Hour 23 (10 page)
What do I do?
Dana thought, and she left her freezer and returned to the pantry. When she opened the pantry door, she half expected new items to magically appear.
Five to seven days…
The press secretary’s words kept echoing in Dana’s mind. If the Shop-n-Save in Center Square wasn’t a mad house prior to the press conference, it surely would be now.
Dana paced over to her bedroom closet, dropped to her knees, and opened a small trunk. Inside was a small pump of pepper spray, a gift from her dad on her first day of college. Beside the spray was a short hunting knife, also a gift from her dad. He gave it to her when she was a young child, during a weekend camping trip. Dana’s father and his friends spent the weekend hunting deer; he hoped she would help him carve the animal up when they returned home. Dana kept the ivory handled blade as a memento of spending time with her parents before their divorce, but never used it to help her father clean the butchered deer. Dana cried the whole ride home, the deer strapped to the back of the family’s Jeep Laredo. When Mia first set eyes on the lifeless creature, she puked.
“This will have to do,” Dana said to herself, and she marched into her bedroom. She changed out of her cardigan and into a sweater and pair of jeans. Then, she stuffed the pepper spray into her back pocket. The folded knife went into her front left pocket, where she figured she could grab it in a pinch if need be.
I’ve got to be insane,
Dana thought,
to leave my front door
after barely being able to get back home. But, it’s either this or starving to death….
Dana left her bedroom and threw on a puffy white jacket. She grabbed her keys by the front door and turned to look at Elliott, who was sniffling in front of the sofa.
“You can’t come, I’m sorry,” Dana said.
Elliot took a few steps forward.
“No,” Dana said, stopping the Pug in his tracks. “You be good. I’ll be right back.
Jim’s fresh pair of boots clicked and clacked against the linoleum floor as he made his way to the hospital elevator. There was nothing worse than new boots that hadn’t been broken in. Though he had only worn them a short while, a burning sensation in his right heel meant that a blister was already starting to form.
Sergeant Ingram was patiently waiting for Jim by the elevator. Neither man said much to the other.
“You’re going out on basic patrol,” Ingram said. “We won’t route any incoming calls your way. I want you strictly on the ground, responding to things as you see them—as they happen. I’m going back to the department to help the girls in the communication room. Christ, they’re like chickens with their heads cut off right now. I’m going to stay with them until the emergency shift shows up for dispatch—and I’m hoping to God that they actually show up—and once they’re on the lines, I’ll be out patrolling right alongside you.”
Jim sighed.
“Stay on your toes, Officer Whiteman. Stay keen. When we roll over to the next shift, and the girls in dispatch settle in, I’ll radio you. We’ll rendezvous somewhere in town, and maybe then I can get you over to your daughter’s high school. Maybe. I’m not making any promises.”
With that, the elevator chimed and the doors before Ingram and Jim opened wide.
“Oh, Jim, you’re leaving?” a familiar voice asked as it breezed out of the elevator and between the two officers.
Jim glanced at Ingram, who was already standing on the elevator.
“Your car’s parked right out front,” Ingram said, tossing a set of keys to Jim. “I’ll be in touch with you, Officer.” With that, Ingram smiled, and the elevator doors closed between himself and Jim.
Jim spun around, finding the source of the cheerful, sparkling, voice.
“For someone who has been on their feet all day, you sure do keep in high spirits,” Jim said.
“It beats going through the day miserable,” Sherri replied.
Jim grinned, trying hard not to stare at Sherri. His mind felt like grinding metal gears as he tried to come up with small talk.
“A nurse, a cop, and bloodthirsty monsters tearing apart the town. It’s like we’re on the set of the worlds worst porno film,” Jim said with an uneasy laugh.
The nurse let out a chortle so intense she almost sounded like an oinking pig. Jim was glad that the laughter was genuine and not just polite, and relieved that she had the same type of toilet humor as he did.
“Really though, thank you for everything you’ve done today, Sherri,” Jim said. His smile left his face.
“Be safe out there,” Sherri said. She pulled a few strands of hair that had matted to her forehead away from and out of her eyes. “I’ll see you soon?”
“Hopefully you won’t,” Jim said, his smile returning. The elevator dinged again.
“After this is all over, I mean,” Sherri said nervously.
“Anytime,” Jim said, stepping onto the elevator. He recalled his paper nightgown that didn’t leave much to the imagination. “After all, you’ve already seen my butt.”
