Authors: Lynna Banning
Ned and Rob stood across the room from the musicians. It was a position that Ned had chosen from instinct drummed into him across the years. Always keep your back to the wall so that no one could surprise you from behind. Always have a clear view of the doorwayâboth to see who entered and for exiting purposes. Where they stood satisfied both criteria.
On their right was the wall lined with long rectangular windows that had no curtains or blinds, only shutters that were fixed open. On their left were the internal wall and doorway that led in from the hallway and chapel. The dying sunset outside lit the windows, casting the hall with a rosy glow. From the centre of the high ceiling hung a massive but unadorned chandelier lit with the flicker of candles. It was a glamorous event, select, fashionable, six months in the organising. Tickets had been priced at one hundred pounds and every single one had been sold. To the richest and most elite of the
ton
. Ned smiled at that thought.
Rob gave a faint gesture of his head towards the door. âThought that Devlin and his cronies would have been at the
demi-monde
masquerade ball in the Argyle Rooms. Wonder what they're doing here instead?'
âSupporting the Foundling Hospital.' Ned gave a wry smile.
Rob laughed. âA nice thought that.'
âVery nice.'
âWould get right up their noses as much as you do, if they knew precisely where their money was going.'
âIf things go well with Misbourne, it won't be too long before they discover it for themselves.'
Rob grinned.
But Ned suspected that there was more to Devlin's presence here than just a night out. As if on cue, Devlin glanced at Emma.
Ned didn't need to follow his gaze. He already knew that she and the Dowager Lady Lamerton were standing with a group of the
ton
's tabbies at the other end of the room. He knew that beside her the other women seemed faded and bland and that, beneath her calm, capable, polite interchanges, Emma was as aware of him as he was of her.
Devlin scanned the rest of the crowd until his eyes finally met Ned's.
Ned curved his mouth in a smile, drew Devlin a tiny acknowledgement, at which the viscount couldn't quite hide his contempt.
âCaught looking and he doesn't seem too pleased about it if the expression on his face is anything to go by,' said Rob. âHe normally likes to pretend you're so beneath him that he doesn't even notice you.'
And yet they both knew that were there a thousand people in this room Devlin would still have noticed him.
Ned's gaze shifted to Emma Northcote one last time.
And at the very same time her eyes met his. Something rippled between them before she looked away, engaging her attention more fully on Lady Lamerton and the group of women around her.
Ned pushed the thought of her from his head. It did not matter whether she was here or not. He had business to attend to. âTime to go and talk to Misbourne.'
Rob gave a nod.
The musicians finished their tuning and began to play the initial bars of the first dance.
Ned sat his empty glass on the tray of a passing footman before making his way with Rob across the dance floor.
* * *
Emma was standing with Lady Lamerton at the other end of the Foundling Hospital hall. Lady Lamerton's social life was such a whir of activity. It had been so long since Emma had lived amongst the
ton
that she had forgotten what it was like to have so many social engagements, to plan one's entire life around them. The Season and Little Season were possibly the most important events of the year. Wardrobes were built around them. Débutantes launched in them. Marriages forged. And money, huge amounts of money, spent on and because of them. Emma had grown up accepting it as normal, but since her return from Whitechapel she questioned it.
After six months in that other world she could see it with fresh eyes. The vast luxury of it. The wonder. The sophistication and elegance. It took her breath away at the same time as it made her feel uneasy. She wondered if this was how Ned must have felt when first he came to Mayfair; wondered if he still felt it or had grown used to it.
She glanced across the length of the hall at where he stood with his steward, Rob Finchley. The midnight-blue tailcoat served to show his strong square shoulders. Other men padded their shoulders, but Emma knew that Ned Stratham's required no padding. She remembered too well how lean and hard and strong his body was.
Her eyes moved over his white cravat and white-worked waistcoat. Dark breeches clung to those long muscular thighs that had pressed to hers. White stockings and dark slippers. Hair that was cut short and cast golden by the candlelight.
