Authors: Rachel Caine
“And what's that?”
He hadn't really thought about it. I hoped he wasn't going to pop off with something stupid, like world peace, but I needn't have worried; Kevin would never think about anyone or anything larger than the confines of his little self-centered universe. He finally came out with, “I want never to have to work for a living.”
I blinked slowly, thinking that over. Teenage thought processes were so different from adults . . . An adult would have asked for truckloads of cash, under the assumption that truckloads of money meant no more work. Which wasn't unreasonable, as assumptions go. But Kevin had asked for something completely different.
“So, hypothetically, if you asked for that, you wouldn't be disappointed if I made you a quadriplegic breathing through a tube?” His turn to blink. His mouth opened, produced silence, and closed again. “I mean, you wouldn't ever have to work for a living, would you? Or I could just kill you. You'd never have to work for a living that way, either. Or, let's see, I could kill everyone else in the world. Never have to work for a living that way, either. Or I could turn you into a big slobbering dog that your mom can feed every dayâ”
“Stop it!” He looked appalled. “You're making it allâ”
“âcomplicated?” I finished. “It is. You want a Djinn, you got one. But we're not fuck-toys, Kevin. We're older than youâ” Even me. “âwe're smarter than you, and we have absolutely no problem in finding the wrong interpretations of every single wish you are stupid enough to utter in our presence.
We're
dangerous
. Get that through your head. You can dress me up like a doll if you want to, but you'll never control me. I'm going to control
you
. So the best thing you can do is take that bottle and smash it, right now, before I get the opportunity to really hurt you. Because I will, Kevin. I'll hurt you so bad it'll make your mom at her worst look like Mary Poppins.”
I had him. I
so
had him. It was all I could do not to gloat. He looked about to vomit with fright.
And then he calmed down, swallowed, and said, “I know what I want. It's what you want, too. I want you to kill my mother.”
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Not that I couldn't understand it, but I felt like it was one of those cartoon moments, the one where you have to smack the side of your head to make sure there's nothing stuck in your ear. I stood there in my ridiculously sexy French Maid outfit and said, “Excuse me?”
“Yvette,” he clarified hastily. “My real mom's already dead. My dad, too. I guess what I mean is that I want you to kill my stepmom. Yvette Prentiss.”
I wanted to grin and say, “Done!” and rush out there and put the big Djinn smackdown on her, but truth is I wasn't all that eager to be killing anybody. Not even a top-rated bitch like Yvette. I was all too aware of how much power there was, flowing from Kevin to me, and how awesomely easy it was to use it. The compulsion was clicking in, but not strongly; there were, I sensed, still gray areas to exploit. I went for them. “There are all kinds of meanings to
kill,
you know . . .”
“Dead,” he said. “Kill her dead. Slowly. Make her suffer.”
He was getting into it now. Which was not my intention. “Okay, let's justâcalm down.” Because the compulsion was getting stronger, the power flow cresting like the tide. “I will. I swear. But let's talk about it first.” Because, luckily, he hadn't specified
now,
the way he had when he'd sent me to Seacasket to commit arson and homicide. “Why?”
He gave me a dark look. “What do you care?”
I didn't, really. I was too busy thinking about Yvette putting her hands all over the bottle that held David trapped, seducing Lewis so that innocent little Kevin could sneak up and hit him from behind. “Yeah, well, what do
you
care? I'm just curious.”
Long silence. He flopped back down on the bed, sounding depressed. “She's a bitch.”
“You're going to run into them. Get used to it. In fact, pretty much all of us can be bitchy from time to time. Goes with the double-X chromosomes.” Just like Kevin was never going to win any Y-chromosome personality contests, either. “You can't go around having me snuff out every life that annoys you.”
“Why not?”
Ah, great, a sociopath in training. Again, not the conversational path I was eager to follow. “What's she done to you, other than be a bitchy stepmom?”
He stared up at the pouting centerfold over his bed, put his hands under his head, and said, “She makes me do things.”
I had a bad feeling. “Like?” I was really, really hoping he'd say
clean up the room, take out the trash . . .
but one look around convinced me that couldn't be true.
