Authors: Lynna Banning
âWhere's me bleedin' platter?' someone shouted from the other side of the room.
âAny more of your lip and it'll be up your bleedin' backside,' Nancy snapped in reply and riveted the man with a look that would have blistered paint on a door.
Emma's and Ned's eyes met in shared silent amusement. âEnjoy your porter,' she said and then she was off, collecting the platters on her way to deliver the porters.
âCome on, wench! My stomach thinks my throat's been cut! How long's a fellow got to wait in this place for a drink?' a punter shouted from the table in the middle of the floor.
âWe're working as fast as we can!' screeched a flustered Paulette from behind the bar, her face scarlet and sweaty.
âFive porters, gentlemen.' Emma's voice, although quiet in comparison to the rowdy conversation, shouts and laughter in the place, stood out because she sounded like a lady. She worked quickly and efficiently, setting a tankard on the table before each man before moving on to deliver the rest of the drinks from her tray.
Ned watched her bustle across the room to the big table in the corner where the crew of the schooner looked three sheets past a sail. He felt himself stiffen as one of them copped a sly grope as she leaned across the table with a drink.
Her movement was subtle and slight, but very effective. The contents of the tankard ended up in the worm's lap.
The sailor gave a yelp, followed by a curse, staggering to his feet and staring down at the sodden stain rapidly spreading over his trousers. âLook what the hell you've done!'
His crewmates were all laughing.
âI am so sorry,' she said without the slightest bit of sincerity. âI will fetch you another porter. Let us just hope it does not go the same way as the first one.' And there was the steely hint of warning in her eye as she said it.
Grumbling, the man sat down.
âI wonder where you got that idea,' Ned Stratham said when she returned to the bar. He kept his focus on the token tumbling over his fingers.
âI wonder,' she said.
He moved his gaze to her. The strands of her hair had escaped its pins to coil like damp ebony ivy against the golden skin of her neck. The swell of her breasts looked in danger of escaping the red bodice. He could see the rise and fall of it with her every breath. Her cheeks were flushed with the heat and her eyes, sparkling black as cut jet, held his. They shared a smile before she hurried off across the room again. She was so vivid and vital and alive that the desire he normally held in check surged through him.
Ned wasn't the only one, judging by the way the sailors were looking at her. After months away at sea most men had two things on their mindâdrink and women. They were tanked up on the first and were now seeking the second.
âWhat you doing later, darlin'? Me and you, we could step out for a little drink.'
âHands off, Wrighty, she's coming home with me, ain't that right, Emma darling?' another said.
âNeither is possible, I'm afraid, gentlemen. I'm meeting my betrothed,' she said without missing a beat while clearing empties from their table.
âShame.'
The other looked less than convinced. His gaze meandered with greed and lust over the length of her body as she returned to the bar. He wasn't alone. A man would have had to have water in his veins not to want her. And what was flowing in the veins of the sailors was far from water.
One drink, Ned had told himself. And yet he couldn't walk away now. Not even had he wanted to. He ordered another porter from Paulette.
* * *
It was an hour before the bustle waned and another two before Paulette rang the bell for last orders.
Half an hour later and what remained of the Red Lion's clientele had emptied into the alleyway outside.
Emma leaned against the edge of a table, taking the weight off her feet, while fastening her cloak in place. The taproom was empty. The tables had been wiped down, the stools upturned on the tabletops. The floor had been swept ready to be mopped the next day. Ned Stratham had gone some time while she had been in the kitchen helping Nancy scrape the grills clean. Gone without saying goodbye, she thought, and then realised how stupid that thought was. He was just a customer like all the rest. And if she had any sense in her head she should be glad of it.
âNed Stratham's got his eye on you, Em,' Paulette teased with a sly face.
âNonsense.' Emma concentrated on fastening her cloak and hoped the dimness of the candlelight hid her blush.
âI saw the way he was watching you. Asking questions, too.'
âToo much time on his hands,' said Emma dismissively.
Paulette smirked. âDon't think so.'
âWhat a night!' Nancy swept in from the kitchen. âTom better show tomorrow or there'll be trouble.'
