Kresley Cole - [MacCarrick Brothers 02] (14 page)

Oh, her poor, poor back was
so
travel-fatigued. She raised her arms above her and stretched.

Hugh paced the room like a caged tiger.

When she finally got in the tub, Jane softly moaned with pleasure—not feigned, as she adored taking baths. Then she lounged back to reflect on her insane day.

She recalled the disappointment in Freddie’s eyes and immediately felt a pang. She’d been wracked with guilt over the way things had turned out, and his expression had nearly been her undoing. Adding to her guilt was the fact that just seconds before Freddie had overtaken them, she had been on the verge of forgetting why she’d teased MacCarrick in the first place.

Even as impulsive and impetuous as she was, she was still was reeling. And it was by no means over. Now she was setting off on a grand adventure with Hugh.

Jane believed he was finally taking her to Carrickliffe far in the north of Scotland. After he’d described it to her years ago, she’d always longed to visit it. Now she wanted to go there to experience the place that produced men like Hugh.

She’d been to Scotland, but never north of Edinburgh, never into the wild Highlands. Was Hugh finally going to make good on a promise?

She felt out of sorts—naturally she would, after the day she was having—but she was especially concerned about her burgeoning fascination with her new husband. After seeing Hugh so beautifully menacing downstairs, and after feeling the pistol holstered at his back, she was burning to know more about him.

When he paced by once more, she stretched her leg up and smoothed bath oil down it. He stopped pacing, and she knew he could see her. In the past, she never would have worried that he was the type of man who might yank down the screen at the sight and ravish her.

Now, she was forced to wonder.

Exactly who
was
Hugh now? If he wasn’t in trade, why lie about it? Unless he’d been doing something illegal—perhaps with his younger brother, Courtland, the infamous mercenary? She raised an eyebrow. What if
Hugh
was a mercenary?

She sighed. The problem with this fascination was that fascination led to feelings, feelings led to love, and love led to misery. She’d endured this sequence before and would give anything to avoid it.

He was right. He wasn’t the same lad. The quiet, steady Hugh she’d fallen in love with was gone forever. And she didn’t know how to handle this new ruthless, intense man.

He’d warned her that toying with him would be like playing with fire, and her antics in the coach this morning had definitely earned her a nice singe.

She tilted her head to the side and frowned.
But then, when have I ever hesitated to play with fire?

Seventeen

H
ugh almost asked himself what he’d done to deserve this torment, but the answer would be too lengthy.

She was running her hands up and down her long, long legs. He suspected she knew he could see, though she was such a sensual person that he’d wager she rubbed her legs as lingeringly when she was alone.

What else did she linger over?

The thought of her running her fingers over her sex…He had to gnash his teeth as his erection stiffened even more. He’d wager anything he owned that she did indeed touch herself like that whenever the need arose. Did she ever think of him? He unfailingly did of her. After Hugh had seen her last night, even his beaten, fatigued body had hungered for her, and he’d taken himself in hand.

She had always been forward-thinking about sexual matters, and he knew she was filled with passion—passion that would need an outlet.

He remembered Bidworth buttoning her blouse. Had Bidworth fulfilled her needs?

Hugh should have killed him.

How long before he could escape this impossible situation?
Hurry up, Ethan. Else I’ll go mad
. Striving to think of other things, distracting things, he paced to the window.

Hugh hadn’t wanted to stay here. There were too many people he knew, and one who was privy to exactly what he was—Lysette, Grey’s ex-lover. But they wouldn’t have reached the next inn until nearly dawn, and once Jane had begun insisting, Hugh had thought he might as well try to extract some information from Lysette about Grey.

Lysette had always been partial to Hugh, and Grey had left her to be with a whore.

Yet the incident in the common room had proved this was a bad idea. Hugh should have had his arm around Jane’s shoulders, but he’d been dragging her along to get through the crowds. And Jane had taken one look at Hugh’s expression as he fought the urge to deal the drunkard a blow, and she’d known—not precisely what he was, but definitely what he wasn’t.