He sat up, grabbed the first thing that came to handâa CD playerâand threw it across the room hard enough to smash it to bits against the far wall. “What the fuck do you think I mean, say my prayers? Brush my teeth?” His flare of rage was sudden, violent, and totally untelegraphed. I had no reason to be afraid, but if I'd still been human I'd have felt utterly exposed. “She
makes me do things,
you stupid bimbo! Bad things!” He was blazing in Oversight, white-hot, as if some door had opened into hell. “I want it to
stop
!”
Oh, God. Not what I'd expected, not at all. Nor what I was even vaguely equipped to handle. I pitched my voice low. “Kevin, you can make that stop without killing her.”
“You don't know shit about it.” Tears quivered in his eyes, jeweled his long, lush eyelashes. “God, you don't
understand
 . . . I can't even tell you . . .”
“I know this. You have the power to make her stop, Kevin.” I edged over slowly, walking around the piles of wrinkled filthy clothes and discarded trash, to perch on the edge of the bed next to him. “You're going to be a Warden. You have the power to control things around you. I don't know if it's weather, or fire, or earthâ”
“Fire,” he said, and shut his eyes. “It's fire.” Which explained the fury of the power that poured into me from himâit had the quality of fire to it. Out of nowhere, I remembered Rahel once telling me,
Fire burns the hand it serves.
Kevin was unstable, volatile, and he had way too much power at his disposal. I
couldn't believe the Wardens hadn't already spotted him and started the process to neutralize or control him. If ever there was a reason for neutering someone, taking away their power . . . “I burned the house down. That's how my dad died.”
I didn't want to believe it, but I could sense the truth of it in him. God, such a burden for a sixteen-year-old boy. His father's death, the crushing load of a developing talent of this magnitude, and if he was telling me the truth, some kind of sexual abuse . . . no wonder he was screwed up.
I wasn't qualified for this. I wasn't sure anybody was.
Kevin kept talking over my silence. “Bad Bob told me they'd come for me, take me away, but he said he'd protect me.” Yet another public service from Bad Bob Biringanine. Probably as a favor to Yvette, which meant he was banging Mrs. Prentiss before the late Mr. Prentiss had gone to smoke inhalation heaven. “Guess he won't protect me now.”
Since I killed him. Right. I studied the frilly lace on my tiny, entirely useless apron. Prodded it with a fingernail, which was painted in hooker red. “So now you have me to protect you. Is that the general theory?”
“Sure. Nobody's going to come after me if I have a kick-ass Djinn.” He favored me with a look. I didn't have the heart to break it to him that if the Wardens found out some underage, untrained kid with a penchant for firestarting had a Djinn, they'd trash the continent looking for him. “You got me distracted. I said I want you to kill my mother.”
“And I think you should think about that a while.”
He rolled up on one elbow to stare at me. “Oh, I have. I've thought about it for years. I lay awake at night thinking about it. So you just goâ”
“I should find out what she's doing,” I blurted out. “You want me to kill herâWhat makes you think that she's not ordering her new Djinn to do the same thing to you? I mean, that's why she wanted you, right? To get me? And through me, to get him?”
He was listening. Not talking, but I could feel him hanging on every word.
“Wouldn't you like to know what she's doing? I could find out. It wouldn't be that hard. She'd never even know I was looking.”
No teenager could resist an opening like that. And a kid who'd been deprived of control his whole life . . . I was faintly ashamed of myself for feeding his paranoia, but not enough to stop myself.
Kevin wavered, frowned, and said, “You can do that?”
“If you order me to. I can be invisible. I can go anywhere for you.” And do anything, but it was best not to bring that up. I looked at him from under my eyelashes, pitched my voice low, and said, “It would be easier if I didn't look quite soâunique. May I change my clothes?”
He sighed and flopped back in a boneless heap of surrender. “Whatever.”
I put the peachskin suit back on again, covered my eyes with sunglasses, and stood up. “So I can go?” I asked.
“Whatever.” He sounded hurt, and stubbornly
put-upon. “Just come back. Tell me what she's doing.” He snorted. “Like I don't already know. She's playing with her new toy.”