Nancy unlocked the front door to let Emma and Paulette leave. âWatch yourself, girls, we got a few stragglers.'
Emma gave a nod as she and Paulette stepped out into the alleyway.
The last of the evening light had long since faded to an inky dark blue. The day's heat had cooled. Behind them the kitchen door closed with a slam. A lone sailor stood waiting before them.
Emma met Paulette's eyes.
âIt's all right, Em. George said he'd wait for me. He's the boatswain off the ship that's in,' explained Paulette.
Emma lowered her voice. âPauletteâ'
âI know what I'm doing, honest, Em. I'll be all right,' Paulette whispered and walked off down the alleyway with the boatswain.
Behind her Emma heard Nancy slide the big bolts into place across the door, locking her out into the night. The only light in the darkness was that from the high-up kitchen window.
Emma turned to head home, in the opposite direction to the one that Paulette and her beau had taken, just as two men stepped into the mouth of the alley ahead.
Chapter Three
âE
mma, darlin', you've been telling us porkies.' Through the flicker of the kitchen lamps she recognised the sailor who had asked her to step out with him for a drink. He was unshaven and the stench of beer from him reached across the distance between them. His gaze was not on her face, but lower, leering at the pale skin of her exposed
décolletage
. Her heart began to thud. Fear snaked through her blood, but she showed nothing of it. Instead, she eyed the men with disdain and pulled her cloak tighter around herself.
âGood job we came back for you, since there's no sign of your “betrothed.” Maybe now we can get to know each other a bit better.'
âI do not think so, gentlemen.'
âOh, she don't think so, Wrighty. Let us convince you, darlin'.' They gave a laugh and started to walk towards her.
Emma's hand slid into the pocket of her cloak, just as Ned Stratham stepped out of the shadows by her side.
She smothered the gasp.
His face was expressionless, but his eyes were cold and dangerous as sharp steel. He looked at the men. Just a look. But it was enough to stop them in their tracks.
The sailor who had done the talking stared, and swallowed, then held up his hands in submission. âSorry, mate. Didn't realise...'
âYou do now,' said Ned in a voice that for all its quiet volume was filled with threat, and never shifting his hard gaze for an instant.
âAll right, no offence intended.' The sailors backed away. âThought she was spinning a line about the betrothed thing. She's yours. We're already gone.'
Ned watched them until they disappeared and their footsteps faded into the distance out on to St Catherine's Lane. Only then did he look at Emma.
In the faint flickering light from the kitchen window, his eyes looked almost as dark as hers, turned from sky-blue to midnight. He had a face that was daunted by nothing. It would have been tough on any other man. On him it was handsome. Firm determined lips. A strong masculine nose with a tiny bump upon its ridge. His rogue eyebrow enough to take a woman's breath away. Her heart rate kicked faster as her gaze lingered momentarily on it before returning to his eyes.
âWhat are you doing here, Ned?' she asked in wary softness.
âTaking the air.'
They looked at one another.
She's yours.
The echo of the sailor's words seemed to whisper between them, making her cheeks warm.
âI didn't think you'd be fool enough to walk home alone in the dark through these streets.'
âNormally I do not. Tom lives in the next street up from mine. He usually sees me home safe.'
âTom's not here.'
âWhich is why I borrowed one of Nancy's knives.' She slid the knife from her pocket and held it between them so that the blade glinted in the moonlight.
âIt wouldn't have stopped them.'
âMaybe not. But it would have done a very great deal of damage, I assure you.'
The silence hissed between them.
âYou want to take your chances with the knife? Or you could accept my offer to see you home safe.'
She swallowed, knowing what he was offering and feeling her stomach turn tumbles within. âAs long as you understand that it is just seeing me safely home.' She met his gaze, held it with mock confidence.
âAre you suggesting that I'm not a gentleman?' His voice was all stony seriousness, but he raised the rogue eyebrow.
âOn the contrary, I am sure you are the perfect gentleman.'
âMaybe not perfect.'
She smiled at that, relaxing a little now that the shock of seeing him there had subsided, and returned the knife blade to its dishcloth scabbard within the pocket of her cloak.
âWe should get going,' he said. And together they began to walk down the alleyway.