He heard her rise from the water. Bounder that he was, he leaned back. When he caught a glimpse of her, he had to bite back a curse and shuffle his feet to keep his balance. In the space between the panels, he could see her damp back and hissed in a breath at the sight of the spot where her surprisingly generous arse met her long, slim leg.

He closed his eyes briefly, berating himself for looking—even as he imagined striding forward to palm that taut cleft as he ran his mouth down her neck.

He was stunned anew at how shapely she’d become. Her arms and legs were still slender, her torso as well, but her breasts and arse were plump and seemed to taunt his hands to cup them.
Pull her to the bed, cover her wet, slick body with mine, take her furiously—

The maid knocked once more, possibly saving them from disaster, and entered to set out their dinner on the room’s dining table. Hugh stayed facing the window since his cock was stiff as wood. When the girl left, he sat so Jane wouldn’t notice. He found the fare was simple, but the wine appeared to be a tolerable vintage.

A few minutes later, Jane emerged from behind the screen, having donned a deep blue dressing gown and wrap. She wore the wrap open enough that he could see the pale tops of her breasts. When he could drag his gaze away from them, he saw that her shining hair was loose, with damp tendrils curling all about her face. Her flawless skin was pinkened, her eyes bright.

She was elegant and fine, the lines of her face and body so pure. For a moment he just wanted to pretend that he was a lucky bastard who’d somehow
truly
landed her as wife. He wanted to pretend he saw her fresh from the bath at his leisure, and dined with her every night before they went to bed together.

Here he was with a woman so lovely she’d make any man conscious of his words and actions, concerned about how she perceived him. She would unnerve most men. And yet she was still
Jane
.

And when she allowed it, it was so damned easy being around her.

“My wedding night.” She sauntered to her seat. “Darling, it is
just
as I’ve always dreamed.”

She wasn’t going to allow it.

He felt a flare of anger. Everything he was doing was for her benefit. Now, if she would just allow him to do his job unhindered…“My wedding night as well. I’m just as disappointed.”

“Disappointed in the circumstance—or your bride?” Never taking her eyes from his, she took a sip of the wine he’d poured, then dabbed her tongue to her bottom lip.

He shifted in his seat. “Any man would be proud to call you wife.”

“Then, does this disappointment have anything to do with the fact that you’d sworn never to marry?”

“Partly.”

“Partly? So why else…?” She trailed off, eyes widening. “You have a lover, don’t you? One you didn’t want to forsake? That’s it, isn’t it? You already have a woman.”

“I’m…between,” he said, hedging. He had never formed an attachment with another woman—didn’t think he’d slept with the same one twice. If he got angry enough at the world, he might drink and take a woman to try to forget, but it just worsened his resentment.

Court had once asked Hugh why he bedded so few.
If you felt like I did after, you would no’ either.
“I just never had any intention of marrying—”

“Never?” she asked in a strange tone.

“It was not in my plans,” he said.

She drank deeply. “
Between
, then, is it? I’ll bet you’ve had a lot of women.”

“I’ll no’ speak of this with you.”

“You used to tell me your secrets.”

Never the big ones. Though he’d burned to.

Hugh had often considered telling Jane about that terrible and weighty curse, but knew she would scoff. Jane could be irrational, temperamental, unreasonable—but she was never,
never
fanciful. He could just imagine her smirking and playing along: “
Then I must eschew your cursed company, darling, for I quite fancy being alive.
”

And now, why would he tell her? The closeness they’d shared was gone.

“So, Hugh, what do you
truly
do? You’re not a businessman. Unless a nefarious import attacked your face?”

He raised his eyebrows at that. She was such a curious female, and one who had an infuriating habit of deducing and then deciding fixedly on her own theories. That could help him now. “Knowing you, you’ve worked out a theory as to what I am.”

She put her hand out, palm up, motioning for him to give her his hand. Before he even had time to think better of it, he’d reached across the table. She captured his hand in hers, then ran the soft pads of her fingers over the calloused, scarred skin of his palm. Such a simple touch, but she made it sensual.