I paused, stricken, with one hand on the doorknob. I couldn't get the images out of my head. Kevin threw an arm over his eyes. “I'm gonna sleep,” he said, grunted, and turned over with his back to me. “I'll call you when I want you.”
I escaped out into the hall, found my way back to the living room. Yvette was nowhere in sight. Neither was the blue bottle.
Playing with her new toy . . .
God, no. I had no idea what he meant, but it definitely didn't sound good.
When I moved, I saw a definite fairy-dust afterglow. The coldlight infestation was growing in the real world, just like the aetheric. Of course, so far it didn't seem to be doing anything inimical to meâjust decorative. David didn't seem to be suffering ill effects, either.
But then there was the storm, out in the Atlantic, powering up like some unstoppable juggernaut. It was still there, still growing, and it had to be the coldlight at the heart of it, didn't it? Nothing else made sense.
One problem at a time. This second's had to be Yvette, and getting David out of her well-manicured clutches.
First I had to make sure I couldn't be noticed. I remembered the buzzing sensation that Rahel had used to conceal me at the Empire State Building . . . a certain frequency, a kind of invisible hum . . .
I felt it come into tune. When I opened my eyes
again I could see a slight blur around me, like shimmer from hot pavement. Couldn't be sure I had it right, but there was no test like the present.
I checked the kitchen. It was clean, modern, neatly organized. Even the salt and pepper shakers were in their places. I opened the refrigerator, just out of curiosity, and found regimental model-home organization. All the labels were turned outward. Vegetables in the lettuce crisper wouldn't have dared to be less than perky.
Creepy.
The one interesting thing about it was that she had a secret stock of mint chocolate chip ice cream stuffed in the back of the freezer. Premium stuff, not the skim low-fat artificial sweetener crap. I took the carton out and weighed it. Half-empty. It wasn't Kevin's. He wouldn't have cared whether or not anybody saw it, and I suspected the kid had never left an ice cream carton half-empty in his life.
I put everything back and proceeded down the hallway. An extra bedroom turned out to be an office. Everything was in files and folders, neat as an office supply store. No photos. In fact, she had no photos anywhere in the house that I'd seen. The art was all generic, carefully chosen to make absolutely no impression on anybody. I left the office. Three doors leftâone was a bathroom, and as much as I'd hated Patrick's trashy Wal-Mart happy faces in his loo, this one was worse. Ducks. Why did it have to be ducks?
The room it opened into was the master bedroom. I admit it, I was scared to go, but I couldn't mist;
Kevin had specifically forbidden me to do it. I eased the door open slowly, one inch at a time, alert for giveaway creaks.
I needn't have bothered. She wasn't in there. The bedroom was clean and soulless as a hotel room. Didn't look like a place to let loose unrestrained passion, or any passion at all, come to think of it.
That left the last room. I took hold of the doorknob and felt
something
. A kind of vibration, a warning . . .
I eased open the door and stepped inside.
The room had started life as a converted garage, then been gentrified with faux wood paneling and plush carpeting. Nothing much in it, but there was an aura to this place like nothing I'd ever felt before. Inanimate objects soak up energy, and that energy becomes visible in Oversight. The place looked dead normal, down here in the real world, but when I blinked and shifted into Oversight the real story came out. Red, rancid glows from the walls. Rotting greens. Pus-dull yellows. This place had seen suffering, and horror. It reminded me of Luminol, the stuff the police use to bring out old bloodstains . . . the ghost of evil, shining out of the darkness. Pain never dies completely, and this room was suffering.
David stood in the center of it, motionless, blank as a snowfield. He still retained his dark-copper hair, but it was shorter now, revealing the hard lines of his cheekbones, the strength of his face. The round glasses were gone. His eyes had gone dark. Very, very dark.
He was wearing black leatherâpants, jacket, all of it looking butter soft and more than a little sexy. More than a little dangerous, too. Frightening. I
wondered if she hadn't actually expressed something essentially true about him that I'd never really quite grasped before . . . because David now looked like a predator.