Their footsteps were soft and harmonious, the slower, heavier thud of his boots in time with the lighter step of her own.
They walked on, out on to St Catherine's Lane. Walked along in silence.
âYou knew those sailors would be waiting for me, didn't you?'
âDid I?'
âYou do not fool me, Ned Stratham.'
âIt's not my intention to fool anyone.'
She scrutinised him, before asking the question that she'd been longing to ask since the first night he had walked into the Red Lion. âWho are you?'
âJust a man from Whitechapel.'
âAnd yet...the shirt beneath your jacket looks like it came from Mayfair. And is tailored to fit you perfectly. Most unusual on a man from Whitechapel.' He was probably a crook. A gang boss. A tough. How else did a man like him get the money for such a shirt? Asking him now, when they were alone, in the dark of the night, was probably not the wisest thing she had ever done, but the question was out before she could think better of it. Besides, if she did not ask him now, she doubted she would get another chance. She ignored the faster patter of her heart and held his eyes, daring him to tell her something of the truth.
âYou've been eyeing up my shirt.'
She gave a laugh and shook her head. âI could not miss it. Nor could half the chop-house. You have had your jacket off all evening.'
âBut half the chop-house would not have recognised a Mayfair shirt.' Half in jest, half serious.
Her heart skipped a beat, but she held his gaze boldly, as if he were not treading so close to forbidden ground, brazening it out. âSo you admit it is from Mayfair?'
âFrom Greaves and Worcester.'
âHow does a Whitechapel man come to be wearing a shirt from one of the most expensive shirt-makers in London?'
âHow is a woman from a Whitechapel chop-house familiar with the said wares and prices?'
She smiled, but said nothing, on the back foot now that he was the one asking questions she did not want to answer.
âWhat's your story, Emma?'
âLong and uninteresting.'
âFor a woman like you, in a place like this?' He arched the rogue eyebrow with scepticism.
She held her silence, wanting to know more of him, but not at the cost of revealing too much of herself.
âPlaying your cards close to your chest?' he asked.
âIt is the best way, I have found.'
He smiled at that. âA woman after my own heart.'
They kept on walking, their footsteps loud in the silence.
He met her eyes. âI heard tell you once worked in Mayfair.' It was the story she had put about.
âCards and chest, even for unspoken questions,' she said.
Ned laughed.
And she smiled.
âI worked as a lady's maid.' She kept her eyes front facing. If he had not already heard it from the others in the Red Lion, he soon would. It was the only reasonable way to explain away her voice and manners; many ladies' maids aped their mistresses. And it was not, strictly speaking, a lie, she told herself for the hundredth time. She had learned and worked in the job of a lady's maid, just as she had shadow-studied the role of every female servant from scullery maid to housekeeper; one had to have an understanding of how a household worked from the bottom up to properly run it.
âThat explains much. What happened?'
âYou ask a lot of questions, Ned Stratham.'
âYou keep a lot of secrets, Emma de Lisle.'
Their gazes held for a moment too long, in challenge, and something else, too. Until he smiled his submission and looked ahead once more.
She breathed her relief.
A group of men were staggering along the other side of the Minories Road, making their way home from the King's Head. Their voices were loud and boisterous, their gait uneven. They shouted insults and belched at one another. One of them stopped to relieve his bladder against a lamp post.
She averted her eyes from them, met Ned's gaze and knew he was thinking about the knife and how it would have fared against six men.
âIt would still have given them pause for thought,' she said in her defence.
Ned said nothing.
But for all of her assertions and the weight of the kitchen knife within her cloak right at this moment in time she was very glad of Ned Stratham's company.
The men did not shout the bawdy comments they would have had it been Tom by her side. They said nothing, just quietly watched them pass and stayed on their own side of the road.
Neither of them spoke. Just walking together at the same steady pace up Minories. Until the drunkards were long in the distance. Until they turned right into the dismal narrow street in which she and her father lodged. There were no street lamps, only the low silvery light of the moon to guide their steps over the potholed surface.
Halfway along the street she slowed and came to a halt outside the doorway of a shabby boarding house.
âThis is it. My home.'