And yet all his expensive tailoring did not disguise Ned's slight edge of danger and darkness. There was something untamed about him. Like a wolf amongst a pack of sleek, pampered, pedigree dogs. She thought of what it took to survive in a place like Whitechapel. She thought of what it must have taken him to rise up out of it.
Her ears pricked up at the mention of his name. It dragged her back to the presence of Lady Lamerton and the surrounding conversation.
âI would not have thought to find Mr Stratham here,' Mrs Quigley, a tabby with the sharpest claws, was saying. Her little eyes flicked a look of superiority in his direction.
âI would be more surprised over his absence,' Lady Lamerton said in a tone that put Mrs Quigley in her place. âGiven that Mr Stratham is a patron of the Foundling Hospital.'
That was news to Emma and apparently to Mrs Quigley, too.
âI have it from m'son that Edward Stratham is the hospital's most generous single donor.'
âGarnering favour with the prospective fathers through marriage,' said Mrs Quigley.
âTush,' said Lady Routledge. âAny prospective fathers through marriage are likely to be up to their necks in River Tick and would be more impressed if Stratham kept the cash in his own coffers.'
âIndeed.' Lady Lamerton adjusted her walking stick. âBut who I am surprised to see here are Devlin and his friends.'
âNot their usual scene at all,' said Mrs Hilton.
âWould have thought it rather too tame for those dissolute young bucks,' said Lady Routledge. âI hope they are not here to cause trouble.'
âThey are here for something,' said Lady Lamerton. âTake my word upon it.'
âPerhaps one of them has their eye on a respectable lady. Perhaps they have decided to give up their rakish ways and settle down. Perhaps Devlin's papa has finally had a word in his ear.' Mrs Quigley glanced across at Lady Lamerton.
âStanborough has mentioned nothing to me.'
âThat does not mean it is not true,' pointed out Mrs Morley.
The dowager drew her a look that would have felled a lesser woman.
The music started up, the rhythm of the notes thudding through Emma's head, through her blood. The first dance was announced.
Emma glanced across at Ned again and met the full force of his gaze. It made the butterflies flock in her stomach and her heart strike a tattoo just the same as it had done in the Red Lion; maybe even more so given the mess of their entanglement.
In that look was that same strength of character, that same tight rein of self-control. Calm, watchful confidence with the hint of something so resonant that it sent a shiver through her whole body.
Emma glanced away. This was not the Red Lion. He was not the same man. And even if he were, it was too late. She was here with a purpose. She could not forget her brother or the vow she had sworn to her mother. She turned away to the dowager just as Mrs Quigley exclaimed in breathy shock, âOh, my! I do believe he is coming to ask Miss Northcote to dance. How...unexpected.'
For a tiny moment she thought Mrs Quigley meant Ned. Emma's heart banged hard enough to escape her ribcage but when she followed the woman's wide-eyed stare it was not Ned that stood there, but Devlin.
Her stomach dropped to meet her shoes. Her palms were suddenly clammy. As those arrogant eyes met hers she felt a flit of panic at the prospect of having to dance with him.
He turned his attention to Lady Lamerton. âMa'am, would you permit your companion to stand up with me for this dance?'
Asking the dowager rather than Emma. Playing by the rules of society. Yet it irked Emma, making her feel every inch the paid servant that she was, rather than a woman who had a right to answer for herself.
She looked around the small circle of ladies. Every one of them was staring at Lady Lamerton, eyes goggling, waiting with bated breath. Lady Lamerton was in her element, holding them all in the palm of her hand.
âI will, sir. But only if Miss Northcote is in agreement.'
All eyes swivelled to Emma, awaiting her reaction.
There was a calculated gleam in Devlin's eyes. He knew full well the stir it would create if she dealt him the direct insult of a refusal. He smiled his usual lazy, arrogant smile, that of a man who was used to getting what he wanted.
It was almost enough to tempt her to refuse him, just to see it wiped from his face. And had there not been Lady Lamerton to consider, and all that depended on Emma's position with her, she would have done it. But there
was
Lady Lamerton. And there was Kit.
