a rush, and all its heavy labor was weighing down upon them—“like a million tons of brick on their chests.” I remembered what Joe Kramer had said: “It's got so they can't even breathe without thinking.”

Was the defeat of this one strike the end?

The grim battleships answered, “Yes, it is the end.”

But the restless harbor answered, “No.”

What change was coming in my life? I did not know. Of one thing only I was sure. The last of my gods, Efficiency, whose feet had stood firm on mechanical laws and in whose head were all the brains of all the big men at the top, had now come tottering crashing down. And in its place a huge new god, whose feet stood deep in poverty and in whose head were all the dreams of all the toilers of the earth, had called to me with one deep voice, with one tremendous burning passion for the freedom of mankind.

Once I saw the harbor in a February storm. And in the wind and skurrying snow I saw it all together like one whirling thing alive. But the next morning the storm had died away, and a wind from the south had brought banks of fog that moved sluggishly low down on the water dividing the whole region into many separate parts. And from above, a dazzling sun shone down upon three objects near me, a ferryboat, a puffing tug, and a tramp which lay at anchor, shone so brightly on these three they seemed alone, with nothing but mist all about them.

So it was now for a time with me. The strike, which had so suddenly drawn me into its whirling crowd-life, now as suddenly dropped away. And personal troubles piled one on the other. In place of that mass of thousands, I saw only a few people I loved, and I saw them so intensely that for a time we were quite alone, with nothing but mist all around us.

 

Sue sent for me one morning and I went over to our house. I was startled by the change in her face. It looked not only tired, it looked so disillusioned, done, so through with all the absorbing ideas and warm enthusiasms that had given it abundant life.

“I'm not going to marry Joe Kramer,” she said. “And I want you to tell him so.”

I started at her blankly.

“I'm sorry,” I said.

“Are you?” There was just a worn shadow of her old smile.

“I don't know why I said that,” I replied. “My head's rather dull this morning. All right, Sis, I'll tell him.” Still I watched her pityingly. Poor old Sue. What a crash in her life.

“I'd like you to tell him the whole truth,” my sister went on sharply, “just why I've decided as I have. Don't say it's because of father. When I wanted Joe, Dad didn't count, he was nothing to me but a back number. But I
don't
want him now—Joe, I mean—I don't love him any more. If I went to him to-day in his cell and said I'd stick by him no matter what happened because he was the man I loved—I'd be lying—that wouldn't be me. The real me is a much smaller person than that. I don't love Joe because I've been scared—because he's in a common jail—waiting to be tried for murder.” Her face contracted slightly. “I suppose it's the way I've been brought up.”

“But Sue——”

“Don't stop me, Billy, let me talk!” And she talked on intensely, so absorbed in this fierce impulsive confession that she seemed to forget I was there. “I've been thinking what's to become of me. I've been thinking about all the things I've been in, and none seem real any longer—I wanted a thrill and I got it—that's all. Then I met Joe and I got it again, I got a thrill out of all his life and the big things it was made of. I got a
great
thrill out of the strike. Don't you remember how I talked three weeks ago when you were here? Dad was the Old and I was the New. I saw everything beginning. I read Walt Whitman's ‘Open Road' and I felt like Joe's ‘camarado.' Well, and I kept on like that. And like a little idiot I couldn't keep it to myself, I went and told some of my friends. That's what's really the hardest now, what hurts the most—I told my friends. I posed as a young Joan of Arc. I was going to marry, gíve up everything, chuck myself into this fight for the people, into revolution! Thrills, I tell you, thrills and thrills!

“But then Joe got arrested. I knew he was in a cell in the Tombs, in Murderers' Row. And that drove all the thrills away. That was real. Dad made it worse. He talked about the coming trial, Sing Sing and the death house there. One morning he tried to read to me an account of an execution. I ran away, but I came back and read it myself, I read all the hideous details right up to the iron chair. And just because there was a chance of Joe's being like that, all at once I stopped loving him. Not just because I was frightened, it wasn't so simple as a scare. It was something inside of me shuddering, and saying ‘how revolting!' I tried to shake it out of me, I tried to keep on loving him! But I couldn't shake it out of me! Joe had become—revolting, too! It's because of the way I've been brought up and because of the way I've always lived! I can't stand what's real—if it's ugly! That's me!”