Jim was lost in Sherri’s smile and cute laughter as the elevator doors closed. The elevator car jerked and he began the descent to the parking lot. He was thankful for the momentary happiness; he was all too aware that the world he was stepping out into had changed considerably since he arrived at the hospital that morning.
The elevator ride went uninterrupted from Jim’s floor to the ground floor. In the momentary peacefulness, he leaned against the corner of the car and floated through thought.
He recalled the early years of his marriage when he and his wife Erica were still happy with their relationship. Jim and Erica had gone to the same high school, P.S. 144, in Astoria. They had met their junior year of high school and quickly fell in love. Between the first day they met and their last day of high school, they skipped a combined fifty-three days of class. Erica kept track in a pocket organizer that she always had tucked in her purse. The decision between spending all day in class, or driving out to Coney Island in Jim’s ’77 Trans-Am, was never a difficult one.
After they graduated, Erica enrolled in a six month beauty school course, and became licensed to work in a salon. Jim, not having much higher education prospects himself, started working in construction. Their schedules were wonky and days off rarely overlapped. But, the combined income of the couple was enough to make rent on their own little town house in a decent neighborhood. Within a year of graduation they had married.
Chloe—the unexpected result of a honeymoon in Key West—was a strain on both the couple’s relationship and finances. By Chloe’s second birthday, talks of college funds and a bigger home were just about enough to drive the family apart. It was Erica’s idea that Jim should go into police work. Erica had a client, Veronica Blankenship, who was getting ready to move to East Violet with her husband, Drew. Drew had put in a request to work in East Violet after finishing police academy, and it was granted. Each time Veronica visited the salon, she went on and on about how “blessed” and “lucky” Drew and her were to finally be leaving the city behind.
Erica begged Jim to consider a job as a law enforcement officer. Jim finally gave in and agreed to look into it, but his application was quickly denied by the East Violet Police Department. East Violet wanted a two-year college degree, minimum.
Jim assumed that the roadblock caused by his lack of education would be the end of the conversation, but it wasn’t. Erica was relentless and insisted he pursue the degree.
“When will I have the time for a degree?” Jim asked.
Erica said, “You’ll find the time. If you cared at all about your family, you’d find the time.”
So Jim began the two-year degree, often taking classes at night and on the weekends. Between a toddler and a wife the schedule was grueling, but he somehow managed to pull it off. After finishing the two-year degree—in just under three years, no less—he returned to the human resources office at the East Violet Police Department once more.
Though his grades in high school and college weren’t honor roll worthy, Jim passed the physical tests of the entrance examination with flying colors. His body was hardened by manual labor, and despite his written exam scores being middle of the road, his physical achievements were enough to earn him a spot in police academy.
Academy was punishing. It was a spring course just after a particularly unpleasant winter, so training outside in falling snow and rain weren’t uncommon occurrences. Jim had at least three sinus infections during the first half of academy, the last of which was so severe he worried it might result in missing class and being ejected from the program. Jim barreled forward, however, and as the weeks went by the weather improved, until one perfect summer day he was graduating.
By the time Jim had finished his probation period and was secure in his job, Chloe had already turned seven years old. Jim had missed four of her birthdays, and finding spare time for dance recitals and school plays was nearly impossible. Erica picked up much of the slack. With Jim’s benefits and higher salary as an officer, she was able to halve her shifts at the salon. Suddenly, Erica could spend more time at home with little Chloe.
It was six months into his career, Jim remembered, the elevator gliding down its shaft, when he was paired up with another fresh academy graduate. Min Chow.
“Whiteman? As in White-man?” Min asked Jim during the start of their first shift together. “As if I didn’t get enough shit already.”
Min didn’t know what to make of Jim, who never once made fun of Min’s name. Throughout academy and the early days of his job with East Violet, other officers constantly bombarded Min with insults. “Min Chow, as in minute chow, or minutes until chow?” or “Chow, what’s your number, I need some General Tso’s after shift change” or “bow before Chow!” Min had heard them all, and none of them were amusing.
One of the first calls Jim and Min responded to together was a crime scene far off in the woods atop Pigeon Hill. A young girl named Sarah Bosk, who had been missing for several days, was discovered by a couple of teenagers riding their four wheelers out behind the Baker’s farm.
Jim and Min, both rookies, weren’t allowed to do much once they arrived at the crime scene. Their orders were to stand around, look important, and make sure no one came to close to the yellow ribbons of “caution” tape strung up from tree to tree in the woods surrounding Sarah’s body. A news reporter had already arrived, as well as Sarah’s grieving parents, by the time Jim and Min were on the scene.
