Initiate Me (5 page)

“I never said I didn't want you. I want you, angel, like you wouldn't fucking believe it. All I want to know is if this is the real deal and you're not propositioning me because of too much alcohol.”

“I'm not drunk! It’s not the alcohol talking. It's me...Mia."

“Well, in that case, angel, you're better get used to my body being close to yours." I pulled her even closer. “Get used to having my hands on you all the time. Everywhere."

She shivered in my arms. "I think I can get used to that quite easily."

“Good. Now, how much experience did you say you had?” I questioned her carefully, worried she'd fly off the handle again.

“You sure ask a lot of questions.”

“And I expect an answer to every damn one.” My lips brushed her temple. “Tell me where else you’ve been kissed, Mia.” My hand slipped up her waist to her ribcage, my thumb lightly stroking the bottom swell of her breast before sweeping higher, across her nipple, until it puckered under my touch. “Has a man ever kissed your nipples?”

Her breath hitched. “Ah. No.”

I nudged my leg in between her thighs and applied a bit of pressure. “You ever had anyone kiss or taste your pussy, Mia?”

Mia moaned softly at the exquisite pressure and heat my hard muscles were creating by rubbing on her sweet spot.

***

MIA

“Y
es or no?” he growled at me. “It’s a simple question, so answer it.”

The pressure I was feeling down there was incredible. I wanted more. I moaned softly at the exquisite pleasure he was giving me. The hard muscles of his thighs were rubbing on exactly the right spot. “Fuck, angel, that sound you make is such a turn-on. You like that pressure?” Zane’s eyes were on my face and I could feel it heating up. “I know exactly what buttons to push, baby. Angel, has any man ever touched this pussy?” He pushed his erection against my core, making me feel dizzy from my aroused state. All I could manage to do was groan. “So is that groan a yes or a no?

“No, no one has. No man, ever,” I managed to blurt out in a raspy, breathless voice.

“What about another woman?” he asked me with a wicked grin.

“No!” I said, perhaps a touch too loudly. Oh, God, my face had to be the worst shade of crimson by that point.

“Okay,” he smirked. “What about yourself? Have you ever made yourself come?”

“Yes. I’m not
that
innocent. I might be a virgin, but I know things.”

Zane hissed, “You’re driving me crazy, thinking of all the things I’m going to do to you. I want to show you how many different ways I can make you come.”

“Good,” I said with a newfound confidence. “That is exactly what I want. I need you to show me.” I tightened my thighs around his. “Show me everything.”

“You better remember you said that.” He blew softly in my ear and I shivered. “Let’s get out of here and go outside. I’ll wait for you at the Rotunda.” His voice was so low I could barely hear him. “And one more thing: no one else needs to know what we’re doing. Understand? It’s just between us. We need to start working together next week. You haven’t forgotten that part, have you?”

“Uh-no. That’s all good. Just us. And yes, I do remember I start working with you as of Monday. I haven’t forgotten.”

He eased away from me and I had to lock my knees to keep myself upright. They were shaking.

“Outside. In five. I’ll be waiting.”

ZANE

I
sure as Hell hadn’t expected that to have happened; that woman was full of surprises. I had been in two minds about even coming to the after-party. I thought she was tipsy at the wedding when she asked me, but luckily for me, I did. There was no way I’d be able to resist her.

Fuck!
I couldn’t believe Mia propositioned me to teach her about sex. I never anticipated she’d be a virgin, though.

A virgin.

Sweet baby Jesus. Had I ever even been with a virgin before?

I didn’t think I had. Ever. But I sure as Hell could teach sassy Mia a thing or two. Since my ex cheated on me, I most definitely did not want a serious relationship with any woman, so Mia seemed like the perfect choice.

Did I want to teach Mia everything about sex? About the sex I like, the kind I crave? Hell yes! It was my chance to prove to her and to myself that screaming, raw, hot sex owed nothing to love—just to lust and opportunity, both of which had been sadly lacking in my life.

Most importantly, I had to remember I had to work with her at the Brunetti Hotel and Spa Resort in the Barossa as of Monday. That meant I’d be working in close proximity with her on a daily basis. My new job looked like it was going to have a few little perks. What was hard for me to digest was I would be the first man to stroke that baby-soft skin everywhere, to fuck that tight pussy with my fingers, my tongue, and my cock. The thought of that stirred primitive instincts in me which I couldn’t wait to explore.