She broke off and looked down. I came and sat beside her, and took her cold, quivering hands in mine:

“I guess I
am
sorry, Sue old girl——”

“Don't be,” she retorted. “I'm too sorry for myself as it is! That's another part of me!” Again she broke off with a hard little laugh. “Let's forget me for a minute. What has this sweet strike done to
you
?”

“I'm not sure yet,” I answered. “Where is Dad?”

“Up in his room.”

“Tell me about him,” I said. Sue drew an anxious little breath:

“Oh Billy, he has been getting so queer. It has all been such a strain on his mind. Every day he kept reading the news of the strike—and some days he would stamp and rage about till I was afraid to be with him. He talked about that death cell until I thought that I'd go mad. Sometimes when we were talking I thought that we had both gone mad.”

I went upstairs and found him in a chair by the window. With unnatural, clumsy motions he rose and came to meet me.

“I'm all right, my boy.” His voice had a mumbling quality and I noticed the strangeness in his eyes. “I'm all right. I'm glad to see you.” Then his face clouded and hardened a little, and he tried to speak to me sternly:

“I'm glad you're clean out of that strike and its notions—glad you've come to your senses,” he said. “You're lucky in having such a wife. She's been over here often lately—and she's worth a dozen like you and Sue. Have you seen Sue?”

“Yes.”

“Well,
she's
all right.”

I said nothing to this, and he shot a sidelong look at me:

“I had quite a time, my boy—I had to keep right at her.” Another quick look. “I suppose she's told you how I went at her.”

“Never mind, Dad, it's over now.”

“I had to make her feel the noose, I mean the chair,” he went on in those thick, mumbling tones, “and that she'd have to choose between that and a decent Christian home—like the home her mother had. She was a wonderful woman, your mother,” he wandered off abruptly. “If she'd only understood me—seen what it was I was trying to do—for American shipping—Yankee sails!” He sank down in his chair exhausted, and I noticed he was breathing hard. “I'm all right, my boy, I'm quite all right——”

With a sudden rush of pity and of love and deep alarm, I bent gently over him:

“Of course you are—why Dad, old boy—just take it easy—quiet, you know—we're going to pull right out of this——”

The tears welled suddenly up in his eyes:

“I'm lonely, boy—I'm glad you're here!”

Presently I went down to Sue:

“When is the doctor coming next?”

“Not till this afternoon,” she said.

“I'll be home to-night for supper. Phone me what he says.”

“All right—where are you going now? To Joe?”

“Yes, Sis,” I said.

She turned and went quickly out of the room.

 

In the Tombs, when Joe was brought out to me, I saw that he, too, had been through a deep change. He had been quiet enough all through the strike, except for that one big speech of his—but he had been
tensely
quiet. Now the tension appeared to be gone. He seemed wrapped up in thoughts of his own.

“Have you seen Sue?” he asked me at once.

“Yes Joe, I've just been with her.”

“What did she say?”

I began to tell him.

“I knew it,” he interrupted me. “I made up my mind to this the first night I spent here in my cell. It couldn't have happened, it wouldn't have worked. Tell her I understand all about it, tell her that I'm sure she's right. Tell her—it's funny but it's true—tell her this infernal pen has worked the same way on me as on her. I mean it has made me not want her now. I feel sorry for her and that's all—deeply and infernally sorry. I was a fool to have let her into it. My only excuse for being so blind was that damned fever that left me so weak. At any other time I would have seen what a farce it was. I wasn't booked for a life like that. It doesn't fit in with this job of mine.” He smiled a little bitterly. “I used to say,” he continued, “that if I had time I'd like to do something yellow enough so that I'd be cut off for life from any chance of church bells. And I guess I've done it this time—no danger of getting respectable now.”