Glancing up, she met his eyes. “I believe you’re a mercenary.”

She was getting close.

“Is that what you do?” Increasing the pressure, she ran her forefinger down the center of his palm, then back up.

His voice was rough when he asked, “What makes you think that?”

“It make sense. Father said you’d just come from travels with your brother Courtland on the Continent. Court is a known soldier of fortune—we’ve all heard of him wreaking havoc down there with a band of Highlanders. You must be one of them.”

Hugh
had
been in Andorra riding with his brother’s men, but he’d only been there to help Court. They’d fought the Orden de Rechazado—the Order of the Disavowed, a band of fanatical assassins bent on killing Court and Annalía.

“That would be how you cut your face,” Jane continued, with a feathery brush over the back of his hand. “And that’s how you saved up some money.”

Some
money? Hugh had turned his earnings into wealth with meticulous planning and calculated speculation. He was rich by anyone’s standards, with a grand seaside estate in Scotland. Her words sparked another first for Hugh—the unfamiliar need to boast, to impress her. Which was purposeless. “Why do you no’ believe I work in your father’s business?”

“Hugh, I’m not a complete imbecile.” She tapped her finger against the worst scar on the back of his hand. “Look at your hands. And look at how muscular and fit you are. You did not hone a physique like that by working in
commerce
.”

He checked a flush of pleasure at her inadvertent compliment and said, “I get outdoors a lot.”

“I’ve been to pugilist matches with my cousins.” Her wee hands worked his into a fist, and she studied it before meeting his gaze once more. “I know what those fighters are capable of, yet after I saw the way you hit Freddie, I’d put you up against them with stacked odds.”

Another roundabout compliment. He thought. “I had two brothers. I received a lot of practice. You ken that I used to fight with Ethan more hours than no’.”

Of course, she was aware he was being evasive, but he knew that was only making her dig in her heels. “Father covered for your career as a mercenary, didn’t he?” She released his hand abruptly. “The youngest son gone bad would be met with a clucked tongue and a head shake. But two brothers? That would start to affect Ethan’s reputation, and he has a title.”

Ethan’s reputation? She had no idea. How such a cold-blooded bastard could somehow keep his deeds secret amazed Hugh. Especially since Ethan had never bothered to try to. Still, he only shrugged.

She leaned back. “Hugh MacCarrick, the mercenary. Unless you want to offer another explanation.”

“No, no’ at all.”
Take that one, lass, and run with it.

“What do mercenaries do?”

“Mercenaries fight for money—professional soldiers.”

“Have you gotten to travel all over the world?” she asked, her tone suddenly wistful.

“No’ to many places you’d want to tour.”

“It must be exciting at times.” When he said nothing, she admitted, “I’ve always wanted to travel to exotic places. Quin has promised again and again to take Claudia and me on a grand adventure, but he’s always so busy.”

Quin, take them traveling? Only if the two lasses wanted a tour of the world’s upscale brothels.

“Do you ever get scared?” she asked. “During the fighting?”

Hugh’s objective was to avoid fighting. “Even if I did, men doona admit to things like that.”

“So you’ve been in wars? How many people have you killed?”

He ignored her question. “You’re no’ eating, though you told me you were famished.”

“I am.” At his look, she amended, “I’m eating distilled grapes. Answer me, won’t you?”

“I have no’ kept a count.” Grey had taught him that. He’d said,
One day, Scot, you’ll wake up, and you won’t be anything more than that number.

“What
did
happen to your face?”

She would bring that up again. She was pale and perfect in her silk.

When Grey had begun sinking farther into the abyss, he’d loved to remind Hugh how far out of reach a woman like her was for a man like Hugh—a man with a beaten, pained body that made him feel so damn old and weary, a man who was awkward in social situations.

A man who’d crossed a line from which there was no going back.

“I was cut by falling rocks.” After he’d exploded a mountaintop to blow up the Rechazado camp—while they were still in it. “There was an accident.” True, he hadn’t
meant
to be in the way of a shower of slate.

Hugh had killed thirty Rechazados, dead in an instant.