He glanced at the building, then returned his eyes to her.
They looked at one another through the darkness.
âThank you for walking me home, Ned.'
âIt was the least I could do for my betrothed,' he said with his usual straight expression, but there was the hint of a smile in his eyes.
She smiled and shook her head, aware he was teasing her, but her cheeks blushing at what she had let the sailors in the alleyway think. âI should have set them straight.'
âAnd end our betrothal so suddenly?'
âWould it break your heart?'
âMost certainly.'
The teasing faded away. And with it something of the safety barrier between them.
His eyes locked hers, so that she could not look away even if she had wanted to. A sensual tension whispered between them. Attraction. Desire. Forbidden liaisons. She could feel the flutter of butterflies in her stomach, feel a heat in her thighs. In the silence of the surrounding night the thud of her heart sounded too loud in her ears. Her skin tingled with nervous anticipation.
She glanced up to the window on the second floor where the light of a single candle showed faintly through the thin curtain. âMy father waits up for me. I should go.'
âYou should.'
But she made no move to leave. And neither did he.
He looked at her in a way that made every sensible thought flee her head. He looked at her in a way that made her feel almost breathless.
Ned stepped towards her, closed the distance between them until they were standing toe to toe, until she could feel the brush of his thighs against hers.
âI thought you said you were the perfect gentleman?'
âYou said that, not me.' His eyes traced her face, lingering over her lips, so that she knew he meant to kiss her. And God knew what living this life in Whitechapel had done to her because in that moment she wanted him to. Very much.
Desire vibrated between them. Where his thighs touched to hers the skin scalded. In the moonlight his eyes looked dark, smouldering, intense. She knew that he wanted her. Had been around Whitechapel long enough to know the games men and women played.
Emma's breath sounded too loud and ragged.
Their gazes held locked.
The tension stretched until she did not think she could bear it a second longer.
He slid his strong arms around her waist, moving slowly, giving her every chance to step away or tell him nay. But she did neither. Only placed her palms to rest tentatively against the leather breast of his jacket.
He lowered his face towards her.
She tilted her mouth to meet his.
And then his lips took hers and he kissed her.
He kissed her and his kiss was gentle and persuasive. His kiss was tender and passionate. He was the strongest, fiercest man she knew and yet he did not force or plunder. He was not rough or grabbing. It seemed to her he gave rather than took. Courting her lips, teasing them, making her feel things she had never felt before. Making her want him never to stop.
By its own volition one hand moved up over his broad shoulder to hold against the nape of his neck. Anchoring herself to his solidity, to his strength and warmth.
He pulled her closer, their bodies melding together as the kiss intensified. Tasting, touching, sharing. His tongue stroked against hers, inviting hers to a dance she did not know and Emma followed where he led.
He kissed her and she forgot about Whitechapel and poverty and hardship.
He kissed her and she forgot about the darkness of the past and all her worries over the future.
He kissed her and there was nothing else in the world but this man and this moment of magic and madness, and the force of passion that was exploding between them.
And when Ned stopped and drew back to look into her face, her heart was thudding as hard as a blacksmith hitting his anvil and her blood was rushing so fast that she felt dizzy from it.
âYou should go up now, before I change my mind about being the perfect gentleman.' He brushed the back of his fingers gently against her cheek.
With trembling legs she walked to the front door of the boarding house and let herself in. She did not look round, but she knew Ned Stratham still stood there watching her. Her heart was skipping in a fast, frenzied thud. Her blood was rushing. Every nerve in her body seemed alive. She closed the door quietly so as not to wake the neighbours. Rested her spine against its peeling paint while she drew a deep breath, calming the tremor in her body and the wild rush of her blood, before climbing the stairwell that led to her father and their rented rooms.
âIt is only me, Papa,' she called softly.
But her father was sound asleep in the old armchair.
She moved to the window and twitched the curtain aside to look down on to the street.
Ned Stratham tipped his hat to her. And only then, when he knew she was home safe, did he walk away.
Emma blew out the candle to save what was left. Stood there and watched him until the tall broad-shouldered figure disappeared into the darkness, before turning to her father.
Even in sleep his face was etched with exhaustion.