Jim caught a glance at young Sarah, who wasn’t much older than Chloe was at the time, just before she was sealed in a long black bag. Wildlife had already preyed upon the young girl’s body. The sight was too much for Jim to bear.
Jim buckled forward, holding his knees with his palms as he stood, while Sarah was carted into a waiting ambulance on the roadside. When the cameras had finally pointed away from him and towards the departing ambulance, he let loose, unable to hold back the urge to vomit any longer. One officer, making his way from the crime scene to the ambulance, muttered, “don’t be such a pussy, rookie,” and another spit in disgust as he passed by. It was only Min who went back to his patrol car to bring back a bottle of water for the sickened officer.
With a passionate intensity Jim followed Sarah’s case, both through his job and through the papers and evening news reports. He was in the station the day a couple of veteran homicide detectives brought in Edgar Ross, a squat, lump of a man whose shirt rode high above the waist of his sweatpants, letting his gut bounce around freely as he walked. When Ross toddled into the station, his bare stomach flopping, drool running down his chin, and what appeared to be a piss stain in the center of his pants, Jim was filled with an anger that he had never quite felt before.
Jim requested to watch Ross’s questioning, in which the gluttonous oaf waived his rights, and freely—and proudly—admitted to what he had done to Sarah Bosk. How he had studied her for weeks, paying attention to what time she rode her bike and through which neighborhoods. He confessed to abducting her in his small Honda hatchback and strangling her until she passed out.
With no detail left out, Ross explained the brutal acts he committed on Sarah, both before and after he suffocated her to death with a plastic shopping bag. The case would have skipped trial completely had it not been for an up and coming, overly zealous public defender that argued over Ross’s mental capacity. Additionally, the public defender found some small technicalities barring the admissibility of Ross’s confession.
Ross’s trial was open and shut, however, and the jury took only nineteen minutes to reach a verdict.
Between Edgar Ross’s arrest and sentencing, Jim’s marriage had fallen to pieces. He was consumed by a job he never had any intention of taking in the first place. Rookies often get stuck with holiday and weekend shifts, meaning he rarely got to see Erica and Chloe. Erica grew further and further away from Jim, and though Jim suspected infidelity, he could never prove it. One night, Jim came home early from a double shift. Parked in front of his small, newly purchased, East Violet home was a white Harley Davidson. For a moment, Jim thought it might be some clever early birthday present. But when he found Chloe playing in the backyard at an unreasonably late hour—“Mommy told me to play outside for a while”—he knew something was suspect. Inside, Jim caught Erica with a guy he knew only as “Buzz.” They were in the middle of intense thrusting and groaning.
In the weeks that followed, Erica not once protested the idea of a divorce. She told Jim that she wanted to start over, that she was going to move to Georgia with some family, and that, “he could keep the kid, she could visit in the summer if she wanted.” The papers were signed and Erica was gone in the short weeks between Ross’s capture and execution.
Jim put in a request to be at Edgar Ross’s execution, knowing there wasn’t a chance in hell he would be allowed a seat. Everyone in East Violet wanted to see Edgar Ross die, and they wanted to be in the front row when it happened. Through some small miracle—a string that Sergeant Ingram pulled, Jim later discovered—Jim was allowed a seat at the execution.
Almost at the end of his elevator ride, Jim recalled Ross’s last words when they were asked of him.
“God is a clown, ha-ha-ha. I’m coming to see you Toby, we’ll be together in heaven forever, Toby. I love you. God is laughing like a clown, Toby.” Jim would learn later on that Toby was Ross’s cat, whom Ross had intentionally shot to death with a pellet gun just before he was brought into police custody.
Jim remembered Edgar Ross’s restraints on the table he was strapped to, and rubbed his own wrists where he had been restrained to a gurney just hours before.
In front of his morbidly curious audience, Ross continued to laugh and call out for Toby, before the first of three concoctions entered his veins. The first was a sedative, which didn’t do much in the way of calming Ross. The second two were the drugs which would terminate Ross’s life. Jim remembered how Ross squirmed in agony in his confines, clenching his fists and fighting to break free as the final dosage entered his body. Though it was never proven, it was gossip around town that the executioner had deliberately altered the dosage of the poisons prior to Ross’s execution. Jim had never seen an execution before, and did not know the signs of a successful one, but it was a rumor he could believe. Ross endured a painful, horrific, and just execution; one that left Jim changed forever after.