I heard footsteps and without turning, I knew it was her. She approached me with an appreciative smile.

I couldn’t take my eyes off her ample breasts. Every roll of her slender hips sent her short dress further up her thighs. It made me wonder if she’d move sinuously under me or on top of me. Or perhaps, on her knees before me, sucking on my cock with her delectable lips. God, I couldn’t wait to feel them wrapped around me.
I wonder if she’d let me tie her up with her hands bound behind her back.
Damn, I couldn’t wait to be inside of her and pump my cock into her hot, virgin channel. That pussy was being gifted to me and I was going to savour every moment of it.

“You came,” I said softly, moving away from my car. “I thought you might’ve changed your mind or chickened out.”

“Now, why would I do that?” Her gaze flicked from me to the nearby olive tree and then back to me again. “Um...so where are we doing this?” she asked as cool as a cucumber.

“Angel, we are in a park; there’s no way I’m going to throw you up against a tree and fuck you senseless for your first time.” I grinned. “But that doesn’t mean it’s not on the agenda in the future.”

She stared at me with her beautiful brown, intense eyes.

“Are you going to come closer, Mia? I can’t exactly touch you or teach you anything if you’re standing over there.” I chuckled as I offered her my hand and walked backward until I backed her up against the olive tree she was nervously looking at only moments before. I curled my hands around her face, bringing her plump mouth to mine. She started to twine her arms around my neck. I growled, grabbing her hands and placing them by her side. “I want you to keep your hands by your side.”

“Why?”

“Do as I say, angel.” I brushed my lips back and forth over the curved warmth of hers then kissed a path down her throat. After sucking on her flesh for a few seconds, I made my way back toward her luscious mouth.

Her breathing became erratic and she licked her lips, leaving them moist and slightly parted. I darted my tongue inside, groaning at her sweet taste. I angled her head, nibbling, licking, coaxing her tongue to play with mine. She let me do whatever I wanted, but she seemed a touch reluctant. “Baby, are you going to kiss me back or are you a virgin in that department, too?”

“You are such an arse! Maybe if you let me use my hands, I could get into it a bit more. I feel trapped. I want to feel and touch you,” she said with stormy eyes.

“Go ahead then, use—”

Holy shit!
In a matter of seconds, her hands were gripping my hair and she smashed her mouth to mine.

With no more reluctance and no more restraints, she thrust her tongue in and devoured me. Tasting, sucking, biting and taking me to a whole new level of need with her hunger for me. Mia held nothing back; she kissed me harder, urging me to open my mouth wider, giving me deep, wet kisses, touching my face at every turn and tugging my hair when I attempted to move away. I was sure I’d combust in my pants any second.

This is no virgin kiss.

I broke the kiss and pulled away from her. “God, baby, I thought I was crazy about your mouth before, but now that I know you can use it like that, I might just go insane.”

“Please, don’t stop,” she panted against my throat. “I want you. Kiss me again. And again. And—”

I cupped her face and took her mouth in a brutal show of possession. She met my demands with unrestrained passion. I bit a path up her jawline to her ear, keeping my body against hers. “I need to touch you, angel.”

“Yes. Touch me. Now.”

“I want you to put your hands back by your sides. Do it.” I could tell she was going to answer me back so I teased her with fleeting, soft kisses, my hands sliding down her throat to the front of her bodice, squeezing each breast. I circled her waist and found the side zipper of the dress. Unzipping it, I peeled the dress down to her waist and unhooked her bra, dragging my fingers from the smooth skin of her belly and back to her breasts. Once I unclasped it, her heavy breasts filled my waiting hands.

She shuddered. “Zane—”

“I need to touch you. Let me touch you, angel.” My rough thumbs strummed her nipples. “God, you’re so pretty. All creamy and soft and sweet.” I rubbed my goatee and planted open-mouthed kisses across the upper swells of her breasts before I curled my tongue around a rigid tip.

Mia arched into me.

“Do you like that, baby?” I lapped, licked and blew a stream of air across the wet buds, but never sucked them completely. I glanced up at her when she made a noise of frustration.