So Emma met those arrogant dark eyes and gave a cool polite smile. âThank you, Lord Devlin, how could I refuse?'
He held out his hand to her.
She took a breath and, placing her hand in his, let him lead her out on to the dance floor.
* * *
Ned and Rob were with Misbourne, chief amongst the Hospital's governors. Rob stood back, watching the dance floor while Ned discussed financial matters with Misbourne. Even though Ned was listening to Misbourne he was aware of what it was his friend watched so intently.
His eyes cut a glance through the crowd upon the dance floor to one couple alone. Devlin's hand upon Emma's. A light touch here. A lingering touch there. They did not speak, only danced with smooth flowing steps. Polite, formal, nothing but respectable. Emma's expression was a mask that revealed nothing.
âYou really think you can drum up the investment?' Misbourne asked.
âIt's already done.'
âThen what do you need me for?'
âTo represent the project amongst the great and good.' They would listen to Misbourne. He was an earl. He was part of the establishment. Misbourne's sharp dark eyes narrowed as they fixed upon Ned. He stroked his beard and studied Ned as if trying to glean his measure. The earl was not devoid of prejudices and might have his own dark agendas, but Ned knew the man would do better for the Hospital than any other. And so it was to Misbourne that he made the proposition.
Misbourne gave a nod. âCome round tomorrow at seven. We will discuss it over dinner.'
The matter was concluded.
Fallingham, Monteith and Bullford were chatting to Lady Lamerton and the rest of the tabbies. Buttering them up. Waiting. Ned had known for what as soon as they had ambled over there. Emma did not even have a chance to resume her seat after Devlin returned her from the dance floor before Fallingham had her back up. And after Fallingham, Bullford, and after Bullford, Monteith and then back to Devlin.
Misbourne's eyes missed nothing. âMiss Northcote is quite the belle of the ball. Your dance with her the other night seems to have brought her into favour.' Nor had Emma's sudden popularity among the small group of society rakes gone unnoticed by others in the ballroom. Ned could hear the whispers. See the ripple of interest. And the speculation.
âHasn't it just,' he said.
* * *
Emma had got through a full dance with Devlin. Danced with all the rest of his and her brother's friends with increasing discomfort. And betrayed nothing of how she felt about them. But then Devlin came again for a second dance. Pushing his luck, as ever he did.
She had managed one. She could manage two, she told herself, but when the notes of the first bar of music played she realised it was the
Volse.
Devlin had known full well what the dance was. He smiled a knowing smile as he slid his hand around her waist.
She gritted her teeth and bore his touch.
âWhy are you doing this, Devlin?'
âI thought we had put the past behind us,' he replied softly, his breath brushing against her ear.
âGiven what happened, how can we ever do that?' She turned her face away from his and edged her body to maintain as big a distance as possible between them.
The music began in earnest.
It was bad enough that she had to dance with him, the man who had corrupted her brother and turned him into something else, but that it was this dance over all others, this dance that allowed him to hold her, that kept them close and almost intimate...
They danced. And whether it was the dance itself, or his proximity, or the way those dark arrogant eyes mocked her, she did not know. What she did know was that it stripped away all the defences she had built around herself. It made her feel powerless. It brought back that terrible night two years ago, fresh and raw as if it had been only last week. The night her brother had gone out with Devlin and his friends and lost everything. The night her family's lives had changed for ever. So many emotions, so long buried, that now here on this dance floor before all of the
ton
threatened to resurface. It shocked her. It frightened her. It made panic squirm in the pit of her stomach.
There was a lump in her throat the size of a boulder that no amount of swallowing would shift. There was a tightness in her chest that made it hard to breathe and a nausea that churned in her stomach. For a terrible moment she thought she might actually start weeping, which was ridiculous given she had not wept through it all. She did not understand what was happening. She did not know how much longer she could keep herself together. Only that every second seemed an eternity, balanced on that brink.