Mia dug her top teeth into her bottom lip in her effort not to cry out. Yet her curious gaze remained on me. I bent my head and suckled her. Hard, deep and rough.

“Yes,” she hissed. “I like it hard like that. Suck them harder.”

Jesus, fuck, I was going to lose it in a fucking parking lot if she didn’t stop talking like that. I switched sides, taking my time, losing myself in her taste and the feel of her in my mouth. She writhed when I pushed the soft mounds of flesh together to tongue both nipples at the same time. “I want to suck these when you’re riding me. You want that, for me to suck them hard and make them all wet and slippery? Say yes, angel.”

“Yes.” She bumped her hips to mine; her body knowing what it needed despite being a virgin.

As I kissed my way up her neck, my hand inched down to the hem of her dress. With a few teasing strokes, my fingers crept up the inside of her silky thigh and her whole body tensed.

“Open your legs for me, angel face.” She closed her eyes, allowing her head to fall back against the tree as her knees widened. My fingers brushed her naked sex. Shit, she
was
naked. “Fuck, baby, you took off your underwear.” My dick was instantly rigid. I nibbled on her ear and whispered, “You are so wet. That means you like what I’m doing to you.”

“Well...Uh. Yeah, obviously,” she said with half-closed eyes.

“Angel, look at me.” Her eyes fluttered open. I wanted to watch her as I made her come. I swirled my middle finger around her opening, coating it with her juices before I pushed it inside. Greedily, I watched her face to see her response to the intrusion of my finger.

She gasped.

“Does that hurt?” I asked her gently.

“N-no. Zane it feels good, so good.”

I pumped my finger in and out a couple of times before I added a second finger. “How about now, you like that?”

“Oh, yes...but...”

“But what? Tell me.”

“I-I...don’t know. It feels so good, but I want...more. I don’t know what more is, though; you’ll need to show me.” Her hands clamped on to my shoulders to steady herself. She was so aroused she could barely speak. And I was loving it.

I thrust my fingers deeper and swept my thumb across her clit. “Angel, is this what you want? Is this what you meant when you said you wanted more?”

“Mmm...Oh. Yes, please, like that.”

I latched on to her right nipple, sucking strongly, twisting my fingers inside her and increasing the friction on her clit. My cock was hard as a baseball bat, and I was tempted to grind it into her hip. All I wanted was to make her come and witness her soft moans of pleasure.

Her legs shook against me and she moaned. I softly bit down on her nipple and she lost it. Fuck, I loved it when a woman came like that. Her clit throbbed beneath my thumb, and she squeezed her legs together trying to shove my fingers deeper into her channel. Her nails dug into the back of my neck as she urged my head closer.

Mia coming like that on my fingers was one of the hottest things I’d ever experienced. I had completely forgotten I’d asked her to keep her hands by her sides. I couldn’t fucking believe I was the first man to touch her like that.

I waited until she caught her breath before I removed my hand from between her legs. She looked at me from beneath her lowered lids, smiling shyly. “Wow, that was amazing. When can we do it again?”

I pinned her arms by her sides and kissed her for several long minutes. “Angel, come home with me tonight. I promise I’ll make you scream some more.”

She was a
virgin
. And all mine.

***

MIA

M
y stomach dropped.
This is what I wanted, wasn’t it? After all those years of lusting after Zane, the time has finally come. We are going to make love. So why am I shaking? Why am I having second thoughts? Milan is going to kill me if I back out. But I’m questioning if he really wants me for me and not because I propositioned him?
I looked up and stared into his eyes as he waited for my answer.

“I can’t.”

“I thought you wanted—”

“I do want this, and I want you. I’m not playing hard to get; honestly, I’m not. I’ve been planning this for a while now, Zane, and I don’t want to be a virgin any longer.

“So why then are you saying you can’t? If you recall, it was
you
who propositioned me, not the other way around,” he scoffed, crossing his arms over that delicious chest. “Remember you said you wanted me, you asked me to teach you all I know about sex. And now you are backing out. Well, I’ve got news for you, angel – I won’t let you.”

I shied away from him a little as I tried to re-adjust my clothes, zipping my dress back up. I wanted him to acknowledge that he wanted me, not what he thought needed to happen. I snuck in closer to him, resting my hand on his crossed arms.